In fact, I have been secretly following his every move since I came here yesterday. From the moment he arrived outside my house and didn't turn his head to look at the other side, I knew that the scar on his heart must have been bloody again.

That's why I didn't tell him about my brother's birthday at the beginning, and my parents asked us to come back for a reunion dinner, because I was afraid that he would see the house where things were wrong and what things were.

Outsiders look at him arrogantly, indifferently, rationally, and ruthlessly, but I have always known that he will also be angry, disappointed, lonely, happy, and naturally sad. So he is the same as anyone else, but he is a person who can't stand life and death, can't hide from birth, old age, sickness and death, and can't control the life and death of others.

I walked up behind him and opened my mouth to say something reassuring to him, but I couldn't say anything.

I've never been very good at comforting people, and Qin Jianghao doesn't know how to comfort him, so I can't do anything except stand and cry with him.

What kind of regret and heartache is the loss of even the only relative in this world? I think that this little heartache caused by heartache in my heart is probably less than one-tenth of his pain.

I couldn't share the pain with him, but I could help him with something else, so I ran back to the living room, took the paper from the coffee table, and handed it to him with both hands. He didn't say anything, he should know what I meant.

He turned his head to look at me, the sadness in his eyes undisguised, and then slammed the paper out of my hand, reached out and pulled me into his arms, harder and harder.

He hugged me in pain, but I didn't say it, and I didn't struggle to break away. Because I knew he was venting the pain in his heart, and I was worried that I would not be able to share it with him.

I stretched out my hand, hugged his waist, and said to him silently in my heart: "Qin Jianghao, don't be too sad, you still have me, I will always be with you, from childhood to adulthood, from now to the end of my life." ”

——

My mother got up early to make breakfast, probably because Qin Jianghao and I would go back at noon, so she made a very hearty breakfast.

During the meal, seeing that Qin Jianghao hadn't gotten up yet, she asked me to go in and have a look, and then called him to get up to eat, but I sat still and said to her: "He slept late last night, so let him sleep for a while, and I'll get him food when he wakes up." ”

My mother's face was worried, "Even if you are sleepy, you can't sleep hungry." Then he pointed to the two dishes that she specially made for Qin Jianghao and said to me: "You bring these two dishes to him, tell him to eat them and then continue to sleep, otherwise he will wake up too hungry, and if he eats again, it will be bad for his stomach." ”

I nodded, then filled the bowl of rice, found a bowl tray, put the food inside, and brought it to Qin Jianghao.

Before entering the door, I heard my dad exclaim, "This kid is so diligent, I got up last night to go to the bathroom, and I heard him talking on the phone, as if it was for work." ”

My mother began to praise Qin Jianghao.

When I entered the door, I tried to keep my voice as low as possible, then brought the food in and put it on the table, and turned my head to look at Qin Jianghao, who was still sleeping, sleeping very deeply, but unstable.

Is it painful even in a dream?

I sat on the edge of the bed, not daring to wake him, and reached out to pinch his eyebrows, hearing that this would relieve the pain.

Maybe I used a little too much force, and I only pinched him twice and woke him up.

He looked at me with hazy eyes open for a few seconds, ignored me, then rolled over and went back to sleep, and after a few seconds he turned over again. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the bed, "You sleep with me for a while." ”

I looked at him in a daze, and before I could react, he frowned and said dissatisfiedly, "It's cold, you come in and warm my bed." ”

"......" Actually, what he meant by this sentence was purely to ask me to warm his bed, but because the Internet is full of all kinds of foul words, when I heard the word "warm bed", I still couldn't help but think crookedly.

I propped up the bed and remembered, he squeezed my hand a little harder, and I said helplessly, "I haven't taken off my shoes yet." ”

He snorted coldly, let go of my hand, and muttered to me, "Grind and chirp." ”

"......" Talking to this kind of non-human mind, I really want to describe it in the language of the Internet - I am speechless.

Taking advantage of the slippers, I looked at the gauze wrapped around the back of my hand, and the wound was a little moved by his tugging, but fortunately it didn't ooze blood.

I took off my shoes and went to bed, and as soon as I got into the bed, he hugged me and quickly pushed me away after three seconds, "Hello Bing." ”

"Can I just come in without ice?" I was angry.

"You go over a little bit, cover up and then be next to me. He moved away in disgust, far away from me.

...... "Damn, who asked me to sleep with him just now?"

I lifted the quilt and was about to get up, but he dragged it back again, "You are mentally retarded, why are you lifting the quilt, the cold wind is coming in." ”

I said angrily: "My mother doesn't serve you anymore, I'm not sleepy, I don't sleep." ”

"Why don't you sleep again?"

"...... "Why the hell is it like I got in when I wanted to sleep in the first place?"

He didn't like me anymore, he reached out and hugged me, closed his eyes tiredly, and whispered, "Forget it, I won't ice for you for a while." Don't make a fuss, I'm sleepy. ”

“……”

He soon fell asleep again, and I was hugged by him for a while and got warm, but in fact, it was not he who covered it, but I was ashamed.

As soon as people feel warm, it is easy to get sleepy, and I lay down for a while and fell asleep, probably because I got up earlier today.

Then I slept a little longer, and I didn't go back to City C until the afternoon, but I said I would go back at noon.

Before I came back, my parents asked us to bring back a lot of hometown specialties, and I thought about getting some more to eat in the evening.

As soon as Qin Jianghao came back, he was busy again, probably because he went to City A yesterday, so yesterday's things were all pressed to do today.

Seeing that he is working so hard, I will reluctantly help him wash the clothes he has just changed.

As soon as he threw his clothes into the washing machine and came out, Qin Jianghao raised his head from behind the computer screen and said to me, "I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, you can pack a few clothes for me." ”

It's still a commanding tone, but based on the fact that he talked to me like this since I was a child, I didn't bother to bother with him.

After asking him what type of clothes he was going to wear tomorrow and some necessary items, he went upstairs to pack his bags.

As soon as I packed my luggage, my clothes were washed, I took them out to dry, and then I went to the kitchen to cook, and when I asked Qin Jianghao to eat, he looked at me meaningfully and said, "You finally have an awareness of being a woman." ”

“…… Shut up and eat your food properly. "Occasionally, on a whim, be nice to you, you are also on the shelf, how can there be such a person in the world as Qin Jianghao who does not know what to do?

After eating, I washed the dishes and went upstairs to take a shower and go to bed, but he was still busy. I stood upstairs and looked at him for a while, thought about it, and ran to my room to take the box of cold medicine he had bought for me last time and put it in his suitcase.

When I got up the next day, Qin Jianghao was no longer there, I took leave to go back to my hometown yesterday, and it was time to go back to work today.

Although Qin Jianghao didn't let me go, he couldn't control it now.

After washing up, I took my things and was about to go out, but Qin Jianghao suddenly called me.

Did you guess that I wouldn't be going to stay at home, so you called to warn me?

"I forgot to take my suitcase, you sent it to the company for me. ”

"......" people who are going on a business trip even forgot to take their suitcases, should they be so sloppy?

It's only half an hour before I go to work, and if I go and deliver him a suitcase, I won't have time to go to work. I had to call the boss and ask for another day off.

The boss agreed, but his tone didn't sound very good.

When I dragged Qin Jianghao's suitcase out to take a taxi, I suddenly felt that this might be a conspiracy by him to prevent me from going to work.

But if you think so, you still have to send him the luggage, otherwise it may not be good to delay the trip.

It was the rush hour for going to work and many people getting off work, the road was congested, and the taxi stopped and stopped and shook me so dizzy that I wanted to vomit. When I arrived at his office, it was almost ten o'clock, and then I called him and asked him to come and get the suitcase, and he asked me to leave it in the hall.

Then I gave it to the front desk lady, and when I was about to leave, Fu Yan came down from upstairs, thinking that he was here to pick up Qin Jianghao's luggage, but he said that he saw me coming upstairs, so he quickly finished a little bit of the work on his hand, and then came down to see if he was wrong, but he didn't expect it to be me.

He asked me, "Why are you here?"

I couldn't tell him that I was here to help Qin Jianghao deliver his luggage, so I habitually lied, "Our company has a small cooperation with you, and I'll deliver the information." ”

He was the shopkeeper and generally didn't care about anything, so he just nodded and didn't ask much. Then he looked up at his watch and asked me, "Do you have half an hour to spare?"

I took a day off, and of course I was free, so I nodded right away, "Yes, what's wrong?"

He smiled, "It's almost lunch time, let's eat together." ”

I hadn't eaten in the morning, and he didn't say that it was okay, but when he said this, I immediately felt a deep hunger.

In fact, I have met Fu Yan several times, and last time he and Ling Yuanchen invited me and Yuan Fang to have barbecue, although in the end because of a little accident, we were disappointed, but after all, we can be regarded as friends with the blessings and difficulties.

So, I thought I should invite someone to dinner, and I made up my mind, so I nodded to him, "Okay!"

"By the way," he suddenly took my hand, "how is your hand hurt?"

"Ding-dong. ”

At this moment, the sound of an elevator landing came, and then the elevator door opened, and Qin Jianghao led a few people in suits and leather shoes out of the elevator.