Si Chen Fanwai 1
(Cat flutter Chinese) "What if one day I do something wrong?"
"Apologize, what can I do?"
Chen Xiang turned his head to look at me, opened the CD player and took out the disc inside, and carefully put it back in the plastic box, "I like this band, can you borrow this one for me to listen to?"
"Chen Xiang. ”
"Huh?"
"Is it okay to apologize?"
She thought about it carefully and replied to me, "Otherwise, I will apologize with death?" I am still reluctant, just say I'm sorry, otherwise, when I have a concert, I will give amnesty to the world, and forgive you by the way, hehe." ”
"Okay, I'll go then. ”
This is my agreement with Chen Xiang, if one day I make a mistake that she can't forgive, I will forgive me on the day she has a concert.
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When I was seventeen years old, I studied high school with Qi Xiang in L City, because of my father's relationship, I grew up with Qi Xiang since I was a child, or in the eyes of others, our friends and brothers.
But in my heart, there is always some unknown inferiority.
I was born out of wedlock, and my mother secretly gave birth to me despite my father's objections, and took me to his company after I turned one year old to make him responsible.
At that time, the responsibility was a lot of money.
My mom took the money and stayed with me, and my dad would come to see me once a month, just to have a meal together, and at most ask me how my grades were.
My mother began to force me to study, and I had to be the first in every homework, and I enrolled in many extracurricular classes before I entered elementary school.
My dad complimented a colleague's daughter on the piano, so my mom bought me a piano and had to practice the piano for four hours a day in addition to completing homework.
Since I was six years old, I haven't slept before 12 p.m., and I don't know what a weekend is.
My dad was very happy to know that he had won a prize in the competition, and he took me out to play for the first time, and before going out, I looked back at my mom, and she waved at me and told me to listen to my dad obediently.
Later, my father took me to meet Qi Xiang, although I was the same age as Qi Xiang at that time, but I went to school a year earlier than him, I took Qi Xiang to read, and Qi Xiang took me to skip class. It's strange that although my mother cares about my grades very much, she never objects to me playing with Qi Xiang, and asks me to take Qi Xiang home more.
When I grow up a little more, I will know that Qi Xiang actually has a good family background, his father is the captain of the plane, and his mother is the prosecutor. More importantly, Qi Xiang's family and my dad are very good friends, and being close to Qi Xiang is equivalent to being close to my dad.
Since then, my mother has asked me one more, I must maintain a good relationship with Qi Xiang and be his best friend.
It's no longer the time when the young master wants to take a scholar, but I feel that my identity by Qi Xiang's side is no different from that of a scholar.
Later, I had a serious illness and took a year off from school, and when I returned to school, I happened to be in the same class as Qi Xiang.
Qi Xiang didn't like to study and couldn't get into a key middle school, so I deliberately filled in the same volunteer as him. The high school entrance examination is the same routine, of course, Qi Xiang didn't know, he thought that I was playing abnormally every time.
In Qi Xiang's eyes, I am his best friend, I skip class with him, fall in love, fight, and in the eyes of the teacher, we are the two most difficult little bully in the school.
The only difference with Qi Xiang is that I practiced the piano for more than four hours a day until high school. My dad's wife filed for divorce after finding out about my mom's existence, and my dad never entered our house again. My mom tried all sorts of excuses, and even made me sick and hospitalized, but my dad showed up every time I went to a piano competition.
I think my reasons for learning the piano are even more ridiculous.
I'm no longer the kid at my mother's mercy, but whenever she cries and says her life is ruined, I still can't refuse her request.
If my mom hadn't given birth to me, she would have had a new family of her own. If there had never been me in this world, maybe she would have lived a little easier and happier.
As I grew older, my mom became more and more strict with me, and the way she looked at me became more and more complicated, and when I was seventeen I was still injured by her, and then I went to my dad's company and begged him to come to my house for his birthday, and he didn't know that I saw my mom sitting on the windowsill of a seven-story building before I went to him.
What can I do, even if I know she can't actually jump, I can't risk this.
Later, something happened to Qi Xiang's family, and he had to transfer to another city, and then he might go abroad.
I thought I was finally getting rid of this scholar's identity, but my dad came to the school to look for me, and he asked me to accompany Qi Xiang to S City, as for my mother's side, he would explain.
I don't know whether to be glad to be freed from my mother's side, or sad that I can really only be a shadow by Qi Xiang's side, I always felt that I was a superfluous existence from beginning to end for a while.
Regarding whether to live on campus or rent a room outside, Qi Xiang and I had a difference of opinion for the first time since we met. The reason why I didn't have it before was because I followed him in everything.
But after leaving L City and leaving my mother, gradually I don't want to be that shadow anymore, or rather, I don't want to get any benefits from Qi Xiang. So Qi Xiang himself rented a two-bedroom house off campus, and I moved to the school's eight-person dormitory without air conditioning.
Qi Xiang still left a room for me, and brought all the beatings I had stored with him from L City, as well as guitars that I never dared to see by my mother.
But I don't want to say thank you to him.
Soon after the transfer, I met Ding Mengyang, and she was the school girl at that time, but in private Qi Xiang told me that he thought Chen Xiang in our class was better-looking, but Chen Xiang was not as outgoing as Ding Mengyang, and there were almost no friends around him.
Qi Xiang said: "Let's bet to see who can catch her." ”
"Not interested. "I left him alone in the classroom with my schoolbag, and after I arrived in S City, I still had to spend two hours every day to go to the piano shop to practice.
On the way to the piano shop, you will pass through a street, there are selling discs on the street, I have also been to see, the discs are not complete, basically they have been picked by people, it is impossible to find any good things in it, the price is not cheap, the boss will not even repair the disc, buy back some can not listen to it at all, and it will hurt the machine if you can listen to it.
But I saw Chen Xiang picking a plate in front of the stall, and Qi Xiang said that he thought the girl who looked the best in the new school.
I sneered, I didn't think such a girl would know rock 'n' roll, probably she bought the discs of those Japanese and Korean idols.
Soon after, I got together with Ding Mengyang, although I understood that she liked me because I was often with Qi Xiang, and Ding Mengyang felt that I had the same family background as Qi Xiang.
And my attitude towards her may be playful? Maybe it's more of an unwillingness to admit my inferiority complex in front of Qi Xiang.
Ding Mengyang and I were seen kissing in the classroom by Chen Xiang, she was quite calm, and I never thought of making trouble with her. So the meeting after school was purely accidental.
But when Qi Xiang passed by and saw me and Chen Xiang standing together, he stood between us, acting like a flower messenger.
I glanced at Chen Xiang and found that she would secretly blush.
Qi Xiang didn't let Chen Xiang go, and asked her to borrow homework, this girl who usually rarely spoke in the class and didn't fit in with her actually agreed, and let Qi Xiang sit next to her.
Every time Qi Xiang exchanged homework books, she would pretend to touch her fingers inadvertently, and her reaction was a little nervous, which was quite cute.
Then Qi Xiang turned his face to look at me, "How about it, I'll just say it's okay." ”
I laughed with Qi Xiang, smiling at Chen Xiang's nervous and ignorant gaze, but Qi Xiang turned his head to comfort her, so that she didn't have to be afraid.
Later, Qi Xiang found all kinds of excuses to contact Chen Xiang, in order not to let him win this bet so smoothly, I also competently played the role of a light bulb, and from time to time that gaze expressed disdain for Chen Xiang.
She blushed at Qi Xiang, and at me, she really glared back indifferently.
Later, another incident happened, Qi Xiang's girlfriend Lu Yan in L City quarreled with him, and Qi Xiang was in a bad mood so he took Chen Xiang to go out with us.
At this time, I was already sure that Chen Xiang liked Qi Xiang, she knew that Qi Xiang was a dangerous person and was still willing to go out with the two of us, but unfortunately Qi Xiang was not in the mood to deal with her on this day, and she said it casually when she went out.
There was a little accident that day, so that in the end, Chen Xiang was drunk and unconscious, and Qi Xiang and I were also injured in a fight.
The girl couldn't say a complete sentence, and we didn't know where to send it.
In the end, Qi Xiang directly told the driver the address of the house he rented.
I asked him, "You're going to take her back with you?"
"You can't throw it on the street. ”
"Oh, it's not necessarily safer to be with you than to be on the street. ”
I watched Qi Xiang take her back, even to his room, in fact, I already thought that something would happen between them.
But I don't plan to interfere, after all, she has nothing to do with me, and she likes Qi Xiang, maybe she has long hoped for this day.
The next morning, I saw Chen Xiang standing in the kitchen in Qi Xiang's clothes making breakfast, and I didn't want to react other than indifference.
When Chen Xiang saw me, he felt a little weak.
I excused myself to get my schoolbag and entered Qi Xiang's room, the sheets were very messy, and I caught a glimpse of red.
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