410 Armor and Weakness

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Xia Han remembered a lot, she relied on a blushing face, when MN helped her hype, she also used this face, and said that there was no flaw, etc., now I think it's funny.

"But you're red. There was a slight smile on the teacher's face.

"The most ridiculous thing is this, I was actually black-red. Xia Han still felt a little funny when he thought of these things, "The popularity has been hacked like this, and because I have been criticized for my acting skills, there will always be people who will go to see the works I participate in in order to better hack me with reasonable evidence." ”

"Man is a complex animal. This is how the teacher explained this "strange" thing.

"It's simply magical. Xia Han said.

"So why worry too much about it now, you've been through this for a long time, you're a battle-hardened warrior!" the teacher surprised her by encouraging her in this way. "Since there were so many difficulties in front of you back then, you didn't flinch and were fearless, but now that this kind of thing has happened, you have lost your soul instead. ”

Xia Han sighed, unable to hide her current sorrow, and said: "Back then, I was alone in the face of those who had malicious intentions towards me, I had nothing to fear, I felt that I was alone, I didn't need to be afraid that someone would hurt me, I just had to move forward bravely, treat myself as a warrior, wear armor, and look straight ahead." But now it's different, I'm a warrior, but the armor on my body is no longer just to protect myself, I have weaknesses, I have people I care about, and this has become my worst weakness. ”

"Feng Qi is not only my armor, but also my weakness. I used to be strong and invincible because of him, and now I am suffering from the gains and losses of others attacking him. I always think that if he hadn't been in a relationship with me, maybe he wouldn't have been so critical by the public. Before meeting me, although he was still the CEO of Wanfeng Entertainment, he was very low-key, and the media did not want to photograph him. Now I have been exposed to such a cyber attack because of me......"

Xia Han was a little worried, and even showed a little frightened expression on his face, people who are deeply in love always suffer from gains and losses.

The teacher understood what she meant, looked at her and said, "Then are you afraid that the relationship between you will be shaken?"

"Nope. Xia Han's blurted out words made the teacher feel her firmness. "I never doubted my relationship with him, and I didn't waver about that. ”

She was not a person who would trust anyone completely, she knew that in such a society of rampant desires, no one would be single-minded, wholeheartedly for whom, regardless of the consequences and interests, just because she liked to be good to someone who was not related by blood because of love.

But she encountered a special case, and even she couldn't believe that she was so lucky to meet a Feng Qi who simply wanted her to live happily. And she has no reason to trust him without reason, there is no misunderstanding between them, everything is frank. She can't learn to be jealous, maybe she is not such a person herself, or maybe Feng Qi will never do anything to make her jealous. Such a relationship and such feelings make her care and cherish.

"I just, I don't like to implicate him because of myself. Xia Han said this, putting the teacher in a state of half-understanding and half-understanding.

The teacher can understand what she said about causing Feng Qi's personal affairs and marriage to be eye-catching because of herself, so this time the matter could have been trivialized and turned into a trivial, but she didn't understand very much, even so, why Xia Han didn't blame Feng Qi for the "accident" at all, but only blamed herself.

Xia Han knew that the teacher didn't understand, but she didn't want to explain more, and now she couldn't say anything like this to anyone, so she opened the topic and talked about herself.

"I'm really annoyed, obviously I've temporarily retired from the entertainment industry, but it seems that I can never escape these things. There are never a few people who pay attention to my private life, and my marriage is just a personal matter for me, but it seems that my marriage has become a matter of public participation. I thought that I could get the same ordinary life without living as a public figure, but the reality told me that I was delusional. Teacher, do you know, since the day of the accident, my mobile phone has become a fixed time to turn on, a fixed time to turn off, those friends and relatives, those gossip magazine reporters who pry my mobile phone number out of nowhere, bombarded my nerves repeatedly, I was about to collapse. ”

The teacher showed sympathy and understanding for her plight, and said, "As long as you trust each other, nothing is impossible." At these words, the teacher looked up at the window, and her expression began to soften, and it was only another building outside the window, as if she saw something beautiful in her eyes.

"When the teacher was young, he met a man. The man was a doctor. At that time, my mother was hospitalized for appendicitis surgery, and he was the chief surgeon, wearing a white coat, very thoughtful, in short, very clean and good-looking. ”

Xia Han looked at the teacher's faint sadness when recalling the past, and listened to her quietly.

"In today's terms, he is a little fresh meat. ”

"Is it so handsome?" Xia Han interjected.

"Of course, I can't find a better looking man in my eyes. The teacher told her very firmly, which made Xia Han sigh with emotion, sure enough, it was in the eyes of her lover, and in her eyes, she couldn't find a better-looking man than Feng Qi.

"And then?"

"Later, because my mother was hospitalized, I went to take care of my mother after class, and because of this opportunity, I became acquainted with him, and I liked him with all my heart, and I wanted him to look at me in a different way than other people. I tried all sorts of excuses to get close to him, until my colleagues made fun of me for running to the hospital. As if remembering his "Sima Zhao's heart" back then, the teacher lowered his head and laughed faintly.

"You didn't say you liked him?" asked Xia Han with his head tilted.

"At that time, how could you be so open now, no matter how much you like it, I have to be reserved, I can't run over to a girl's house, just ask people if you like me. The teacher replied.

"Does he himself know that you like him?"

"He was so smart, how could he not know, so when his colleagues laughed at me, he helped me and said that he had asked me to come to the hospital. So his colleagues felt that the two of us were getting better, and in fact, we were getting better. The teacher looked up again at the window.

"And later?"

"Later, when I was about to graduate from school, I was thinking about my future development, and things were piled up, and I was too busy to take care of him. He was in the hospital, and many nurses and female doctors were interesting to him, including the daughter of the director at the time. He told me about it, I was very unhappy, in fact, I was mostly inferior at that time, thinking that the dean's daughter, a girl with good conditions, people with a discerning eye know who to choose. I quarreled with him countless times about this, and he was very accommodating to me, and would apologize to me first after each quarrel. But as soon as I heard something, I couldn't control the quarrel, and the number of times it was repeated, and the time it took him to apologize to me became longer and longer, until his last apology was a month after the two of us had argued, and he told me that he was going to the United States. When the teacher said this, she had completely lost the joy she had in her previous memories, but she was only very calm, as calm as she usually lectured.

He told me that it was not the dean's daughter who made him decide to go to the United States, but my constant suspicions, which made him feel tired and hopeless, so it was better to leave and run for his career. When the teacher said these words, his voice was a little hoarse, as if he was suppressing something, "So you and your fiancé can trust each other and consider each other like this, instead of arguing with suspicion and arguing for no reason like me, it is doomed, you will not end up like me and him." ”

Xia Han looked at the teacher's sad appearance, and some words were blocked in his throat, but he still didn't say it in the end.

Perhaps, saying that the relationship is hopeless, so going to the cause is just an excuse. In fact, the doctor chose the latter in his relationship and career, and he didn't want to bear the psychological guilt, so he used such a statement to transfer the responsibility and let himself go with peace of mind.

Xia Han sometimes feels that she is really too rational, and in the face of the teacher's past, which can be said to be sad, she is not only moved, but feels that the man in this story is really too selfish.

She is not a woman who likes to be suspicious like her teacher, and Feng Qi is not the selfish man in the story, so she and Feng Qi will never come to the end of this story.

However, the teacher's self-description did make her feel more emotional and less worried. Just as today's class was about to end, there was a knock on the classroom door.

The teacher walked over to open the door, and saw Feng Qi holding something in both hands, standing upright at the door of the classroom, smiling politely at the teacher: "Hello teacher, I am Xia Han's fiancé, come and pick up Xia Han from class." ”

The teacher was also very surprised, watching Feng Qi greet her politely and politely, smiled and nodded, and invited him in.

Xia Han was pleasantly surprised to see Feng Qi appear in the classroom, quickly stood up, walked to his side, took a fruit gift box in his hand and said, "Why do you have time to come?"

"I'm here to pick you up from class, and you're beating me up like a bad guy on the road again. Feng Qi chuckled and pinched Xia Han's nose.

Xia Han thought that there was still a teacher standing behind Feng Qi, his face turned red, and he patted Feng Qi's shoulder with some coquettishness.

"What are you doing? I don't care about the occasion. Xia Han complained in a low voice, and when she looked at the teacher again, she was looking at the two of them and smiling kindly, and she felt even more embarrassed.