(Cat flutter Chinese) This meeting, for Chen Xiang and me, can indeed be regarded as a long time not to see.

I've thought about her these days, but I've never tried to imagine her feelings, and the only thing I'm sure of is that after I leave, Chen Xiang will definitely take good care of herself.

This is also one of the reasons why I like her, I don't like that kind of little girl who is too pretentious, she is afraid at every turn, this can't work or that.

I like Chen Xiang's **, and I hope she can rely on me occasionally.

This time she met and did live as well as I imagined, at least on the surface, she didn't look haggard.

But the more Chen Xiang is like this, the more uncomfortable I feel in my heart.

I knew she saw me too, because the smile on her face suddenly disappeared, and the way she talked to the director became awkward.

This makes me feel a little more comfortable.

Then the two of them didn't sit for long and were about to leave, and I called the waiter to settle the bill, and followed Chen Xiang out. Luckily, she was still waiting for the elevator when I went out.

The eye-catching director even dared to drape his clothes on Chen Xiang.

I caught up and shouted Chen Xiang's name, and the eldest lady who followed me out in high heels pulled me down and put me in pity, except that my feet hurt and I was tired.

Watching Chen Xiang and Blu-ray get on the elevator and leave, I shook off her hand: "Are you interesting? Don't wear high heels, don't wear them, don't look at your own virtues, what point do you compare to her?"

She was wronged by what I said, and tears fell down her eyes.

Chen Xiang has also been told by me, but she doesn't cry easily, she always endures it for a long time, and she can't help it before she avoids me to cry.

Maybe Chen Xiang will make me feel more distressed, but to be honest, no matter how much I cry, I think the result of girls crying too much is annoying.

In front of too many people, I could only take out a card from my wallet and give it to her: "Be obedient, buy your own things." ”

She wiped away her tears and took it, "Then I'll wait for you at the hotel at night?"

I snapped and acquiesced.

After getting this eldest lady, I won't have time to chase Chen Xiang again, I have noticed the way she walks, although it looks like it's hot, but her fingers have been clenched tightly, and her nails are buckled in the palms of her hands.

And Chen Xiang is like this, there are two possibilities, the first is to see that I am sad, but I am patient. The second is that she is uncomfortable in high heels.

I think there may be both, but judging from the fact that she frowns from time to time when she eats, I'm afraid the second one has a greater impact.

Is that director blind? Chen Xiang can't see if he is uncomfortable in high heels?

I chased her out for a long time, but it was still too late to find her. I clenched my fist and slammed it against the wall. Why did Chen Xiang stay with him? Could it be that what happened to the two of them during my absence? The more I thought about it, the more unhappy I became.

In addition to the instinctive jealousy and jealousy of my head, I actually felt a slight feeling of heartache.

Fear of betrayal and loss is also the reason why I don't dare to approach love easily, but unfortunately when I was carefully calculating my gains and losses, I didn't think about how many times I betrayed and hurt Chen Xiang.

For the first time, I suffered because of my conceit and selfishness.

I drove along the road to find her for a long time, and the phone couldn't get through, and the phone was always turned off. When I went to their school, I couldn't get into the girls' dormitory.

Later, I could only call the landline in Chen Xiang's bedroom, and it was her and Xia Xia's other roommate, Lu Xiaoqi, who answered the phone.

Lu Xiaoqi told me straight to the point: "Xiangxiang is not here, don't call me." ”

I frowned, she hasn't gone back yet?

Lu Xiaoqi wanted to hang up the phone, so I could only ask in a low voice: "I have a little misunderstanding with Chen Xiang, is she really not here?"

"Can I still lie to you if I don't say no? You don't look at what time it is, it's long past the time of the dormitory curfew. To tell you the truth, Xiangxiang went out on a date with her boyfriend, and she just called to say that she lives outside today, understand?"

This girl talks like a machine gun, and when she finishes speaking, I still don't believe that Chen Xiang will come back.

I asked again, "You said she was calling, so why was her phone turned off?"

Lu Xiaoqi said: "Are you stupid? Go out with your boyfriend to open a room, what are you doing now, don't turn off the phone and wait for a bastard like you to disturb you, nerves!"

After saying this, she hung up the phone directly, and I couldn't get through anymore.

But Lu Xiaoqi's words have been circling in my mind, is Chen Xiang really with Blu-ray?

And they're not going back tonight.

I don't dare to think about the next picture, I really can't accept that there will be another man doing something to Chen Xiang that only I can do.

I didn't believe it, so I went to the dormitory manager to find someone, but the result was still the same, Chen Xiang really didn't come back tonight.

I didn't give up, and waited at the gate of Chen Xiang's school all night, didn't sleep all night, kept staring at the direction of their dormitory building, but didn't wait for anything.

Thinking about it from another angle, what happened to Chen Xiang and others, it turns out that I am not qualified to ask at all.

I suddenly felt that I regretted it, it turned out that I didn't want to lose Chen Xiang at all.

After a wry smile, I drove away from school and back to the hotel, and the eldest lady on the blind date was still waiting for me in bed, and I didn't pay attention to her, and I went out of the room and opened another room.

This day is my birthday, Chang Cheng and they have already arranged it for me, I was reluctant to take her if she had to pester me, but now I have changed my mind.

I fell asleep and had a strange dream.

The dream was the girl who checked out that day, and in my dream, she really became Chen Xiang, and the moment I heard someone shouting her name so she turned around, she actually secretly hid behind the cabinet and cried.

In my dreams, I felt heartache, and when I woke up, I went straight to the store.

I wanted to try my luck, but they told me that there were really two girls named Chen Xiang in the store, and one of them had applied for resignation before the day I went, and when I went, it was her last day at work.

I am a frequent customer of this store, and they don't hide anything from me, they directly called up Chen Xiang's information to show me, it was really her, it turned out that I didn't recognize the wrong person that day.

The clerk also assured me that Chen Xiang must not have a boyfriend, because there has always been a rich second generation chasing her, but every time, Chen Xiang makes excuses and disappears.

Judging from the description, that person can't be Blu-ray, not to mention the results of the investigation after I saw Blu-ray yesterday, and the Blu-ray has actually only been in S City for a day.

So, who didn't Chen Xiang fall in love with?

I asked the clerk to make a call for me to trick Chen Xiang to come over, at this time I was really not sure that she would meet me, and even changed her mobile phone number, she was deliberately avoiding me.

When I was waiting for Chen Xiang outside the store, Chang Cheng and a few of them also came over, and five or six cars were parked at the door, which was really public.

But I think, if Chen Xiang sees this pomp, will he be happy?

I even went back to the store and asked the clerk to get me the most expensive bag, only to tell me that the most expensive one was the one I had bought earlier.

Looking at it again, I feel that there is nothing worthy of Chen Xiang.

Interesting, it's obviously my own birthday, but I really want to do something to please Chen Xiang, I want to coax her back, although I didn't expect it to be too simple, but I didn't think it would fail.

In the end, I didn't buy any gifts, I wanted to take Chen Xiang to see the house when I was free one day, so that it would be convenient for the two of us to meet in the future, I know that she doesn't like to live in the suburbs very much.

What kind of gift is not as practical as giving her a home, I paint the future very well, and I don't think Chen Xiang will reject me.

The traffic jam at this time, it was dark Chen Xiang still didn't come, if I didn't I insisted on waiting for her, Chang Cheng and they had already yelled a few times to leave.

I don't want to say too much about Chen Xiang with these bastards, Chen Xiang and them are not in the same world, it is too dangerous, I want to protect her. But I insisted on waiting for her so much, Chang Cheng also guessed the reason.

He hit me with the arm, "Hey, you kid are really serious, do you want me to do it for you?"

I glared at Chang Cheng, "Stay away from me." ”

"Stay away from you or away from your daughter-in-law?"

The first time someone said this about the relationship between me and Chen Xiangjian, I was not disgusted at all.

It took another half an hour for Chen Xiang to appear, this time she brought the oil bottle named Lu Xiaoqi again, time was running out, and I didn't want to explain too much, so I went directly to block their way.

When Chen Xiang saw me, he instantly felt like he had lost his soul.

I was very satisfied with her reaction, but Chen Xiang just asked me to get out of the way, and I was upset. I was angry and grabbed her arm directly: "Can you bear it?"

Chen Xiang couldn't push me away, but I still got into the car later, and what I wanted at the time was to talk to her slowly when I got to the place.

On the way I asked her why she didn't talk to me in the store that day, asked her if she was jealous, asked her where she had been last night, but I couldn't ask anything.

The more Chen Xiang was indifferent to me, the more angry I became.

To be honest, I don't believe her, I don't believe that Chen Xiang really hasn't been with anyone else in the past few months since I left. Every time I lied to Chen Xiang, I didn't feel guilty, but I would suspect that she was also betraying me.

When I arrived at the clubhouse, I found another trouble, and that Lu Xiaoqi actually came with me.

And she definitely can't catch up if she wants to, she came in Chang Cheng's car, this kid definitely didn't have any good ideas.

But now I can't handle a Chen Xiang in front of me, I really don't have the energy to take care of her roommate for her, so I can only glare at Chang Cheng and ask him not to mess around.

Chang Cheng pouted, if I knew that the bastard things he did later would indirectly change the lives of several of us, I would definitely stop him at this time.

It's a pity that I didn't, and when I knew, it was irreparable.

After entering the clubhouse, I took Chen Xiang to a private room alone.

I promised her that I would break up and then be with her, but I didn't expect Chen Xiang to care about these at all, and she asked me if I had slept with the eldest lady on a blind date.

I quibbled that she hadn't slept with someone too.

That's it, I regretted it after I said it, in fact, I didn't expect her to react so much, I just wanted her to deny it to me, and then whether it was crying or whatever, anyway, I was confident that I could coax her well.

But Chen Xiang admitted it stiffly, obviously she knew that she was deliberately angry with me as soon as she heard what she said, but I still didn't know how to trust.

It turns out that not only do I not know how to love, but I also don't know how to trust.

My dislove and distrust have completely hurt Chen Xiang. She still didn't cry, she was already rolling in her eyes and endured it, and walked out of the box silently alone, and she was gone when I reacted to chase her.

I asked Chang Cheng: "Where did Chen Xiang go?"

Chang Cheng sneered, "Just say you can't handle it, buddy will help you get her today." ”

After speaking, Chang Cheng took a bottle of water and left. I couldn't react for a while, what Chang Cheng was holding, and I didn't understand until I saw Chen Xiang walking staggering after drinking the bottle of water.

Chang Cheng, bastard!

Although I always knew that Chang Cheng was a jerk, he was also my best buddy since I was a child, and after almost twenty years of friendship, I often ignored how damn he was. But this time, it's the first time in all these years that I can't help but do it to Chang Cheng.

I still wanted to continue to teach him, but I saw that Chen Xiang was about to stand unsteadily, so I had no choice but to carry Chen Xiang to the room above the clubhouse.

I wanted to undress Chen Xiang and let her take a bath, but she refused to let me touch it, I gave her water, and she whispered no.

She was really scared, and the more I watched it, the more distressed I became. At this time, Chen Xiang suddenly opened his eyes, stared at the chandelier and said unconsciously: "I want Jiang Hao, why hasn't she come to save me?"

It was a long time before I realized that I was really attracted to Chen Xiang, probably from her words.

There are many forms of love, and I fell in love with Chen Xiang because of her sincerity to me.

Chen Xiang made me understand what it means to be distressed, I have lied to her so many times and done so many sorry things for her, but she still puts me in her heart, and still believes me when she is most scared, I finally know how much of a bastard I am and how damn I am not worthy of her.

Later, I kissed her, but she didn't want to, and she couldn't refuse.

I'd love to do it with her, but I swear, it's not a physical desire, it's a psychological one. I may really like Chen Xiang, the kind of person she said to be distracted, so I want to prove through this incident that she is still willing to accept me.

I began to care about her emotions and thoughts, and began to understand what self-blame was.

I even began to regret why I didn't wake up earlier when I first met her and cherish her well.

Chen Xiang rejected me, crying and begging me not to touch her. Although she told me that she had never been touched by anyone else, and that she had only walked with me alone even when she had grown so big and kissed, I couldn't be happier.

When Chen Xiang cried at me, I finally understood that I still lost her, and she was dead to me.

I coaxed Chen Xiang for a long time, apologized to her, assured her, and told her that I missed her very much, but no matter what I said, Chen Xiang gave me the answer only: "I don't want to live that life anymore." ”

She told me that now she likes me a little less every minute and every second than she did the last minute and every second.

These words almost made me unable to breathe, I had never tried to hurt so much, if I wanted to, in fact, I could still force Chen Xiang to stay.

But I didn't want to, I didn't want to hurt her anymore.

I'm not sure if I will really be willing to let go of my first temptation, but now I really can't bear to force Chen Xiang, not to mention, there was something that happened on this day that made me regret it for the rest of my life.

Chen Xiang's friend Lu Xiaoqi is gone.

In fact, I guessed what might happen as soon as Chen Xiang received the call, but I didn't dare to tell Chen Xiang the truth, I was afraid that after I said it, it would not be possible for her and me in this life.

Then the truth is that all the pain between me and Chen Xiang started from this day. If I had stopped Chang Cheng earlier, maybe Chen Xiang would not have left me, Chang Cheng would not have died later, Zheng Junxi would not have died, Chen Xiang would not have completely collapsed, and he would not have decided to stay by my side because of guilt to atone for his sins.

It's a pity that it's too late for anything.

On my 25th birthday, I was sure of one thing, I fell in love with Chen Xiang. I wanted to protect her, I wanted to make amends for her, but later, I brought her more harm.

(The content of a chapter in the past few days is about twice as much as before, so the two additions are one)

(Babies who want to read the conclusion can search for "My Deep Love", "Deep Love", "To the Beloved You")

(There are about three chapters of the content before the divorce from Jiang Hao's perspective, a brief review of what Chen Xiang didn't know, and then what happened after the divorce will also be told to you by Jiang Hao~)

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