"Afternoon?" I asked weakly, "do you have to go?"

"Didn't you record the whole process of the last time you went to the headquarters? Mr. Zhao is going on a business trip again tomorrow. Xiao Bin said that he hung up the phone in a hurry.

When I heard the word "Mr. Zhao", I was in a tug, but I had no choice, I barely got up, much better than a few days ago, but I was still very weak and trembling when I walked. I went to the office and took the materials to Xiao Bin, Xiao Bin looked at me and hesitated: "I didn't expect you to be so sick, and your eye circles are blue." ”

"Just your anxious roar, don't say I'm sick, and if I'm dead, you have to let me get up. I responded to him, but I was panting for breath in such a hurry.

"I'm so inhumane, okay, let's go to the conference room together, Mr. Zhao and a few vice presidents are here. Xiao Bin patted me on the shoulder and walked out together.

After a while, Zhao Yijing and several vice presidents arrived in the small conference room, looking at Zhao Yijing's cold and serious appearance, my heartbeat began to go crazy again, if it was a heartbeat before, now it is a trace of indignation in the desolation, plus the already weak, the hand holding the pen is shaking.

Xiao Bin roughly introduced the situation of the project and waited for the evaluation of several high-level officials. Vice President Yang has always been kind and muddy, and will not give his opinion first. Vice President Pang asked about the proportion of investment, nodded and said that you can give it a try. Vice President Li asked the attitude of the headquarters, and I helped Xiao Bin answer some questions, and I recorded it more comprehensively, but I didn't have enough confidence to speak, I spoke slowly, and I was panting when I talked about it. Vice President Li nodded: "It's not easy for Xiao Song, go to work with illness." Zhao Yijing only glanced at me coldly when he heard this, without any expression, and my heart was agitated a few times, I don't know whether it was anger or sadness.

Vice President Li turned to say: "Many companies are looking for this kind of project, which is equivalent to government investment, expanding the production line, not only making a demonstration, but also winning benefits, and also taking the road, which has a lot of benefits." ”

What Vice President Li said was exactly what Xiao Bin thought, and Xiao Bin's face showed a smile of relief. It's just that Zhao Yijing's brows kept frowning, and when everyone was about to talk about it, the pen in his hand was suddenly thrown on the table, looked directly at Xiao Bin and asked: "Two questions, first, do you know this institution, in addition to promoting this technology, what other technology is there?"

Xiao Bin looked at him and didn't know why, Zhao Yijing then asked: "I took this project this time, if he gets a silkworm virus test next time, will you take it or not?" Everyone was suddenly silent, and I gasped. Zhao Yijing thinks about the long term, once this relationship is formed, it may become a technology base, and it is difficult to shirk it when encountering inappropriate experiments. The pros and cons are outweighed.

Zhao Yijing continued to ask: "Does this person know anything else? Does he have a big appetite? How many points do we need to give back to him when we take this project? What is his background?" This is even more crucial.

But Xiao Bin has done hard work in this regard: "This person is okay, his appetite is not big, and he is from an ordinary background, but he still has a backer when he mentions it by the leading secretary." ”

Zhao Yijing leaned back in the chair, the pen in his hand lightly tapped on the table, pondering something, and the afternoon light outlined him with an angular outline, his appearance, I used to think it was very tasteful, but now it seems that there is a bit of a bloodthirsty wolf, he is a businessman who calculates profits, calculating all the time. It's just that I used to be confused and didn't see it?

After a while, Zhao Yijing knocked the pen in his hand hard, looked at everyone and said, "Let's do this today." Xiao Bin's face sank. After the vice presidents left first, Zhao Yijing looked at Xiao Bin and said, "Ask that Director Pei to have dinner in the evening." I passed. Xiao Bin's face rekindled with a hint of hope, and he nodded and said yes. As he packed his things, he turned to me and said, "You can go home later." Rest well. ”

Zhao Yijing raised his eyes and glanced at me, and said coldly: "Xiao Song is so important, why is there less?" I found that Zhao Yijing has a maddening ability, that is, his indifference, even if you are ready to be the dust in his heart, he can still tell you that you are more humble than dust. After three days of drowsiness, I easily convinced myself that nothing had happened before, but in the more than an hour I saw him, I was re-delirious by his indifference.

I stared at him, almost gritting my teeth, "Of course I'll go." He didn't look at me and strode away.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Bin was a little displeased, looking at my almost fire-breathing eyes and pale face, and sighed again: "What are you kidding with your own body." ”

I didn't say a word, grabbed the materials on the table and walked back to the office. At that moment, my mind was completely devoid of thoughts, and I couldn't calm down at all, so I wanted to go up.

The clubhouse I went to at night was an old place, and the company generally entertained a lot of guests there. I followed Xiao Bin, with a headache and weak feet. Director Pei smiled when he saw me and said, "Miss Song is meeting again." "Although I didn't have much contact with him on my last trip to Nanjing, he is not as good as he used to be, and it is always relaxing to see familiar faces again. He also brought two subordinates today. A Wei section chief, a little grandson.

That was the first time I saw Zhao Yijing and the officials at the same table, he did not talk and laugh as in the past, but was very cautious, not much talking, the words were obscure, but the people at the same table were all the best among the people, and the lawsuit between the words was more intense than usual, but the surface was calm and tight. I didn't have much appetite, so after a few bites, I picked up my glass and started to wrap it around when I saw that the toast had begun.

Since I did sales, not to mention anything else, I have a good amount of alcohol, I am dizzy, my head is swollen, the soles of my feet are soft, and I have cleared the customs in turn. Xiao Bin sat next to me and whispered: "Take it easy, you don't need to go into battle today, there is me." I didn't listen at all, and peeked at Zhao Yijing, who was chatting with Director Pei next to him, and he didn't even glance at me. My heart is sour, he always does, no matter what I do at the wine table, he will not be moved. Not to mention now.

After a few rounds, everyone drank a lot, and the people led by Director Pei were also masters in the industry, at first it was a small cup, and then it was replaced by a large cup, and I had to change it, Xiao Sun Jing came to me, Xiao Bin stood up and raised his hand: "The lady is not elegant enough to pour the big cup, let's come." ”

"Director Xiao is quite pitiful. Section Chief Wei smiled playfully, "Now the lady is also very good, and we don't let women shave our eyebrows when we drink on weekdays." ”

Xiao Sun also joined in the fun: "Miss Song can't help but give me face." Turning to look at Zhao Yijing, "That's right, Mr. Zhao." Zhao Yijing looked at me, his eyes were deep and he couldn't see the content clearly, but he hooked his lips and chuckled inexplicably.

Seeing that he looked like he was casually watching a good show, my fire came up again, and I lowered my clinking glass at Xiao Sun: "It's done." "Drink the wine in your glass. My stomach immediately turned over and I tried my best to suppress it.

Xiao Sun was carrying out here, and Section Chief Wei also opened the bow at the same time, and raised his glass to Zhao Yijing, I was already drunk, and raised a glass to Section Chief Wei and said: "I will come for us President Zhao, raise troops for a thousand days and use soldiers for a while, Section Chief Wei will give face." I did it. "I'll drink it all first. My cup fell, and there was a cheer: "Madam can really drink, Director Xiao doesn't have to protect it." ”

I opened the beginning, and the back was natural, no matter who respected Zhao Yijing, I blocked it, and I didn't know who I was fighting against. Since he is a pawn of others, he should do his duty as a pawn, isn't it? Where is there so much unwillingness, where is there so much resentment? Why do you have to be bloody in your heart as if you have been cut by a knife? Zhao Yijing sat there and looked at everyone calmly and smiling, and the gaze that occasionally fell on me was like a deep sea calm under the great effort to conceal it.

I don't know how much I drank, I finally couldn't help it, ran to the bathroom and vomited, slapped my face with cold water, only to feel the hot numbness coming up from my stomach, I couldn't tell whether it was cold water or tears.

Raising his head, there was a pair of thoughtful eyes behind the mirror, Xiao Bin looked at me a little unbearable: "What are you breaking the jar for?"

I didn't say anything, just continued to pat my face with cold water. Xiao Bin picked me up and lamented in a lamenting tone: "Qingyang, if you want others to look at you more often, it would be wrong for you to practice yourself, he is a cold-hearted and cold-hearted person, once you let go, it is useless for you to trample yourself." I was stunned, Xiao Bin paused, and eased slightly: "Someone has gone crazy for him, and I don't want you to follow in your footsteps." After saying that, he dragged me back to the private room, and when someone toasted, he blocked it.

After a while, Xiao Bin's mobile phone rang, and he looked at it and went out to pick it up. The wine game was a little cold, I took the wine glass to pay tribute to Director Pei, but it was staggering for a long time, and the soles of my feet were stumbling, Director Pei took advantage of the situation, and I grabbed his hand tightly so that I didn't fall. Maybe my demeanor made Director Pei misunderstand and wanted to throw himself into his arms, but with the strength of the wine, he grabbed my hand with his backhand and didn't let it go. I looked sideways at Zhao Yijing, who was staring at me tightly, with surging anger in his eyes and a chill on his lips. A hand on the table clenched into a fist, and the green tendons on the back of the hand trembled slightly. Looking at him, I was a little frightened, and I forgot to let go of my hand.

Xiao Sun's eyesight is very good, and he took advantage of the situation to respect Zhao Yijing and pretended to be nothing, Zhao Yijing pushed the wine glass forward violently, and his voice was cold: "I'm sorry, I still have something to do, go first." After saying that, he didn't look at anyone again, turned around and walked out of the private room.

Looking at the figure of him walking out, my heart gradually sank. It's like a warm heart, after being wrapped in layers of snow, struggling, agitated, numb, and finally stiffening. That's how I feel. Despair, only in the back of the one who abandoned me.

As soon as he went out, Xiao Bin came back and ended the field. And Zhao Yijing's sudden departure made Director Pei a little dissatisfied, and his face became gloomy.

After the dinner, I leaned on Xiao Bin and went home without knowing how to be pulled. Crying, laughing, drunk, painful.