Chinese I don't know what's going on, it's obviously a confession, but I feel heartache inexplicably. Probably because he said he would never go online again.

My watery years will never be seen again.

It's like my Jiang Hao, who is no longer my Jiang Hao.

He'll still show up, but he won't have anything to do with my life. He will still appear, but not in my happiness.

I sat on the windowsill for a while, and then I received a call from the flower shop telling me that the flowers I had ordered had been delivered to the front desk of the hotel.

I washed up and went out without makeup.

In the beginning, I could dress up beautifully when I went to see the small scrolls, but now in order not to be followed by reporters, I feel like a thief every time I go out.

It's not that I'm afraid of being known about the existence of the little scroll.

Just like many celebrities who hide their marriages or hide that they have children, what we are afraid of is disturbing the lives of the people around us. If you haven't experienced it, you won't be able to move, and this feeling of being followed every few days will be devastating.

I called Lin Xia in the taxi, and she knew that I would go back to Beijing every few days.

Lin Xia was anxious when he heard me say that he was in the taxi, "What kind of taxi are you taking now, let the company prepare a car for you." ”

I lowered the brim of my hat and whispered, "I don't want to be so ostentatious." ”

"What kind of flamboyance is this, this is called low-key. That Xu Qianqian, not long ago, was exposed by a taxi driver that she took a taxi from the hotel to somewhere, more than two hours away, and cried all the way. ”

When I heard this, I felt very uncomfortable, "Lin Xia, I know what you mean." ”

"Ahem, I didn't say anything, you have to think about it anyway. Besides, Jiang Hao, anyway, his company has been snatched back, and he won't be yellow one day? Don't let him get married then, you married yourself off, and you regret it. ”

"Xia Xia!"

"Okay, okay, I see. But you better be careful, the taxi driver Xu Qianqian met last time was a paparazzi, pretending to be a driver to dig up news. ”

I looked up at the driver, and I didn't look like a reporter, in fact, I can't take a taxi a few times a year, so I shouldn't be as unlucky as Xu Qianqian.

Before hanging up the phone, Lin Xia also told me that she had time to get together, and she said that Jiang Hao seemed to be going abroad again.

If it weren't for the driver, I would have lost my temper with her, "Xia Xia, don't tell me about those things." ”

After saying this, I hung up the phone, and the car happened to be parked opposite the hotel back then.

Time is so fast, it's been three years since the little rolls left me.

When I got out of the car, the driver also told me not to stay outside for too long because the weather was bad today.

I said thank you, such a good driver, how can it be a paparazzi.

I walked to the little garden with the bouquet in my arms and found the tree. Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one around, I took off my hat and sunglasses and put the flowers under the tree.

As every year, I took out my card and pen from my bag and wrote a few lines on the card: Little roll, Happy Birthday. Today you are three years old, and Sister Tian Tian was already very smart when she was three years old, and I think you are too. Although Mom has always had bad grades, silly, and stupid, Dad is smart, so you will be as smart as he is. Dad is also very handsome and capable, I have never told you about Dad in the past two years, but now I want to tell you that he is actually a good father, don't blame him for never coming to see you. Mommy loves you, and Dad loves you.

This is the first time I have written so many words on a card, and I think of Jiang Hao when I write it.

We are no longer husband and wife, but we are still Xiao Juan's father and mother, the two people who love him the most in the world, and I should tell him more about his father.

After putting the cards away, I stood in front of the tree for a while.

In fact, my mind was full of small curly looks, imagining what he should be like when he was three years old, he could run and jump. can bite, and must be as naughty as Jiang Hao, who likes to bully people.

I can't help but imagine what Jiang Hao looked like when he was a child, his mother is gone, his father is not in pain, and he is still bullied by his stepmother, I really feel sorry for him.

But after I don't know which link went wrong, I can neither watch Xiao Juan grow up, nor can I accompany Jiang Hao for the rest of my life.

I stood under the tree for about half an hour, and there were more people in the small park, so I had to put on my sunglasses again in order not to be recognized, and I left here with regret and reluctance.

It seems that it will be another year to be separated like this.

Sometimes I really want to stay in Beijing, and sometimes I wonder why I didn't want to go to the hospital to get the little roll back, so that I can really see him.

After I went out, I was not in the mood to go back to the hotel, so I sat on the side of the road and played with my phone for a while.

All of a sudden, I felt like the phone screen was getting clearer.

The phone screen will be dark in the sun, but now it is clear because it is cloudy. It's cloudy, and it's going to rain.

Originally, I stood up and planned to follow the crowd to find a place to shelter from the rain, but as soon as I crossed the road, I remembered the card that I had placed under the tree.

I ran back to the side of the road, waited for the green light to come on, and then ran back desperately and returned to the small park.

There was no one in the park anymore, and I walked around for a long time to find the tree.

But when I was relieved, I found that the flowers and cards under the tree were gone.

I couldn't hold back my cry all of a sudden, why, even the flowers and cards I gave the little roll had to be stolen.

I cried while running around the park hoping to get the bouquet back, but in fact it wasn't a big deal if the flowers weren't there, and the flowers and cards I put here every year would still be gone in the end.

But I didn't want the flowers to rain, it felt like my little rolls were in the rain.

It was raining heavily, and within a few minutes I was drenched. I ran and ran, and finally saw my flowers.

The bouquet was held in someone's hand.

To be exact, it was hidden in his arms and carefully wrapped in a coat along with the card. The rain was so heavy that I couldn't open my eyes and couldn't see the person clearly.

I could only run after him.

But he was standing next to a car, and by the time I chased him, it had already driven away.

I ran to the side of the road and stopped a car, regardless of whether I would be recognized, whether it was embarrassing or ugly, I only told the driver to follow the car in front of me.

The driver didn't recognize who I was, and I was taken aback like that.

I saw that he had not been driving, so I could only beg him to help me chase the car.

It's different, it's definitely different, no one would take the small scroll I gave me like that, and I carefully guarded it.

But I didn't dare to admit that it was him, and I was afraid that I would be disappointed and sad.

When the car drove for more than ten minutes, the rain outside stopped, and the driver turned to look at me, "Miss, it's not that I don't help you follow, that car is driving too fast or a luxury car, I don't know if I thought he was a professional racing driver." ”

I took a look and told the driver the name of a place.

"Where are you going? It's a rich area, and it's full of celebrities. ”

I nodded, "yes, just go there." ”

Sure enough, people think that if I go to the rich area, I will be stopped by the security guards.

In fact, when I gave the money to get out of the car, the security guard at the villa really wouldn't let me in. Later, I had no choice but to take out the wallet from my bag, and there were thousands of dollars in it, and I slapped it all in front of the security guard, "Do you think I'm going to be a thief?"

"That's not appropriate, isn'......t it?"

Before the security guards could react, I had already run in, and they could only chase after me. But I was familiar with the route, and I easily escaped them and entered the underground garage.

I used to be very timid, but on this day, I was suddenly not afraid of anything, and I accurately found Jiang Hao's father's home with my memory two years ago.

I went upstairs at the exit of the garage closest to there, and when I turned my head, it was the place where Jiang Hao had brought me, who had just become pregnant.

It was also the place I left two years ago with my pain.

To my surprise, my fingerprints were still on the gate of the back garden, and I walked in smoothly.

Just as I was confused about what excuse to make to knock on the door, a small tree caught my attention.

As I walked over slowly, the tree had been planted for more than two years, and there were plastic cards hanging on the tree, just like the trees planted by elementary school students on Arbor Day.

I looked up and took the card as I put it in front of my eyes.

The shallow one on it is my handwriting, and the deeper one is more favorable: "Happy birthday, Daddy loves you." It was clearly written by Jiang Hao.

I felt like I was going to die, crying to death.

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