Chapter 124: Embarrassment (1)
At about the same time, we all fell silent.
At the end, it was Sheng Yun who opened his mouth first: "Happy, but more ...... Distressed. ”
"Distressed?" I lay on the bed, frowning slightly at him.
"yes, distressed......" He sighed slowly, walked over, shook my hand, and asked me, "Are you better?"
Once again, he avoided my words, and I don't know if he felt sorry for the premature birth of the child, or for me, or for the future of the child or our ...... Future.
"It still hurts. I said lightly, "But I don't feel sorry for not being able to give birth naturally." ”
"It's me who didn't protect you thoroughly," his eyes showed a deep sense of self-reproach, "At that time, if it wasn't for my carelessness, how could it be...... Never mind. ”
"Maybe the little guy was anxious to see the world, so he chose to be born earlier, he was already a little guy who didn't follow the usual path. I smiled faintly.
It's a blessing to think about it, three accidents in a row...... He came into this world in good condition, and although he was born prematurely, the doctor said that everything is normal for now. My boy is destined to come to this world, he has shown extraordinary willpower since he was in his mother's womb, probably because his parents are people who are not willing to give up!
"I didn't dare to look closely at his eyebrows, I didn't dare to shake his little hand. Sheng Yun's face finally showed a slight smile.
"Me too. "I was amazed at how much we were in the same heart.
I can't describe the excitement and apprehension I felt when I saw Tsai Tsai for the first time, I didn't dare to look at his face, I couldn't believe that this child was my blood and bones, and I had a relationship with my blood forever.
"The doctor said that at most a week, if everything is fine, you can carry him out of the hospital. Sheng Yun said lightly, "...... after being discharged from the hospital"
yes, after discharge...... Where do we go from here?
They were silent for a moment, and no one could bear to mention the sad topic. After a while, I said, "It's better to ......."
Before I could say anything, the nurse walked in and told me to start trying to express the milk, otherwise it would cause a swelling pain and the milk would recede.
Sheng Yun hurriedly stood up and prepared to avoid it, but the nurse said to him: "If you don't prepare a breast milker in advance, Dad will help suck it out directly, which is better." ”
At that moment, Sheng Yun's face was slightly red. I have the impression that this should be the first time he was shy.
The nurse checked my body, then gave me a few words of advice, and then went out. Sheng Yun looked at me in a daze, my chest was swollen and painful at this time, I looked down subconsciously, and was about to unbutton it, but I didn't want him to say immediately: "I'll help you." ”
"Oh, no!" I quickly refused.
Who knows, he has already sat down and reached out to help me unbutton my clothes, I have nothing to wear in it, and my upper circumference has skyrocketed because of the milk, and I can't help but blush when I see it.
"I don't need your help, you go out first!" I was so embarrassed that I quickly pushed him away.
"The nurse said I needed help with this. Sheng Yun immediately entered the state, and a wicked smile appeared on his face again.
"If you say no, you don't need to, you go quickly!" I was so anxious that I pushed him with my hand.
"No, this is no joke, I have to come. He held my hand and slowly approached somewhere in mine.
My face was flushed, and I didn't know what to do.
"We should treat this from a scientific point of view, rightly, you don't have to be shy, you don't have to thank me, this is what I should do. "He unbuttoned all my buttons, carefully covered my body with the quilt, and poked his head in......
Time seemed to stand still for a moment, the sunlight outside the window peeked in through the dappled shadows of the trees, the room was white, and my body felt a slight contraction-like pain as he sucked, and he was a little joking at first, but then he began to take it seriously...... And I, at first, felt weird and awkward, but then gradually I felt a kind of intimacy.
Suddenly, I found that I had a constant connection with him because we had a child in common.
"Shubei, Arou has come to see you, you ......" Xia Eva pushed open the door and walked in with Arou.
Apparently seeing this scene, they were stunned, and Xia Eva then asked, "Brother, what are you doing?"
I obviously felt Sheng Yun stunned for a moment, and then he quickly poked his head out and quickly wiped his mouth with a tissue, stood up and looked at Xia Eva and Arou, and pretended to be natural and said, "I'm sleeping, you're here." ”
"Sleep?" Eva looked at him quizzically, and by this time I had already covered the quilt tightly, "You just ...... it"
"What's so obvious?" Sheng Yun pretended to be serious in response, "I slept on my stomach, and I didn't know how to fall asleep." ”
Arou is an old Jianghu, just now, she understood what she was doing at a glance, she smiled slightly, didn't say anything, just asked me: "Shubei, how are you?"
"Well, much better, thank you for coming to see me. I smiled at Arou.
"I heard that you need to nourish your body after giving birth, so I stewed soft-shelled turtle soup for you, you can try it. After Ah Rou finished speaking, she handed Sheng Yun a food box, and then placed a box of high-quality bird's nest next to me.
"I can't drink soup yet, I can only eat the meals in the hospital, the doctor said. I smiled slightly.
"Drink that Yunzi, you are here to take care of Shubei, you should not have eaten for a long time. Arou said with a smile.
Sheng Yun opened the food box, and a unique fragrance of food wafted out, as if medicinal herbs were added to it, and there was a fragrance of medicinal soup.
Sheng Yun was probably hungry too, and he said, "Then I'm welcome." ”
Ah Rou walked over, personally took the bowl and handed it to Sheng Yun with a bowl, and then said: "You taste it, it's delicious, but it's a pity that Shubei can't drink it now, when you can drink it, I'll stew it for you." ”
"Well, thank you. I answered.
Arou said again: "You said last time that I would find you a house, I just happened to have a vacant apartment near the ON bar, you can live there, it's quiet there. ”
When I heard Arou say this, my heart suddenly "chuckled".
"Okay, you can go anywhere, and you need to find me a babysitter. Sheng Yun said again.
"No, I'll take care of the child. I heard him say this, so I subconsciously blurted out.
Sheng Yun couldn't help but pause when he heard me say this, and then said lightly: "Everything is still according to what I said before, I don't want the child to be a drag on you, I said I would be responsible." ”
"If it had been before, I wouldn't have doubts, but now I ......," I said halfway through when I suddenly realized that it might hurt his self-esteem, after all, he was such a face-saving person.
"I'm not going to be able to afford a child, don't worry, I'll take good care of the boy. Sheng Yun said lightly.
The atmosphere in the room fell into embarrassment for a moment, and Arou looked at me and then at Sheng Yun, who probably understood something, but didn't say anything.
Xia Eva looked at me distressedly, wanted to speak and stopped, and then just sighed softly and said to me: "I will help you hire a senior confinement lady to take care of your confinement, after you are discharged from the hospital, I will take care of you with the confinement lady and raise your body well." ”
"Eva, don't bother, I'll ......" Before I could finish speaking, I was coldly interrupted by Sheng Yun, "I've hired a good person, Eva, you don't have to worry about this, I will be responsible for it to the end." ”
"Well, either you discuss it slowly, I still have something to do, I'll go back to the bar first. Seeing that the situation was not right, Arou stood up and said quickly, and then glanced at Xiaeva.
"I still have something to do, Shubei, I'll come back tomorrow. Xia Eva gave me a dejected look, took my hand, and whispered in my ear, "Don't worry about anything, I'm still here." ”
"Well, you guys go. I smiled faintly, and suddenly my heart was inexplicably not a taste.
Xia Eva and Arou are gone, and only Sheng Yun and I are left in the ward, I was taking care of him a few days ago, and all of a sudden, he took care of me.
He didn't say a word about what his injuries were now, but I knew he was definitely not fully recovered, he was deliberately wearing dark clothes, but occasionally when he lifted his sleeve, he could still see the shocking scar on his arm.
"Have you decided?" I asked, looking at him.
"Naturally, no matter how depressed I am, I will not allow myself to live on women. He said lightly, but his tone was unusually firm.
"But what are you going to do next?" ...... Tsai and you" I wanted to stop talking, the question was obviously placed in the moment, "Why don't Tsai follow me first, and when you are stable, we will talk about it." ”
"No, you've already ...... for me Enough is enough. He said. The word "for me" in the middle was so light that I almost thought I had misheard.
"He's my child, Sheng Yun. I looked at him and made a decision in those few seconds, "The kid is with me first, I'll take care of it, you don't have to worry." ”
Ren Yingying and Xu Changsheng ...... Sooner or later, I'll clean them up. Sheng Yun suddenly said with some anger.
At this time, my phone rang, and Sheng Yun helped me take the phone out of my bag and handed it to me. When I looked, it was the manager of the personnel department of Dongsen who called.
"What's the matter?" I asked, picking up the phone.
"Miss Xu, we are sorry to inform you that because you have been absent from your post for a long time, the company has decided to dismiss you after a meeting and discussion, and you will be relieved of all positions in the Eastern Group from now on......" On the phone, the manager of the personnel department, who was still good friends with me, said to me in a straightforward and businesslike manner.
The world is hot and cold, and people's hearts are unpredictable...... I didn't expect that Zhou Yihai would decisively kick me out at this time, leaving no mercy.
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