Chapter 51 (I): Only Poetry and Distance
097 Empathy, Touching and Love (3)
Time: Minshuo Chengdu concert
"That person, that person, that person, that person isn't your own sister, it's so awkward to listen to you. Xiuxiang said disapprehantly, her tone very relaxed.
"Isn't that what you said, triplets, what does it feel like? It was even beaten upside down. Cai Yue said in a very impulsive tone, Xiuxiang knew that she was pretending.
"People provoked you, and you still talked about it. I'm just looking at them, hey, where are the people? Xiuxiang looked at the stage and said, and the stage went dark.
"Oh, of course it's down, why are you always on stage, everyone wants to listen to idols sing, but they don't want to hear any fans crying wolf. Cai Yue pouted.
"It's good for you to accumulate some virtues. Xiuxiang really couldn't bear Caiyue saying this, she was too unintentional. Luckily, no one noticed.
The lights turned on, and Minshuo, who was dressed in gold, walked out, the light hit his face, shiny and beautiful, his skin seemed to be blown and broken, thinking of this, Xiuxiang felt that he could use the modifier for girls to Minshuo, and he really had his advantages. A few songs passed, and together with the first wave of interaction with fans, the atmosphere of the scene was noisy. When the music sounded, the background suddenly lit up, and the backup dancer had already posed, this was a real hit song, and the time to test the singing skills had really arrived. There were already a lot of fans standing up, and there were people who had already rushed to the front, and everyone was excited.
The melody of this song is particularly dynamic, that is, it makes people think of dancing and want to twist twice when they hear it. Xiuxiang and Caiyue both parted from each other's minds for a while, and began to enjoy the enthusiasm of dancing quietly on their bodies. Several girls around him kept shouting, "Wu Minshuo, I love you." "It's so handsome, it's just too handsome. "Min-suk, look over here. "Xiuxiang can't figure out what everyone is shouting.
I only heard Yang Mian suddenly whistle loudly, Xiuxiang and Caiyue both felt that this was not appropriate at all, but they didn't expect Min Shuo to seem to glance over here, and very briefly looked away from the line of sight and looked into the distance.
Only poetry and distance are suitable for Minshuo's temperament, Xiuxiang thought.
"I said you two, be too calm, this is a concert, not a memorial service, show your emotions and enthusiasm, get high. Saying that, he pulled Cai Yue and jumped up, Cai Yue couldn't stand him always pulling his arm, so he also shook it, and from time to time he was arguing with Yang Yuan. Xiuxiang didn't dance so easily. She is very restrained a lot of the time, and if she doesn't say that she dances, no one would think that she is dancing.
"But I'm going to explode at some point. "Hideka knows that she is the one who needs to be ignited.
"I was once ignited, but it burned too badly, and as a result, the ashes burned out, and it was difficult to be ignited again. Xiuxiang remembered that she had confessed to the senior of the club that one day after the senior rejected Xiuxiang, the senior suddenly came to Xiuxiang and unexpectedly told her that he liked her.
"How is this possible?!" Hideka shook her head, "It's definitely a joke. Xiuxiang was like being teased, and her sense of security collapsed in an instant, not only did she not have any surprise to be confessed, but she felt that this was a prank at all, and imagined in her mind that other boys in the martial arts club encouraged the senior to say, just play with her, she didn't dare to think about it, she felt that she was rejected, that is, she was rejected, since it was impossible once, then it would never be possible.
"Why is it impossible?" the senior's expression was very disappointed, almost confused, as if the senior was waiting for other reasonable reflections from Hideka, rather than such an expression. "Since you confessed to me, I feel that every time I see you is different, I used to think that you were just a very ordinary girl, but now I always think of you, always care about your expression and every move, I think I really like you, you can think that I like you because you like me, but what is wrong with me like this? I really feel that I am in love with you, and when I think that you like me so much, I feel an impulse, an urge to hug you. As he spoke, the senior gradually approached Xiuxiang.
Hideka violently pushed the senior away before he could open his arms, and then ran away.
After that, Xiuxiang never went to the activities of the martial arts club again, and Cai Yue also said, "Martial arts are not something that we girls can practice, and besides, we are too old, wouldn't it be better for you to go to more dance and music clubs." ”
Although the so-called dance club that Caiyue said is not a place where Xiuxiang is particularly comfortable, Xiuxiang has been avoiding the seniors for a long time, and some people say that Xiuxiang has tempted the seniors and tried to be irresponsible. Some people also say that the senior and Xiuxiang have a relationship, but they don't want to continue anymore when they get tired of it, and Xiuxiang is abandoned by the senior.
In short, there are a lot of theories, and Caiyue also got into a fight with Xiuxiang's classmates because of this matter.
Xiuxiang doesn't want to make this kind of meaningless confession anymore, it's not that she lacks courage, but she lacks someone she can trust, just like that senior, in Xiuxiang's heart, it's like a kind comic boy, isn't she saying something strange and wants to start hastily? Xiuxiang feels that the standard in her heart is lost, and what she has lost is not only a love, but also courage, and her attitude and mode of life.
If you don't have those things, you might be able to see yourself enjoying this other mode of life.
What would happen if I was with my seniors at that time? Will I really be abandoned? Or maybe I will be happily together, and now I am not alone here looking at the unreachable Wu Minshuo, looking forward to one day I can get close to that person in my life through him. Who that person really is, is it really that important?
What did you experience in that past?