The phone call with my grandmother, intermittently talked for three or four days, every evening after dinner, Nuan Nuan played with the doll, I called my grandmother's phone, listening to the smoke of the past, as if a ray of slanting sun projected onto the old house in the south of the Yangtze River, blowing away the layers of dust, revealing the carved old red sandalwood. The courtyard is deep, the young master, those loves, those hates, are all really coming. When my grandmother spoke, she only said a few words, but I could pour out frames and frames in those words, as if the dusty past in my heart was revealed.

My grandmother only said that "Du Heng and Zhao Tianxiong escaped marriage at the Liuxu ferry and were caught by her brother", and my mind completely appeared the situation of Du Heng running out of Du's house with a box probe and running into the carriage with Zhao Tianxiong; my grandmother only said that "on Chinese New Year's Eve, Zhao Shinan carried Du Heng on his back to see the fireworks", and in my mind, the situation of Du Heng lying on Zhao Shinan's back and chatting softly appeared; my grandmother said "Zhao Shinan whipped Du Heng and the child was gone." My heart almost jumped out, the familiar pain almost suffocated me, Zhao Shinan's fierce eyes, Du Heng's pain, all in front of me. Those wounds, those pains, are as if they have experienced it firsthand, and they are cut through the skin.

My grandmother's story was brief, and I had already developed a large scene in my mind. Hearing this, I couldn't help but interrupt my grandmother and asked, "Is Du Heng really leaving like this?"

Grandma sighed: "Du Heng is missing, and no one knows where she is." The Du family knew that Du Heng was gone, and they were so anxious that they looked for someone from the Zhao family and almost started a lawsuit. Later, he received a letter from Du Heng to Du Zhong, only saying that he was very good and asked his brother to rest assured that he didn't have to trouble the Zhao family. The Du family gave up. The address of the letter was in Shanghai, and Zhao Shinan sent people to search all over Shanghai, but there was no trace of Du Heng. Zhao Shinan didn't go to Fireworks Willow Lane again, except for business, he was looking for Du Heng, Du Heng had no news, and the business was getting bigger and bigger. Fujian and Yunnan have his business. ”

My heart is quite uncomfortable, this is the Zhao family, except for business, except for career, there is nothing else that I can't let go. It's just a pity for Du Heng: "Is this how they ended? Cheng Yuejin was lost later, right?"

Grandma said softly: "It's not over yet. Yang Yang, what happened to you, did you meet someone from the Zhao family?"

I was stubborn, divorced Gu Jun and entangled with Zhao Yijing after all, it was difficult to say, I thought for a long time, bit my lip and said: "The person Qinglian wants to marry is a member of the Zhao family." ”

Grandma didn't speak for a long time, for a long time, only said: "The fate of the previous generation, I hope it will not be repeated." After a pause, he asked, "Are you okay with Gu Jun?"

I thought, "It's okay, it's okay." Suddenly thinking of Qinglian's silk family, he couldn't help but ask his grandmother: "Grandma, Qinglian's grandmother, what's your surname?"

My grandmother's voice came faintly, but it made my heart fall into a catastrophe: "Her surname is Du, and her name is Du Ruo." ”

My eyes closed and I couldn't speak anymore. My heart ached as if it had been torn apart.

Nuan Nuan stumbled on the side, her mouth deflated, and I hurriedly said to my grandmother and hung up the phone.

Helping Nuan Nuan up, I sat aside and was stunned. My grandmother's surname is Qiao, why is Qinglian's grandmother's surname Du, but why am I so strongly familiar with those dusty pasts? Wrong, all wrong, if there is really a past life and this life, why is this projection so wrong? Or do I have nothing to do with Du Heng in my previous life?

Thinking of Zhao Shinan and Du Heng traveling together in Qinhuai, Du Heng's jade leaves, and Beijing's courtyard in the story------- I didn't dare to think about it anymore, I hurriedly picked up my mobile phone and made a call with Meng Fanling, and asked with a face: "Fanling, do you believe in reincarnation?"

Fan Ling was stunned for a moment and said, "Believe." ”

"Do you really believe it?" my voice changed with excitement.

"I believe that you were a goddess in your last life, the gods are chattering, do you have a fever?" Fan Ling laughed, "By the way, how about Garbo, have you taken it?"

Fan Ling's words dragged me back from the Republic of China, and I paused and said: "I saw Zheng Zhao, and I also handed over the words, as for the result, it is up to fate." ”

I hung up the phone with Fan Ling, I slept very unsteadily that night, Zhao Shinan in a green shirt in my dream, Du Heng who was timid and playful, and the cold old lady in my eyes all appeared in my mind in turn.

It wasn't until the next morning that the mobile phone rang and I woke up from the dream in a daze, touched the phone and listened, it was Zheng Zhao's voice, I quickly sat up with a carp, and listened to Zheng Zhao uprightly: "Miss Song, I went back to the company in advance, and I have discussed with the leaders and agreed that your company will be a channel agent." ”

The whole world cleared up, and I excitedly thanked him: "Thank you, thank you so much." ”

Zheng Zhao smiled for the first time: "You're welcome, we will be cooperative friends in the future." ”

Hanging up the phone, my heart was completely gloomy, and I picked up my daughter and spun around a few times: "Little princess, mom will make more and more money and buy you what you want." ”

My daughter innocently asked me, "Mom, can you buy me another doll?" The daughter named the doll that Zhao Yijing gave her Duoduo. My heart sank a little, and the flowers were lonely, and it was not only the flowers that were lonely.

Thinking of things related to Zhao Yijing, why does my heart still hurt so much? The people of the Zhao family, from Zhao Shinan to Zhao Yijing, are not people who live only for feelings. Why did he still fall into it? Zhao Shinan knew that the forces of the Xishan faction were eyeing him, so he refused to let go of Beiping's business, and finally got into Du Heng; Zhao Yijing knew even more about the bloody and vicious struggle of the Zhao family, so he refused to let go and get married? What else did he have to worry about? Moreover, Qinglian is a member of the Du family, what qualifications do I have to fight with others?

I shook my head, didn't want to think about it anymore, put my daughter down, and hurriedly called Meng Fanling to tell her the good news. In the future, He Xi will be able to gain a firm foothold. Fan Ling was also very happy, and rushed over after fifteen.

The Lantern Festival in the town is much more interesting than in Beijing. In recent years, Beijing has always been afraid of people stepping on too much, and rarely holds large-scale lantern exhibitions or garden activities, and the Lantern Festival has become more and more tasteless. But the Lantern Festival is approaching in the town, and several parks have been lit up with various lights.

I changed into a cotton coat for Nuan Nuan: "Mom will take you to the park tonight to see the lights, okay?" Nuan Nuan nodded.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and I hurriedly opened the door, probably because Zhang Fan had brought Lantern Festival or something like that from home. When I opened the door and saw someone coming, I was stunned: "Doctor Xia?"

Doctor Xia smiled faintly: "Not welcome?"

I was stunned for a moment and hurriedly let him in: "How could it be." Just a bit of a surprise. ”

Nuan Nuan saw that Dr. Xia had already pounced: "Uncle." Dr. Xia picked Nuan Nuan up and spun around twice, making Nuan Nuan giggle.

Dr. Xia looked at me and Nuan Nuan, who were already ready to go, and asked, "You want to go out?"

"Show her the lights. I poured a cup of tea for Dr. Xia and handed it over, "Let's have a good time." ”

Dr. Xia paused and looked at me and asked, "Would you mind bringing more people with you?"

Before I could speak, Nuan Nuan was already muttering, "Let's go see the lights, and Uncle will also go." I just had to smile: "Of course I don't mind." ”

Dr. Xia walked out the door with Nuan Nuan in her arms, and I hurriedly followed them with my bag. But I felt strange in my heart. I couldn't help but ask Dr. Xia, "Why did you come here?

Dr. Xia replied with a smile: "The hospital has a training in Nanjing for three months, and I took the initiative to apply for it. ”

"Training?" I couldn't help but laugh, "You still need training?" Dr. Xia's Ph.D. was studied at a well-known psychological research institute abroad, and domestic institutions have not yet been able to match it, so what is the need for training.

Dr. Xia glanced at me, his eyes were a little deep expectant: "I thought about it for a long time and decided to create another opportunity for myself. In this life, it is rare to meet what you want, and it is a pity to miss it like this. ”

My heart sudden, and I was faintly nervous, and I didn't speak again.

The small park is very lively, all kinds of lanterns, there are octagonal palace lights, fruit lights, and small animal lights, Nuan Nuan around the little bees and little ant lights smiling happily, I hurriedly took out my mobile phone to her left and right to take a picture. Dr. Xia stood on Nuan Nuan and waited. Nuan Nuan didn't leave after filming, still touching the bee's lamp there.

A mother with her child next to her was also waiting to take pictures, seeing that Nuan Nuan was not leaving, and said to Dr. Xia: "Please hold your daughter away for a while, can we take a picture?"

My face turned red, and before I could say anything, Dr. Xia had already hugged Nuan Nuan and said to them with a smile on his eyebrows, "I'm sorry." Nuan Nuan only obediently lay on Dr. Xia's shoulder.

I blushed a little and followed him, trying to explain something, but I couldn't explain anything. After a while, my attention ran to the lantern riddle again, and the embarrassment of Fang Cai was also thrown out of the clouds. I looked up at the hanging lanterns for a while, and then I looked at the hanging lantern riddles, and muttered: "Seven fairies marry one, make an idiom, what is this?"

I looked up, not paying attention to the soles of my feet, a stone stumbled and a stumbling one, and a hand beside me grabbed me steadily, so I didn't fall. There were a few people coming and going, so I was led by Dr. Xia for a few minutes until I passed through the crowd. Even though it was early spring, my palms were already covered with sweat, but Dr. Xia's hands were firm and strong, holding me steadily.

When I got to a place where there were few people, I hurriedly pulled my hand out and didn't look up. Dr. Xia looked at me and was about to say something, when suddenly my mobile phone rang, I picked it up, and it was my mother's voice: "Yangyang, Qinglian's wedding date has been postponed again, are you coming back?"