A smile is enough to cross everything, and enough to crush me.

"Sister Wen Tong, it's time to board the plane!"

An anxious call came from a distant place, which seemed to pull my soul back in an instant.

It's really time to go......

I turned around and saw Sister Ming and Doctor Fan standing not far away guarding their luggage, and then turned around, and Luo Shaoqian's gentle smile was again.

There seems to be a thousand pounds under his feet, knowing that he should turn around and leave, there is no feast in the world, and all the reunions after a long absence will be dust and dust, and the road will return. I knew I had to go, but reason couldn't overcome emotion, and it made me more and more anxious.

"Go!" Luo Shaoqian waved at me.

At that moment, I regretted it.

But I am an adult, in addition to you and me, there is also a family and a country, responsibilities and obligations.

I regret it, but I have to go.

"Come here, young man, say goodbye. The staff who had been sitting behind the security checkpoint suddenly sighed and motioned for Luo Shaoqian to come in. Was he moved by the two of us? Maybe he had a similar experience? Whatever the reason, Luo Shaoqian didn't linger or think about it anyway, as if he broke in under an impulse.

Hugs, nothing else.

The plane took off with a roar and a palpable sense of weightlessness, and my ears immediately ached. The landmarks on the ground are getting farther and farther away from me, and those high-rise buildings and landmarks, along with the entire city, have become a small piece, and the farmland, forests, rivers and lakes that are not visible on weekdays are clearly visible in front of me at this time. How small people are, and then those thoughts and emotions of people are even less worth mentioning. I sigh every time I take off.

Some things can be overcome, such as this weightlessness reaction. I guess it's probably because the air pressure difference between the human body and the outside world has increased dramatically, and the human body has given an uncomfortable response, some people are stronger, some people don't feel it, it's natural, and there is no way. I've been on many planes, and every time I've been like this, and at first I've been tormented, and then I've endured it.

Some things cannot be overcome, such as the panic and loss in the heart at this time, the emotions have a beginning, but they don't know the way, so they wander in the heart and mind, and finally the discomfort spreads all over the body, and there is no one comfortable.

I felt like throwing up, but Dr. Fan duly handed over an eco-friendly bag, but it was just retching.

Everyone's seats are concentrated, and some people want to sit with familiar colleagues or friends after boarding, so they change seats frequently. Sister Ming felt that the economy class was too crowded, and asked for a seat in the aisle, so I didn't fight with her, and sat down by the window, I said that I like to watch the clouds and scenery, and I like to read my favorite book by the light outside the window, in fact, I like the loneliness at the moment, and it seems that only the loneliness at this time is worthy of Luo Shaoqian's reluctance and love just now. There is no one in the middle of the three seats that are connected, and I don't know if the flight itself is not full of people, and someone does not want to be sandwiched between us, or if this seat is empty in the first place. When the plane reached the predetermined altitude and flew smoothly for a while, Dr. Fan came over, I thought he was just coming to greet me, but he didn't talk to me, but he didn't mean to leave.

"Doctor Fan, sit?" Sister Ming crossed Erlang's legs and ate snacks, the movie in front of her had just started, and it should be very exciting to see that she couldn't take her eyes off and didn't have time to deal with Dr. Fan. Sister Ming looked up and said hello to Dr. Fan, and her eyes quickly returned to the movie screen.

"Can you change your position?" Doctor Fan looked at Sister Ming, and then at me.

Sister Ming was wearing headphones and was attentive, and she didn't seem to hear Dr. Fan talking. I smiled, poked Sister Ming's arm, and motioned for her to take off the headphones, "Sister Ming, Doctor Fan is tall, you let him sit in your place, you come and sit with me, okay?"

Sister Ming immediately cleaned up the snacks on the small table and moved to the middle position, after Dr. Fan sat down, the attitude of the plane changed somewhat, up and down for a while, I wanted to vomit, Dr. Fan immediately handed over the garbage bag, and the slender and white palm crossed Sister Ming in the middle and came to me.

I took the garbage bag and struggled and adjusted to the discomfort in my stomach, not noticing that Sister Ming, who had been focusing on the movie, looked at me and Dr. Fan repeatedly with interest because of this move.

The fifteen-hour flight was a long and continuous ordeal for Sister Ming, the snacks were finished, the movie was over, she was not interested in books and magazines, and of course she couldn't sleep soundly.

The key point is that Doctor Fan and I on the left and right do not seem to be talkative people at this time, and Sister Ming, who is bored to death, is restless and squirming in her seat, and there is hardly any quiet time.

"Hey, the book is so good, can you talk to me?" Sister Ming pinched her strange voice again, dilated her pupils, pouted in front of me, and launched the Nth attack.

It's not that I don't want to pay attention to her, but my mind is so heavy and restless that although the book in front of me has turned many pages, not a word has entered my heart.

Luo Shaoqian's results should have come out, I don't know how much he gained, if the results are not so perfect, will Luo Shaoqian be unhappy?

Tu Tu doesn't know if he is well-behaved today, children's mood swings are always very big, can Zhang Xiuran get him? Tu Tu came to my house when he was more than three years old, and he hardly left my side, even if I was on duty in the hospital, he always liked to pester Zhang Xiuran to take him to see me. For many years without me, I was really worried that he would not be happy.

Luo Shaoqian said that he would live with Tu Tu, he was Tu Tu's father, he would send him to school, attend parent-teacher conferences, accompany him all the way to grow up, and satisfy his various strange ideas. I'm sure he's doing his best, but I'm increasingly skeptical that he can guarantee quality.

Tu Tu gave Shen Lao's great-granddaughter a Japanese comic book, and Tu Tu, who was in the first grade of primary school, would have an ignorant liking and willingness to pay. It's good to have love, and it's great to be brave enough to pursue nature, but it's always devastated by Yang Chen's open and trendy ideas in Japan, and there will definitely be problems in the long run......

The body of his parents, the ways and methods of education, the future direction of Luo Shaoqian, and even the old age of Teacher Ouyang and Dean Li...... Everything became more and more tangled, twisting into a mess of yarn balls in my mind. The cut is constant, the reason is still messy, and it is really a sorrow.

Sister Ming saw that I ignored her and wanted to go to Dr. Fan instead, but Dr. Fan spoke to her first.

"You...... It is useless to think too much, the body has come out, and the soul must follow. Doctor Fan said.

"I didn't bring my soul?" Sister Ming was in a fog when she was said, and she didn't react for a while.

Doctor Fan's eyes finally fell on me, and Sister Ming suddenly realized, patted me on the shoulder again and again and said, "Sister Wentong, Doctor Fan said that the soul should also be brought, haha......"

I turned and looked up to meet Dr. Fan's eyes. As with the last Irish coffee story, he always had something to say, and he didn't break something.