Chapter 13: Hurt My Brother
The long-term cognition has been completely subverted, and Ye Wenrou's thoughts are mixed, and she only feels that it is like a river and a sea.
She muttered, "One day, I went off with my pistol and injured you." Do you hate me very much in your heart?" she looked at Sun Yu, her eyes full of guilt and uneasiness. "It's nothing, Wenrou. It's all gone. Sun Yu's words without the slightest emotion sounded in her ears like a cold and sharp one from hell: "Although I once thought that I would never be able to survive it again. So, whatever happens. I won't blame you. Wenrou only subconsciously closed her eyes, not daring to look at him again.
"I just want to ask you now," Sun Yu gradually calmed down, his burning gaze fixed on her, "If you knew all this at the time, would you still leave?"
Will she still leave? Wenrou was stunned, she didn't expect Sun Yu to ask such a question. At that time, for her, going to England was not simply to escape the pain of emotional failure, but also to keep her parents from grieving. She had no doubt that even if she didn't want to go, her father would put her on the plane. At that time, she was still too young and naïve. Ye Wenrou lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry." Sun Yu smiled bitterly and said, "There is no one in the world of feelings who is sorry for whom?"
Sun Yu's bright eyes were full of vicissitudes and melancholy. He no longer has the strength to chase a distant heart, and he no longer wants to have a relationship that will be destroyed at any time. The sound of the whole world crashing around him, he couldn't bear it a second time.
Nina wandered around the entrance of the company for a while, until she felt the smell of gunpowder in it disappear, and then cautiously walked in. Seeing that Nina's cold was much better, Sun Yu's heart relaxed a lot, and said with a smile: "I heard that Wen Song confessed to you?"
"Hmph, look at you, what kind of soldiers you have brought. Nina had a lot of resentment in her mouth. "Nina, Wen Song just showed that he wants to pursue you, do you have to be so resentful?" Wen Rou said on the side. They all seemed to have forgotten the unhappiness they had just had. "I don't have the heart to fall in love yet," Nina said angrily.
Sun Yu gently patted Nina on the shoulder and said, "What's the matter, I don't have a mind." I can hear that Wen Song is taking care of you in the hospital. There aren't many men as good as him. Nina rolled her eyes and digressed the subject and asked, "Well, don't talk about me." I heard that you are better than your captain and his uncle. Sun Yu's face sank: "Who is talking nonsense? Let me tell you, there are not many good men, if you can't catch him, maybe you will die alone in this life!" "You don't want to have something to hit me, with you by your side, how can I die alone." ”
Ye Wenrou looked at Sun Yu's thoughtful appearance towards Nina, and her heart was sour. Will you also die alone?
On the day he left, Sun Yu accompanied Wenrou for a walk together. "During this meeting, I found that we have changed a lot. I really didn't know you before. Ye Wenrou said with emotion. "Very cold and confidant, a song to spend this life. Maybe that's what it looks like. Sometimes being loved is also a burden. At this moment, Sun Yu knew that this sentence was very cruel. Since you can't afford it, you have to cut off all hope.
When Ye Wenrou heard his words, her heart felt as if she had been cut several times by a knife. "Sun Yu, it seems that we can really only be friends?" Wenrou only felt that her eye sockets were very sour and astringent, and she desperately endured the urge to snatch something out of her eyes. Sun Yu shook his head and was speechless. Seeing Ye Wenrou like a helpless child, he didn't know what to say or express.
"Sun Yu, no matter what. I hope you are doing well and not so lonely. Ye Wenrou didn't have the heart to go any further, so she turned around and left. At that moment, Sun Yu heard the sound of something breaking in his heart, and something left his heart. Is it love? Isn't he already out of love? He stood alone in the camp for a long, long time. Until the dark clouds obscured the sun, lightning and thunder in an instant.
Summer rain is just as good as it gets. Sun Yu seemed to feel the corners of his eyes moisten. A sudden dull pain hit his heart, the clearer the details, the more obvious the dull pain, as if a drop of water slipped quietly, I don't know if it was rain or tears. From now on, at any end of life, there will be no more Ye Wenrou.
From the beauty of the first encounter, to the school's willfulness, to helping each other learn. Their journey along the way has been happy, touched, helpless, angry, sad, and numb...... But when it comes to separation, everything doesn't matter, but they should never regret it until it becomes a thing of the past.
Chen Ruxing hurriedly rushed over with an umbrella and said, "It's raining so hard today, will you go to the station to see them off later?" Looking at Nina and Wenrou, who had already packed their things, Sun Yu shook his head and did not speak.
Wenrou and Nina are getting in the car. Do you want to send her? Sun Yu felt that he weighed a thousand pounds, and he couldn't move a step. For a moment, Sun Yu felt that it would go on forever. The two of them stared not far away, not daring to approach, and reluctant to leave, so the universe was desolate, the sea was dry and rotten, and they stood together forever. But how can there be eternity? You must always go, and you can't hide from it.
It seemed that seeing Sun Yu's bad face, Nina said with concern: "Brother Sun Yu, are you uncomfortable?" We'll just walk on our own. Anyway, I'll come to see you when I'm free. Looking at Nina's considerate eyes, Sun Yu smiled and nodded.
Ye Wenrou finally left. Sun Yu watched them get into the car blankly and waved his hand weakly. Outside the camp, people who were hurrying in the wind and rain hurriedly lowered their heads and thought about their own thoughts. In this world, life and death are staged every day, and it is really common for one or two people like this to burst into tears.
Suddenly, Sun Yu remembered that year's New Year's Day party. Ye Wenrou appeared on the huge stage wearing a beige windbreaker, standing alone in the center. "Grow up overnight, grow up overnight", the accompanying sound came from the stereo. Wen Rou gently opened her lips and sang: "The last train home, the rain keeps falling." Tears endured all night, it is disobedient. I don't want to wipe it, so be it! Love to let this girl grow up overnight, grow up overnight. I forgot what I wanted to say! I rarely say it, I don't know how to express it. I'm not afraid of breaking up, you know? You know! Let this girl you once loved grow up overnight, grow up overnight, grow overnight."
Sun Yu smiled bitterly and thought to himself: "Grow up overnight." Now they have grown up and are no longer sixteen-year-olds. Who can grow up overnight, but they are just struggling in pain. ”
Ye Wenrou left, Sun Yu felt that he had let go of the burden in his heart, and finally explained this matter clearly. A girl as good as Wenrou will definitely find her own Prince Charming. All Sun Yu can give now is a blessing, wishing her a happy life.
However, can everything he do bring happiness to Ye Wenrou? Sun Yu didn't know. I just feel like I'm too tired and need a good rest.