Chapter 403: What You Can't Get Is Always in Turmoil
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Yi Zixia slowly walked to Jin Xuyao's bed, humming a melodious song in her mouth, the night sky was still raining, it was three o'clock in the morning, she looked up and looked out the window.
The rain curtain outside the window was curling, the glass was covered with a layer of mist, and the scenery outside looked a little blurry, Yi Zixia stared at the scenery outside the window for a while, thought about it, and finally walked to the window and pulled the curtain down.
Turned around and returned to Jin Xuyao's bed, sat on the edge of the bed, climbed Jin Xuyao's face with slender fingers, rubbed gently, a pair of dark and bright eyes, staring deeply at this man who had made her love for half her life, singing in a low voice.
"Dreams in dreams that I can't wake up from, red in the red line who is under house arrest, all the stimulation is left with the pain of fatigue......"
This is a song called "Red Rose", the lyrics and melody sound very poignant, every time Yi Zixia hums this song, she will think of a book she once read, called "Red Rose and White Rose", written by Ms. Zhang Ailing, a modern writer in country Z.
When she was young, she was a fan of Zhang Ailing's books, and she bought almost every book of Zhang Ailing.
In this book called "Red Roses and White Roses", there are many quotes that impressed her, and one sentence says this.
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When she was seventeen or eighteen years old, she knew that most men were flowery, such as Jin Xuyao, when he was young, he lingered in flowers and was uninhibited, but he never had a sincere heart for anyone.
She knew that marrying such a man would make life very hard, but she still did not hesitate to force Jin Xuyao to marry her by extraordinary means, and she still remembered that on the day of the wedding, her mother said that she was a moth to a fire, and there would be no good results.
She didn't believe it and insisted on holding a wedding with Jin Xuyao.
Less than four years after marriage, Jin Xuyao brought Jin Feng home, his love for Jin Feng far exceeded the extent of Jin Xuyao when he was born, she suddenly understood that Jin Xuyao not only had a heart, but also lived in it.
ββIt is Jin Feng's mother.
That day, she flipped through Zhang Ailing's book called "Red Roses and White Roses" again, and then she had a headache, she couldn't tell who was a red rose and who was a white rose between herself and Jin Feng's mother.
"What you can't get, you're always in turmoil, and those who are favored have nothing to fear, the red of roses, the dreams that are easily hurt, but they are lost between your fingers when you hold them in your hands, and they fall short......"
Maybe it's because the lyrics of this song resonated with Yi Zixia, and she invested a lot of emotions and sang this "Red Rose" very poignantly and movingly.
She hummed over and over again, her fingertips rubbed gently on Jin Xuyao's face inch by inch, brushing his eyebrows, caressing his eyes, looking at Jin Xuyao's eyes, affectionately as if she wanted to engrave his appearance deeply in her mind, and in the future, she only needed to close her eyes, and his face would clearly appear in her mind.
She loved him, she always loved him, but he didn't love her, she was neither a red rose nor a white rose in his heart, not even a rose leaf.
The one that other men can't get is always the best, their hearts are very greedy, if they have this, they will think about that, and they will always know how to cherish it after they lose it.
But Jin Xuyao is different, he doesn't have her in his heart, he has never loved her from beginning to end, he only has Jin Feng's mother in his heart, this is what she hates Jin Xuyao the most.
She would rather Jin Xuyao be a heartless carrot than an infatuated man who will always love Jin Feng's mother alone.
If he is a big carrot, he is tired of eating those wild flowers outside, tired of it, tired of it, and he may occasionally taste the taste of her family flower when he comes back, she married Jin Xuyao at the age of nineteen, forty-eight this year, almost thirty years, this man has never touched her except the night she drugged him.
Hehehe......
Yi Zixia thought about it, and suddenly laughed, she laughed, watching Jin Xuyao's eyes gradually change from affectionate to gloomy, and then raised her hand and pulled it hard, pulling Jin Xuyao's oxygen tube out.
She stood up and stared at Jin Xuyao condescendingly, whether it was her eyes or her twitching facial muscles, it made her mental state look a little abnormal, like a madman with extremely distorted psychology.
She said: "Jin Xuyao, I hate you, I hate you for making me fall in love with you, I hate you for falling in love with others, I hate you for never touching me, I hate you for loving that woman's son more than my son, I hate you for divorcing me at all costs-"
The last sentence, she said it hoarsely, and even the sister-in-law Weng who was guarding the door heard it in a loud voice, sister-in-law Weng had followed Yi Zixia for more than 20 years, she naturally knew how deep Yi Zixia's love for Jin Xuyao was, and even the little fresh meat she had raised outside over the years, each of them had similarities with Jin Xuyao.
Some are noses, some are eyes, some are lips, some are backs, and some are hands......
In short, she has only one requirement for men, that is, to be like Jin Xuyao, like Jin Xuyao, like Jin Xuyao......
Sister-in-law Weng sighed lightly.
Jin Xuyao was loved by Yi Zixia so affectionately, and he didn't know whether to say that he was lucky or that it was his misfortune.
After the toxicity in Jin Xuyao's body attacked, Sai Huatuo and Qin Jiujiu teamed up with several doctors and worked all night before snatching him back from the hands of Lord Yama, but his respiratory tract was seriously damaged, he had difficulty breathing, and he needed an oxygen mask to supply oxygen to breathe in order to survive.
Yi Zixia pulled out the oxygen tube, and within two hours, she would definitely die!
Yi Zixia came out of the room, looked at the empty corridor in front of her with a dull gaze, and instructed Sister-in-law Weng: "Go in and deal with it, I have moved the curtains and oxygen tubes, sat on the edge of the bed, and touched his face, don't leave any clues, especially my fingerprints, I can't leave half of ......"
She trusted Sister-in-law Weng very much, and turned around and left after speaking.
Sister-in-law Weng didn't dare to disobey Yi Zixia's order, she knew the reason why Yi Zixia did this, and she also knew how tormented and painful she felt when she made this decision and pulled out Jin Xuyao's oxygen tube.
She didn't say much, quickly returned to her own room, changed her clothes, put on dust-free gloves, and quickly returned to Jin Xuyao's room with a toolbox.
After entering the room, she closed the door and started working, every corner of the room was carefully cleaned by her, even Jin Xuyao's face that was touched by Yi Zixia before did not have a single fingerprint that she had sorted out.
After completing Yi Zixia's instructions, she packed up her things and walked out of Jin Xuyao's room, and when she closed the door, she frowned again, raised her eyes and looked around, strange, the master is now the key protection object of the family, why didn't the eldest young master arrange for someone to come over to keep vigil? Could it be that it was broken up by Mrs.
Sister-in-law Weng thought about it, thinking that there was only this possibility, and Madame had even turned off the monitoring system, so how could she let people stand guard here to be a witness to her killing Jin Xuyao.
As everyone knows, it was not Yi Zixia who transferred away to protect Jin Xuyao.
At this time, in the closet of Jin Xuyao's bedroom, there were four eyes staring wide.
"What were you doing? Didn't I tell you to hide in this closet and not to come around?
"Ouch, they just wanted to record the evidence that those two bad women murdered my own father, and besides, they didn't find out about us. "The eyes are slightly smaller, holding the big-eyed eyebrows, and the arms are coquettish.
"Okay, my dear mommy, don't be angry, I know taekwondo, it's very powerful, and it's the kind of super super super super powerful, if those two bad women find out about me, I will definitely beat them to the ground, and I promise that they won't hurt a single hair of you, let alone let them see what you look like, and know what your name is!"
Someone rolled his eyes: "I'm really convinced of you, hurry up and go out and put the oxygen mask on your father, don't let him die of hypoxia for too long!"
"Yes, obey, mother!" The girl raised her hand and gave a military salute, and then pushed open the door of the closet, hunched over and pedaled towards Jin Xuyao's bed, that playful appearance and face very similar to Jin Feng, not who Jin Xuyao's daughter was.
At the same time, in the hospital closest to the Jin family's mansion, An Xiaoxian was holding her skirt tightly with both hands, and was on the way to be pushed into the operating room.
"Brother and sister, persistence is victory, no matter how much you endure, you will go to the operating room soon, you and the child will be safe, I promise, I promise you with my life!"
Jin Dongliang was encouraging and comforting Xiaoxian all the way, Xiaoxian knew that Jin Dongliang was different from Yi Zixia, he was first a soldier who made the people of the whole country proud, and secondly, Yi Zixia's son.
Jin Dongliang is an upright person, with good conduct and noble morals, he will not harm her, and with the fact that he sent her to the hospital as quickly as possible, An Xiaoxian knew that Jin Dongliang was a good person.
So, she grabbed his hand and pleaded, "Big brother...... If...... Xiaoxian is saying that if ...... If you wait a while...... Doctors ask families to choose between adults and children...... Please be sure to choose...... Child...... Kid ......"
The intense pain that was more painful than the piercing of the heart, one after another, kept stimulating all the nerve endings in An Xiaoxian's body, she was sweating profusely, and her lips were bitten out of blood.
The child kept moving in the abdomen, as if punching and kicking, and as if desperately looking for a safe exit, she could even clearly feel the baby's body falling to the bottom of the abdomen.
She didn't know what would happen in the next delivery process, whether the child would be born safely, and whether she would be able to hold out until the moment the child came out of her body.
She only knows that if there is an accident in the production process later, and she encounters a situation where she can only live one, she wants the child to live.
Jin Dongliang was reluctant to agree to her request.
"Brother and sister, don't think nonsense......"
An Xiaoxian interrupted him.
"Big brother...... I'm serious...... I knew it was up to my husband to decide......"
"Then listen to meβ"
Suddenly, an unusually angry and loud voice came from the hallway, and everyone followed the voice, and then their facial expressions were instantly stunned.
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