Chapter 425: Immaturity

"Haoling, what nonsense are you talking about?" Xie Haoran stepped forward and asked with some surprise.

"Nonsense, in my opinion, you are crazy, you actually turned your face with so many families for her!"

"Xinlan is our family!"

"If she thought that it was our Xie family, she wouldn't have stayed in the Yang family all the time and didn't come back until now!" Xie Haoling did not back down.

"But you didn't object at the time!" Xie Haoran was a little angry.

"Because you are all confused, but I am very sober, and the Xie family's current behavior is the way to perish. Xie Haoran turned his head to look at Xinlan, "If you still have a trace of self-consciousness as a member of the Xie family, please go back immediately, you are not welcome here!"

"Hao Ling!"

Before the two brothers quarreled, Xinlan spoke.

"I'm not going back. ”

Xinlan had already seen that Xie Haoling was the one who was ordered to greet Xinlan, but he had his own ideas, and he planned to let Xinlan retreat in spite of the difficulties, or retreat in shame.

Xinlan did feel ashamed, she always felt that it was difficult for her to come back here, but this time she couldn't retreat, Xinlan didn't want to say anything for anyone, but she was favored by too many people, Yang Yu even donated her heart twice, just to let her smile.

She can't be too selfish.

She can't say what she doesn't need, and then repay it in her own arbitrary way.

The people who helped her didn't need this kind of mutual help, they just wanted to be happy.

So this time, she is going to act purely for her own happiness.

"Yes, I have always stayed in the Yang family, claiming to be the princess of the Yang family, and even calling myself Yang Xinlan to the outside world, but I am still a member of the Xie family, and my real name will always be Xie Xinlan!"

Xinlan's bright eyes shone with determination, Xie Haoling wanted to sneer at her, but she was intimidated by the momentum she exuded, and couldn't help but be stunned, and then Xie Haoran hurriedly pulled him away.

"Well done, Xinlan, just use this momentum to tell the head of the family!"

The two walked away, and Yan Ya hurriedly stepped forward.

"Sister, don't worry about that guy, I have learned that he has always coveted the position of the head of the Xie family. ”

"Thank you, Xiaoya, but I didn't just say it to him. ”

Following Xinlan's firm gaze and looking at Xie Fu, Yan Ya suddenly realized that Xinlan was saying goodbye to herself who was hesitant in the past.

"Let's go. ”

Xinlan said softly.

Of course, she understood that Xie Haoling wanted to refute that his real name was "Xie Haojun", but only men in the Xie family's generation could inherit the word "Hao", and as early as when she was still in her mother's womb, the two were discussing what name she should take if she gave birth to a daughter.

……

The valley of orchid dwelling, although lonely and fragrant.

Water droplets are stubborn stones, although they are blocked, they do not lag.

"The mentality should be Ruolan, the will should be like water, if our child is a daughter, then name it 'Xinlan'. ”

It is undeniable that Xie Xuan'an, who started with the Battle of Weishui, was deeply affected by Mingjing's water stopping, so he also thought about his daughter's name, but in the end, this name did not work.

And seeing this familiar name again, it came from the news that the Yang family had adopted an adopted daughter, and later saw the child in his wife's cemetery, and he began to understand that this was a constant connection, but he preferred to think of her as a descendant of the martial arts family at that time, until that day-

Xie Xuan'an stopped reminiscing and opened his eyes gently, the injuries he suffered in the battle with Yue Jianghong had already recovered, and now he was as mature and steady as before, not angry and arrogant.

After the messenger retreated, it was not long before there was the sound of soft footsteps, and faster than that, a fragrance similar to that of his wife came, just as he had given it the name for which he had been abandoned, and even the valley could not hide the fragrance.

No, maybe this is just his fantasy, it has been almost twenty years since his wife died, and the most familiar taste has long since dissipated in the sea of memory.

What he really felt was a character that matched his name.

"You came here to use the power of the Xie family to crusade against the new emperor?"

A girl who looked ninety percent similar to his wife appeared in front of him, and Xie Xuanan quickly straightened his face.

"Yes. ”

Xinlan didn't beat around the bush.

"Do you think I'm really going to agree?"

Sima Di is indeed his friend, and he has a relationship with the king, and he should avenge it. But he is no longer stunned, he is the head of the Xie family, the lord of Jiangdong, and he bears the fate of the family and the heavy responsibility of continuing the royal family of the Great Song Dynasty. Therefore, he must be mature, he must be numb, he must be unkind.

No, it should be said that he has already been extremely mature, after accidentally killing his wife, he actually poured sewage on his wife for the sake of honor, and allowed sycophants to persecute his wife's family, he is really a complete "nobleman".

The funny thing is that everything he worked hard for was for his wife - which also shows how weak the reason for "for others" is.

"Yes, because you are my father. ”

Is it an illusion? Xie Xuan'an felt that a large mist suddenly appeared in front of him, this place was obviously indoors, why was this happening?

Seeing this, Xinlan immediately said:

"Rightβ€”"

"Shut up!"

Xie Xuanan roared, looking crazy, not at all as calm as he pretended to be.

But since it's pretended, there is a day of exposure.

Xinlan wanted to apologize, because she had already understood, but she just didn't want to accept it.

If Xie Xuanan killed Wu Mei by mistake, then Xinlan must be accompanied by scolding, scolding her for killing her mother, but if Wu Mei is depressed after giving birth, people will have more sympathy for Xinlan.

On the way here, Xinlan did think of a lot of reasons, judging the situation, stating the interests and disadvantages, and moving friendship...... These are all methods she is good at, but when she learned from Xie Haoran what Xie Xuanan did for herself, she left them behind.

There is no need for those at all, what Xie Xuanan has been waiting for is his own recognition.

Before Xinlan was born, everything Xie Xuanan did was for his wife, so for Xinlan, who was just born and was not very emotional, but could threaten his wife, his immature father panicked.

Yes, Xie Xuanan is a successful person, and there are very few people in the entire Great Song Dynasty who can compare with him, but it doesn't mean that he is a perfect god, at the moment when he had a child, he was just an ordinary father and husband.

He chose to be a husband because even he was afraid of the unknown.

But he also lost the opportunity to be a husband because of this.

He's already done it, so all he's left with is regret and self-blame, and the responsibilities he is about to face.

But he fled, and by the time he wanted to retriev something, there was already a canyon-like ravine between him and the child.

Fortunately, he has been growing, and even if there is an abyss in front of him, he wants to step through it.

Not to compare himself to others, not to atone for his sins, not to "for" anything, just to do what he should do -

Take on the responsibilities of a father.

I don't know how long it took, the old tears on his face finally dried up a little, and Xie Xuanan stared at Xinlan with bloodshot eyes.

"That's your reason?"

"Yes, Father. ”

Xie Xuan'an closed his eyes lightly, let out a long breath, and when he opened his eyes again, his face had returned to its usual state, full of majesty, as steady as Mount Tai.

Even if it is a low-level private house, even if it is pretended, the head of the family will show such an appearance.

It's so commonplace.

Before, Xinlan had thought about many things she could do for Xie Xuan'an, selling and selling well, beating her back, and asking for warmth...... Something like that, but for some reason she found that she couldn't move at all, and she didn't even have the courage to bring it up, obviously this was a natural thing in front of Yang Jing.

"That's good. ”

Xie Xuan'an said, although he tried his best to maintain his usual calm and powerful, his tone was still a little stiff.

Xinlan was slightly stunned, then sat upright and bowed.

"Thank you very much, Father!"

Xie Xuanan nodded, and the embarrassment that permeated the two disappeared without a trace.

Touching her head kindly, she said something kind about her...... Xinlan didn't dare to imagine that Xie Xuan'an would do this, and Xie Xuan'an couldn't imagine Xinlan's coquettish appearance in front of her.

But there is no doubt that the two are father and daughter.

An immature father and daughter.

But that's enough.