Qin Jianghao (30)
As soon as Bai Luoluo changed her clothes and came out, Fu Yan immediately offered her courtesy and asked her to come over for breakfast.
It's really tricky, and I'm not afraid of heart attack when I eat greasy things in the morning.
"She doesn't have to eat. "I grabbed her hand and walked towards the door before she could come and sit down, this was not the place she was supposed to be, and I felt very uncomfortable if she stayed here for a second longer.
got into the car, dragged her directly to the hotel where I was temporarily staying, pulled her into the room, closed the door of the room, and thought about how to punish her. But in the end, he didn't figure out what to do with her, so he could only sit on the sofa alone and sulk.
Thinking that I must calm down and then deal with her, I can't help but say something excessive as soon as my temper comes up, but she even challenges my bottom line and wants to go, I can go, but I don't want to explain why she spent the night at Fu Yan's house yesterday, whether she did anything shameful with Fu Yan, and what kind of extent he has reached, so I don't want to leave.
She started crying, asking me what I wanted, how I could let her go.
In her opinion, am I torturing her with all these actions now? Heh, it seems that I am indeed torturing her, who let her go with other men...... How could she not be torturing me?
Suddenly feeling a little weak, he whispered to her, "I...... Didn't you say that it would keep you safe for the rest of your life? Why do you have to rely on other men?"
If she has a difficult life, she can find me, whether she wants money or a job, I can find the best for her, why would she rather find another man than me for help?
Dependent on others more than on me.
She suddenly asked me, "Qin Jianghao, what am I to you?"
"You're in vain. "This is the only one in the world.
"Qin Jianghao, are you ...... Like me?"
The question came so suddenly, I didn't expect her to ask it suddenly.
I was stunned, not knowing how to answer her question.
I don't know what kind of relationship two people have, what kind of degree is like, if you talk about the mode of getting along with two people, I don't like it, because I always have a temper with her, and this kind of life is a bit bad.
If she is a future partner, I will be happy, many times the two of us are together, some things are good, some are bad, so whether I like to be with her or not, I can't tell the difference, anyway, I don't like her to be with other people.
"If you like it or not, just say it, why don't you speak?" she roared suddenly.
I looked at him and didn't know which answer she had to listen to to to be satisfied, so I simply asked her directly, "How do you want me to answer?"
She said, "Forget it, I don't want to know?"
One moment he asks aggressively, and the next moment he doesn't want an answer, are women really fickle?
So that question, in fact, it doesn't matter how I answer it?
Looking at the tears on her face, I felt a little guilty, I never wanted to make her cry, but it seemed like I was crying all the time.
I reached out to wipe away her tears, and then told her that as long as she wants and likes, she can find me, don't look for other men, and rely on me.
But she suddenly asked me if I ever liked someone.
Just like her or not, but now it has become whether you like others or not, why do you have to worry about this kind of question, is the answer to this kind of question really that important?
She asked me again, what is Qi Jing to me?
Qi Jing, heh, "She is very important to me. ”
"How important?"
"Indispensable. ”
Qi Anguo has never valued anyone's life, but his daughter, so Qi Jing is my best bargaining chip to take revenge on him. It is the most important piece in this game.
He ruined my family and harmed my relatives, so his family should not want to live a normal life.
This is the end of this tangled topic, thinking that she has not eaten breakfast, so I called the waiter to bring the food in, but when she was asked to come over to eat, she was stubborn and couldn't die.
Then let her continue to be stubborn, with her gluttonous cat virtue, it is estimated that she will not be able to hold on much.
But what I didn't expect was that she was quite persistent, and after a while, she asked me for the money for a taxi.
Not long after Fu Yan came out, she wanted to go back again? couldn't help but get angry at her again, she said aggrievedly that her bag and mobile phone were still with Fu Yan.
So she just wanted to go back there and pick it up? But even though this reason is very valid, I won't let her go, find someone to get it for her, but Fu Yan sent it herself, it's really annoying.
As soon as he came, he wanted to take Bai Luoluo away, and he couldn't see his identity clearly, is my woman he pulls wherever he wants?
I will accompany her when I want to go shopping, I will send her when I want to go home, and it is his turn to be an outsider to offer courtesy?
took the key, took Bai Luoluo's hand and went out directly, and then drove her back to City A.
Halfway through, I saw a river, my thoughts couldn't help but condense, and then I subconsciously drove the car closer to the shore, got out of the car, walked to the shore in a few steps, and looked at the endless river like the sea, and suddenly remembered the question that Bai Luoluo asked before.
I thought about it seriously, but it still didn't work.
When I was very young, my mother, grandfather, and relatives all said that I was smart, and when I went to middle school, my teachers praised me so much, including high school, college, and work.
But people have one advantage, and there must be a disadvantage, and I am a person with many shortcomings, such as emotional intelligence.
How high the IQ is, how low the EQ is.
I really don't know what it means to like someone and love someone, because I've never studied this issue, isn't it okay to give her what the other person likes and wants?
To what extent is that?
She said that I was too lonely and lonely to be alone, like the boum doll she didn't like when she was a child, but she was reluctant to touch others.
I don't know if that's the case, so I'm a little confused for a while, I just want to get along with her like before, she only pesters me, only stays with me, and the luxury is not high, right?
What you can do when you are a child, it is not difficult to grow up, right?
"What do you think of me? You don't have a heart, and do you think I can do without a heart?" she asked me suddenly in a questioning tone.
But I never treated her like a ragdoll, because the puppet doesn't have so many problems, doesn't have joys and sorrows, doesn't yell at me, and doesn't torture each other.
If I really think of her as a ragdoll, I have the money to buy more puppet dolls that look better and better than her.
As she spoke, she said that she wanted to keep her distance from me, and the reason why I parked the car here was to solve those unpleasant misunderstandings with her, and go back to the past with her, why did it get more serious?
What does she want, what does she want me to do, and why are women so complicated?
I sent her home, and I went back to C City, and I suddenly felt very tired recently, no matter what I did, I couldn't lift my spirits, and I was so tired that I didn't even fall asleep when I was working, and I began to recall those past in my dreams.
No matter how easy life is now, but a loved one is gone, all your successes are not shared, your failures are unaccompanied, no matter how good the days are, after a long time, you will feel very lonely.
When I woke up, it was raining outside the window, and I was walking on the way to my mother's mausoleum with an umbrella.
Walking to my mother's mausoleum, my heart was even more desolate, after all, I am not a child, I understand that there are really ghosts in this world, where there are really ghosts, but I am just comforting myself and scaring myself.
When I was young, I always wanted to study hard, work hard when I grew up, and let my family live a good life, but when you became famous, you held the best things in front of her, and you could make her raise her head and look down at those who used to look down on people, and when she raised her eyebrows, that person was no longer there.
So, what's the point of doing all this now?
"What's the point of me doing this? What's the point of living? Is it just to live for revenge? Mom, I suddenly feel so tired. Looking at her photo on the tombstone, I couldn't help but say.
The rain had already wet my clothes and hair, and I couldn't feel any other sensations except a dull pain in my heart, and when I closed my eyes, I began to covet this feeling, and I didn't want to leave when I knelt here.
Anyway, I still have my mother's grave with me, and it's much more comfortable than staying in an empty home.
It's better to stay with my mother here, and other things don't seem to be important.
I don't know how long I closed my eyes like this, I seemed to hear the sound of walking footsteps, and then the sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella, in my dream, I seemed to see my mother standing at the gate of the elementary school with an umbrella looking for me, looking around, suddenly smiled, and then said to me: "Xiaohao, go home." ”
I opened my eyes suddenly, but because of the water in my eyes, it hurt a little, heh, it turns out that I was just dreaming, Mom, you won't come to pick me up again, right?
The sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella did not disappear, and in the blurred vision, a familiar figure appeared, I looked at her, and I couldn't help but want to stand up, stand up to confirm if this person was also my hallucination.
She stretched out her hand to me, I held her hand and stood up, this temperature and feeling is very real, so this time it won't be an illusion anymore, right?
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