An Xiaoxian looked at the mobile phone that fell to the ground, and frowned slightly.

Lin Ou hurriedly bent over to pick it up, his eyes that were blocked by his long hair hanging down were filled with panic that An Xiaoxian couldn't see, and the moment he picked up the phone, he quickly pressed the power off button.

"The phone is dead, I'm going to charge it. ”

She walked sideways past An Xiaoxian, and never looked at An Xiaoxian from beginning to end.

An Xiaoxian stared at her back as she went upstairs, her brows gradually tightening.

With her many years of understanding of Lin Ou, she felt that Lin Ou had something hidden in her heart, and it was very depressed and painful, but Lin Ou was clearly unwilling to tell her.

How so?

When did we become like this?

We used to be in the university dormitory, obviously good bedmates, just chatting and gossiping about Jin Feng and Jin Rong, we could chat with good friends all night.

……

After hurrying back to the room, Lin Ou only felt weak, as if all the strength in his body had been drained away, and he sat in front of the dresser with vague steps.

Looking up at himself in the mirror, his blood-fading lips trembling, he realized how afraid he was of being known.

She raised her hand and touched her pale face tremblingly, and then, as if suddenly remembering something, she turned and opened a drawer, threw the contents to the ground with a thump, crouched down, and rummaged through it like crazy.

"Where did I go, why can't I find it!"

I didn't find what I was looking for, Lin Ou sat on the ground, and the tears in his eyes fell down unobediently.

Don't be afraid.

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, gritting her teeth and holding back.

It's not the end of the world.

That secret hasn't been fully revealed.

It's not to the point of being scared.

Can't cry.

You can't see the clues.

Bai Bingbing, who went to Lin Zhenye's study to deliver tea and was about to go downstairs, passed by the door of Lin Ou's room, and saw that the door was not closed, so he looked inside.

Lin Ou turned his back to her, and from her perspective, she could only see Lin Ou squatting on the ground and his shoulders shaking slightly, as if he was sobbing.

She had never seen Lin Ou so embarrassed and vulnerable, the corners of her lips were happily hooked, and then she smiled again, and her eyebrows were dyed with incomprehension.

It's strange, it was fine when I was downstairs just now, why is it like this all of a sudden?

I wonder between.

Lin Ou suddenly stood up.

Seeing this, Bai Bingbing hurriedly dodged and hid in a place where Lin Ou couldn't see.

After a while, Lin Ou's voice, which had become hoarse from crying, came from inside.

"Brother, did you take my diary away? Who allowed you to do this! That's my **! Why do you just rummage through my stuff without your consent?! Don't say sorry to me! I don't want to hear it! Hurry up and return the diary to me! Or burn it! In short, I don't want a third person besides you and me to know about that. ”

Lin Ou's angry voice was mixed with panic.

Bai Bingbing suddenly realized that Lin Ou had a secret that he didn't want people to know, so he hid it in a diary.

Immediately, she subconsciously glanced in the direction of Lin Hao's room, and was about to raise her feet to go over, when she heard Lin Ou instructing the housekeeper in the room: "Uncle Lin, take the spare key to my brother's room, I want to go in and find something." ”

There was a faint sound of footsteps, Bai Bingbing hurriedly left, secretly thinking that Lin Ou was really not an idle person, she could think of anything she could think of, and every time she moved, she was one step ahead of her.

……

After Lin Ou entered Lin Hao's room, he quickly found her yellowed diary according to Lin Hao's prompt, which was the first diary in her life.

She quickly opened them and flipped through them one by one.

Then she stopped on a page with only one line of words.

That page is a diary written in the month, 6,205 days from today, a full 17 years.

That day, she and Jin Feng were kidnapped on the way out of school, Jin Feng escaped with her, in the process of escaping, the kidnappers chased after him, Jin Feng had better physical strength and a good brain, at that time he had the greatest hope of escaping, but he let her go first, and then left alone to deal with the kidnappers.

She will never forget that day.

She ran farther and farther, Jin Feng hugged the kidnapper's leg tightly, his head was bleeding from the kidnapper's beating, and he kept shouting, Xiao Ou, go quickly, don't look back.

It was the first time in her life that a man used his life to protect her, and he was also a man who was amazed by his beautiful face and natural royal temperament at first sight.

Seeing him so desperately trying to buy her time to escape, her eyes turned red for a moment, and then she didn't know where she got the courage, turned around and ran back.

Jin Feng was shocked by her, looked at her in a daze for a few seconds, and suddenly opened his throat and yelled at her, the tone was very fierce and fierce.

"Who told you to come back? Are you a fool? Don't you know that turning back is a dead end?!"

She knew that turning back was a dead end, and she also knew that Jin Feng's original intention of sacrificing herself to protect herself was that it was better to live one and escape successfully than both of them, but she couldn't leave Jin Feng to escape alone at that time, she couldn't do it.

After going back, she was lucky to pick up the kidnapper's knife in the process of entanglement and scuffling between the kidnapper and Jin Feng, and then used all her strength to barrel the kidnapper's many knives in a row.

The hot blood splashed on her face, and she shivered all over, this was the first time she had held a knife and bucket, and she was frightened, and she closed her eyes tightly, not daring to open her eyes to see.

Until Jin Feng grabbed her hand, hugged her trembling in his arms, and told her, don't stab, Xiao Ou, the bad guy is dead.

She opened her eyes and saw that the bad guy was lying in a pool of blood, his eyes staring at her with staring blankly, and he was immediately frightened and fainted.

She didn't know how she got to the hospital later, and when she woke up, her mother told her that it was Jin Feng who carried her on her back for several miles of mountain roads before she stopped the car back to the city.

I heard that Jin Feng was barefoot on the way home on his back, and his shoes were lost in the previous escape process, when she went to see him, she secretly lifted the quilt and looked at his feet, the soles of her feet were blurred with flesh and blood, and there were a lot of blood blisters.

At that moment, hot tears fell down.

Moved, she returned to her hospital room and instructed the servant to bring her diary, and then took it seriously, writing down such a line in the diary word by word.

- Jin Feng, I like you, from now on, the rest of my life will be all about you.

Since then, she has done an indispensable thing every day, that is, she likes Jin Feng, secretly likes him, and desperately likes Jin Feng, and when she was 18 years old, she mustered up the courage to confess to him, sublimating her friendship with Jin Feng into love.

However, what she didn't expect was that before she was 18 years old, Jin Feng met An Xiaoxian when she was 14 years old, and then when she was 16 years old, he told her that he liked An Xiaoxian and that he wanted to chase An Xiaoxian, and asked her and Jin Rong to help him pursue An Xiaoxian's idea.

Jin Rong proposed to write a love letter, but Jin Feng thought the idea was too old-fashioned and didn't want to write it, so Jin Rong proposed to let her write it, saying that she was good at writing, but Jin Feng didn't say yes or no.

So, she silently wrote the first love letter in her life and helped Jin Feng write it to An Xiaoxian.

Lin Ou sniffed hard, she couldn't remember what kind of mood she was in writing that love letter at that time.

She only knew that from then on, the matter of her liking Jin Feng had to be buried in the deepest part of her heart, and she couldn't let anyone know, especially Jin Feng, Jinrong, and Xiaoxian.

The four of them were famous for their iron corners at school at the time, and they were inseparable almost all day except for the time when they slept and went to the toilet.

Once the three of them know about her liking Jin Feng, her girlfriend relationship with Xiaoxian, Jin Feng and Jin Rong's brotherhood, and the relationship between her and Jin Feng that are closer than brothers and sisters will definitely change qualitatively.

She didn't want to do this, so in order to hide the secret that she liked Jin Feng, she pursued Xie Yifan frantically, even if Xie Yifan rejected her again and again, she didn't give up, and forcibly portrayed herself as an infatuated woman who was not married to Xie Yifan in this life, making it known to the world.

thought that in this way, the secret she liked Jin Feng would never be known, but she forgot that there is never a secret in the world that will never be known.

Fortunately, the person who discovered this secret today was Lin Hao.

But what about tomorrow?

Tomorrow is full of unknowns, and there are too many factors beyond our control.

What if I relax for a while and accidentally reveal that I still love Jin Feng deeply, and is seen?

Lin Ou didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

He took a deep breath with his eyes closed, raised his hand to adjust his mood, turned around and returned to the room, and found a brazier to burn all those diaries related to Jin Feng.

"Knock knock ......" knock on the door.

"Who?" the contents of the brazier had not yet been burned, and Lin Ou did not immediately open the door.

"Xiao Ou, it's me. An Xiaoxian's voice came from outside the door.

"Wait a minute. Lin Ou hurriedly picked up the brazier and walked to the bathroom, and as he walked, a small piece of unburned paper flew out of the brazier and fell to the ground.

After entering the bathroom, Lin Ou directly put water into the brazier, and after the fire was extinguished, he poured the ashes in the basin and the unburned diary paper into a trash can before going out to open the door for An Xiaoxian.

As soon as the door opened, An Xiaoxian Junxiu frowned and glared at her angrily.

Lin Ou hurriedly explained: "Don't be angry, I just went to the toilet, so I came to open the door so late." ”

With that, he turned around and found a few pieces of paper and wiped his hands.

"Huh, Lin Ou, did you burn something in the room just now? The smell of smoke is so heavy!" An Xiaoxian pinched his nose and stroked the smoke in the air, with an uncomfortable expression.

"Well, I did burn something, you go to the window, the air is good, I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

Lin Ou went to find a water cup to pour water, and An Xiaoxian obediently walked in the direction of the window.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and the strong and domineering blew up a small piece of paper on the ground, and finally clinged to An Xiaoxian's upper.

"Hey, what is this?"

An Xiaoxian saw the piece of paper in a flash, sighed in her mouth, and bent down to pick it up from the upper of her shoe.

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