19. This time I won't hurt him any deeper

But just as I was indulging in this flattery of illusion and reality, and gradually didn't know how to get out of the pit, I found that my roommates' attitudes towards me gradually changed.

They began to snub me inexplicably, and even seemed to secretly say something bad about me behind my back, but they wouldn't let me hear it, or whisper it to my face, and they wouldn't let me hear it clearly.

Although I don't usually have a good relationship with them, at least I respect each other like guests, and the atmosphere is very harmonious, not as alienated as I am now, and a little thing is tense with me, and the three of them together isolate and confront me.

I don't know what I did wrong to provoke them, but because I know that I didn't do anything to be sorry for them, I never give in to them, they are cold to me, and I am arrogant to them.

During that time, I spent most of my time in the classroom, library, and dance studio, except for sleeping at night, trying to burn myself out with books and dancing constantly, so as not to make myself feel sad.

This stalemate and exhaustion lasted for a month, and it was only during an inadvertent overhearing corner that I learned the truth about my roommates' isolation of me.

But the truth is ridiculously funny, but when I first played that little game, I pointed to Li Anluo's roommate B who asked me to confess that he had actually had a crush on Li Anluo.

But I didn't have the courage to confess, for fear of being rejected, so I used that little game to try to do a small experiment with me to find out if Li Anluo was the first person to be the first, but I didn't want to, so I made do with Li Anluo and me by mistake.

When I first started dating Li Anluo, the reason why she didn't have a seizure was just to see if Li Anluo really liked me, but later found out that Li Anluo was very good to me and spent a lot of money for me, and she knew that I didn't like Li Anluo, and that confession was just a joke. But I didn't confess to Li Anluo.

I thought I was using Li Anluo and cheating him out of money, and then I started to make small moves with me, and I don't know what I usually said to the other two people, which caused the two roommates to also alienate me.

The moment I knew the truth, I didn't have anger in my heart, this kind of person is not worth my anger, I just think it's ridiculous.

In order to test Li Anluo, it was she who designated him to use me to find out the situation, and when I was helpless to ask them for help, she was the one who coaxed the most, and every time I made an excuse to avoid Li Anluo, I couldn't go out. She was the one who helped Li Anluo bring me takeout.

Now that she has caused such a situation, she blames me in turn, which is really ridiculous.

I really don't understand how divided this kind of woman's mind is, she likes that person, but she prefers to work hard to match that person with another person. People are really good, but she can't see it anymore, and she begins to push the responsibility on other people's heads.

The day I knew the truth, I finally slept in that dormitory for another night, and then moved to another dormitory the next day, and finally broke up with Li Anluo without hesitation, and also told him the truth about that confession.

I thought he was going to be angry, he was going to be angry, he was going to scold me, but at that time he was very calm and just told me with a little sadness in his eyes that he already knew.

My roommate B had already told him, but as long as I didn't mention it, he chose to play dumb and continue to associate with me wishfully, because he felt that as long as he tried to be good to me, I would definitely like him one day.

"It seems that I'm still very bad, Luoluo, thank you for giving me a month. ”

It was the last thing he said to me that day before he left the city. And then I never saw him again.

Three or four years ago, when I was in a bad mood after a quarrel with those roommates, he often took me to the windy plank bridge, and suddenly I felt that it was better for us to not step into the society at that time.

Youthful, hot-blooded, flamboyant, unyielding, sharp, stubborn, unconcerned, unwilling to back down......

The two of us walked side by side from the head of the bridge to the end of the bridge, saying something that was indifferent and innocuous to us.

Suddenly a strong wind blew, blowing my hair and flying wildly, I shivered with cold, Li Anluo deliberately stood close to me, shielded me from the wind, and then said: "You shouldn't have eaten yet, it's almost lunch time, why don't you go and eat together......"

Before he could finish speaking, I quickly interrupted him, "It's dinner time soon, then I have to go back, or my husband will have to call me later to urge me to go to dinner." ”

Li Anluo looked stunned, and was stunned for a few seconds before asking me, "You, are you married?"

I nodded, "Hmm." ”

A far-fetched smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, but he pretended to be calm, "When did it end?"

"A few months ago. ”

"It seems that it is difficult for me to please a glass of wine now," he paused, and then asked, "he must be a very good man, right?"

I nodded against my will, "Well, he's nice and gentle, and I love him very much." ”

He didn't speak for a long time, he stood in front of me in a daze, I turned around and said that he was going back, and he finally reacted a little and said that he wanted to send me back.

I jumped on a bus that came by, I didn't care if it didn't get to the stop I was going to, and waved goodbye to him with a smile on my face.

I haven't seen him for a few years, and my relationship with him is just a period of time from the beginning to the end of the bridge, and from the beginning to the end of the bridge, that is the end of us.

I'm glad that this time I was very decisive and straightforward, I didn't drag the mud and water, and I didn't give him hope again, although I lied, but this time I finally won't hurt him more deeply.

This boy who is the best boy for me besides my brother and my dad, I hope he will soon find the girl who is better than me and will not fail him.

The bus didn't come to my house, so I got off at the next stop, but even though I got off early, I was still taken around by it, so when I got home, I stood next to the trash can at the door and vomited for a long time.

Dizzy and disgusted, I came home, and I fell on the sofa very uncomfortably when I entered the door.

The silent hall was filled with the sound of his own breathing and the chatter of the clock hanging on the wall. The corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up a touch of self-deprecation, how could there be any gentle husband waiting for me to come home for dinner?

Bai Luoluo, you are really a good lie to deceive yourself!