Chapter 360: Self-deception

And You Biqing in the hospital has been in a dual state of anxiety and depression.

When she sleeps at night, she often dreams of being in Fengyue Manhattan, where many obscene and disgusting men surround her, she tears her clothes and pants if she doesn't cooperate, and she invades ruthlessly, and no one helps her. The mother inside snorted coldly every time she saw her, and then there was a ridicule. The dark house kept her in constant fear, and men's lewd laughter always lingered in her ears and became her lingering nightmare.

In order to prevent her condition from deteriorating further, Shen Muqian called her the best psychiatrist.

Although there is a psychiatrist for counseling, You Biqing still feels that she is in hell all the time.

When she collapsed, the encounters she had encountered haunted her like a demon, and when she was sober, she also collapsed, because she had never seen Shen Muqian from beginning to end.

Shen Muqian saw her making a fool of herself, she was so dirty now, she had been ruined by so many men, Shen Muqian must have disliked her, Shen Muqian must have given up on her!

You Biqing has a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world and tired of the whole world.

"Biqing, people will always encounter some things, but life is the most important thing, you must think about it. Xu Minjia didn't know how to comfort You Biqing, she begged everyone she could, Shen Muqian didn't come, and Yu Chuchu didn't give her face.

From beginning to end, except for Yu Tiantian, who came to see You Biqing, no one came to see You Biqing.

"Mom, I don't think I can live. You Biqing cried as soon as she woke up, and all thoughts were lost.

"Biqing, you can't have such thoughts, you still have Zixuan. You have to grow up with Zixuan. Xu Minjia sighed. The world is hot and cold, and people are warm and cold.

"But Mom......" You Biqing fell into decadence, where did she still have the faith to live?"Mom help me take Zixuan with me!"

"Biqing, you can't think about it. Xu Minjia panicked when she heard You Biqing's words that were similar to her last words. As he spoke, he started crying first.

Over the years, Xu Minjia has been looked down upon by Lin Wan'er, Shen Muqian hates her, only You Biqing is good to her, Xu Minjia is ignorant, but she really likes You Biqing very much.

"Godmother, what's wrong with you?" The ward door was pushed open, and Yu Tiantian came in.

"Tiantian, Biqing's state is getting worse and worse. Enlighten her well. Xu Minjia grabbed Yu Tian as if she was seeing a savior.

"Godmother, don't worry. I'll have a good chat with Biqing later. Yu Tiantian comforted Xu Minjia.

"Good. Let's have a good talk. Xu Minjia walked out. target

"Yu Tiantian, go out. I don't want to see you. When You Biqing saw Yu Tiantian dressed brightly again, she was disgusted.

"You Biqing, what are you going to make trouble about?" Yu Tiantian became angry when she heard You Biqing's words, "Sad, sad, desperate? Do you feel that there is no sunshine in your life? Yes, anyone who encounters such a thing will be like this." But are you sad, sad, and desperate, does anyone hurt? Do you give up on yourself and have anyone pity you? You are missing, and I am still looking for you all over the world, and now you come out, I will come to see that you are not happy? I don't know who you are angry with now! You are alive and no one pities you, do you think others will care if you die? You Biqing, don't be so naïve!"

"Yu Tiantian, is it glorious for you to fall into a well like this? Do you feel a sense of accomplishment when you hit me? It happened to me, of course you said it lightly. What do you say I can do? What do you say I should do?" All of You Biqing's grievances and sadness cried out in a scolding session with You Biqing, and her tears were like short-term beads.

After You Biqing had cried enough, Yu Tiantian sat down. And said to her, "Cry, cry out all your grievances, and it's fine." You are living in hell now, but Shen Muqian and Yu Chuchu are living like a fairy couple, and Li Yao is unscathed. Do you want to just stop there? Others are happy to look at you in pain? Others are happy to look at you in pain.

Yu Tiantian's few words turned You Biqing's original heart into resentment.

"And your business, Shen Muqian is blocked on all fronts. When you go out, you are still the elegant and generous You Biqing, and You Biqing, who gave birth to a child for Shen Muqian. If I were you, I would make Li Yao and Yu Chuchu pay double the price! I just have a good plan here......

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After an in-depth discussion with Yu Tiantian, You Biqing was discharged from the hospital a few days later.

When she first walked out of the hospital, You Biqing was very frightened and felt uncomfortable. She was afraid that others would look at her differently, but when she really walked outside and felt the people around her, she found that no one really looked at her differently.

Yu Tiantian is right, as soon as she comes out, she is still the elegant and generous You Biqing. It's just that this You Biqing is very down, and the company has gone out of business. She didn't have anything.

The high honors she once had, the brilliant career she once had, and the happiness she once had that others envied were all gone.

It's all because of Yu Chuchu, because Yu Chuchu came back, she had nothing.

Hearing that Shen Muqian cared about Yu Chuchu during these times, serving her to eat and drinking water, Yu Chuchu's eyes widened, and Shen Muqian was very nervous.

These news were undoubtedly inserted in You Biqing's heart like a needle. You Biqing understands better that she is not happy with Yu Chuchu, and Yu Chuchu is also unhappy with her.

Shen Muqian, this man!

The day after You Biqing came out of the hospital, it was Sunday, she put on a windbreaker, took Shen Zixuan and went to the Shen family's villa.

"Mommy, where don't I want to go?" Shen Zixuan timidly took You Biqing's hand and said fearfully.

"Where is your daddy, you have to go. It's the Mid-Autumn Festival in a few days, you are the child of the Shen family, you have to show your face. You Biqing said irritablely. She just wanted to take Shen Zixuan to shake in front of Yu Chuchu and tell Yu Chuchu that you and Shen Muqian are very cool now, but the fact that Shen Muqian once cheated will always stimulate Yu Chuchu as Shen Zixuan continues to grow up.

She wanted to talk to Shen Muqian today, if she didn't raise this child, what would Shen Muqian do?

"But Mommy, ah!" Shen Zixuan was frightened when he looked up and saw a terrible face full of scars.

When You Biqing saw the man who came out of the Shen family's villa, she was also frightened and retreated. Shen Gengren in front of him was like a devil, smiling at the two of them with a hideous face.

When You Biqing faced such a Shen Gengren, she only felt terrified! People have become like this, and they don't wear a mask or mask or anything like that, isn't this purely scary?

"Yo, this is Mu Qian's good son Zixuan!" Shen Gengren was wearing an extremely casual coat, holding a valuable antique in his hand, and his other hand was stretched out and pinched Shen Zixuan's face.

The child's face is really comfortable to touch! white and tender, smooth and greasy, flawless. Thinking of his mottled face like a demon with pitted holes and full of new flesh and blood, Shen Gengren really hated dying of such a little face without a single flaw. This is Shen Muqian's son, it's really unreasonable, he is an uncle, and Shen Muqian is a nephew. Shen Muqian's life is thriving, a daughter-in-law outside gave birth to a son, and another daughter-in-law in the family also has a son. And he has always been suppressed by Lin Wan'er, he wants nothing, and he is disfigured when he is in prison. He doesn't wear a mask, he doesn't wear a mask, he just wants to use this terrifying face to scare people, let them see how the world treats him Shen Gengren!

"You let go of my son!" You Biqing stretched out her hand and knocked Shen Gengren's hand away.

Shen Zixuan was almost about to cry.

Shen Gengren's face was distorted and he laughed, "This kid must be not close to his uncle, so he is afraid." Don't be afraid, baby, Uncle and Grandpa will love you well. Okay, Uncle and Grandpa won't tease you. Went first. ”

After speaking, Shen Gengren strode away with an antique.

I didn't look at the yellow calendar when I went out, and I was so lucky to see this plague god. You Biqing patted her palpitating heart, and it took a long time to stabilize her mind.

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"Old lady, why is that Uncle Shen so strange? Obviously he said that he wanted this vase? He has been staring at this vase all the time, but why did he take the other one in the end, and you like the other one. In the living room of the villa, Mama Li, who had been with Lin Wan'er for a long time, asked a little puzzled.

As soon as Shen Geng entered the villa and called Lin Wan'er "Auntie", his eyes grunted everywhere, and finally his eyes fell on the decorative table in the living room of the villa. On a decorative table, there are two vases of similar color, the decorations that can enter the Shen family villa are not simple, the vases that look similar to the general are actually antiques, and these two vases are not simple, one is the Qing Dynasty old Guangjun glazed plum vase, the other is the Ming Dynasty cloisonne vase, the value and price are not cheap. But compared with it, the Qing Dynasty old Guangjun glazed plum vase is more valuable.

Shen Gengren stared at these two vases for a long time, "Auntie, I just came out, and there are no vases for flowers at home, can I borrow you a vase?"

Lin Wan'er smiled kindly and said, "Okay, you can take whichever you like." ”

Shen Geng touched the cloisonné vase with his hand, "Hmm." I think that's pretty good. ”

Mama Li had heard Lin Wan'er say before that a plum vase was hundreds of thousands more expensive than a vase, and as soon as she heard that Shen Gengren was holding a vase, Mama Li breathed a sigh of relief for Lin Wan'er and said, "This is very good." It's worth the money. ”

It's good that Mama Li didn't say that, but when she said this, Shen Gengren, who had put his hand on this vase, paused, and a strange look flashed in his eyes, but instead took the old Guangjun glazed plum vase in his hand, and said, "Since it's very valuable, then I can't take it." I'm still not worth taking this. ”

Before Mama Li could figure out why Shen Gengren changed her mind temporarily, Shen Gengren had already hummed a small tune and went out.

After Shen Gengren went out, Mama Li asked Lin Wan'er in great confusion.

Lin Wan'er wore reading glasses, looked down and said with a smile while reading the newspaper, "Shen Gengren has always been this character, if you let him go east, he will definitely go west." If you tell him that this thing is valuable, he will think that the other one must be more valuable. Because he took another one. ”

Mama Li said apologetically nervously, "Oh, old lady, I'm talking too much." As soon as I say that, you lose hundreds of thousands. I, I, I ......"

"Mama Li, it's okay. He just came out and needed a little money. Take it with him, it's okay. Lin Wan'er said disapprerovantly. For Lin Wan'er, it would be good to have Yu Chuchu and Yu Jiale here, and for other things, as long as Shen Gengren didn't act as a demon, she would let him go.

You Biqing stood at the door like listening to a story, listening to the conversation between Lin Wan'er and Li's mother, it turned out that Shen Gengren still had such a characteristic. There were some things about Shen Gengren swirling in her mind, but she couldn't remember them for a while.

"Yo, you're here!" After Mama Li and Lin Wan'er finished speaking, as soon as they turned their heads, they saw You Biqing and Shen Zixuan standing at the door.

Mother Li looked at Li Qing'er, who had been following Li Qing'er, and hated You Biqing very much for destroying the marriage between Yu Chuchu and Shen Muqian. It's not very polite to speak.

Before entering the villa, she was given a cold face by Li's mother, You Biqing was very unhappy, she wanted to reply. But as soon as she saw Lin Wan'er also raise her head, her momentum immediately stopped.

"Hello. I want to find Brother Mu Qian. You Biqing put down her posture and said.

"Shen Muqian is not here. If you have anything to tell me, I'll tell you. Lin Wan'er stood up and said with a cold face.

"Grandma, I want to see Shen Muqian. You Biqing straightened her back and said with a puff.

She hadn't seen Shen Muqian for a long time, and she must see Shen Muqian today.

"Shen Muqian is not at home!" Lin Wan'er resolutely refused.

These days, the relationship between Shen Muqian and Yu Chuchu has changed a little better, and now that they are still resting on the road, how can she allow You Biqing to come out again to destroy the relationship between Shen Muqian and Yu Chuchu?

"He's at home! Grandma, I'll just say a few words to him!" Lin Wan'er didn't want her to see Shen Muqian, the more she wanted to see Shen Muqian.

"You can tell me. ”

"I'm going to talk to him!"

"Miss You, this is the Shen family, if you don't respect yourself, I can only drive you away!"

"Grandma. Why is it the same girl who loves Shen Muqian, you want to treat me like this?Zixuan is also here, you can look down on me, do you hate this child with the blood of the Shen family so much?" You Biqing felt that she was really fed up, fed up!

"Miss You, my attitude has always been very clear, I, Lin Wan'er, only recognize the children born to my daughter-in-law of the Shen family. None of the others are recognized. It is not an honorable thing to destroy someone else's family and have a child. You know what? If you're going to do it for your own good, you leave with your kids. Lin Wan'er emphasized again.

You Biqing's face was blue and white, and she felt that her already dilapidated heart was even more fragmented. When she was tortured, Yu Chuchu was with Shen Muqian, and when she stayed in hell, she enjoyed Shen Muqian's extreme care and pampering. Now she just wanted to see Shen Muqian, so what's the matter? How could they do this to her?

"Shen Muqian, you come out, you are a man, you come out for me!" You Biqing stood coldly in the center of the living room and shouted loudly!

"Shen Muqian, Shen Muqian, Shen Muqian......" You Biqing shouted hysterically.

After Yu Chuchu made the donation, he was a little uncomfortable, and he has been resting at home these days, lazy every day, and he has to sleep until more than 10 o'clock before waking up. Shen Muqian was busy with the company's affairs last night and woke up very late.

Hearing You Biqing's shouting, Yu Chuchu and Shen Muqian came out of the door almost at the same time.

Yu Chuchu stood on the railing on the second floor and looked, You Biqing shouted Shen Muqian helplessly and desperately, she turned her head and glanced at Shen Muqian coldly, Shen Muqian's brows became deeper and deeper.

"Come on, pull this crazy woman out for me!" You Biqing's loss of control completely annoyed Lin Wan'er. This is the Shen family, and no one is allowed to go wild at will.

"Brother Mu Qian, Brother Mu Qian...... Shen Muqian ......" You Biqing looked up and saw Shen Muqian and Yu Chuchu standing on the second floor.

"Drag it out!" Lin Wan'er was furious. The security guard at home came in and dragged You Biqing out with two hands.

Yu Chuchu raised his eyelids and looked at Shen Muqian, there was no big fluctuation on his face, he only felt that You Biqing's farce was really earth-shattering. It's just that she pitied the child next to her.

The last time Xu Minjia came, she hurt Shen Zixuan. Today, You Biqing scared Shen Zixuan again.

"Wait......" Shen Muqian on the second floor said coldly, and all the people below stopped their actions and looked at his arrangement.

Shen Muqian turned his head to glance at Yu Chuchu, glanced at You Biqing, and said, "Let go of her." I'll talk to her. ”

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The back garden of the Shen family's villa.

Shen Muqian stood with his hands in his hands.

You Biqing cried so much that pear blossoms brought rain, "Brother Mu Qian, do you really want me?"

"Biqing, each of us is a separate whole. There is no such thing as who doesn't want whom. As long as you don't give up, you can live a better life than anyone else. Shen Muqian said without waves. If he didn't explain his words to You Biqing today, You Biqing would definitely not stop.

"Brother Mu Qian, you weren't like this before. ”

"Biqing. Things are not people, and time passes. This happens to you, and I hope you want to open up a little. I am not your final destination, and I hope you can be happy in the future. If it's time to put it down, put it down early. "I always thought that saying such things would hurt You Biqing, but Shen Muqian now knows that in fact, not saying it is hurting. And when you really want to say it, in fact, these words are not very difficult to say.

"What about the child? I put it down, what about the child?"

"Child, you take it. That's your child, and you've always taken it with you. I think Chu Qing must want you to have a good time. ”

You Biqing's face turned pale, Shen Muqian's clear words exploded above her head like a thunderbolt, Shen Muqian was so ruthless, he didn't want anything about her. Shen Muqian obviously doted on her very much, and she had taken good care of her over the years, so she asked unrelentingly, "Brother Muqian, is it because I was ruined by others, so you don't want me anymore?"

"Biqing, I don't love you. I used to take care of you because of Chu Qing!" Shen Muqian took a deep breath and said bluntly and directly. He and You Biqing talked implicitly many times, but You Biqing stubbornly felt that he was not like this.

You Biqing covered her face and said incoherently, "No." No. Brother Mu Qian, it must not be like this. Think about it, I don't want to listen to anything. I didn't hear anything......"

Then he rushed to the villa like he had lost his mind, and he didn't even want Shen Zixuan.