I was stunned, and the next moment, my heart was sour. He regretted it, and for what did he regret it? The answer is self-evident

"Qin Jianghao, you don't have to be like this. ”

"What did you say?"

"You don't have to, and I don't need you. "You don't need to be wronged, you don't need to change the original you because of guilt and self-blame.

"......" He looked at me silently, with a trace of confusion and confusion in his eyes, and his brows habitually furrowed slightly.

"I never like to force others to do anything, because they say that twisted melons are not sweet. I didn't look at him anymore, and continued to stare at the bottle in front of me, "Let's end up here, I don't want to end up losing both." "I don't want to be so ugly anymore.

"Let's forget about the past, I never married you, nothing happened between us, we didn't have children...... Just think it's just a dream, wake up when it's time to wake up. "Don't be attached to it anymore, stop pretending to be stupid, bravely accept and face it, this is a broken situation.

If you continue to play stupid, not only will you not be able to extricate yourself, but you will hurt more and more people the more you drag on.

I don't like the way he looks now, even though it's always been what I'm looking forward to, but I feel like I'm getting farther and farther away from him.

"Since the day you married me, have you regretted it?" Qin Jianghao suddenly asked.

"No, I've never regretted it. "How can I regret it, it's too late for me to steal fun, but he never knows my feelings, and he doesn't bother to know.

It is often said that you can never wake up someone who is deliberately pretending to be asleep.

It's like I can't convey my thoughts, it's so obvious, but he just can't see it, he can't feel it, I don't know if he really can't understand it, or if he doesn't want to understand it.

"Don't you really regret it?"

"What do you regret? I have nothing to regret, although I helped your mother fulfill her last wish, but I was also saved from a lot of nagging by my mother, even if you take what you need, I don't suffer a loss. ”

He was silent and did not speak.

I was silent for a moment before I said leisurely: "Qin Jianghao, we have known each other for more than ten years, and we were obviously good in the past, but why did we become like this now, is it my greed or each other's shortcomings? I actually don't like to be like this with you at all, I don't want to complain about each other with you, I don't want to be separated from you, so let's end it while it's not too bad, and let each other go." ”

"You'll be better off without me, won't you?"

"Probably. ”

He was silent for a long moment before he said, "I haven't been nice to you, but as long as you want, I will do what you want." ”

What I want...... I want it, you give it, but I'm afraid you won't give it.

Now that the words have been said so clearly, there is no need for more excuses, and the more you say will be, the more reluctant you will be.

Tonight, we didn't talk any more, and the next day after breakfast, he took his coat and told me to leave.

I didn't react at the time, and asked him with a confused expression, "What are you doing?"

He said expressionlessly: "Go to the Civil Affairs Bureau." ”

......I didn't say anything more, and went upstairs to change my clothes, but I tossed upstairs for an hour before going downstairs, because I hid in my room and cried.

I was afraid that he would see it, so I deliberately painted a light makeup, so it took a long time.

But when I sorted out my appearance and mood and went downstairs, the other person was gone, and then I realized that I had a text message on my phone that he sent half an hour ago, saying that I suddenly had something to go out for a while, and I would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau in the afternoon. But he went for a day and did not return.

Again, it's always temporary.

When I got up in the morning, I packed up my things, took them to the courier office and sent them back to City A, and then sent a message to my brother and asked him to help me collect it, and finally went back to the room, opened the drawer and took what Yuan Fang helped me find before, and my divorce agreement came out, stared at it for a long time, and then found a pen and signed my name on it.

Keep the divorce agreement in a prominent place on the table. I was afraid that the wind would blow it down, so I moved the lamp to hold it down, and finally reluctantly glanced at the room and walked downstairs.

When I arrived in the living room, I felt that the two cups on the table were a little messy, moved them, and finally glanced at the first sofa on the far right of the living room, which was Qin Jianghao's favorite place to sit.

It was as if he was sitting there fiddling with the computer, so serious and cautious that he wouldn't even look up at me.

The first hook of the hanger in front of the door is where he puts his coat, and every time he enters the door, he will take off his coat and hang it on it before going to do other things.

I walked to the entrance and changed my shoes, forced myself not to look back, then closed the door tightly and walked out.

There was a sourness in my heart that could not be vented, and my heart was very uncomfortable, and I still couldn't divorce him face to face, so I chose to run away in this way.

I finally went to Yuan Fang's house to say goodbye to her, she took me to the high-speed rail station, and then watched me enter the security gate.

Until I was almost at the security checkpoint, I couldn't help but look behind me. In TV, in the anime, the classic scenes that were kept by the people who chased them when they left did not appear.

Something homecoming. I didn't tell anyone, and naturally no one would pick me up, and when I knocked on the door of the house, my mom was surprised to see me, and she kept looking behind me.

I said to her, "Don't look, I'm here alone." ”

Just like the time when she and my dad went to City C to see my aunt's children, and then said that they would go to Qin Jianghao's house to see us, when I went to pick them up when they were old, they kept looking behind me.

"You came by yourself?"

"Hmm. I nodded at my mom and went straight in and poured a glass of water.

"Why didn't Jiang Hao come with you?"

I didn't answer her question, and I tilted my head and pretended to drink water and didn't have time to speak.

My dad went to work, my sister was in school, my brother wasn't at home recently, I took a taxi back after getting off the high-speed rail, and the excuse of motion sickness and wanting to take a break avoided my mother's words and wanted to continue to ask Qin Jianghao, and then hid in the room and called my brother, hoping that he would come back at night to save me.

Lying on the bed, but I couldn't sleep at all, my mind was full of whether Qin Jianghao had gone home, whether he had found out that I was gone, and whether he had seen the divorce agreement. What kind of expression will it be when you see it, will you be angry, will you feel a little sad.

After thinking about it for a long time, I found that I still couldn't let him go, and I even had hope, hoping that he would also be a little sad, at least it proved that he was not completely emotionless for me.

But even if he has a trace of affection for me, so what, he has come to this point, and he is still selfish and sentimental to think about this, what can he do if he thinks more.

After all, it was all over when I opened it when I stepped out of his house.

It didn't take long for my brother to come back and knock on my room door.

I opened it, and then he walked in, didn't ask me much, just asked me a clear answer, "Gone?"

I nodded, "Hmm." ”

He didn't say anything more, told me to sleep a little longer, and then when Dad came back, we would discuss it.

I didn't sleep for long, he came to call me again, saying that it was dinner, I looked at the time, and it was already afternoon.

My dad is off work too. At the dinner table, we had very few topics, and after eating, I helped my mother wash the dishes and clean up the living room, and then called the two elders to sit in the living room, and I had something to say to them.

Three pairs of eyes stared at me in unison, and I felt a lot of pressure, but fortunately, only two pairs were puzzled, and one pair was encouraging.

I considered the words, and I wanted to say it in a roundabout way, but in the end, I chose the fastest and easiest way, closed my eyes, and said with a deadly mentality, "Mom, Dad, I ...... I divorced Qin Jianghao. ”

The deathly silence lasted for more than ten seconds. Then my mom exclaimed, "What did you say?!"

"I said that I divorced Qin Jianghao!"

"Your mother's heart is not very good, don't joke. My dad scolded me.

"I'm not kidding. I steadied myself and said seriously.

Tonight, I am destined to be unable to calm down, even if my brother helps me speak, my parents still can't accept the fact that Qin Jianghao and I have divorced.

They asked me several times, made sure to me a few times, hoping that I was joking with them, but the truth was in front of them, and no matter how much they could not believe it, they had to believe it.

"Smack!" I wasn't half surprised when the burning pain on my face came, I had expected my parents to be mad.

"Get the hell out of here. My dad yelled and said, "Are you a child's play about marriage?" When you were a child, you used to mess around, why are you still so willful when you grow up! At the beginning, you yourself wanted to marry him, but now it has been less than a year, and you have divorced me, do you want to anger me and your mother?"

I hung my head and didn't speak, and I really felt the pain in my face.

My brother kept talking to me next to me, "Dad, what are you doing here? No matter how angry you are, you can't beat her, what's the use of you beating her, you can accept some reality, and in today's society, there are not one or two divorced people, you can look away." ”

"You've been spoiling her, watching her pretend, and this matter can't be separated from you," my dad turned his anger to my brother's head, "Your own boss is not small, worry more about your own affairs, what to mess around with her, girls are not better than boys, do you know that she is divorced." How many people will be ridiculed and looked down upon in the future. ”

Out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly saw my mother's body shaking twice, I fixed my eyes, she was falling to the side, and I was instantly frightened and hurriedly ran to support her, "Mom, Mom, what's wrong with you?"

My dad pushed me away and yelled, "It's not all about you. ”

My brother reacted the fastest, and quickly picked up my mom and ran out the door.