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The cool breeze of early summer blew on his face from the twentieth floor in the air, and poured into his chest with the hot smell of wine.

Sheng Xuan carried the wine bottle, clearly felt the weakness and sourness in every part of his body, his chest was empty, the wind blew, like a thin blade scraping his chest, and the pain made him pour another sip of wine.

If a person hates you, doesn't see you, and avoids you, then you really can't find her for the rest of your life.

Lin Xi changed his mobile phone number, so he connected to the previous >

Sheng Xuan didn't know her dynamics, nor did she know her social account, the southwest is so big, from the city to the county to the township, there are so many schools, he asked people to check, and so far I haven't seen any education system registered with Lin Xi.

Thirteen must know Lin Xi's whereabouts, but he just doesn't say whether he is alive or dead.

Before, Sheng Xuan said whatever he wanted, and Thirteen was completely a little follower, but now Thirteen just held his breath, and this breath was also for Lin Xi's sake, not anything else, just because Sheng Xuan ruined others.

After drinking a bottle of wine on the balcony, Sheng Xuan took a shower and went back to bed.

He is not sleepy now, he clicked into Weibo and walked around, his Weibo account name is chuxuan0916, a typical straight man naming style, name plus birthday.

This Weibo is still his college application.,Basically, I haven't used it much.,It's more about some of the content forwarded.,He paid attention to some of the world's top hackers in the second year of secondary school.,Programmers and the like.,Most of the information forwarded is also related to this aspect.。

All in all, this is a very lifeless Weibo.

There are one or two hundred fans.

Sheng Xuan suddenly thought of one thing in his mind, Lin Xi once asked him about his Weibo account, saying that he wanted to pay attention to it, what he said at the time was that I don't play that thing, if you want to pay attention, you can pay attention, I won't have a piece of content in ten years.

He clicked on the fan list and clicked in one by one.

Finally, he saw a fan with a Weibo name called Mu Muxi, clicked in and took a look, the last Weibo was in October last year.

[Today he accompanied me to do a fetal checkup, the baby is very healthy, grateful and grateful, when he came out, he saw his sister, he could see that he wanted to say hello but did not dare, very distressed, I want to be nice to him, so that he will not think of those troubles. 】

Further forward is [He said that he wanted to marry me, at first I didn't believe it, I thought he was going to take away the child, I was ready to run away, but he said that after birth, he would get married, and he would take good care of me, haha, he was like a child, and he needed me to take care of it, but he was so happy. 】

Probably when I first learned that I had a child, she said, "Probably God has given me a little life, but I'm not completely ready, what should I do!].

There are a few other ones in the middle, which are probably the mood changes after pregnancy.

Sheng Xuan calculated the time, and it was completely in line with Lin Xi's pregnancy time, that is to say, this is definitely Lin Xi's Weibo.

Flipping further is some mood records, most of the time it is sad, but there are occasional times when it is very happy.

He also turned to the year before when she worked beside Fu Heng, she also struggled, but finally wrote, "Sometimes I understand what I am doing, I am doing a wrong and unpopular and immoral thing, but I love him very much, I have no choice but to obey me, maybe this is a manifestation of blind love, I'm afraid even God can't save me." 】

Judging from the content of Weibo, the owner is a sensitive and delicate girl.

Lin Xi in Sheng Xuan's memory is not very talkative, nor is she very lively, with a quiet personality, if she doesn't have a beautiful face, she will definitely be ignored in the crowd, but who would have thought that her inner emotions are so delicate.

There are less than 100 Weibo posts in total, and in the past five years, a lot of content must have been deleted during this period.

The most recent one was in October last year, and then she was afraid that mobile phone radiation would not be good for her children because she was pregnant, so she generally did not use the Internet.

So I didn't continue to update Weibo.

It's almost June now, and in more than eight months, Weibo is estimated to be growing grass.

Sheng Xuan only felt that his heart was tense for a while.

He was very uncomfortable when he read those words, and it was like a knife scraping in his chest, and in Lin Xi's narrative, he was more often like a child, uncertain and bad-tempered.

But every time she said that she wanted to forget it, but she was afraid that after she left, no one would be able to stand his stinky temper, no one knew that he liked to drink flower tea with two rock sugars, liked to eat chestnuts and osmanthus glutinous rice lotus root from Gui Ji in the south of the city, and liked to eat ice cubes first when drinking cola.

Weibo also recorded some other things, such as Sheng Xuan wanted to learn from the Northwest people to eat noodles and garlic at the same time, but was almost in tears when stimulated by the taste, and drank with others and wanted to get them drunk, and finally poured it herself, and troubled her to send her home.

Although it is said to be ridiculed, it is more of a gentle pampering.

Sheng Xuan took a deep breath and commented from the beginning, although he knew that he might be doing useless work, he still looked forward to Lin Xi being able to see it one day.

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Probably because of the wine and the cold wind, Sheng Xuan suddenly became ill, and when he was in the hospital, he was very homesick when he was alone.

No one's heart is made of iron, and when Sheng Xuan was lying in the hospital and no one took care of him, he missed the old days and Lin Xi by his side.

At that time, Lin Xi handled everything in an orderly manner, and basically didn't have to worry about him.

In fact, except for Lin Xi's bad background, he basically has no shortcomings in other aspects, but he doesn't cherish it when he is there, and he starts to miss it when he is gone.

Maybe people are like this sometimes, they can never see their hearts clearly, and they will regret it until they lose it.

Before the Dragon Boat Festival, Sheng Xuan's illness was almost cured, this time the illness was menacing, he was greatly injured, and directly bought a ticket to fly back to City A, and he saw a mother with a one-month-old baby on the plane.

If that child could have been born, it would have been almost a month.

But he didn't even know if the child was male or female.

It is not so much that the child died in Gao Mingguang's hands, but rather in his own hands.

Probably Sheng Xuan's eyes staring at the child were too hot and scared the young mother, so she silently changed seats with others and stayed away from Sheng Xuan.

Sheng Xuan didn't say hello to Lin Suxin before returning to City A, but Lin Suxin was startled by the sudden return home, Sheng Xuan stayed in the southwest for more than five months, it was a lot darker, he was tired from work, and he was seriously ill a while ago, and the whole person quickly lost weight, and his eyes were even more terrible bloodshots.

As a mother, she naturally felt sorry for her child, Lin Suxin's eyes were red: "Ah Xuan, why did you make yourself look like this, you look thin and out of shape, and you won't call your mother when you come back!"

Sheng Xuan sat down on the sofa and took a breath: "I also wanted to come back temporarily." ”

"Have you eaten?"

"Didn't eat. ”

"Mom is going to cook for you. ”

"No, just cook some dumplings and noodles. ”

Lin Suxin went to the kitchen to work for a while, and came out with a bowl of egg noodles, Sheng Xuan gobbled it up, and it seemed that he was hungry.

"Don't go when you come back, the conditions over there are difficult, how can there be comfort here, it's difficult for you to go so far and Mom wants to see you. ”

Lin Suxin has been separated from him for more than 20 years, and now that he is finally able to reunite, he naturally does not want his son to be far away from him.

Sheng Xuan took a bite of the egg: "It's okay at home!"

"Fortunately, your grandmother's health is also fine, and Ming Huan is slowly recovering. Your grandmother also asked you to come back. If you enter the company, no one will dare to stop you. ”

Sheng Xuan shook his head: "The company has always been managed by the eldest brother, I don't want to interfere, and it's not that I can't support myself." ”

"I know, Mom is just afraid that you are too tired, you are going to the southwest, you are simply coming back from Africa. ”

Sheng Xuan couldn't help but sneer: "How can it be so exaggerated?"

"You go and look in the mirror yourself. ”

After eating the noodles, Sheng Xuan took a shower and went upstairs to sleep, he pushed open the master bedroom on the second floor, and found that the things inside had been cleaned up, and the quilts, curtains and some furnishings were almost all brand new, that is, all traces related to Lin Xi had been eradicated.

Sheng Xuan didn't go in, and didn't ask until Lin Suxin came up, "What about the furniture before?"

Lin Xi sometimes decorates the room when she has nothing to do at home, although she and Sheng Xuan sleep in separate rooms.

"Those are all old things, and they are all thrown away. ”

Sheng Xuan was silent for a long time, and finally didn't speak, and walked towards the bedroom on the other side.

He was also soberly aware that Lin Xi had completely disappeared from his life.

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On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, Sheng Xuan went back to the Sheng family's old house by the sea, and the last time he went back was half a year ago, and more than half a year has passed in a flash.

Sheng Minghuan has moved out of the hospital and has been doing rehabilitation training at home.

The Sheng family is rich, and they still treat her as the granddaughter of the Sheng family, so they invited the best rehabilitation doctor to give her scientific and reasonable training, and now Sheng Minghuan can walk away, of course, this is just the beginning.

If she recovers well, although she can't be the same as before, she still doesn't have much problem walking alone, as long as the distance is not very far.

When Sheng Xuan arrived home, Sheng Minghuan was practicing walking in the garden, and she was walking cautiously against the wall.

The early summer sun was a little strong, and after a while, she was sweating, she stopped to rest for a while, and looked up again The sun was dazzling, and Ming Huan suddenly felt suffocated and disgusting in her chest.

As soon as it was dark, she was about to fall backwards.

"Be careful!"

I don't know where to reach out, grab her and pick her up.

Sheng Minghuan recovered from the dizziness, looked at the face close at hand, and was stunned, and then she blinked desperately, only then did she confirm that she was not looking at the wrong person.

"Brother Xuan, you're back!"