Chapter 540: A Man's Heart
"I'm old...... I'm tired of living like that. ”
Listening to Lan Feng's words, feeling the deep helplessness and loneliness in his words, thinking of what he had happened over the years, the old man felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, as if he had been deeply stabbed by something sharp, and felt sad for what happened to Lan Feng.
He had no father, no mother, and no relatives, and he was found and brought back by a special forces soldier on a mission.
It was in a snowy mountain, he was abandoned in the snow with only a thin cotton coat on his body, and when the special forces soldiers found him, he was almost frozen to death, and the blood in his body was almost coagulated.
Later, he was brought back to the base by special forces fighters, and he came back to life after a complicated rescue.
At that time, the people in the base decided to send him out, but no matter where he was sent, he kept crying, crying constantly, only in the base of the team did he be quiet, curiously looking at the world he had just come to, maybe only this was the only place he recognized.
Some people say that he was born as a soldier and belonged here.
Later, after countless intercessions and approvals, he was finally left in the team and became an experiment in a certain plan of action.
While other people's children were still whimpering in their mother's warm arms, he was already able to crawl around the base.
While other people's children are still in kindergarten to learn how to write, they are already able to live on their own on an isolated island.
When other people's children are still starting to enter primary school, he has already shuttled through the dangerous jungle.
While other people's children are still in junior high school, they are sitting in warm classrooms and playing with their friends, and he has already begun to perform various tasks to kill the enemy.
When others were still studying and playing on the campus of high school, he had already led the team to cross the death line on the edge of life and death again and again, shuttling through the endless war.
He may still look young, but ...... He's really old.
He may still look young, but ...... But he has led countless outstanding special forces.
He may still look young, but ...... In the depths of his heart...... It's the others who can't see the devastation all over the ground.
He dedicated his life to that dark green military uniform...... But in the end...... In exchange for not honor, but a devastating blow.
Who has been struggling on the edge of death since birth?
And who has had his citizenship revoked and devastated on the way to his deportation?
And who can't escape the endless pursuit and sniping no matter how they escape?
Who can create a powerful and incomparable palace of kings in the dark world of the West?
He is old, from the moment he is denaturalized, deported.
He was old, from the moment he took off that glaring military uniform.
He was old, from the moment he left the land.
He's old, he's already a real veteran.
Even in the hearts of those veterans, there are not as many sores as him.
In this life, he has never lived for himself once.
The first half of his life was spent living for that glaring military uniform.
The rest of his life was spent alive for his dead brothers!
He is always so sunny and confident in front of others, and he always has a smile on his face, but ...... It was all to hide the devastation in his heart.
A man, he is smiling all the time does not mean that he is really happy.
A man, when he laughs and says that he is still young, maybe he already feels old in his heart.
A man, when he seriously says that he is old, then he is really old.
It's just that...... It's not his body that's old, it's the heart you haven't seen.
……
Lan Yuxin stood next to the flower garden in the middle courtyard, looking up at the twinkling stars in the sky, a shallow smile appeared on her beautiful cheeks, the bright moonlight poured on her body, draped her in a silver gauze for her, and her graceful figure was like a fairy who came to the world from the sky.
Lan Yuxin, who was wearing an evening dress, was less serious and glamorous than Lan Yuxin in a police uniform, and more tender.
Hearing the footsteps behind her, Lan Yuxin turned around in surprise.
The next moment, what appeared in her eyes was a figure that made her feel unfamiliar, the face was still that familiar face, and the body was still that sturdy body, but his body was missing the sunshine and vigor that he should have at that age, and was replaced by the vicissitudes of the years and a boundless loneliness, which made people sigh, make people sad, and make people pity.
At this moment, Lan Feng seemed to be a different person, his face was serious, his brows seemed to be contemplative, and he didn't have that confident and charming smile.
Lan Feng at this moment feels so strange, but it is extremely real.
Perhaps, at this moment, he took off the usual layer of camouflage.
The bright moonlight poured on his body, not to add youthful vigor and sunshine to him, but to strengthen the traces of the years and vicissitudes on his body.
Like a hero in the twilight.
Looking at Lan Feng who came out, Lan Yuxin only felt an inexplicable distress.
What this man has been through is far from being comparable to anyone else's.
"Lan Feng?"
Lan Yuxin couldn't help but step forward and spoke softly.
Hearing Lan Yuxin's voice, the loneliness on Lan Feng's body disappeared, and the temperament of the whole person changed, and his confident and charming smile once again appeared on his handsome face, and he said very seriously: "Yuxin, thank you." ”
Although Lan Feng didn't know what Lan Yuxin had done, the relationship between him and the Lan family could become like this, presumably Lan Yuxin must have eased up in it, and he didn't know how many words he had said.
"Thank me for what?"
Lan Yuxin said softly.
"If it weren't for you, I'm afraid my relationship with the Lan family wouldn't be ......" Lan Feng walked side by side with Lan Yuxin, looking up at the shining stars in the sky and slowly speaking.
"That's what I want to see. ”
Lan Yuxin stretched out her white jade hand and brushed the bangs in front of her forehead, and a puzzled voice came out of his mouth: "By the way, you have been talking to my grandfather for so long, what did you say?"
"Some things from the past and some things from the future. ”
Lan Feng's face showed a deep worry and helplessness: "I'm afraid it won't be a few years...... There will be a huge change in the landscape. ”
"They want you back?"
Hearing Lan Feng's words, Lan Yuxin asked in a deep voice.
"Hmm. ”
Lan Feng nodded slightly.
"Did you say yes?"
Lan Yuxin asked curiously.
"No, I don't want to be involved in those things anymore. ”
Lan Feng smiled bitterly and shook his head.
"Really? Do you really think so?"
Lan Yuxin stared at Lan Feng with burning eyes.
Hearing this, Lan Feng fell into a long silence, and he was reluctant.
"Men either wear military uniforms to defend their families and defend the country, or wear suits to strategize" This is Lan Feng's principle as a man.
He knew he didn't fit in that suit, and he had grown accustomed to it, and was obsessed with it, even though it hurt him.
If there was really a day when he had to choose between a suit and a military uniform, then Lan Feng would not hesitate to choose a military uniform.
"Maybe one day I'll put that uniform back on, but definitely not now. ”
Lan Feng thought for a moment and spoke in a deep voice.
"I'm looking forward to that day. ”
A touching smile appeared on Lan Yuxin's beautiful cheeks.
"Let's go, let's go out. ”
Lan Feng smiled and spoke.
"Hmm. ”
Lan Yuxin smiled slightly, nodded, and Lan Feng walked out of the inner courtyard side by side.
……
In the courtyard of the Lan family, dance music echoed, a party was going on like fire, and many people were dancing in the center of the dance floor, and the atmosphere was extremely lively.
When Lan Feng and Lan Yuxin walked out, many people's eyes were on the two of them.
Lan Feng smiled slightly, his eyes swept around, and finally landed in the circle of Qin Hunt, Su Tulong and others, he picked up a glass of red wine from the open-air counter on the side, and walked up with a smile.
Lan Yuxin smiled slightly and followed closely.
Looking at Lan Feng who was coming, many people around looked at Lan Feng with curiosity and confusion, obviously not understanding why Lan Feng would make such a move.
People in the circle are familiar with him?
Uncooked.
Is he well received?
Not welcome.
In the eyes of everyone, Lan Feng is simply boring for himself.
However, Lan Feng didn't pay attention to the gaze of everyone present at all, but took a step directly through Qin Zhan and the others, and finally stopped in front of Su Tulong, and the indifferent voice came out of Lan Feng's mouth: "Apologize." ”
The simple two words were filled with endless domineering atmosphere, which made everyone present couldn't help but widen their eyes.
No one thought that Lan Feng, a madman, would be so arrogant and let Su Tulong apologize to him in front of so many people.
Who is Su Tulong?
The eldest and youngest of the Su family, the future helmsman, the four of the three heroes and four shows in the capital, even in the circle of the younger generation in the entire capital, there are only a handful of people who can compete with him.
However, Lan Feng wanted Su Tulong to apologize to him in front of so many people, which was simply awesome.
This guy always plays his cards out of the ordinary sense and makes some inappropriate moves on inappropriate occasions.
Everyone's eyes widened, their faces were shocked, and even the melody that sounded in the courtyard seemed to stop at this moment, and everyone's eyes involuntarily stayed on Lan Feng and Su Tulong.
Right now...... Only the two of them were the most dazzling focus of the audience.
Seeing this, the corners of Qin Hunt's mouth rose slightly, and a meaningful smile appeared on his handsome face.
"Are these two finally going to fight?"