020 Qi Xiang's pain
(Cat flutter Chinese) I was actually very unwilling to run away from home this time and return like this.
But Si Chen asked me if I was happy now, and I said happy. He said that we can still be happy when we go back, because it is two people who go back together, and he will not run.
I let out a sigh of relief, and I felt that happiness was close at hand.
But it seems to be a little bit close, and I don't know if it's counted together.
On this day, if there are usually many people on the beach, but they are also scattered on the empty beach, some people set off fireworks, and some people move out to project and show open-air movies.
In the final seconds, dozens of people stood up together to count down. Si Chen hugged me from behind like that, we never seemed to be so close, maybe it was the unique atmosphere of this festival that was easy to touch, and when the number counted to 1, I still accidentally burst into tears.
I turned around, Si Chen touched my face, tilted his head to look at me, and said, "We have known each other for a thousand years. ”
From 1999 to 2000, there was only one millennium in this life, and many people did not have a millennium once in their lifetime, and I think no matter how long it will take, I will never forget who spent this moment with me.
Si Chen asked me, "Do you really want me to kiss you?"
I pushed him away embarrassedly, "You think beautifully." ”
After dawn we have to go back, first to Beijing, and then from Beijing back to S city, I called my mother again, just like I guessed, my mother knew that I would definitely go home, and she didn't look for me these days, but I was still a little afraid.
I don't know what she's going to say about me when I go home this time.
Si Chen also saw it, and he proposed, "Otherwise, I'll go back with you, right?"
I shook my head anxiously, "Then my mom can beat me to death." ”
We arrived in S City at noon the next day, and Si Chen sent me to the gate of the community, where we parted ways.
There was a hint of reluctance in my heart.
He said, "I'll see you the day after tomorrow." ”
I nodded, looking at his back as he walked away, and my heart seemed to be empty.
When I went home this time, my mother didn't embarrass me much, but she said a lot of truths, she said that she already knew that I was walking with a boy, and asked me to bring the boy to meet her. Of course I didn't dare, but I could only explain that although we had been out together for many days, nothing out of the ordinary really happened.
It's rare that my mother is also enlightened once, or my running away from home this time really worried her, my mother said that she will stay in S City in the future, this time it should not have happened, the school side she asked me for sick leave on the second day I left, and it is not impossible to fall in love, but she thinks it is best after the college entrance examination.
The fourth was about to go back to school, and when I went out early in the morning, I saw Si Chen riding a bicycle waiting downstairs at my house.
I looked back and made sure that my mother wasn't watching me in front of the window before getting into Si Chen's car.
"Why did you buy a bike again? I asked him.
Si Chen took my hand and put it on his waist, "It's convenient to pick you up every day in the future." Hold on, I'm going to accelerate. ”
Our school's bicycle shed is indoor, Si Chen is going to take my hand after storing the car, we came early and I saw that there was no one around, so I held his hand.
It was the first time that the two of us had been so close at school, and Si Chen carried my schoolbag for me and asked me, "Go to the cafeteria and see what you eat in the morning?" Or do you go back to the classroom first, and I'll go out and buy it for you?"
I said, "Let's eat together." ”
"Xiangxiang. ”
I paused for a moment and turned my face to look at Si Chen, obviously it wasn't him calling me, and he had never called me that.
Si Chen is the same.
We turned around together, and when I saw Qi Xiang standing in front of me, my hand trembled, and the hand that was obviously holding with Si Chen just now was so loose.
Qi Xiang approached with a cold face, turned sideways and bumped into Si Chen's shoulder, "I have something to say to Xiangxiang." ”
Si Chen didn't say anything, I knew he wanted to see what I had to say.
But before I could say anything, I was grabbed by Qi Xiang's wrist and dragged outside.
Qi Xiang kept his face stinky and didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say to him.
I kept my head down, as if I had something in my heart.
"What's wrong with you?
Qi Xiang's expression was very gloomy, and he asked me, "You took leave a few days ago?"
I tugged at the corners of my mouth, "yes, I'm sick......"
"Si Chen has never come to school. ”
"I don't know. "I'm pretending to be relaxed.
Qi Xiang glanced at me, and then said, "He doesn't live in the school, and he doesn't live with me. ”
"I don't know, it's time for me to go. ”
He touched my pulse gently, and I couldn't fool him, but that didn't mean I should be honest with him in everything.
Anyway, I don't want to say it anymore, if, I mean, if I really get with Si Chen in the future, it should be quite embarrassing to face Qi Xiang, it is better to avoid contact as much as before.
"I'm leaving. ”
Leaving this last sentence, seeing that Qi Xiang didn't mean to stop me, I walked out generously.
Then Qi Xiang passed me, and I saw that he was going outside the school, and I guess he won't go to class again today.
Even if this is the end of the day?
But it was also early self-study time, so I didn't go back to Si Chen, and planned to go back to the classroom directly.
The liberal arts classes are all downstairs from us, quite close to the stairwell, and when I passed through that floor, Qi Xiang and Si Chen's head teacher were speaking at the podium, I glanced at it from a distance and felt that her expression was quite heavy.
The head teachers are all loud voices, and they are no exception, I didn't listen very deliberately, but I still heard what she said.
"I have bad news for you today, it's about our classmate Qi Xiang. ”
After she said that, the classroom changed from bustling just now to very quiet.
I walked to the door of their class unconsciously, and I didn't know what was going on, and I suddenly felt very confused.
The head teacher of the liberal arts class sighed and began to say again: "Everyone knows that Qi Xiang asked for leave a few days before the holiday, but in fact, he went home, because Qi Xiang's mother died in an accident ten days ago. Tell you the news, I hope you can take care of Qi Xiang after she returns to school. ”
I froze for a few seconds, as if I couldn't digest the topic at all.
Ten days ago, on Christmas Day, something happened to Qi Xiang's family, and Qi Xiang's mother had an accident.
The classroom was back to its previous chaos, and I didn't know what to think, so I rushed over and pushed open the back door that had been ajar before.
I walked in, and they didn't say anything anymore and they were all looking at me.
I felt very uncomfortable, glared at the head teacher of the liberal arts class, and almost shouted in a voice as loud as her, "You shouldn't just talk about other students' **, he doesn't want people to know at all." ”
After saying that, I didn't have the courage to stay there anymore, so I hurriedly turned around, thinking of Qi Xiang's mother's appearance, remembering the only time we met.
Qi Xiang never told me anything, but I seemed to understand that he didn't want to be known.
He doesn't need sympathy, care, or discussion.
I turned around and walked very quickly, and I kept my head down, and suddenly bumped into a person.
I took a step back and wanted to apologize, only to find out that it was Qi Xiang.
He did get out of school, but soon came back. Just now, he was behind me all the time, and I didn't notice it.
I stood there and didn't move, but I slowed down and said, "I'm sorry, I just ......."
The corners of Qi Xiang's eyes seemed to be a little wet, the first time I saw him like this.
He suddenly opened his hand and hugged me.
I pushed him, but I couldn't push him, and gradually lowered my hand. At that moment I just hope he doesn't get sad and never gets sad again.
I'm not really a very emotional person, and because I haven't experienced anything like this, I don't think I can empathize.
But when Qi Xiang appeared for the first time in a completely unfamiliar appearance to me, I realized that I couldn't refuse.
Qi Xiang hugged me, and the homeroom teacher and classmates of their class also saw it.
By the time those people really reacted and wanted to do something, Qi Xiang had already dragged me out with him. From the school building, to the playground, to a small corner where no one usually comes.
He let go of me and smashed his fist at the wall alone.
I didn't try to persuade him, probably because I thought it might help him vent.
In fact, I don't know how to persuade him, I don't know, if there is a silver lining or we can pray together, but now, all words of comfort seem to be useless.
Qi Xiang smashed enough, and the whole person lay on the ground as if he had no strength. I looked at his bloodied hands, still unable to do anything.
He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply.
"Xiangxiang, stay with me for a while. ”
"Good. ”
I whispered in response.
It may be that this place is really remote, and no one found out after we stayed for a long time, but Qi Xiang got up first and told me that he was going back.
I didn't dare say anything, and I didn't know if I should follow anymore, but he turned his head and said to me with a stiff face, "Go back to class." ”
"Good. ”
I listened to Qi Xiang's words, watched him go, and then went back to the classroom alone, two classes had already passed. When I entered the classroom, I felt that people looked at me differently.
I don't know if it's because of the departure of those days before, or because they also know about what happened at the door of Qi Xiang's classroom today.
I went back to my place, and no one came to ask me curiously what was going on.
At noon, Si Chen came to look for me, and when I saw him standing at the door of the classroom waiting for me, I realized that we hadn't seen him since we parted in the morning.
I was a little stunned, and began to wonder if he would see Qi Xiang hugging me in the morning, and whether he was wrong to do that.
He smiled slightly, "Let's go to dinner?"
We went to the cafeteria, but I didn't have much appetite, and I became very nervous as soon as Si Chen's phone rang. He took out his mobile phone, and sure enough, it was Qi Xiang's name on it.
Si Chen answered the phone right in front of me, there was no sound on the other side, and the phone hung up after a minute.
"He may have accidentally touched it. ”
"Hmm. I agreed, but I was very worried about the situation on Qi Xiang's side.
I don't know why, I'm just hypocritical, I just can't figure it out, the more I think about it, the more I can't eat.
Si Chen is not much better than me, he doesn't stay by Qi Xiang's side because he doesn't want to put too much pressure on Qi Xiang, in this situation, he is actually more worried than me, so he told me to go back and have a look first.
I didn't say anything, I tried to behave as an outsider should be.
Qi Xiang didn't go to school in those days, and Si Chen came occasionally, but he was in the liberal arts class, so we hardly met.
Although Qi Xiang did not appear, the gossip about him in the school has not been interrupted.
Some people say that Qi Xiang's mother's car accident was not an accident.
Some people say that Qi Xiang's mother, as a judge, offended people when she was considering a case.
Deliberate murder, this is a word that is far away from the lives of ordinary middle school students, but now, these four words are defined in the person closest to Qi Xiang.
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