I held back a laugh, ignored him, and remained silent.

"Bai Luoluo, are you itching?"

“……”

Seeing that I wasn't talking, he snatched my phone again, and I saw him deleting the phone numbers on my phone one by one. I just watched him delete it, anyway, what can be deleted and what can't, he knows better than me, the owner of the phone, and helped me a favor.

Deleted more than half, there are a few numbers left that are a little familiar, I took a look, it's basically my parents Yuan Fang, the studio's landline number and his number, it's really ruthless.

After deleting it, he was happy, and then returned the phone to me, with a little smug on his face, as if to say, "Xiaoxiang, I'm afraid I won't be able to cure you?"

Originally, I wasn't going to say anything to upset him, but why was he so annoying to look at his smugness? ”

He glanced at me with a little scrutiny, and I didn't wait for him to say anything, and continued, "Anyway, I remember it, and I don't need to save it." ”

Sure enough, his face suddenly stopped. "Can't you forget him like that?"

"After all......" wanted to use the sentence that it was first love after all, but before I finished speaking, I was stared at by him and didn't dare to say anything.

Well, I continued to be silent, and then he was silent, and after a long time I was still in a stalemate, neither of us moving first, nor saying another word.

I felt like my neck was about to break, and just when I was about to hold on any longer, he suddenly said, "If I hadn't begged you to marry me and fulfill my mother's wish, you should be with him now, right?"

I originally wanted to talk to him, but his expression seems to have changed, am I playing a little too much?

I opened my mouth, and was about to say something, when he suddenly turned his head to me coldly and said, "Unfortunately, there is no if in this world, even if our marriage is fake, but it is true that you have been slept with by me, and no man will want a broken flower." Die, put away your watery poplars. ”

"......" Broken flowers and willows? I feel like I'm really playing big, and I must be really angry when I say such ugly words.

I remained silent, not knowing what to say, but now I was afraid to speak.

His face was still ugly, and when he saw that I didn't speak again, he turned around and was about to leave, I reached out and grabbed him, but he didn't turn around, nor did he speak, as if he was silently waiting for me to speak first.

"I lied to you. ”

"......" he still didn't speak.

"I broke up with him before I married you again. So that kind of hypothetical might not exist. ”

“……”

"I didn't save his phone number either, so I deleted it a long time ago. It's impossible to remember his phone number, have you forgotten? I can't remember Arabic numerals. "So, I only have so many phone numbers on my phone that I don't have a note, and when I am studying, it is difficult to pass math once.

He still didn't speak, he didn't look back, everything I should have explained has been explained, and the rest is to see if he believes it or not. Really, this man is really terrifying and helpless when he is born, and he is especially difficult to coax than a woman.

After a while, with a slight force, he broke my hand away, and I didn't hold him with much strength.

Seeing that he opened the door and was about to walk out, I flattened my mouth, and then I couldn't help but yell out as soon as I lifted it, "What do you want? I have explained to you clearly, you are still like this, why are you so stingy, when you are not clear with other women, have I said anything to you or shown you a look?"

"Then you can show me some face. He suddenly turned around and yelled at me back.

"......" I was stunned by his yelling and didn't dare to speak.

"If you also mind or suspect that I am not clear with any woman, then you can give me a little face, why do you have to walk away with a nonchalant face every time?" he looked at me condescendingly. There are some complicated emotions in the indifference of his face, which I understand, anger and hatred.

"Who said I walked away with a nonchalant face? Do you know how sad I feel every time I see you hugging and hugging other women, talking and laughing? You just know that you are unhappy, so you get angry at me, what about me? I am angry, jealous, sad, what should I do?" I yelled loudly.

"......" He was silent and stopped talking,

I have a lot of things that I can't hold back and want to say, "What do you want me to do?" for more than ten years, have I ever complained about you? I have always just blamed myself for being wrong, blaming myself for not being beautiful enough, not good enough, not capable, not worthy of you, you just don't like me and don't love me, you don't have me in your eyes, you are not wrong......" Tears flowed out very unproductively.

"You asked me to marry you, okay, I married you, I didn't even ask why I didn't ask, you said you wanted to divorce me, okay, I'll leave you, as long as you're happy, I won't add to your burden, you said let me go abroad with you, okay. I'll go abroad with you, you always won't take good care of yourself, and if you don't go with you, I don't worry.

You left me alone in Turin, occasionally opening a video saying that you are tired and want to see me, even if menstruation comes, my stomach hurts very much, I am afraid that you will be worried and don't dare to show a trace of discomfort in front of the camera, you call you when I miss you but you don't answer, not even texting, you are too busy I don't blame you, then I'll go to you for the whole line, but Milan in March is cold to the bone, I am looking at you on a strange street, in a crowd of aliens, but you pretend not to know me. In his arms was another woman.

Well, I can't bear that chill, I went back to China for the winter, and you came back, as if it hadn't happened in the year when you were separated and had nothing to do with it. With an indifferent face, let me live with you, I understand that I can't help you, standing next to you shouldn't be an ordinary and useless woman like me, I took the initiative to alienate you, but you insisted on getting me back...... "I cried so much that I couldn't cry, I had a lot to say, but I opened my mouth, but I was dumbfounded, and I couldn't say anything.

I felt a hand slide from the top of my head to the back of my head, and then with a little force, he carried me forward and took me into his arms, "You, have been angry with me for ten years?"

"Woo...... "Stupid man, I mean I've been in love with you for more than ten years, why can't you understand it? No, in fact, it's been more than 20 years since I knew him.

"I'm sorry. He said softly, with a trembling voice.

"Woo ......"

"It's me who is not good. ”

"Woo woo woo ......"

"It's me who was too selfish to think about your feelings. ”

"Woo. "You also know that you are not good in the first place, are you too selfish?

"But in vain...... It's not all because of my mother, and it's not a whim to take you abroad, I said I'm used to having you around, do you know what that means?" he asked in a serious voice.

"...... "The hell knows what you mean, oh, our brain circuits are not a channel.

"Because apart from you, I probably can't get along with other women every day, not only women, I'm afraid I can't live with the two of men. ”

"......" nonsense, you're not a.

"I don't know why I can't live a normal life with others, I didn't find this problem when I was in college, they are all very good, obviously they haven't done anything bad, but I just very excluded from living with others, they just make a little bit of movement, I want to hit people irritably...... Later, I had to leave school early for an internship. ” :(.*)☆\\/☆=

From elementary school to high school, he was a walking student and never lived on campus because of the university C city. I had to live on campus because I was far away from home.

His problem should be a kind of rejection, perhaps because of what he encountered when he was a child, he habitually rejected the close contact of the people around him.

"The words that said that I divorced you are also false, I am just afraid that I will not be able to protect you well, so I think that if you stay away from me, maybe you will live better. But when you do leave, I selfishly don't want you to go. He hugged me tighter and said, "I often don't know what I want, and I don't know this affection for you, because I have never had one, so I can't tell the specific meaning and meaning, but the only thing I know for sure is that if you weren't with me when my mother left, I might have followed her." It's really hard to feel that the whole world is meaningless, and the world has no nostalgia. ”

"Therefore, I will never allow others to snatch you away from me, whether you want to or not, I can't help you. Who makes ...... You were meant to be in my life? You are taking the blame, you are taking retribution, you know?"

"......" I was silent for more than ten seconds before I soothed the emotions in my heart, moved my lips, and trembled and could only reply to him, "Understood." "If this is a punishment, I am willing to accept it, and I am very willing.

Why didn't you say these things earlier? Why didn't you tell me earlier? If I had said them earlier, I wouldn't have pushed him on to others over and over again. I wouldn't have left him alone in Italy, and if I had said earlier, I wouldn't have lied to make him cool and make him so insecure that I was going to be robbed of me.

Perhaps, in fact, his heart is more lonely than mine, he longs for a stable family more than me, and he wants to feel safe more than me, because ah, I left him, I still have my parents, brothers, sisters-in-law and sister, and he is really just a person without me.

Meow, sell a cute. Anti-being scared, anti-beautiful audit does not give fruit, probably no two more. It's true.