It took a long time to sit up slightly, and quietly looked at Cui'er on the side with a scrutinizing gaze, the air seemed to be frozen, without the slightest sound, but under Cui'er's calm face, a roar of blood broke out, like a vain soul under the Nine Shadows Yellow Spring, with full of resentment and grief, screaming bitterly, tearing his lungs and heart.

"Yes, that's right, I did it. As if she couldn't stand the condemnation in her heart, Cui'er continued with some emotions out of control: "Why Wan'er, you were born with endless glory and wealth, the daughter of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and now she has been named the county lord, I just hate, hate my low-risk birth, hate myself for falling in love with someone I shouldn't love, but...... Do you know? I can't control the emotional matter, there is only you in the eyes of the King of Care, and I can't tolerate anyone else, so I thought, once Wan'er disappears, will the King of Freedom be able to see me, will I have a chance, even if I keep me as a concubine of the King of Ease, I am willing. So I started to poison a small amount of Wan'er's daily meals, thinking that you would slowly die a natural death so that no one would find out. Scold...... The ridiculous thing is that the emperor actually gave marriage, and the object of marriage was the princess of the northern country. Hahaha...... The world makes people...... The saddest thing is that when I saw Wan'er's current appearance, I began to retreat, I began to be unbearable, and I began to weaken. I knew that if I relented, I would be discovered by you, but I still weakened. Scold...... Now that Wan'er knows everything, let's just say what punishment there is, I only have this cheap life left now.

Looking at Cui'er, who had a nervous breakdown because of all the honest confessions in front of her, her heart changed from the initial atmosphere to endless sadness, maybe she would be silent when she was numb to the point of sadness, and she would be silent when hope turned into despair. The flowers are silent, and the heartbreak is silent. Silent, sometimes the most sorrowful helplessness, but also the deepest pain! Man is on the verge of a mental breakdown, everything seems to be destroyed, there is no sign of life around him, except for silence, there is a silent roar......

After a long time, he said in great pain, "Go away! From then on, we will not see each other." “

When Cui'er heard this, she raised her head in some astonishment, and asked with a face full of disbelief, "Why...... Why...... Why do you want to forgive me like that? Aren't you angry? Even if you hit me a few times and scold me a few times, I will feel a little better. “

"Huh...... You also want to be angry with me, as for beating you and scolding you, I don't have the strength now, you go, go to the housekeeper to get some silver, I will tell him, after you take the silver, go to a place where you will never see me again, so that you and I are ...... good" said a little tired, thinking sadly in my heart that maybe this is retribution, using the experience of this life to repay the kindness of the previous life, that's it, maybe this is what I owed her in my previous life, and it is better to pay it back.

Looking at Cui'er's somewhat lost and depressed back, I couldn't help but feel a sense of desolation, for this time, she was also for herself at this time. Even whether he will have a tomorrow is a question, and he is a little decadent lying on the bed, and his mind begins to think about where he should go. Maybe I should try that ethereal detoxification place, or I will die with regret in this life.

Thinking about it, as if he had accumulated some strength in his body, he looked at the desk not far away, staggered to let the desk go, and picked up the brush a little unsteadily and began to write: I thought that this time I should obey my fate, when love passes through the intestines, although it hurts but it takes time, although we have had a lot of happiness together, but according to my character, if I want to forget him to a person, in fact, it only takes seven days, people are sometimes infatuated, but it is also ruthless. I will not beg you, nor will I be able to harass you or pester you. After all, I love myself more than you, and people who don't love themselves are not qualified to be loved, and people who don't have self-esteem are not worthy of being respected. From the moment you read this letter, we have nothing to do with it. I say these things not to move you or keep you, and it often doesn't make sense. I'm just saying goodbye to you in my own way, after all, I can't hold it in my heart, it's not good for my health, and I dare to love and hate when I say it, which is also my style. It's useless to talk a lot, I wish you good luck and sincere blessings, and it will be indefinite!

The letter was written, folded and packed into an envelope, and the envelope was inscribed with Murong Fei personally opening the next day. Write another letter with a stroke of the pen.

Daddy, please forgive your daughter for being unfilial, I don't know when we will see each other this time! Don't look for me, if the poison in me can be solved, I will come back, if the poison in me can not be solved, you will treat you as if you have not given birth to my daughter, after all, your daughter has not let you worry about it over the years, in fact, I don't blame you for my mother's affairs, the attitude towards you a few years ago is that my daughter is wrong, and my daughter mistakenly blames you for everything, in fact, this is just a spiritual sustenance, my daughter is just escaping, I hope you can forgive the cowardly daughter, today I hope you take care!

I didn't want to write too many words to add trouble to my father, and I didn't want to face the parting scene, so I folded the letter and put it in the envelope, and inscribed it to my father. Looking at the two letters neatly placed on the desk, he took a deep breath, simply packed some luggage, and walked out the door.