Yes, I admit, at that moment, I felt the urge to throw myself into his arms and kiss him.

But I did the opposite, and I angrily pushed him away.

I finally struggled out of my love, and I didn't want to fall into it again. It's a great feeling, but right now, the timing is not right.

If the timing is wrong, love will be entangled, and I will face the things I don't want to face again. But now, I can't be distracted.

I became more and more convinced, focused on doing my own thing, and then, everything I could think of would eventually come.

If you are in full bloom, God will arrange it wonderfully.

"Don't be like this, Sheng Yun," I looked at him, my eyes were extremely indifferent, my heart was hiding pain, but my eyes were very cold, "Since you have decided, you will do what you have decided." Don't let the emotions sway, and then get sideways. In this way, it is not good for anyone. ”

"Shubei, you're getting calmer. He looked at me with an extremely moving gaze, "You can't be so calm, you are so calm, I will ......"

He didn't say any more, so I asked, "What will happen to you?"

"I can't help but be desperate to pull out your heart again, to see what you have in your heart now, and whether there is any place for me!" his eyes burned.

Strangely, the calmer I was, the more uncontrollably crazy he became. In the past, he was obviously very calm at all times.

"It's only been half a year, and you've become so fast. He looked at me and said in disbelief.

"What do you think I'm going to do?" I looked at him and asked lightly, "I can't help but throw myself into your arms? I will cry to you about how hard I have been in the past six months and how much I miss you? I will beg you to come back to me?—— No, Sheng Yun, I have never been such a woman." I can love, and naturally I can let go. ”

"I know, you are Xu Shubei. I knew that you would push me far away in half a year, but I never thought that you would be far away from me...... You can't reach it. He looked at me and said with pain in his eyes, "Subconsciously, I still feel that you are mine and you love me." ”

"Is it so important to love or not?" I looked at him and smiled sadly, "If so, I asked you to give up your prosperous life to love me, can you do it? If it weren't for that, you wouldn't be cooperating with Hui. Since you have something more important than love in your heart, I naturally have it, and I will chase after me, and I can also let go of love. ”

"You're still angry, you're still angry, aren't you?" he looked at me with a hint of surprise in his eyes. As if I thought I was just angry words, behind the angry words, there was still that deep love.

I shook my head, and I said, "I'm telling the truth, not the words." Take care of yourself and let them get the boat back to shore, okay?"

"Tonight, I'm not going to let you off this ship. His tone became domineering again.

My eyes lit up, and I said, "Isn't that interesting?"

"Yes. He looked at me and said in a deep voice.

"Even if you take possession of me again, my decision and determination will not change. I looked at him and said aggressively.

"I know, but I'd like to give it a try. He said.

"The quilt in winter, the cattail grass in summer, the untimely warmth, only makes people feel more bleak. I said coldly.

He took me by the hand and led me out of the cabin and into the bow. We can see the player lights on the shore, and the two people stand hand in hand on the bow of the boat, giving a sense of desolation on the lake and leaving behind the world.

It's poignant, but it's still out of place.

I withdrew my hand again and said, "I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood to enjoy the view." ”

He turned his head to look at me, my repeated refusal made his eyes turn from sad to miserable, he stood there with his hands behind his back, and said lightly: "I thought that the beautiful scenery here would make you forget the reality for a while, but I ignored that you are Xu Shubei." How many women are there who live more realistically than you?"

"Isn't reality good? Be realistic, so as not to be hurt by ethereal love. I'm glad I've always had a hard shell wrapped around my body, and although it's tiring and heavy to carry this shell on my back, I'm glad that it has always protected me. I said.

"I know I've broken that shell, but I also know that I've stitched it up again. I knew the shell was harder, and I was already outside the shell. I understand, I always have. Sheng Yun said slowly.

"If you really understand, send me to the shore. I said.

"Good. ”

To my surprise, he agreed so readily.

I thought he would be the same as he had done before, and every time I insisted on resisting his control, he would use that extreme, oppressive means to force me to submit to his body.

This time, however, he chose to respect me.

I let out a long sigh of relief.

"I don't dare to force you anymore, I knew before that I would get your heart again after I forced it. But now, I am sure that I am afraid that if I force it again this time, I will lose you completely. He said when he saw that I was exhaling.

"You will, you will lose me completely. Sending me to the shore was the wisest decision. I said.

"Your change, and then both gratifying and scared......," he said, shaking his head, "I'm afraid that one day you'll be ahead of me." If I want to love you again, I will chase you. Shubei, my pride does not allow me to bow my head for any woman, including you. ”

I naturally understood the meaning of his words, and I shook my head and said, "You don't need to bow your head for any woman, including me. You can give up on me, and I'll gladly accept it. ”

"Shubei, you ......" He came over and tried to kiss me, but the alienation on my face made him frightened again, he sighed deeply, and then said to the waiter standing inside, "Please come to the shore!"

The boat began to move slowly towards the shore, and his mind seemed a little irritable, very unrestful, and he lost his sense of proportion.

I don't know if it was because of my silence that it drove him even more mad. But for the first time, I felt that I had captured his heart and not passively manipulated by him.

For the first time in our game, I took the initiative and was no longer led by his nose.

Compared to my indifference, he was obviously a little uncomfortable.

I sat at the bow of the boat, took off my shoes, and hung my legs on the outer edge of the boat, looking at the scenery on the lake.

He also sat down, grabbed my hand tightly and said, "Be careful, don't fall." ”

"I used to sit on the edge of the top floor of the Shengshi Building, and I never fell down. What are you afraid of with such a low bow?" I said with a faint smile and disapproval.

"I know your guts and courage, but I still want to...... In front of me, you are more fragile and gentle. He said.

"If you need a gentle, fragile woman, you probably won't choose me. From the first time we met, you knew what kind of woman I was. I looked him in the eye and said slowly.

"I know, and I've challenged, to get your heart. Now, lost again. He was a little depressed, and then shouted to the waiter inside, "Bring two jugs of rice wine!"

The waiter quickly brought rice wine, and also thoughtfully brought a few dishes to accompany the wine.

He unscrewed the lid of the jug, took a big sip, and said, "The wine is drunk, the night is intoxicating, and you ...... More intoxicating. ”

His love words began to grow bolder, and I knew that he was trying to pry open my hard shell again, to get a glimpse of my soft heart.

I also picked up the flask, touched it lightly with him, and then took a big sip, I said: "It's a pity, no matter how strong the wine, no matter how beautiful the night, no matter how intoxicating the beauty, it can't withstand the cruelty and blood of reality." ”

"Desper......" he said, squeezing my face, "but you are much more beautiful. In the past, it was beautiful, it was too aggressive, and it made people see ambition at a glance, but now it is beautiful, but it is very zen, and that is ambition, from the eyes...... I sank into my heart. ”

I smiled faintly, then took another sip of wine, and I said, "If you're happy." ”

"I'm not happy because I ...... for the first time A sense of frustration was felt. He shook his head, a little drunken, and then took several sips of his drink.

"You?" I said with a smirk as I looked at him, "and that's frustrating? ”

He hooked my chin, and in the sultry night, his fair face was covered with a faint mist, and he looked so dreamy, and he said, "Yes, from childhood to adulthood, I can get what I want." I thought that the woman I wanted, I also had at my fingertips. But I can't figure it out, I obviously got you, and even you gave birth to a child for me, but how do I feel as if I have lost, completely lost you. ”

I smiled and suddenly understood where my unreality was coming from. Where can a person value enough of what he has at his fingertips? The more you value it, the more he feels that he will not lose it.

Now far away, he began to slowly dissect his heart to show you little by little, so that you can see the thousands of hills and valleys in his heart, and see his affection and ruthlessness.

The appearance of love can sometimes be deceptive. Only by stepping aside to watch can we see the truth.

Tonight, for the first time, I felt that he cared from the bottom of his heart. But I don't care so much anymore.

The boat slowly reached the shore, he had already drunk a pot of wine, I also looked up and drank the wine in the pot, I patted him on the shoulder and said, "The wine is delicious, the food is delicious, and your words are even more beautiful." But the boat has come ashore and I'm leaving. Goodbye to the rivers and lakes, Sheng Yun. ”

I rose from the bow of the ship and walked indifferently towards the deck, leaving him with a calm and resolute back in the bleak night. I felt a joy in my heart that I had never looked back, but I could feel his burning eyes standing on the shore, he must be looking at me, his eyes were as bright as stars in the dark night, I thought, Sheng Yun, Shibei three days, I must impress you once......

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