Lu Xiang called Chu Ci when he went to the southwest, saying that he was leaving. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ШЩЩ.(7)(9)XS.сОМ.

Chu Ci was stunned and hurriedly asked Where are you going?

Lu Xiang hadn't thought about it at that time, so he said casually: "I don't know, just go out and relax!"

It's December now, the weather is very cold, and the snow has begun to fall in the north, it is indeed not a good time to go out for a walk, Chu Ci thought she was going abroad.

Lu Xiang was a little tired between his eyebrows: "I have roughly thought clearly, I will stay with this child, after all, it is a life, and I can't just give up." ”

Chu Ci was a little indignant, and said hatefully: "It's the first time I've seen Mu Xiuchen such a scumbag. ”

Lu Xiang stopped her, "Chu Chu, it's actually ......"

Halfway through, she couldn't go on again.

What should I say, say that Mu Xiuchen is not a scumbag, or should I say that everything is her own fault?

"Xiangxiang, you just forget about him, don't get entangled with him anymore, okay?"

Lu Xiang did not express his position.

In fact, she thought about it, if Yicheng couldn't stay any longer, she would go to the United States, where it was a new place, no one knew her, and there were no heart-wrenching memories.

Chu Ci thought she was unwilling, and almost hated iron and steel, "It's really useless, have you forgotten that he will die?"

"Won't die. Lu Xiang said calmly, "But it will hurt!"

Chu Ci's breathing was almost stagnant, because Lu Xiang's sentence would not die but would be very painful.

She couldn't refute it, and finally said, "Didn't you say you didn't love it, can't you let it go until now?"

Lu Xiang's voice carried a sadness that she couldn't even imagine, "I don't want to love, but I ......." She sniffed, "Give me some time!"

After being silent for a long time, Lu Xiang spoke: "Chu Chu, you know, I have had a crush on him since junior high school, I liked him at the age of twelve, and now I am twenty-two years old, a full ten years, I only have him in my eyes." ”

After loving for a whole decade, how could you give up so easily.

Chu Ci didn't interrupt and listened to her quietly.

"But never once have I been able to get so close to him, and I thought I was going to get closer, and he pushed me away again, you know the pain?"

This is the only time that Lu Xiang confessed in front of her.

In the past, Mu Xiuchen belonged to her and never mentioned it, she had her own silence, joy and sadness, all emotions were only because of three words, Mu Xiuchen, but she never said it.

Chu Ci was a little moved: "So, what are you going to do now?"

"Get out of here and forget slowly. ”

Although it will be painful, it is better than the fear and fear of not knowing the way forward and 'groping' in the dark night.

Chu Ci sighed, "Then this kid from now on?"

"I'll talk about that later! I'm determined to forget him, so this kid has nothing to do with him. ”

Chu Ci nodded, and his tone was quiet, "It's okay, there are so many men in the world, it doesn't necessarily have to be Mu Xiuchen." ”

Lu Xiang took out a sum of money from her bank card before leaving home, and then clicked on the map, and finally she set the location to a small town on the southwest border, and changed her mobile phone number, not wanting people to find her.

She really wants to give up, give up the man who occupies her entire youth' spring', there is no sorrow or joy from now on, if the mountains and rivers meet, it is not silence or tears, but can see each other lightly.

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Lu Xiang originally planned to go to Kyoto, but in the end, after thinking about it, she gave up and went to the southwest, which was the place she had been to when she traveled in college, the scenery was very good, and it was not a tourist attraction, the key was the simplicity of the people.

If you have the chance, maybe you can settle there for a while.

Lu Xiang lives in a grandmother's house, similar to a homestay, there is no Internet in the village, but the mobile phone signal is still 'very' good, Lu Xiang is here every day to draw with peace of mind, because she is isolated from the distractions of the world, she is more and more able to calm down and draw.

The sun was still mild on this day, Lu Xiang was wearing local national costumes, sitting outside the house, looking at the undulating mountains in the distance, and his mood was rare and open.

The baby in her womb is almost three months old, and she can sometimes even feel the child's movements, and she doesn't know if it's real or just her illusion, which makes her extremely happy.

After sitting for a while, Grandma asked her to go back, saying that the sun was hot here, and it would sunburn her skin, and Lu Xiang also felt that the sun was a little sunburned, so he moved the stool back.

She used the computer to draw a picture and save it, and when she was free, she went to the commissary in the town to rub the net, and then sent the picture out, this side is not very developed, there are almost no young people in the town, basically some children and lonely old people, Lu Xiang thinks that this is also 'very' good, otherwise her belly will gradually grow in the future, and it will be difficult not to be gossiped.

As for the Lu family, she hasn't figured out how to open this mouth, but she is still going to wait until the child is a little older and then tell them that although her grandfather and parents can't accept it for a while, but the child is already so old, they won't be so ruthless as to 'force' her to have an abortion, if it doesn't matter, it will really be two lives, and besides, the Lu family can't afford to raise this child.

On the weekend, Lu Xiang went to the commissary to rub the net, and by the way bought some firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, grandma was old and the 'legs' and feet were not very convenient, Lu Xiang bought it by the way, and the commissary was nothing to eat, Lu Xiang bought a basket of 'chicken' eggs that were more nutritious.

Lu Xiang couldn't carry so many things, so he asked the uncle of the commissary to send them over, and as soon as Grandma saw her, she immediately came out and said Why did you buy so many things?

"I saw that there was no rice at home, so I bought a bag of rice, and it happened that your 'legs' and feet were not convenient, so I bought some soy sauce and salt and the like. Oh, and a basket of 'chicken' eggs. ”

Grandma's family conditions are not very good, life has always been very economical, I am very embarrassed to see Lu Xiang buy so many things and come back, Lu Xiang has been very arrogant since he was a child, if you don't bother with her, she will never bother with you and trouble you.

In the evening, Grandma made a delicious meal for her, and cooked a sugar water 'chicken' egg for her, Grandma has good skills, Lu Xiang ate 'very' full, for fear of accumulating food, he went to the outside yard for a walk, for a walk.

It was dark early outside, and Lu Xiang didn't dare to go far, and the small broken TV at home said that the temperature might drop in the next few days, as well as rain and snow. Lu Xiang didn't think about it so much when she came, and she didn't bring particularly thick clothes, but Grandma was very enthusiastic, and found a thick-looking 'flower' cotton jacket for her to wear that night.

Lu Xiang refused the moment he saw the 'flower' padded jacket, but he still put it on under Grandma's repeated requests, and Grandma patted her arm and said, "It's cold these days, wear it first, it's warm." ”

This was originally made by her to her daughter-in-law', but there is no news that her son and daughter-in-law's 'wife' work outside all the year round, and this padded jacket has not been worn once.

At night, Lu Xiang sat next to the fire bucket, 'quite' grandma chattered about some previous stories, and also had a general understanding of her family situation, Lu Xiang couldn't help but sigh a little embarrassed, grandma lived alone and was really 'very' lonely.

Grandma's eyes were a little red when she talked about her deceased husband, which was a long memory, but she still remembered clearly that when she was sick, it was her man who carried her dozens of kilometers to see a doctor.

Lu Xiang listened quietly on the side, and said at the end: "You guys are really affectionate!"

Many times, love is not vigorous, but more but a long stream, those ordinary warm and even inadvertent little things piled up together, one day suddenly remembered, you will find that you have already loved someone deep in the bone marrow.

When Lu Xiang was young, she was also looking forward to a vigorous relationship, like the male and female protagonists in the TV series, who have gone through hardships but are still determined to love each other, but now, she is only looking forward to a bland love, as long as someone treats her well.

She has not lacked love since she was a child, and she has received a lot of love from her parents and elders, and the only thing that is planted is in men.

Lu Xiang has figured it out now, men and everything are usually unreliable.

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The weather forecast was very accurate, and sure enough, it began to snow the next day, Lu Xiang walked out of the 'door' and saw the snow 'flowers' in the sky, and there was a little 'agitation', forgive the child from Jiangnan who has never seen the world, she has never seen such a big snow 'flower' when she is so big.

Of course, there was still more to come.

Mu Xiuchen came.

This made her mood to enjoy the snow suddenly drop by more than half.

After Young Master Mu contacted her many times to no avail, he found Chu Ci, and after learning that she did not take the child away but was going to secretly give birth to someone, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and even faintly had a kind of joy.

It seems that there is still a chance to redeem things.

So he immediately sent people to find Lu Xiang's whereabouts, and finally found here.

Lu Xiang felt that this man might not know how to write thick-skinned, or just shameless, he didn't want her to beat the child before, but now he was not at ease when he found her and said that she was pregnant with his child.

What's more, no matter what she says, this man just won't go.

Because there was another guest, Grandma specially cooked mutton and pig meat in the evening, and even warmed the wine.

Mu Xiuchen sat in front of the somewhat dilapidated kitchen and table, and he didn't dislike it.

He has been taught very well since he was a child, no matter where he is, he can maintain his usual elegance and calmness, of course, maybe he is complaining in his heart, but his face is always a humble gentleman as gentle as 'jade', he relied on this appearance to deceive the hearts of many little 'girl' children, and after contact, he found that Mu Xiuchen had no heart, or that he originally had a heart, but it was just slowly getting cold.

Mu Xiuchen put a piece of mutton 'meat' into Lu Xiang's bowl and said, "Lamb tenderloin, it's very tender!"

Lu Xiang's eyebrows were calm, and his voice was cold: "I have my own hands!"

Young Master Mu's expression froze for a while, and he smiled and 'touched' her head, and his tone was gentle and doting with a little teasing: "Are you still angry with me?"