Hearing Li Han's words, Chang Sheng couldn't believe his ears, and he asked in surprise, "Have you really had it?"

Li Han said indifferently: "Yes, I won't say it, this is an occupational disease in our industry, how could I not have it." ”

"But you're a great god!" Chang Sheng said incredulously, "how could you get a mortal disease like us." ”

Li Han sighed and asked Chang Sheng, "Didn't you treat me as a person?" ”

Chang Sheng thought about it, except that Li Han's bloodline was not quite the same as him, there was actually not much difference. Chang Sheng asked curiously, "When did you get this occupational disease, was it when your ex-girlfriend died?"

Chang Sheng just finished asking a little regret, he had just listened to Qinghui's sad past during the day, and now he came to reveal Li Han's scars, which was too little for friends, and always reminded them of sad things.

Li Han didn't care too much, and said casually: "It's not that time, when Xiaozhi died, because they knew each other's identities and abilities too well, they had already predicted the possible future, so even if it was death, it was quite easy to accept." ”

Chang Sheng asked: "Then you are just like me, just like Qinghui said, is it caused by personality?"

Li Han shook his head silently.

Li Han said that he had lived in the underworld since he was a child, and he didn't really feel much about death. Because he has had spiritual eyes since he was a child, even when he kills, what Li Han sees in his eyes is the fact that the soul is still there, so his understanding of death is essentially different from that of people in this world.

In Li Han's eyes, there is almost no difference between the living and the dead, that is, the difference between the soul living in the present world and the soul living in the underworld, the place where he lives is different, so he didn't understand the preciousness of life at all.

Because of this, even if he killed the bad guy during the mission, Li Han would not have the slightest sense of guilt. Since there is no guilt, how can Li Han accumulate pressure?

Even Xiaozhi, who had a deep impact on Li Han, when she died, Li Han just felt that she had just changed her body and lived in a different place, and the two of them were just fated to be over, and they would never see each other again.

Undoubtedly, Xiaozhi's death still had some impact on Li Han, although he and Xiaozhi predicted the future, so they accepted the worst result of death before they died, but after all, it was the first time that Li Han understood the pain of losing love.

In the current Li Han's view, Xiaozhi's death was the first time he was shallow aware of the concept of "disappearance".

Chang Sheng interjected and asked, "It's not Xiaozhi, that's the disappearance of Master Shendi and Master Qi Yu?"

Li Han said: "It's the thing when you used the Spirit Slayer Spear in front of me to protect me when you were a child, but you were almost killed by the rebound of your spiritual power. ”

"Me?" Chang Sheng exclaimed, "It's because of me?"

Li Han nodded.

Chang Sheng was surprised and actually laughed, he said a little embarrassed: "How do you feel a little happy." ”

Li Han glared at Chang Sheng helplessly, and then told Chang Sheng, saying that before he met Xiao Chang Sheng, he had never been in contact with other children when he lived in Taozhi Mountain when he was a child, and later after joining the Three Realms Alliance, he had seen a lot of children, but he always felt that children were brainless and very willful little monsters.

It wasn't until Li Han first saw the scene where Xiao Changsheng, who was trembling with fear, confronted Red Lotus in order to protect Xiao Ye Wenqing, Li Han was really shocked by Xiao Changsheng at that time.

Later, in the days when they lived together, Li Han was gradually attracted by Xiao Changsheng's nature in the process of contacting Xiao Changsheng, coupled with the relationship between Uncle Qi, Li Han, who had no brothers and sisters, really regarded Xiao Changsheng as a younger brother and had the urge to protect him.

Li Han said to Chang Sheng: "Do you know what it's like to be protected by someone you want to protect? Do you know what it's like to be when the person you want to protect almost dies in order to protect you, and your little body covered in blood lies in front of you, and your breath is getting weaker and weaker? That was the first time I was afraid that death would come to you, and it was from that moment that I actually understood the meaning of life. ”

Chang Sheng said very guiltily: "I'm sorry, it's all because I was too young and ignorant at that time, and I caused you trouble, obviously you can deal with Honglian, but I made trouble for you, and I made you sad, I ......"

Li Han stopped: "You don't have to apologize, in my opinion, this incident is a good thing for me, it makes me finally feel like a person and have a feeling of being alive." ”

Chang Sheng asked, "Then you can't attack people either, and how long did it take to get better?"

"I didn't attack anyone. Li Han said: "I just spent the next seven or eight years, as long as you saw blood, your blood-covered and dying appearance would come to my mind, making me feel guilty and painful to the point that I couldn't do my normal task." ”

"Seven or eight years?" Chang Sheng exclaimed: "It's been too long, I want to get better quickly, and if I can't attack people, I won't be useless!

Li Han told Chang Sheng that if this kind of thing didn't come in a hurry, it would definitely get better, but it would never be eradicated. Just like Master Qinghui is the eternal pain in Qinghui's heart, just like Xiao Changsheng's frequent death can never be erased in Li Han's memory.

These pains will always torment and accompany people's growth, but at the same time, they will also make people stronger and stronger, and become food for people's growth.

Chang Chang sighed, and said weakly: "Anyway, what you mean is the same as Qinghui, let me just go with the flow?"

"That's right. ”

"Then I'm out of words. ”

"I still have. Li Han said: "I have already applied for withdrawal from the qualifying competition in the afternoon, you don't need to continue to participate in the points competition, relax, as long as you can adjust your mentality, even if you can't use attack skills for the time being, we can also go out on a mission." ”

"Really?" Chang Sheng said worriedly, "I'm afraid I'll hold you back." ”

Li Han said: "Being a squatting at home will not allow you to grow, it is better to go out and see more effectively." ”

Chang Sheng said with some excitement: "As long as you say it's okay, I dare to go on a mission, anyway, with you and Wu by my side, I have nothing to be afraid of." ”

Li Han pulled Chang Sheng up and said, "Since the future has been decided, don't worry about it anymore, take a good rest for a while, and then we'll go to take over a task to relax." With that, Li Han pushed Chang Sheng to the side of the bed and said, "Your task now is to sleep, understand?"

“…… Well, see you tomorrow. ”

"See you tomorrow. ”