Chapter 664: Fan Wai Wei Mingzheng · Seeking the Lethe River (Part I)
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I never thought that one day I would ascend to the throne and become the Ninety-Five.
It's not my dream.
My dream has always been that person.
"Rong Yue. I would wake up smiling in my dreams as I read these two words softly - of course, it was! What if she has the right, she will never remember me, she will never choose me, she will never be
I know, for her promise, how I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, and how I gave up myself to fulfill her happiness!
She didn't even know!
It's like she never knew how important she was to me...... I was born in the cold winter of December, when the plum blossoms bloom and the fragrance is everywhere, it is a day to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new. But my birth did not bring any joy to my mother. I knew since I was a child that my mother hated me, and hatred and disgust were not enough to describe how she felt about me, and if she could, she would have wished I had died. I stood with the third brother, and her gaze would never fall on me, and even if she looked at me, it was with sharp thorns. Oh, she has long learned how to hide her emotions in the deep palace, maybe she thinks I'm a child, and I don't need to spend these thoughts to hide it, maybe...
… I just don't think it's necessary, I'm not even a person to her. The palace ladies said that I was raised by Empress Yide, and it was Empress Yide who appeared the most in my memory. She always smiled and stretched out her hand to me, gently wiped my tears, and thought about me for all the delicious and fun things. When I was old enough to go to school, my mother didn't worry about me
It is also the item that Empress Yide single-handedly prepared for me to go to school. After school, Empress Yide came to pick up a few brothers, and she would also take me to her Fu'an Palace and make us food.
Since I was a child, I was not close to my third brother, but I was closer to my fourth, fifth, and ninth brothers.
But the mother didn't really give up on me completely.
The reason is not that she loves me, but that she can benefit from me. My mother didn't like me, but my father was very good to me, as long as I was in my mother's palace, my father would always come to see my mother. The mother concubine is a sinful body, and if it were not for the grace of her father, it would be extremely difficult for her to survive in the palace, so I still have some use value in her heart. Just, with mine
As I got older, I understood that these things were like a thorn in my mind.
Later, I left the palace.
I naively thought that probably I was too anxious to get my mother's love on weekdays, maybe after leaving for a while, my mother would think of me.
Oh, naïve!
My mother didn't think of me even for a day, but Empress Yide and my father always wrote to me asking about my current situation. I waited until my heart was cold, and then, I calmed down and didn't expect anything anymore.
Until I met Rong Yue!
When I set out from Beijing, I didn't expect to meet such a brilliant little girl. Master got into trouble and sent me to Aunt Su's house, I was sick, not the best, and I couldn't be interested in anything. Aunt Su came to see me, held my hand and said with a smile: "Your Highness should be a noisy age, why are you so depressed? I see that Your Highness is not much different in age from my daughter, and when Rong Yue gets out of school later, I will ask her to come over to talk to His Highness to relieve her boredom, you are all children, you should be able to play one."
blocks. Seeing that I didn't speak, Aunt Su added with a smile: "Your Highness, just rest assured, Rong Yue doesn't know your identity." That kid is very lively and cheerful, and is very easy to get along with. It's just that the appearance is ugly, so don't care about it, Your Highness. ”
I smiled, Aunt Su is the first beauty in the capital, how ugly can her daughter be? It's just a joke, it can't be true.
I nodded, there was no reason to refuse the kind Aunt Su.
This afternoon, I held the book and flipped through it and only read one page, when I was in a daze, a small figure fell in front of my door, and the soft and thick child muttered: "When is there an extra threshold, fall me to death!"
Immediately afterwards, the figure quickly got up and looked back behind him: "You have to run quickly, otherwise my mother will catch me!"
This time, I saw the blue-green birthmark on her face, and I was startled, but before I could say anything, she had already gotten up and patted the dirt on her body, and ran over the courtyard wall and to the backyard.
Where did the ugly girl come from, it's really ugly!
I withdrew my gaze and didn't care.
But not long after, the ugly girl's voice sounded at my door again: "Mother, light, light, it hurts!" I sighed, put down the book and looked up, only to see the always gentle Aunt Su carrying a child's ear into my room. As soon as they met, they smiled and said: "Zhu Xiao, this is my daughter Rongyue, there have always been no rules, you young people have a lot of fun, let her play with you."
Later, take care of her for me!"
The child struggled desperately in her hands: "Don't don't, I'm going to find Brother Da Niu!"
Aunt Su was angry and slapped her on the head: "If you are long-winded, you will eat fried meat with bamboo shoots at night!"
These words finally made her quiet, and she hung her head and followed Aunt Su obediently. She looked up at me, her starry eyes were shining, but the turquoise birthmark on the left side of her face was still scary, and I tried my best to look at her right cheek, and I was finally more comfortable.
"Yue'er, call someone, this is Brother Zhu Xiao. Aunt Su gently pushed her.
She reluctantly spoke: "Brother Zhu Xiao is good." ”
Well?
If you look closely, this little girl is actually quite good-looking, with delicate eyebrows and eyes, and her eccentric appearance is very pleasing. When you talk well, your voice is soft, innocent, and cute.
Aunt Su explained a few more words, then busily went to cook for us, and threw this little girl named Rong Yue to me.
As soon as Aunt Su left, she revealed her fierce face: "Hey, I warn you, I'm going to go out to play secretly, you are not allowed to sue my mother!"
She is obviously a few years younger than me, and she is born thinly, so she is not threatening at all, I only think it is funny, so I put down the book and seriously tease him: "That's not good, either you take me there, or, I'll tell Aunt Su." ”
"Shameless!" she glared helplessly.
I'm spreading my hands, don't be ashamed, I'm so lonely. She held her chin and looked at me for a moment, and suddenly, a treacherous light flashed in her big eyes, and she stroked her palms and laughed: "If you want to sue my mother, then you can sue me." I won't wait for you now, it's just raining, and there are a lot of loaches in the field, so I made an appointment with Brother Da Niu, so I won't cheat
Yet!"
After that, the soles of her feet slipped away like oil, and I didn't even catch a shadow.
I pursed my lips and laughed silently.
This ugly girl probably doesn't know that I have a way to deal with a child like her. I coughed hard in the house, and before I coughed a few times, Aunt Su came over in a panic, and when she saw that she was not in front of me, Aunt Su was like a fried cat, and I breathed a sigh of relief, and hurried to arrest someone. After a while, the ugly girl came back with Aunt Su again, puffing up her anger and still sitting
Can't stop, Barry complained vigorously, saying that it was all my fault, and she was laughed at by Brother Da Niu. As she spoke, her eyes stared at the paddy fields outside the window, which inevitably aroused my interest, and I smiled and seduced: "I can go with you wherever you want to go." ”
"You lie, you can't even walk. She didn't believe it.
This hand-holding little adult-like look is so cute!
I was stunned.
Yes, if I am healthy, how can she hate me so much? I am not a likable person, even my mother does not like me, why should I be harsh on others?
I smiled bitterly, but before I could speak, I didn't think that she would rub over, and there seemed to be guilt and emotion in her eyes: "Oh, I know, you also want to go out to play, it's stuffy in the house, right?"
I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously nodded.
It's stuffy, it's stuffy, but it's not the house, it's the heart.
She was happy again: "Then I have a way to guarantee that you can go." You wait!"
She went out to move the rescuers, leaving me alone, and her eyes suddenly wet when she remembered the feeling of being carefully cared for by a little girl. Ugly girl, she doesn't seem to be ugly, she even looks better than many girls!
I laughed. After that, I really had a very happy time. The ugly girl's name is Rong Yue, and her playmate is called Zhan Da Niu, I remember them all. Both of them also remembered me, and if there was one of them in the bird's nest dug in the tree, there would be one of me, and I taught them to hunt and trap, and they shared it with me in my childhood
Evil pleasures. I am content. But what I am more content with is that Rong Yue always shows a look of dependence and trust to me. She would tilt her head and ask me innocently: "Brother Zhu Xiao, will you do this?" "What about this?" "Brother Zhu Xiao, what story will you tell Yue'er tonight? The story of the gods told last time, Nezha was born."
If he comes, he won't be liked by his parents, he has caused a big disaster, what happens next?" "Brother Zhu Xiao, you help Yue'er turn this handkerchief into a little rabbit!" In her little heart, I am omnipotent, she is unwilling to part with me, and so am I.
But parting will not become no because of unwillingness.
I still left Fengxi Village, and I made a promise with my little girl that when she grows up, I will marry!
This walk is six years in a hurry. I traveled from place to place, speeding up my walking, just to fulfill my agreement with my father and the emperor, and to see her as soon as possible. But I never thought that when I saw my little girl again, it would be a thing or a person. Aunt Su died, and I got the news and rushed back to Fengxi Village, where the house was empty. Rong Yue
, heh, she changed her body, put on a brocade dress, her eyes were indifferent and strange, she was no longer the innocent little girl in Fengxi Village, and she was no longer the little girl who admired me wholeheartedly. She doesn't even remember me...... I closed my eyes, the pain of losing my heart, but that's it! Rong Yue, she became the concubine of the Marquis of Zhongsu, the fiancée of the ninth brother, and my sister-in-law!