194. Unbelieving
"Who?" he came over and looked at me condescendingly, "Who are you, you know better than I do, why do you need to ask me?"
"What do you mean?" I knelt on the bed, taller and more imposing, and looked at him and asked, "What do you mean, tell me clearly!"
"Bai Luoluo, if you can't be loyal, you don't have to act in front of me, and no matter how short I am Qin Jianghao, I won't force you to stay by my side. β
"......" What kind of bastard is this talking about?
Obviously he told my parents that he would remarry me, and he also said that he wanted to have a child.
Obviously, he said not long ago that he was used to me being around him, because he would not be able to live a normal life with other women besides me.
Obviously, he also said that he would never allow others to snatch me away from him, and he was extremely domineering and possessive.
Obviously, because I saw those photos yesterday, I was angry and punished me.
However, today...... But he said he was going to let me go.
What the hell is wrong? I didn't betray him, why did he become so strange? Or did he just lie to me what he said?
"Qin Jianghao, just say it directly, you're already tired of me, right?" I looked at him, holding back my unproductive tears, and couldn't help but be suspicious of each other with him, "Do you have a dog outside, so you deliberately used the topic to play and wanted to drive me away?"
He looked at me, frowning slightly, but didn't speak.
"If you want to drive me away, just say it, why do I have to go with such an embarrassing reason?"
Isn't he still able to live with Zhang Fukai? And for so long, he has not shown the slightest expression of rejection.
You just dislike me, right? I thought I really kissed Fu Yan, so I stopped kissing me, but today I remembered that I was hugged by Fu Yan, so I didn't even want the whole thing?
He lowered his eyes and looked at a certain place on the bed, still didn't speak, I don't know if it was because he was speechless or thinking about the problem, and after a while he said, "Actually, we have always been suspicious of each other like this, very tired, right?"
How can a "......" not be tired?
"Bai Luoluo, that time in Milan, you also ran back to China because you didn't trust me, right?" he asked.
"yes. I answered him honestly. Although there are other factors in this, the content of skepticism and unbelief is the largest.
"Again, why should I trust you for no reason?" he asked, looking up at me with some arrogance.
"......" I was speechless.
He turned around and was about to leave again, I pursed my lips and yelled at his back: "I misunderstood you, you explained it to me, so I chose to forgive and believe you, why did I explain it to you, but you didn't believe me?
"I don't believe you. He replied quickly, "I'm not you, I don't have a cleanliness fetish." β
What he meant by this was that he still didn't believe me, but he kept himself clean, showing that he had a habit of cleanliness and would not do intimate things with others, and that if I didn't have a habit of cleanliness, I wouldn't be as clean as he was.
I was speechless to refute, after all, I did get a picture like that.
"Then how do you believe it, or what do you want?" explained that he didn't believe it, what can I do, do you want me to find Fu Yan to confront him?
He was silent for a few moments before he said, "You can go." β
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"Far away, I don't want to see you. β
This is not Qin Jianghao, no matter how ruthless and changeable he is, he will definitely not say such a thing.
He never jokes, he doesn't lie, he doesn't lie, so the words that say I have to do it and won't let anyone snatch me away are not false.
He is so smart, and he must not really be deceived by a few deliberately captured photos by others.
The Qin Jianghao in front of him must be fake, how can the real Qin Jianghao be willing to let me go?
"Is there something going on?" I asked, "What's going to happen again, isn't it? You're just afraid that I'll be hurt by staying by your side, that's why you're saying such bastard things, right?"
However, Qin Jianghao, have you asked me for my consent? When I was afraid of becoming a burden to you, I had to deliberately alienate and snub you, and you insisted on dragging me back. Now that I have something to do, I want to push me away, it's useless for me to be in vain, except for you Qin Jianghao, I haven't been afraid of anything, if there is anything we will bear together, you don't have to be like ......"
"You think too much," he turned his head to look at me, the indifference in his eyes was intense, "I Qin Jianghao never needed any excuses to do things...... Don't think too highly of yourself. β
There are all kinds of speculations in my heart, all kinds of unbelief, all kinds of self-deception, but I will still suffer from his indifferent look and words.
Really, staying by his side, I have never been afraid of danger, I have grown so big, and I have never been afraid of losing anything, but I am afraid of losing him.
I love this man beyond everything, even the child, I am afraid of becoming a drag on him, and leaving him in the United States and ignoring him, maybe no one will notice that little life, but I will still be afraid, I will be afraid that he will become a stumbling block on the road to Qinjianghao.
So between the child and Qin Jianghao, I can only choose one to accompany and guard, and I chose Qin Jianghao without hesitation.
However, in the end, it seems that there is no use.
Because of my efforts, it seems that I am not being rewarded, just because of a few photos of others sowing discord.
He stubbornly refused to believe me, I couldn't do anything, he went downstairs and I could only cry weakly on the bed, crying while calling Fu Yan.
But no one answered, and after a while, he called me back.
I thought, I was a little sick and rushed to the doctor, so I begged him, "Fu Yan, I went to look for you that night, and I was secretly photographed, Qin Jianghao thought I kissed you, so I disliked me, don't want me anymore, can you help me explain it to him?"
"Luoluo, are you crying?" Fu Yan asked in a worried voice on the other side of the phone.
Whether I cry or not is not the point, "Fu Yan, you can make a phone call to help me explain to Qin Jianghao, he won't believe what I say!"
Fu Yan was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "I also saw those photos, and I explained them to him, but ...... He didn't believe me. β
"So what to do?"
"This is his psychological barrier, he will not believe what others say, only believe what he sees. β
"......" Yes, Qin Jianghao is naturally suspicious, and he has never easily believed the words of others, only believing and believing what he sees with his eyes.
Fu Yan didn't know what he said over there, I hung up the phone without hearing clearly, I was so flustered now that I didn't have much of the heart to talk to him.
This kind of farce is different from him who doesn't like me and drives me away, and if he doesn't like it, he can slowly cultivate feelings, but once the cultivated feelings are damaged, if they are not remedied in time, or if the remedy is ineffective, they can never be remedied.
I never believed that those misunderstood plots on TV would eventually be resolved.
Once there is a misunderstanding and estrangement in real life, it is really difficult for two people to come together again.
If I really have someone else doing something scumbag in my heart, I admit it, no matter how painful my heart is, I won't stay in the eyes of others, but the key is that I didn't do that kind of thing!
If you were really driven away by him like this, wouldn't you be in the middle of someone else's discord plan and the sin of betraying Hongxing out of the wall?
Who took those photos, and whether that big idol was a person who couldn't see Qin Jianghao's goodness, or was someone deliberately arranged.
But it can't be so coincidental, is there someone spying on me all the time?
Qin Jianghao's enemy is only one Qi Anguo, with that person's previous methods, if he sends someone to follow me, he will definitely want to kill me, so he is too lazy to take that kind of photo.
So that means that this person either just wants to take that kind of photo to insult Qin Jianghao and make him lose face, or he is ...... Aimed at me.
Thinking of the egg incident, maybe the two things were done by the same person.
Last time, that crazy girl said that I robbed her cousin-in-law, so that means the other party is a woman. Who among the women has the deepest enmity with me?
Qi Jing.
I wiped away two handfuls of tears, then climbed out of bed, and just walked to the closet to get my clothes out to wear, and thought that it was still night, and it was inconvenient to find whoever I wanted to find.
So he went back to bed decadently
γ Qin Jianghao never came into the room all night, and he didn't know if he went to sleep in the guest room or stayed up late in the study.
I stared at the ceiling above me for a long time and didn't feel sleepy, because my heart was empty and insecure.
After turning and turning several times, there was no dream, so the next day I got up with two dark circles under my eyes without accident.
When I went downstairs, Qin Jianghao and Zhang Fukai were not there, so I changed my shoes and went straight to a beauty club where even the faΓ§ade was luxuriously decorated.
When I entered the hall, the front desk lady immediately received me with a smile on her face, but I didn't come to enjoy it, I came to find someone. [ban^ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ ο½ο½]. Starting
"Are you all here today?"
It was also by chance that I learned from a source that Qi Jing had such a beauty club here, I thought it was the same name at first, but then I saw her in and out of here, so it was definitely hers.
"Are you looking for our President Qi, have you made an appointment in advance?"
"There is no appointment, but if you can help me relay that a woman named Bai Luoluo is looking for her, I am sure she will come out to meet me. β
The receptionist looked at me, then hesitated for a moment and said, "Our manager isn't here, only comes once a week on Wednesdays and Fridays." See if you make an appointment with her first, or if you are familiar with her, call her directly. β
"...... ", why am I running here with her private number! I've changed my phone, and I don't have her number anymore!"
Start filling the pit slowly, don't worry, don't worry.