It's said to be a volume, but it's actually part of it, and it's customary to end part of it for a day off, haha, in fact, it's the second time.

The pile of stuff below, if you're busy, don't look at it, it's not important.

……

In fact, if you decide to move on to the third part, you will definitely finish it, and although the story seems to be far from the beginning at this point, and what I originally wanted to write was abandoned or simply written in the middle of the story for various reasons, but in general, I wrote everything I wanted to write.

Of course,What I want to write is not necessarily the same thing as what you expect.,In fact, the original second part was all the way flat A didn't change so much in the past.,But in the gradual maturity of the characters and the advancement of the story.,I changed to take some detours.,I can't guarantee how everyone looks about it.,After all, this work is so cold.,But I finally convinced myself to come this far.。

In fact, the introduction of the book is divided into three parts, and the introduction of the third part is the following story, which is also a test for me.

I wouldn't say this was my first time writing a novel, but I would say it was my first work, the first work I wanted to finish.

Because of the subject matter, this work is not recognized somewhere, but it has been recognized by many readers, and everyone's support made me give up in the middle of the way to reinvigorate myself, and in retrospect, I have written a million more, and I will continue to create.

In fact, the biggest enemy in front of me is not the issue of providing for my family, but my desire to create works that are recognized by more people. This book is really lonely as snow.,Maybe some of the people who once supported me before.,Have stopped reading this book.,And I didn't notice it at all.,Whenever someone posts a comment that can be seen all the way to watch.,I'll click on it.,After thinking about a thousand words.,Shyly only typed the words "Thank you for your support.。

Some of the above complaints are excessive, everyone doesn't read my books to read these, I have such a consciousness, so I generally don't like the author to sell miserably, I don't think it's miserable, I don't write books for a living, there is no need to sign with this level of results. But if you don't want to write a work that can be signed, it must be fake.

So why am I still holding on?

Because of dreams.

N years ago, the first time I casually wrote a work of this kind of theme, it was still terrible, because the transformation I wanted was obviously not the same thing as what other people thought, and I wrote 600,000 at the time, and the collection was about 50 ...... Now I'm writing in two places, and I won't discuss the dead bodies in it, and the data in either place has multiplied at least sixty times.

I can't say that I succeeded, but I am definitely going further than I was and closer to my dream.

I talk a lot about introspection in the book, and of course I will be objective in reality, so if you ask me if I have a group or something, when I write this book, my answer will definitely never be there. Because objectively speaking, I failed.

It's just that I gave up at the beginning.

But this time, I want to go to the end and surpass myself.

That's why I keep going.