"Gu Yixiao, you come out!" I shouted into the empty room.

At this moment, the hidden bathroom sliding door opened, and Duan Jingchen appeared in front of me wearing a set of light gray loungewear.

"Tao Ran, I'm sorry, it's me. He said, staring into my eyes.

I burst into tears and looked at him through tears.

In my impression, Duan Jingchen is sunny and bright, and the light in his eyes is warm, but the kind of depression in his eyes at this time makes me can't bear to look at it directly.

"Yesterday night. I said.

"I was the same last night, you called me, and I passed. By the time you arrived, you were so drunk that you couldn't even walk, and you couldn't stand on your feet. I didn't want your drunken appearance to be seen by the child, so I brought you to me. Duan Jingchen looked at me and said seriously, "After you came back, you vomited, your clothes were dirty, and I helped you change your clothes." ”

I knew that there was a vacuum inside my bathrobe, and my face was red to the base of my neck.

"Thank you. "What else can I say, I can only say thanks.

"Your clothes haven't dried yet, I'll leave later, and if you're in a hurry, I'll buy you two." He looked at me calmly, "Gu Yixiao is dead, completely dead, and I can't find it." If you continue like this, you'll go crazy. ”

"I'm sorry. I whispered.

I know what I'm doing is hurting him a lot, but I really don't know what to do.

He didn't speak, sighed, turned around, and then brought a bottle of water over after a while: "Drink a little, you drank too much yesterday, I cooked millet porridge in the morning to nourish my stomach." I don't know how to make vegetables, and I have two bags of small pickles at home. Have some breakfast. ”

With that, he pulled me into the kitchen.

This house is pure Japanese design, all the doors are sliding, made of log color into a lattice, and then the top is actually white rice paper, antique, clean and neat, can make people calm down.

On the dining table are two bowls of porridge, two plates of small pickles, and a plate of custard buns.

"Eat. Duan Jingchen sat down first.

From the time I woke up to now, a total of ten minutes, my heart has experienced a huge gap. From the moment I opened my eyes, I thought it was Gu Yixiao who had returned, and to Duan Jingchen's appearance, I didn't know how to put my feelings.

Duan Jingchen's face was not good, and after saying two words, he stopped looking at me and buried himself in eating. He ate very slowly and calmly, and I watched him slowly calm down, and I also felt hungry in my stomach.

Neither of us spoke, and finished our meal in silence.

Duan Jingchen got up and put away the dishes and chopsticks, then turned around and went out, and when he was about to reach the door, he said to me, "Wait for me for more than an hour." ”

After speaking, without waiting for my answer, he pulled the door and went out.

I wanted to leave, but I looked at my bathrobe, so I had to give up.

The sun was drying my clothes, inside and out, but they weren't dry.

The phone was sitting on the table, fully charged, but turned off. I took my phone off the charger, turned it on, and called Aunt Wang to ask her about the bean bun.

She smiled and said, "Yesterday, Mr. Duan called and said that you can't come back from overtime." And, Mr. Duan came over early this morning to send the bean bags to the kindergarten, don't worry. ”

I said thank you to her and took the cord.

Sitting at Duan Jingchen's house, I was thinking about what I was doing? Now I am about to become a nervous disorder, obviously the person I saw is Duan Jingchen, how can I see Gu Yixiao? He was right just now, Gu Yixiao died!

As soon as I thought of this sentence in my heart, my brain was like a thunderbolt, and my brain immediately became a blank.

The treatment of bean bags at school, the endless discussions of others, the gossip in the company, everything, almost drove me crazy.

Qiao Ji'an calculated that He Xiao and I might also be to test whether I was interested in her man.

The more chaotic the mind, the more chaotic the brain.

Now I feel like I'm going through a stump worse than a divorce, and I'm running out of direction. I don't know if I'm going to wait like this, or if I'm going to start a new life quickly. I also wanted to start a new life, but I couldn't get out.

When I was alone, I didn't think it was very important, but after I really left completely, I realized that I really couldn't do without it.

Gu Yixiao, if you really die, can you appear once in my dream?

Duan Jingchen came back, and as soon as he pushed the door open, he saw me sitting on the sofa and crying.

"Tao Ran, what do you want to do, do you want to die with Gu Yixiao?"

I quickly wiped away my tears and stood up.

He walked up to me in a few steps, grabbed my shoulders and forced me to look at him: "If you really can't get out, then you just think about who harmed Gu Yixiao to this point, and you can find that person to take revenge." Such a half-dead, pretending to be fine, and having a fucking mind in mind. How are you going to live? Over time, you're going to go crazy. ”

His words woke me up in one fell swoop.

yes, who am I doing this gesture to now? Gu Yixiao is already dead, can I make up for it like this? If you really want to ask for an explanation, then go to Gu Tianbao.

I looked up, and the tears in my eyes dried little by little.

"Where's my clothes? I asked.

He handed me the handbag and said, "Think about it, give yourself a vacation, and think it through before you go to work." Your state is not fit to continue. ”

I took the bag and went into his bedroom, and after changing my clothes, I looked up at the corner.

His eyes are quite poisonous, and he bought the right size.

Coming out of his room, I had already returned to normal, looked at him and smiled: "Thank you, I'll invite you to dinner at noon, and talk about the planning of that land by the way." ”

I thought that this posture of mine could reassure Duan Jingchen, but who knew that his brows furrowed even tighter: "Tao Ran, is it not right for you to quickly adjust your posture back at all, people are emotional animals, when they encounter setbacks, they will cry and laugh, they will be decadent and confused, and they will stand still." The faster you adjust, the more wounds in your heart accumulate. ”

I was stunned and couldn't laugh anymore.

Yes, I'm sane enough and self-controlled enough now. I know when I smile sensibly.

However, no one has ever broken through this.

Duan Jingchen was the first.

I felt that I couldn't hold it on my face, so I smiled and asked, "When did you change your psychology?"

He looked at me: "It's not psychology, it's common sense." ”

Still, he picked up my handbag and handed it to me and said, "Let's go, let's eat." At noon today, I also made an appointment with a team of designers and wanted to have a preliminary communication with them. Next, we have to get people on our company's side, and as soon as we keep recruiting, I guess I won't have time. ”

When he said this, he paused and opened the door and said, "Let's go, talk as we go." ”

I followed him out of his apartment, all the way to the parking lot.

The moment he walked outside, the sunlight poured down like gold dust, and his back looked a little unreal. However, at this moment, I was inexplicably at ease. even thought in my heart that I shouldn't have to worry about being with him for the rest of my life. As long as I want to see him, he's there. As long as I want to speak, he's listening.

I didn't speak, and there was some loosening somewhere in my heart.

Last night, this morning, I made such a fuss, and he didn't say a word of unpleasantness. If I marry him in this life, when I dream back at midnight, I will not feel barren in my heart.

What is the purpose of getting married, in the final analysis, it is just for someone who can see himself.

As he drove forward slowly, he whispered, "If you see which one fits your eyes, stop it." I just moved here not long ago, and I don't know what it tastes like. Also, I have very low food requirements, as long as I can fill my stomach. ”

I looked out the window, there were many restaurants, but none of them matched my eyes.

Finally, after the car turned a corner, I saw a restaurant on the side of the road called Nanshan and immediately told him to stop. Duan Jingchen parked the car and smiled at me, "You like to eat this kind of food." ”

I nodded: "Eating is secondary, and the environment must be good." ”

I thought that his temperament would definitely say a word of hypocrisy, but I didn't expect Duan Jingchen to say anything, and after getting out of the car, he went to open the glass door of the restaurant for me.

It's still early, but it's past eleven o'clock, so there are few customers inside.

The two of us picked a clean table with no one around, and then picked up the menu and ordered it by ourselves. He just kept looking at me while I was studying the menu. Occasionally, I asked him if he wanted to eat this, and he smiled and said yes, I haven't eaten this before, you can try it.

The meal was peaceful and warm, and when I was about to go out, my heart moved, and suddenly my head was kicked by a donkey, and the words blurted out.

"Even if I am like this, would you like to be with me?"

Duan Jingchen was stunned by my question, but joy soon appeared in his eyes: "What I like is the real you, it doesn't change because of what you do or don't do." ”

I groaned and lowered my head.