Chu Ci was already sleepy, she muttered, and she didn't bother to open her eyelids: "Aren't you reading, don't be afraid to disturb me." Fu Heng gently pinched her waist,

"You just lie next to me and let me read a book, why don't you let me recite the scriptures?"

Chu Ci dragged the pillow down and buried it on his head: "But I'm really tired today." Seeing that she was excited, Fu Heng was not reluctant, hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her shallowly on her white neck.

"Then I'll hold you!" Chu Ci closed his eyes and let him hold him like this, but after a while, he felt that he had already reacted, and couldn't help asking,

"Don't hold me like this, I'm uncomfortable. "The man's body is very hot, like a soldering iron, and the point is, there is something that keeps pushing against her, and it feels really panicked.

Fu Heng tightened his arms,

"I'm also very uncomfortable. "The beauty is in the arms, but you can't touch it, this kind of torment is really very **. Moreover, there are some things that he really can't control, it's the body's natural reaction.

Because of the darkness around her, Chu Ci couldn't see his expression, only heard his voice low and hoarse, like a magic flute poured into her ears.

Fu Heng grabbed her hand and slowly moved it downward,

"You help me like this!" Chu Ci was much more awake at this time, she suddenly turned her face, stared at the man in the night with a pair of dark eyes, and seemed to be very firm in her words: "Come on your own, I'm going to sleep, and I have to work tomorrow." "She is really tired, her work has not been very smooth these days, and Lu Xiang has happened so many things, she is simply upset.

Fu Heng raised his eyebrows, his expression was a little colder: "You are busy with work, do I have to do it like this every day?" He is a normal man with his own physiological needs, and he doesn't want to be a monk.

Chu Ci closed his eyes: "Next time!" Fu Heng hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear: "If you don't work hard, Mu Xiuchen's children will be soy sauce in the future, and our children have not been born yet!" As soon as she heard the child, Chu Ci immediately became alert, and she opened her eyes: "I don't want children!" She said very resolutely, without any tactful words.

Fu Heng's face suddenly sank, fortunately, he couldn't see it really in the dark night, he smiled: "Don't you want children, don't you want it for the rest of your life?" Chu Ci scratched his hair a little irritably: "No, I don't have time to think about this now." Let's talk about it later!

She felt that the relationship between him and Fu Heng was still very unstable, and it would be very troublesome to have a child.

"In the future, how long do you want to wait?" Chu Ci was silent, and then she turned over, closed her eyes, and stopped talking.

She is actually very vacillating in her heart, she feels that she herself is not mature enough, and her relationship with Fu Heng is not so stable, and she is even ready to leave him at any time.

So she almost didn't think much about the child's affairs.

"Chu porcelain. Fu Heng's voice was deep and angry. But Chu Ci closed his eyes tightly, thinking that I wouldn't open my eyes if you hit me.

She just wanted to sleep and didn't want to do anything else. Fu Heng endured his temper for three seconds, and finally turned over and went to the bathroom.

Well, he's going to have to take a shower again. ………… Chu Ci took half a day off the next day to take care of Lu Xiang in the hospital.

Lu Xiang's health is much better, and his face is not so pale. Chu Ci brought her some light food, and then sat on the chair next to her bed and slowly peeled bananas.

After eating a banana, Chu Ci looked at Lu Xiang's still flat lower abdomen, and couldn't help asking, "I really don't feel it." ”

"No, I haven't grown into a human shape yet!" Chu Ci held her cheeks and looked at her with a smile: "I hope it's a girl or a boy!" "I discussed it in college, Lu Xiang said that she likes both boys and girls, but Chu Ci just wants a girl, she thinks that boys are naughty, and they are very tired, but they are still a little girl, obedient and sensible, and she is her mother's intimate little padded jacket.

"It's all good, it's all my kids anyway. Lu Xiang smiled happily.

"I just like girls, how cute. Lu Xiang smiled slightly, looked at her yearning look, and couldn't help but say, "You don't want a child?" Chu Ci lowered his eyes, and his voice was low: "I haven't thought about it." ”

"When my child makes soy sauce, your child won't be born yet!" Lu Xiang said jokingly, smiling happily.

"Lu Xiang. Chu Ci suddenly raised his head and said, "I think Fu Heng and I may ...... It won't be for long. Lu Xiang was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Why are you so unconfident in him?" She reached out and touched Chu Ci's hair: "Do you think you don't love him enough or do you think he doesn't love you enough." ”

"Love?" Chu Ci smiled lightly: "It's only been a long time to get along, maybe it can't reach this level, but if you like it, you still like it." At the end, a faint sadness appeared on her face: "But do you like to be able to eat?"

"Is Warmth still pestering him lately?" Chu Ci shook his head: "No, but you know, Warmth has a different meaning to him." "Even if you don't love it, it's still the kind that you will keep in your heart.

Lu Xiang touched the ring on Chu Ci's hand: "Do you know the meaning of the wedding ring?" In fact, Chu Ci had already taken off the wedding ring, but Fu Heng applied some lubricant to the wedding ring in the morning, and brought it to her with his own hands, and his attitude was very resolute, and she was not allowed to take it off.

Chu Ci didn't speak.

The implication is that the love between the two parties is pure and flawless, making it seamless for others to be drilled. Lu Xiang smiled faintly: "In Greek mythology, the chains that originally bound Prometheus eventually turned into his ring. Later, the ring represented mutual support, so as early as ancient Roman times, wearing a ring became a way for men and women to commit to each other. Chu Ci smiled slightly: "In this way, it seems that it is really bound and bound!" Tie two people who don't know each other together, this is the meaning of the ring!

After a pause, Lu Xiang said again: "The reason why the wedding ring is worn on the ring finger is because the Egyptians believe that the blood of this finger goes straight to the atrium and can reach the place in charge of love - the heart. Therefore, the most important thing in a relationship is whether there is a heart. "It's not enough for one to have a heart, two people have to have a heart.

She has loved so hard over the years because she is giving alone, and the other person has not responded at all.

Lu Xiang was silent for a while, took her hand and put it on her heart,

"Give yourself a chance, and if not, listen to your heart and make a choice. She smiled and stood firmly: "But no matter what you decide, I will be on your side." Lu Xiang's hand was warm and soft, and Chu Ci held her hand with his backhand and leaned on her lower abdomen: "When this child is born, I will be his godmother." ”

"Okay, when the time comes, the red envelopes for the New Year and the holidays will not be missing. Chu Ci smiled slightly, then looked at the time, it was four o'clock.

In fact, Chu Ci still has an appointment in the hospital today. At four o'clock, there were not too many people in line, and soon it was her turn.

I did a B-ultrasound first, and checked the uterus and ovaries to see if there was any problem. Chu Ci handed the test sheet to the female doctor, she glanced at it and lifted her eyelids: "The uterus is a little small, but it doesn't have much impact, everything else is normal." ”

"Well, the chances of pregnancy are still quite high, right?" The female doctor flipped through her case: "Well, I'm only 23 years old, it's just the right age, and it's quite appropriate to have a child, but I still have to see how the hormone level is!" After speaking, she asked with a serious face: "How often do you have sex with your husband?" Chu Ci looked embarrassed.

She blushed and thought for a moment, then said cautiously: "He has more energy, basically every day, but I've been tired lately. ”

"Hmm. The female doctor scribbled a few strokes in the notebook: "That's no problem." Chu Ci was silent for a while, and then said: "I don't really want children for the time being, if I take birth control pills, will it have a great impact on my body." ”

"That's for sure, it's a three-point poison, have you ever taken birth control pills?"

"Eaten. Her voice was a little small. The female doctor snorted a few strokes on the paper again, her face was not raised, and her voice was still indifferent.

"And now!"

"It's not anymore, it's probably stopped for more than a month!" She also felt that taking birth control pills hurt her body, so she stopped later, Fu Heng sometimes remembered to wear a condom, but sometimes she just got it in it when she was interested.

In this way, Chu Ci felt that it was very dangerous. If you accidentally get pregnant, it's really a big problem. The female doctor casually wrote a list for her, and now she takes this to the hematology department on the second floor to draw blood for testing, and then shows me the test sheet.

"The folic acid content is low, and the estrogen content is too low, making it difficult to conceive. The female doctor looked at the test sheet and her voice was cold.

"And," the female doctor had not finished speaking,

"If the body fat ratio is too low, it will have a certain impact on the implantation of sperm. This means that she is too thin and may affect the formation of a fertilized egg.

Then he raised his eyes and glanced at her,

"Did your husband come with you, let him check it too. ”

"Well, he's busy, he didn't come. ”

"It's quite appropriate for you to have a child at this age, if you don't want it, try to ask your husband to take safety measures, if he doesn't even want to bring a condom, then you can say him, don't take birth control pills, and when you want it in the future, you regret it, it hurts very much, pay attention." Chu Ci nodded, took the list and walked outside.

She really doesn't want children, but every time she talks about this issue, Fu Heng is very angry. It's better once or twice, but after a long time, she is afraid that the two of them will quarrel again.

She walked into the elevator with a heavy heart, and pressed down the floor, but the elevator door just closed.

It was opened again with a "ding" sound. Chu Ci raised his face, and when he saw the people standing outside, his expression was stunned for a moment.