Chinese I know what he's doing, but I can't.

I moved, trying to reach out and push him, but my whole body was limp and I couldn't use my strength.

Qi Xiang may have noticed it, paused in his movements, raised his head as if looking at me, and quickly lowered his head again and rubbed his lips against my neck.

For the next two minutes he lay motionless / on top of me.

I opened my mouth, and it was a little difficult to breathe, and I finally managed to get out of the word "you" and covered my mouth.

He said, "Shut up. ”

The voice was faint, without a hint of emotion. But I'm sure he drank too much to do this, because there were so many empty bottles on the floor, and he didn't look particularly sober.

I struggled all the time, and although it was quite insignificant, I still felt for the switch on the wall.

The light turned on, and Qi Xiang let go of my collarbone that was bitten red by him, and looked at me with contempt and irritation.

I pulled the sheet and moved back, Qi Xiang didn't let me hide, and there was already a wall behind me, so I could only barely block my exposed body and look at him cautiously.

"What are you going to do?" I was about to cry.

He said, "Are you afraid?"

I said, "I'm not going to be like you." ”

He sneered and looked at me interestingly, "What?"

I stared at Qi Xiang, his expression was like an ice cube that had just been fished out of the water, I was afraid of him, more afraid than when I was troubled by Si Chen for the first time.

I thought of Si Chen, when the three of us were still together in the taxi, and I never felt that I still had hope that he could appear, I asked Qi Xiang, "Where is Si Chen?"

"Next door," he said. So you'd better keep your voice quiet and don't want him to hear it. ”

My eyes darkened, and I finally understood that it was the two of them who got me here together, I was too naïve to think that Qi Xiang would be a good person, and even more naïve to expect that Si Chen, who was not a good person from the beginning, could help me.

For the next few hours, Qi Xiang kept trying to kiss me, he pressed / on top of me, I kept resisting, and we had a long tug-of-war.

His face was a little red because of drinking, and his movements were not particularly neat, I knew that if it weren't for this, he would have succeeded a long time ago, but I still had no advantage in front of him, at most he couldn't really touch me, but I couldn't move.

Qi Xiang was still kissing me, from his cheek to his neck to his shoulder, he just didn't touch my mouth, as if he deliberately bypassed, my mind was messed up, and I couldn't tell the meaning of his actions, and I didn't think about whether he was disgusting me, or if there were other reasons.

I didn't dare to move, but when he approached, I shrank back with my legs, there was really no space, and I was pulled back by him when I dodged a little.

Then I cried, because I felt that he was already hard there, and he rubbed my hair and ordered me not to cry and open my eyes to look at him.

I complied, and asked him tremblingly, "Can you not ......?"

Qi Xiang said categorically: "Don't think about it. ”

I said, "I'm scared." ”

He stared at me indifferently, his fingers pinching my chin, "Wait a minute, it'll be cool." ”

I continued to make trouble, and was easily suppressed by Qi Xiang. I know I can't be like him, although I like him.

I like Qi Xiang, a real crush, even if I have no experience in love before, but I still understand that I just like him, I feel happy when I see him, and I feel sad when I see him talking to others on the phone.

But I also know that we are not from the same world from beginning to end, and I am not his girlfriend, nor is I the choice of his girlfriend.

Later, Qi Xiang got impatient, and broke my leg and tried to send myself in/out, and the whole process was like I was deprived of oxygen.

Before I could go in, he suddenly stopped, looked up and frowned at me, "Why is it bleeding?"

I lowered my head and closed / my legs.

I could see that he was quite unhappy, and I was embarrassed to hide in the bathroom. After a while, Qi Xiang knocked on the door and handed in a suit of his clothes and a tampon that had been turned out of my school bag.

Qi Xiang has been waiting outside, and when I went out, I saw him, he was holding his arms, and there was only a bath towel around his body, and his thin young body was very good-looking.

After seeing me, Qi Xiang carried me all the way to the bed, I was thrown on the bed by him, and then he himself lay down and pulled the quilt to cover the two of us.

I sneaked to the other side of the bed, and when he found out, I pulled back and put my arm in my arms.

He leaned down and kissed me on the cheek, his mouth pressed to my ear and commanded, "Sleep." ”

I was nervous, but I was held by him and couldn't move at all. I woke up several times in and out during the night, until I felt Qi Xiang gently turn over and push away my hand on his arm that I don't know when.

Qi Xiang stood by the bed and looked at me for a long time, then walked to the window.

I stole my eyes open and I could tell he was smoking from the smoke rings coming from behind him. I know that those boys who don't study can smoke, but I have never seen Qi Xiang smoke cigarettes, and from the posture of his fingers holding the cigarette, it seems to be very skillful.

I feel sorry for him, there must be something unhappy about this.

When I was sad and sad, my hand shook, because I was buried in the quilt, so the phone did not make a vibrating sound. I looked down and saw a string of numbers and a line of small print on the blue-glowing screen:

Bastard, I miss you.

It was almost dawn, and I saw that Qi Xiang was about to turn around, and he was in a hurry to make the phone screen dark, but he accidentally deleted the text message, so he could only close his eyes and pretend to be asleep.

Qi Xiang didn't know, he turned around and didn't call me, he just went back to the bed, lay flat next to me, and didn't hug me again.

Later, I fell asleep again, and when I woke up again, Qi Xiang was still next to me, and my eyes were gently closed.

When I went out to make breakfast, I forgot that Si Chen was also in the house, so he suddenly appeared behind me, and when my hand came around to get the bread, I threw the spatula on the ground in fright.

I said, "How do you ......?"

Si Chen didn't speak, he glanced at me lightly, and there was something else in his eyes.

At this time, the door of Qi Xiang's room opened, he had already changed his clothes, looked at me very complicated, and then walked towards the door without saying a word.

The sound of the door closing sounded, and my nose ached.

Si Chen asked me, "My schoolbag is in his room?"

I lowered my head and hummed, and then Si Chen went in to get my schoolbag, and I looked at the two breakfasts that had been prepared in front of me and had a headache.

Si Chen passed by me when he came out with his schoolbag, looked at the two breakfasts I made, and then brought the plate to the table and beckoned me to come over to eat.

I said, "I'm not hungry." ”

He said, "It's for Qi Xiang." You like him, don't you?"

I didn't answer, holding the clothes that had been left next to the washing machine and planning to go back to Qi Xiang's room to change them, and then take the schoolbag and leave.

Si Chen shouted behind me: "He quarreled with his girlfriend." ”

I was in a bad mood for two days on the weekend, and the person I secretly liked for a while suddenly became disillusioned like that, probably a feeling of falling out of love, strictly speaking, not to talk about.

We met at school on Monday, and he and Si Chen happened to come out when I was about to enter the classroom. The two boys were tall, and if I walked with my head down like that, I would accidentally bump into someone's arms.

I raised my head in embarrassment, just in time to meet Qi Xiang's avoidant gaze.

On the contrary, Si Chen pulled the corners of his mouth at me, and stared at my neck with a scrutinizing gaze for a long time, until I understood that I came over and used my hand to cover the traces left by Qi Xiang's accident two days ago.

When Si Chen walked by me, he said to me meaningfully, "Does it still hurt there?"

I bowed my head vigorously.

And he said, "Wounds on the hands." ”

It's me who misunderstood, but Si Chen, I always feel a little unclear.

Qi Xiang turned his head to stare at the two of us, his eyes were a little gloomy, and he said impatiently, "Let's go." ”

Si Chen and Qi Xiang are like a fox and a tiger. The fox is very dangerous and cunning, but what is even more terrifying is the tiger, when he is in a good mood, he is a big cat, but in fact, the tiger eats people.

Just thinking about it, the door of the classroom was suddenly pushed open, and Ding Mengyang came out of our classroom wearing a specially shortened school uniform skirt, smiled brightly at me, and then caught up with Shi Chen and them in two or three steps, and generously took Shang Chen's arm.

Si Chen quickly changed his face and looked at his girlfriend gently.

Ding Mengyang also greeted Qi Xiang, smiling very dignifiedly, and Qi Xiang calmly accosted her.

I watched all this from afar, and Si Chen pulled Ding Mengyang, who was fighting with Qi Xiang, into his arms, "What do you want to eat at noon?"

Well, it's quite warm, just like an idol drama.

So at noon, Qi Xiang and Si Chen took Ding Mengyang out to eat, before that, the person who followed them every day to eat and drink was me, Ding Mengyang was the host of the campus radio station, and she asked for leave today.

As for me, I left it alone.

I haven't been in high school for a few months, and the so-called friendship boat has just formed a deck at this time, and I am about to lose the deck, before I met Qi Xiang and them, my good friend in the class was Lin Xuan, and they used to eat together and study together.

Lin Xuan saw that I hadn't gone out to eat, so she came over and asked me, "Do you want to go to the cafeteria together?"

We went to the cafeteria late, there was no good food, but there were few people, Lin Xuan found a remote corner and called me over.

She chatted with me during dinner, and the topic was no different from that of ordinary high school girls, and I gradually distracted myself and ignored the matter with Qi Xiang.

However, Lin Xuan suddenly asked me, "Xiangxiang, did you quarrel with Qi Xiang?"

I subconsciously said "um", and suddenly felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and explained with a very serious expression: "You didn't misunderstand anything, I don't have that kind of relationship with him, they went out with Ding Mengyang." ”

I am Qi Xiang and Si Chen's little follower, this matter is considered public in school, Si Chen has a girlfriend, naturally my relationship with Qi Xiang is very delicate.

I haven't deliberately explained it before, but I probably enjoyed this misunderstanding.

I told Lin Xuan that the reason why I was with Qi Xiang and them all day long was because Qi Xiang wanted to borrow my homework.

Lin Xuan asked me if I was in the classroom if I didn't go to the study room after school these days, and I said yes. She said if we could do our homework together at night.

Although Si Chen was also there every night, I always regarded those two or three hours as my solitude with Qi Xiang, and this little selfishness made me hesitate.

Lin Xuan saw it, so he said, "Then forget it." ”

I smiled and said, "No, together at night." ”

Lin Xuan is very happy, but I think she is not only happy because we can do our homework together. Then Zhao Xiaochuan also came, holding the plate and sitting directly at our table.

Zhao Xiaochuan is in our grade, but in a different class. After the end of the military training, Zhao Xiaochuan asked the girls in our class to send me a small note, asking me if I wanted to be his girlfriend.

I refused.

I don't want to fall in love, I've always felt that teenage relationships don't lead to anything, only boys can talk a few times and be experienced.

Later, Zhao Xiaochuan didn't deliberately look for me, there are so many people in the school, and it's not unusual to meet them.

But today, I happened to meet again.

"I can't see you in the cafeteria," he said. ”

I laughed dryly, but didn't answer.

I ate with my head down, Zhao Xiaochuan pointed at me with his single eyelid from time to time, I didn't look at him, he laughed quietly, and by the way, he gave me the fried chicken leg on his plate, "I haven't touched it." ”

Don't eat for nothing, don't eat.

Lin Xuan also followed to help, and after eating, she said if she wanted to go back to the classroom together, so Zhao Xiaochuan sent the two of us back to the classroom. Their class is one floor below our class, and it is in the opposite direction, not at all along the way.

Zhao Xiaochuan watched me return to my seat, stood outside the door and waved at me, "Bye-bye." ”

When he left, I saw a disposable lunch box on my desk, I don't know how long it had been here, and the food was still steaming and didn't look like leftovers.

I turned my head to see Si Chen, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled at me, "Have you eaten it?"

Qi Xiang's seat was empty, and he wasn't there.

Qi Xiang was not there all afternoon, I leaned on the window and looked at the basketball court, he was playing, and the teacher wouldn't care about him if he didn't come to class, but I remember that Qi Xiang cared about his usual grades, and Si Chen laughed at him for being afraid of his mother.

In fact, that meal was packed for me by the way when Si Chen was in a good mood when he came back, and he told me later.

Qi Xiang was not in that mood, and I heard that he was still melancholy because of the quarrel with his girlfriend. I'm sad too.

After the evening self-study, the people in the classroom were almost gone, only Lin Xuan, who had agreed with me to stay and do homework together, seemed to be absent-minded.

Si Chen also went out, and came back with Qi Xiang after a while.

Qi Xiang came in from outside the classroom, his eyes fell on me, and then he looked at Lin Xuan next to me.

Lin Xuan smiled and said hello, Qi Xiang ignored her at all, walked straight to her seat and walked out with her schoolbag, Si Chen shrugged his shoulders and tilted his head and asked me, "Disappointed?"

It can also be regarded as asking Lin Xuan.

Then Lin Xuan caught up with Qi Xiang, "Don't you do your homework?"

Qi Xiang pushed Lin Xuan away with a cold face, "I don't like to stay with people I don't know. ”

Qi Xiang raised his eyes to look at me and smiled at Lin Xuan again.

At first glance, the smile was gentle, but he said, "Don't be embarrassed, give you three seconds to get out of here." ”

Lin Xuan was about to cry, but Qi Xiang just smiled disapprovingly, shook her off and strode out of the classroom.

Si Chen also left, Lin Xuan escaped, threw the books on the table into the schoolbag casually and ran away without saying a word to me.

Looking around, I was the only one in the classroom.

It was past ten o'clock after the homework was written, and there was a little faint light left in the corridor, and it was already dark on the playground.

I'm afraid of the dark, if it wasn't for Qi Xiang asking me to stay in the classroom and do my homework before, I wouldn't stay here, but now that they are not there, I am afraid to go out alone, and the school has turned off the lights on the other side of the stairs in order to save electricity.

I went down the six floors in the dark, and when I was about to walk to the school gate, I ran into Qi Xiang and Si Chen, who were running over.

The two of them exchanged glances, Si Chen came over and grabbed my wrist and ran in together, Qi Xiang turned around and ran outside the school.

I couldn't keep up with Si Chen, and I was almost dragged to the back of the teaching building by him, and I couldn't say a word.

Finally, he stopped, covered my mouth again, and whispered, "Don't make a sound, you can stay in the study room after I leave, and wait for us to pick you up." ”

I didn't understand, so I asked him, "What's going on?"

Si Chen didn't speak, he threw his schoolbag on the ground and left, I secretly hid behind the wall and looked in the direction he left, only to find that there were many people standing outside the school, a few of them were very familiar, they were tricked into drinking in the billiard room that day.

Our school is stingy, not only are the lights in the stairwell turned off, but the old man who sits in the security room all the year round is also an old man who often absents from work.

Today, the old man is gone again, so Qi Xiang Sichen fights with people at the school gate and no one cares.

The billiard room that day was someone else's field, and these people will have some measure to start, but today is different, I understand that it is not so simple.

As for Qi Xiang and Si Chen, they are young and vigorous people who refuse to admit defeat, and they refuse to run even if they know that they can't fight. I saw Qi Xiang grabbed his collar and then received several punches, and he hit him back like he didn't want to die.

With the lesson from last time, I also understand that I can't go over and cause trouble for them in a panic, but if I don't do anything, the two of them will definitely suffer. I listened to Si Chen's words and ran in the direction of the study room, but instead of waiting for them to come back, I was going to find the teacher on duty for help.

When I went upstairs, I ran too fast and hit a man, I bowed my head and said I'm sorry, but he wouldn't give way.

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