(Cat flutter Chinese) "I don't want to know. ”

In fact, I know that when I was applying for college, Qi Xiang once accompanied me all night to prepare materials and interviews, and he fell asleep on the table opposite me, and then held my hand and talked in his sleep, so I knew.

I also thought that after so long, a lot of things would fade, but the truth is, I was wrong.

"Qi Xiang, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have misunderstood you. ”

"I wasn't mistaken. I've always known what you think, and chasing you was also my decision. I gave up three times, if you like Si Chen, I will go abroad to avoid you. If you can't forget him, I'll go to the United States without putting pressure on you. You reconcile, and I'll try to start over. Give you the freedom to choose what you want, but now, I want to take the initiative. ”

Interrupting Qi Xiang, I said, "I have a boyfriend!"

"You broke up. ”

"We didn't break up!"

"You broke up, Si Chen has already left, even if he comes back, I will only fight with him openly. Moreover, he can't earn me, because he doesn't deserve you. ”

"Then I don't deserve you. ”

Qi Xiang looked at me.

I lowered my head, my fingers almost clasping a hole in my palm, "Because I still love him." ”

I don't know which sentence Qi Xiang said I wanted to cry when I cried, it was quite rare to cry in front of him, I endured it and started crying when I got out of the ward.

I still love Si Chen, but what do I love him, in fact, it's not like Qi Xiang said that he remembers too much pain and is reluctant to let go, but now every time I think of Si Chen, it's more when I'm happy together, he plays the piano for me and writes songs for me.

There are too many experiences, and he has participated in the best years of his life, who else can replace him.

I still love Si Chen, no matter what happens to us now, it's not like I can say that I don't love it and I don't like to say let it go, anyway, I can't do it.

What I want is not how good Qi Xiang is to me and how much he pays for me, but I hope that Si Chen can come back and we will reconcile again. So I don't deserve Qi Xiang, and because I have delayed him for too many years.

This time it's really going to be broken, and it's completely broken, and I can't bear it, but I really don't have the face to continue to delay Qi Xiang.

I pretended to be indifferent and disappeared with him, and the assistant around me was also instructed by me countless times not to let Qi Xiang have a chance to find me, and when I really wanted to do this, it was as easy as avoiding a crazy fan.

But Qi Xiang never left, just like Si Chen never came back.

Every time I had a gig, I would receive an anonymous bouquet of flowers with cards on them that drew me what I would look like when I sang.

When I started a blog, there was always someone who would comment and like, and I would never miss every one, and would say a long, long paragraph to comfort me when I was in a bad mood.

A year later, I won a newcomer award voted on the Internet, and the fan who organized the fan voting spoke in a somewhat familiar tone.

My mother's company moved the office, and I asked the assistant to help because I couldn't spare time for the recording, and he came back and told me that there were other people to help, and the young man in the lead was a little familiar and handsome.

So I took bread and gagged his mouth.

I think what I can do for Qi Xiang now is not to give him any chance to misunderstand, force him to die, and no longer delay him, although I already owe him a lot, but at least, I really can't owe it anymore.

I avoided Qi Xiang, just like Si Chen avoided me.

Si Chen has been gone for more than a year, and he has not contacted anyone I know or can find, let alone come back. The only thing I can do is to say to Si Chen every day what I don't have to talk to.

Sometimes I think maybe Si Chen will watch it, but he just doesn't want to be known. Sometimes I think that Si Chen is so determined to break up, he must have some kind of hardship. Sometimes I think that when I woke up and opened my eyes, he knocked on the door and told me that he was back.

I always think that Si Chen still loves me, just like me, and his attitude towards this relationship has never changed.

I took a year off, I still want to go to the United States, I want to find Si Chen, and I announced that I would go to Germany to study music, in fact, I chose to quit when I was very popular, and it caused a sensation for a while.

I wondered again, would Si Chen also know this, and guessed that I was going to look for him, so would he suddenly appear and let me find it?

However, my expectations will only be disappointed again and again, and this time I searched in the United States for half a year, and searched all the places I could find but to no avail.

Looking for it this way, even if you find someone who has lost her memory and forgot me, you can always find it, not to mention that Si Chen has his mother, they can't go to the hospital for treatment, how can they not find it.

Unless, he doesn't want to be found by me.

This answer was very abusive to me, I had a fever of 40 degrees in the United States, almost burned half of my life, and it took a week to completely recover. The reason why I keep having a high fever seems to be really because I can't find Si Chen.

I feel pathetic, but I just can't let go, I can't let go of anything. The first thing I did after I was discharged from the hospital was to find Si Chen until the end of the year, and I had to return to China because of the visa.

This time I was flying to Beijing, and I watched the news for a while before boarding, and accidentally saw a photo of Xiang Xi and Xu Yi taking a photo. I wanted to go west, and a phone call came and I heard a tone that was indeed down.

Then I called Xu Niya, and I wanted to ask him for Xiangxi's contact information, but I didn't expect the two of them to be together.

I told me that I was going back to China, and said to the west that I was going to pick me up with Hyunia.

The last time Xiang Xi and I met two years ago was at the Capital Airport, and that day was also the last time Si Chen and I met. I didn't expect that two years later, it would still be the same place.

I bought an economy class ticket, in order to avoid being recognized, I wore a mask and sunglasses all the way, and then went to sleep and sleep, but unfortunately the weather in Beijing was not good, the previous flight was delayed, and our flight caught up with the rainstorm weather, and it took off again after more than three hours after the forced landing at Qingdao Airport.

The plane was delayed for several hours, and people couldn't go out casually, and after being locked in the cabin for nearly twenty hours in a row, I felt that even my sunglasses and masks couldn't hide my haggardness.

However, there is no one around me who will prepare a toiletry bag for me.

I went to see Xiangxi so sickly, and I couldn't hide it in front of my old friends, so I just showed her how ugly I was now, and they wouldn't laugh at me anyway.

Xiangxi was excited when she saw me, but I was so tired that I couldn't walk, so I just watched her running towards me. Just as Xiangxi ran up to me and reached out to hug me, her hand suddenly hung down again, and she stared behind me in a daze.

"What's wrong?"

Xiangxi was still in a daze, so I turned my head along her line of sight, and the person I saw in Xiangxi was Si Chen.

I looked for Si Chen for two years, and two years later, he showed up at the place where we last met, and it was even quite possible that we were all on the same plane for the previous twenty hours.

After looking for him for so long, I never expected to see him again at such an opportunity.

I also thought that Si Chen would appear with his mother, but beside him, there was another person, Jiang Tong. Compared with my embarrassed face, the makeup on Jiang Tong's face was delicate and complete, and he smiled decently and generously.

But in fact, what she really has and what I don't have is happiness.

Jiang Tong smiled politely at me, then whispered a few words to Si Chen, and then took Si Chen's mother out of the passage on the other side.

Si Chen walked in front of a few of us generously.

It wasn't until the two of us came face to face that I really wanted to cry, I thought my eyes must be wet, and I just held back to keep the tears from falling.

Why is it so coincidental that Si Chen met Jiang Tong and came back together, he would explain it to me, otherwise why would he smile at me.

I was even ready to "forgive" him, only to get a long time of estrangement.

Then Si Chen greeted Xu Nia as if he couldn't see my presence, and then he bent down to open the suitcase and took out two red envelopes from inside.

At that moment, I felt like I could die.

The red envelope, it is not difficult to guess what it is, and it has been prepared a long time ago, with the names of Shunia and Xiangxi written on it.

Xu Nia opened it in front of me, from the inside to the outside is Si Chen's handwriting, too familiar, I have read this word for almost ten years, and I will not forget the words he wrote in a few decades.

Wedding invitations, each one is written personally, how serious, how much you care.

Si Chen is getting married, Si Chen is finally getting married, but the bride's name is not me, but Jiang Tong.

Once, whether it was said that Jiang Tong was smarter than me, better than my family background, more sensible than me, and cuter than me, I could narcissistically reply that Si Chen loved me, but now, I don't have that kind of certainty.

That Jiang Tong, who I have pitied, sympathized, and hated, but always looked down from the perspective of the winner, and decided that no matter how much she liked Si Chen, it would be impossible to snatch Si Chen from me in this life, and she was finally going to become Si Chen's bride.

And I, too, was completely abandoned and turned into a self-righteous joke.

Xu Nia wants to do it, I am actually quite touched that he can do it with his best brother for me, a half-friend, but when the afterglow is left in Jiang Tong's worried gaze, I think it is better to forget it.

Now that I have come to the open, I am worried that Si Chen's qualifications are gone.

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