Lu Zeyang walked down the steps and reached out to grab Jian Mu, but Jian Mu slapped his hand away, "Don't touch me." ”

Lu Zeyang was stunned and glanced back at Lu Xiufan.

That was also the first time Lu Zeyang saw the frustration in Lu Xiufan's eyes.

Even with desperation.

Lu Xiufan slowly walked down the stairs little by little, very slowly.

His eyes stared at Jian Mu for a moment, as if he was afraid that if he took a quick step, he would scare away this woman who was already like a frightened bird.

has been hiding it for so long, and even appeased her own mother, but she capsized here in Lu Zeyang.

Lu Xiufan knew that it would be a mistake to talk about this matter tonight, but he still let this mistake continue.

Jian Mu was still staring at him, and asked repeatedly, "He, what did you say?"

Lu Xiufan didn't answer, but said to her: "Go back with me, I'll explain to you." ”

Jian Mu didn't move, as if it was just a useless nonsense.

"I ask you, what did he just say?"

The repetition of the sentence made the whole space stand still.

Lu Xiufan's panic was so obvious, but he still repeated seriously, "Jian Mu, I said it, go back with me." ”

Jian Muchao stepped back and stared at him, "Is what he just said true?"

She probably began to understand that Lu Xiufan would not repeat this sentence, so she came to ask.

Lu Xiufan's expression sank, and he had an explosive feeling that Jian Mu couldn't understand, and his anger swelled instantly.

He glanced back at Lu Zeyang, gloomy and angry, he grabbed his collar with one hand, pressed him against the wall and punched him hard.

Lu Zeyang was able to dodge, and Lu Xiufan punched the wall, and the back of his hand was covered with blood.

He let go of Lu Zeyang, and his voice was as cold as a thorn in hell, "While I still have reason, get out of front of my eyes immediately." ”

Lu Zeyang didn't speak, and walked away from the stairs in a panic.

The moment the door of the stairwell closed, Lu Zeyang's face changed, and he became smug and even cruel.

He straightened his suit, took his phone out of his pocket, and sent a message: Get it done in advance.

Lu Zeyang thought that this matter would be debunked by Jian Heng, so he warned Jian Heng in advance, he thought that Jian Mu would inevitably remember the nightmare he had when he was sixteen years old when he returned to that place. But he underestimated Jian Mu's blood connection to his father.

In the end, a conversation in the staircase made Jian Mu hear it clearly.

Lu Xiufan's fists clenched fiercely, and he looked back at Jian Mu, "Jian Mu, do you have to pursue it?"

Jian Mu looked at him, and his chest exploded like a muffled thunder.

She admitted that even just now she had a fantasy, it wouldn't be Lu Xiufan, how could it be him.

He was so good to her, he was a complete gentleman, he never left a flaw in his life, how could he do such a thing?

But it turned out that his kindness to her was all compensation for what he had done, and he always was.

Lu Xiufan picked up the bag she dropped on the ground and sent it to her.

Jian Muchao stepped back.

"You don't need to answer me anymore. Isn't the answer already clear?"

Lu Xiufan opened his mouth, he gave her the bag, just because he was afraid that once she couldn't think about it, she would get lost alone, and she would have no money to take a taxi to live in a hotel.

He thought that he was really cheap, and at this time, he was still worried about her.

"Jian Mu, at that time, I had no choice-"

Jian Mu didn't give Lu Xiufan time, turned around and ran out desperately towards the bottom of the stairs.

He didn't chase after him.

He was well aware that this time, it might be difficult for her to turn back.

He knew better that she had never forgotten that nightmare.

It's been a long journey.

Why does she keep running?

It seems that he has been running for half his life, and he has never stopped.

Jian Mu grabbed her bag and struggled desperately, she didn't dare to tell herself to stop, as soon as she stopped, it seemed to be that summer evening, that dark room.

It's already dark outside, and it's hard to get a taxi in D City at this time.

She went out like this, and she didn't even know where she was going.

Fortunately, she still has a bag in her hand, and fortunately she still has a mobile phone in her bag.

She came out with her mobile phone, trying to call someone, her hands trembled, as if she couldn't find the phone number.

Now there are some strangers to City D, and the address book is full of friends from City A, who is she going to call?

She turned the pages as she went, turning too fast, and then turned back and looked again.

In the end, the phone was thrown out by her.

She crouched on the ground to pick up her phone, and finally sat down with her knees hugged.

Sixteen years old should be the same age as flowers.

After that night, she forgot how to laugh.

She forgot how many times she thought about dying, and how many times she had cut her arm with a knife, but she was stopped by Shen Mei.

Shen Mei hugged her and said, "Don't be afraid, Jian Mu, we are not afraid, all this will pass." You'll forget, won't be thinking about everything that night. ”

Shen Mei took her to all the hospitals, and when she finally asked to see a psychiatrist, Shen Mei said no, that can't do, "My daughter is not a neuropath, she doesn't need to see a psychiatrist." ”

That was a thorn in Shen Mei's heart, what she was most afraid of was that someone would say that she had a nervous disorder.

She couldn't forget it, so she had to fight all the pain of that time alone.

When she was lying on the bed, she always felt that there was a shadow, and she would scream just when she was touched.

No one could touch her, at that time, even if Shen Mei hugged her, she had to make it clear that she was her mother, "I'm my mother, Jian Mu, I'm my mother, don't be afraid." ”

Jian Mu couldn't remember how that day came by, trembling and afraid, taking a year off from school and staying at home, for a whole year, she didn't think about tea and dinner, what she ate and vomited.

Maybe the physical damage was not much, but she never seemed to forget the feeling of being unable to break free, the dark shadow, the summer, the smell and cruelty of the mat in the sky.

She's only sixteen, and she doesn't understand anything yet.

A year later, she began to go back to school and reconnect with other people, and slowly began to forget the corner that was controlled by that tragic summer.

The street lamps swayed, and the rain, which had stopped, raged down again, getting bigger and bigger, and she didn't bring an umbrella.

It seemed that it was only a moment, and the clothes had been pierced, cold against his body, unable to move.

Yes!

She finally screamed uncontrollably, ahhh

The chest burned like fire.

She had already begun to like this man, she began to attach herself to him, and she began to be inseparable.

But this man ruined the beginning of her life.

Jian Mu screamed frantically, and kept screaming.

She must be crazy, she must be.

I don't know how long, she didn't seem to feel enough, stood up and hugged the telephone pole and hit her head.

A hand behind him grabbed her by the shoulder, dragging her over.

She turned around and saw that the man standing not far away was Lu Xiufan.

And the man who dragged her into his arms was Zhang Xian.

Jian Mu looked up at Zhang Xian in disbelief, not knowing when he came to D City, and how did he know that he was here.

Lu Xiufan walked over step by step with an umbrella.

He, holding an umbrella. And Zhang Xian and Jian Mu were all standing in the rain curtain.

The anger on Lu Xiufan's face was not hidden, and he seemed to see the enemy in front of Zhang Xian.

He pointed at Zhang Xian and ordered, "You let her go." ”

Zhang Xian raised his eyebrows, as if he heard a joke, "I won't let it go." ”

"I'll say it again, Zhang Xian, let her go!"

"What qualifications do you have to tell me to let her go?"

"By virtue of my being her husband, her legitimate husband!"

Zhang Xian sneered, "You are also worthy! I know everything, Jian Mu's father told me everything." ”

Lu Xiufan also sneered, "Even if it is, it's a matter between our husband and wife, you can't control it!"

At this time, Jian Mu said coldly: "From now on, no." ”

Lu Xiufan's body trembled invisibly, he didn't seem to hear clearly, "Jian Mu, what did you say?"

The coldness in the corners of Zhang Xian's eyes became thicker.

Jian Mu looked at him, word by word, word by word, like a nail, "I said no." ”

After that, she pulled Zhang Xian and said, "Go, take me away." ”

Lu Xiufan almost roared, "Jian Mu, at that time, I was drugged—and for so long, I don't believe you can't feel my sincerity at all." Even if I make up for what I owe back then, am I not doing enough?"

Jian Mu looked back, "What about six years ago, why did you use the same method when we first met?"

Lu Xiufan was stunned when he boarded, and all the explanations were choked in his mouth.

Jian Mu didn't wait for him to answer, grabbed Zhang Xian's arm and walked into the rain curtain.

Lu Xiufan's umbrella was held weakly.

He actually wanted to say, Jian Mu, even if you can't forgive, don't forget to play an umbrella, you will really catch a cold.

Zhang Xian took off his clothes and put them on Jian Mu's head, and he rushed to the front of a hotel with his upper body around Jian Mu.

opened the room and hugged Jian Mu in.

Jian Mu didn't say half a word from beginning to end.

Her eyes were full of despair, as if she couldn't see a trace of life.

It's like a puppet being manipulated, at the mercy of Zhang Xian.

Zhang Xian couldn't care about her expression at this time, and when he entered the room, he boiled hot water, turned on all the bath bombs in the bathroom, and then asked Jian Mu to take a bath.

Jian Mu entered the room and stood in front of the bathroom door in a daze.

Zhang Xian took off her soaked clothes, and then pushed her into the bathroom, "Jian Mu, take a bath." ”

Zhang Xian didn't know what she meant, so he had to push her under the unkempt head with her clothes, at least there was hot water in the unkempt, so it wouldn't make her catch a cold.

When Zhang Xian closed the door, he told her, "Take off your clothes yourself." ”

Then he walked out.

Jian Mu stood sluggishly for a long time, and Zhang Xian began to call her name again.

Jian Mu finally took off his clothes.

Hot water, pouring down the hair.

Six years.

Six years of time, six years of joy, six years of struggle.

Obviously I have begun to covet this feeling, and the truth that suddenly appeared made everything seem to have become obscene and terrible.

She suddenly found that her heart was so filthy that she could not tolerate a trace of foolish filth.

Lu Xiufan's face was obviously so exquisite, but he suddenly reunited into a figure with those QJs.

Jian Mu wiped her body desperately, rubbed desperately, the hot water seemed to be scalding off a layer of skin, but she still couldn't give up.

She felt dizzy, but everywhere was dirty.

It's so filthy everywhere.

She heard Zhang Xian calling her, "Jian Mu, how are you, do you want me to go in?"

"Jian Mu, don't scare me, what are you doing in there alone?"

Zhang Xian called her again and again, worried again and again.

Jian Mu finally smashed the towel against the glass, screaming, and didn't stop.

She had never forgiven the man who had robbed her of her virginity, never.

She just ran away, so much so that she forgot about him.

How could she forget what he looked like, how could she forget his voice?

She's damn it!

Damn fooled again and again!

It had been fifty minutes, and Zhang Xian knew that he couldn't wait, so he took a dry bath towel and broke in.

Jian Mu was red all over, and some places looked like they were all swollen, and at this time, he sat on the ground and kept screaming and shouting, and his mental state was very terrifying.

Zhang Xian picked her up, she was still tearing and struggling.

It took Jian Mu a lot of strength to carry her out.

When she came out, she finally calmed down.

He didn't wear anything, but he lay on the bed dejectedly, without the slightest intention of covering himself.

Zhang Xian sighed.

The way she looks like this is not a little bit or two.

He wiped her hair and dressed her.

She curled up in the corner and suddenly said something cold.

Zhang Xian covered the quilt with all the quilts, but she still said that it was cold, and she was shivering all over.

I touched my forehead, and I had already started to have a fever.

He hurried downstairs to ask for fever reducers and thermometers.

came up to take her temperature, and it turned out that it had a fever of forty-two degrees in such a short time.

He panicked and applied a cold compress to her forehead, and forcibly fed the antipyretic medicine again.

Jian Mu burned all night with this fever, talking nonsense all night long, good and bad when he had a high fever, no matter what.

Zhang Xian was worried that something would happen, so it was easy to wait until the rain was lighter before taking her out to take a taxi to the hospital for an emergency.

After taking a fever-reducing injection, the fever subsided, but it was still 37 degrees, and he still refused to wake up.

That same night, he began to have a high fever again.

The doctor gave anti-inflammatory injections, hung up water to reduce fever, and waited until the second half of the night to fall asleep peacefully.

Early the next morning, Lu Zeyang called Jian Mu's mobile phone, which was answered by Zhang Xian.

Lu Zeyang's tone immediately became more precautionary, and asked Zhang Xian, "Who are you?

Zhang Xian said: "It's okay to hang up, she's sleeping." ”

Lu Zeyang said: "Then you ask her if you want to go back with us." Of course, I know she's never going to go back with us now. So, I'll help you make a decision by the way, and we'll go back first. ”

Then Lu Zeyang cut off the phone.

Zhang Xian didn't ask, and put the phone under Jian Mu's pillow.

When Jian Mu was about to wake up in a daze, there were several messages connected to her mobile phone.

Zhang Xian is not a tasteless person, and he doesn't want to see the news of who, but a phone call came in.

It was Jian Shi who called.

Jian Shi heard Zhang Xian's voice and said, "You are Zhang Xian, right? ”

Zhang Xian said yes, and by the way, he explained Jian Mu's current situation, and he couldn't go back for a while.

Jian Shi said that I didn't rush her, just be fine, "She has experienced so many things through ups and downs, it is impossible to be defeated by such a trivial matter." I have a happy event to tell her, and it seems that she will not be able to do it for a while. ”

pinched the phone, Zhang Xian saw >

In the message reminder, Jian Shi sent several messages, but only the last one could be seen clearly written, "It's a sure thing that the second aunt was beaten and disabled, she has been a cheap person all her life, and she has been beaten several times in the corridor." After the eldest uncle died, the eldest aunt was kicked out of the house by the uncle, do you say it is retribution. ”

Zhang Xian glanced at it twice, remembered what Yu Dinghong had been asking about during that time, and knew that something had happened to the Jian family again.

He sighed, and was also a little worried about Jian Mu and Jian Shi in his heart.

If it's really revenge on Jane's family, I'm afraid it will be difficult for the two of them to get out.

Who has such a great hatred and refuses to let go of the Jian family?

But he wasn't the murderer.

Zhang Xian put the phone back under Jian Mu's pillow, and she woke up.

When I woke up, my face was still numb, as if I no longer had a attachment to this world.

Zhang Xian was not used to her like this.

In the past, she was always full of hope, and although she didn't talk much, she always worked so hard.

He called out to Jian Mu.

Her eyes didn't roll, and she didn't answer Zhang Xian at all.

Zhang Xian sighed, reached out and touched her forehead, it seemed that she still had a low-grade fever.

He asked her if she was uncomfortable, and she didn't answer.

Zhang Xian couldn't help but yelled at her, "Lu Xiufan and the Lu family have already gone back, don't expect to go back with them." People aren't going to wait for you. ”

Jian Mu still didn't move.

Zhang Xian has no choice.

Mourning is greater than dying, maybe that's what it looks like.

He sat down, peeled the fruit on the edge of the bed, and said to Jian Mu slowly: "Don't you hate it very much? I didn't expect the person you love the most to do such a dirty thing?"

"I didn't expect that Cheng Ao revealed that you might have something to do when you were young, so I guessed that it was Q, but I didn't expect it to be Lu Xiufan. Now his fox tail is exposed. ”

"We are the same kind of people, Lu Xiufan is not. We were born to be together. ”

"Lu Xiufan has never experienced anything since he was a child, he has never been poor, he has never suffered, his family background is good, how can he know that other people are suffering. ”

Zhang Xian began to speak.

Jian Mu listened motionlessly without saying a word.

Zhang Xian said again: "You can't think of it, my mother actually contacted me." After so many years, he still contacted me. Jian Mu, goodbye her, I don't hate her at all. She said that she had been wronged and told me to come to City D to help her. I relented but agreed. ”

He paused, and then said, "My dad is like this, I don't know if my mother can still want him anymore, and if she can change her mind." ”

Jian Mu finally moved.

She thought of Shen Mei.

When she was unconscious, she heard Jane Shi speak.

That's what keeps her alive.

Even if Jian Shi is not obedient at all, he lives like a moth.

Seeing that Jian Mu moved, Zhang Xian immediately stood up, "What did you think of?

Jian Mu looked at him sideways, "Thank you Zhang Xian." ”

He smiled, "You're finally willing to speak." ”

Then he said, "I know that our kind of people will never be able to let go of family affection." The people we love are the weakness of our lives. ”

Jian Mu still didn't speak, buried his head and said, "I'm tired, sleep for a while." ”

Zhang Xian said yes, "After sleeping for so long, you are careful of low blood sugar." ”

Then he stopped talking.

Jian Mu slept until night.

She woke up at twelve o'clock in the evening.

I felt like I was really sleeping.

She took her phone out from under her pillow to look at the time, then walked outside with it.

The hospital was still quiet at this time, only the doctor on duty was outside, and the nurse was alone in the bright corridor.

When Jian Mu arrived at the door, the nurse hurriedly stopped her, "Sick number, you won't be able to go out." ”

Jian Mu said: "Let me go out for a walk, I really can't sleep." ”

The little nurse looked at her bloodless lips and reluctantly said okay.

When I got downstairs, I could see a bright moon in the sky.

Such a big moon seemed to have been shining into Jian Mu's heart.

I've never been so thorough.

This illness, as if he had died, will finally come back to life.

She sat on the edge of a flower bed, looking at her phone.

Wang Song had a lot of messages, but there was no reply.

What Jian Shi said, Yuan Tingting said is almost the same.

Someone in the Jane family was injured again.

Jian Shi and Lu Xiufan have both called.

But then there was no more fighting.

She turned the pages one by one, and the chat records with Lu Xiufan were all turned out by her.

I cried when I watched it.

Suddenly, a figure snatched her phone.

She looked up, Zhang Xian didn't know when he woke up and stood in front of her.

Jian Mu wiped his face, "Give it to me." ”

Zhang Xian turned off his mobile phone completely and put it in his pocket, "You came out at night like this, I'm worried about you know?"

Jian Mu said sorry, "I won't be able to sleep when I wake up, I'm afraid of waking you up." ”

Zhang Xian still didn't give her the phone, "I'm already awake, you don't have to be afraid, let's go up, it's late after all." ”

Before Jian Mu could agree, Zhang Xian forcibly took her back.

In the elevator, Jian Mu couldn't help but say to Zhang Xian again: "Thank you Zhang Xian, thank you very much." ”

Zhang Xian said half-jokingly at this time: "I really thank me, just promise me." ”

Jian Mu looked up at him.

His eyes were so bright.

At that moment, Jian Mu seemed to have forgotten time.

After a long time, she lowered her head and said, "I'm not worthy of you." ”

"Jian Mu, your excuse is not clever at all. ”

Jian Mu said, "No, it's not an excuse. It's a fact. Zhang Xian, your mother has met me, do you know? She hates me, you know? I hate her very much, you should know. ”

Zhang Xian straightened up, "This mother, I don't want it." What's more, she didn't want me first. Jian Mu, I just want you to make a promise now. ”

The elevator door clanged open.

Jian Mu said, "Let's go, it's here." ”

Then she went down first.

Zhang Xian didn't speak, and followed her.

The night is as cool as water.

Jian Mu lay on the hospital bed, completely unable to sleep.

She hated long nights like this, because she had enough time to think about the mess and couldn't get rid of it.

That's what insomnia tastes like.

She did not fall asleep until dawn.

Zhang Xian fell asleep quietly beside her.

Jian Mu kept looking at him.

She thought, is she desperate now, so she has taken refuge in him?