Sitting alone in the room and smoking, thinking back to the feeling I had just experienced, my heart is more complicated than ever, but it is also more similar than ever!

I don't know why Buddha Qianxiao came back suddenly, but she should have come to my room to look for it first, and then went to look for the bathroom......

The cold-eyed woman locked the door when she entered, but let me open it secretly, and before I could go out, I was bumped into by Buddha Qianxiao, but fortunately I didn't find it at the time.

I don't know if L has had a similar experience, but I think Buddha Qianxiao's words are definitely not groundless!

Imagine what a person who is so careful to suppress himself will do when he encounters such an intractable trouble? What kind of changes will his heart have?

At this moment, I feel that my experience just now is not nothing, and there is also the value of trouble, at least I can feel the heart of L!

After smoking, I lay directly on the bed and prepared to go back to sleep, and now it's too late to say anything, but as long as I don't get caught red-handed, I won't admit it, and I can't do anything about it!

Suddenly, the doorknob was twisted twice, and my heart instantly rose to my throat!

I swallowed my saliva and didn't get up to open the door, I thought it must be the woman who was taking a shower just now outside the door, but can there be anything good about her coming to me now?

"Bang bang bang!" there was another knock on the door, and I secretly pinched a cold sweat, saying that even if I knocked on the sky, I wouldn't open the door now.

After a pause, there was the sound of leaving footsteps outside the door, and my heart slowly returned to my stomach, and I felt nervous like never before!

I think she must have found out that the anti-lock door was opened, especially the roar of Buddha Qianxiao, I'm afraid she already knows it in her heart now...... But it's still the same sentence, I don't admit it!

If I admit it, I will definitely not be able to gain a foothold, and I will not be able to be a human being in the future...... Although the wood is already in the boat, I can't change it, but I swear to God that I didn't mean it!

Lying on the bed and covering my head with a quilt, I am a person with a big heart, no matter who asks, I will not admit it, and now it can only be like this......

I don't know why, when I close my eyes, all I see is the scene that makes my scalp tingle! According to the posture and figure of that cold woman, I won't be like that anyway!

I guess it's the Buddha Golden Dragon who doesn't like it, so it's no wonder I'm excited...... If you change it, you have to have ripples in your heart!

I don't know how long I've been asleep in a daze, my mouth is dry and my whole body is weak, but there is not even a water dispenser in this room, so I can only endure it now!

I don't know if Buddha Qianxiao will make a big deal out of it, but I don't think it should be...... After all, ugly things should not be publicized, I hope so!

In the haze I seemed to see the outline of L, as if I had become him, sleeping in this small dark room, suffering from loneliness and unbearable desire......

I don't dare to think about how depressed this L will be, but I know that Buddha Qianxiao will definitely not easily make a promise, after all, in essence, it is no longer on the same level!

The inner resentment caused by such a contrast will become deeper and deeper, and no matter how much the Buddha teaches and no matter how much profit is used to tempt, it is always impossible to avoid a feeling of being discriminated against and enslaved......

This feeling is like turning into a dog, no matter how much business and status the Buddha gives, it can't change this inner shadow, but it will get worse and worse!

Such suppressed emotions can really make a person crazy! It will make a person go to extremes, and no one knows how crazy things can be done......

I rubbed my head and tried to get all the thoughts out of my mind, because I didn't dare to figure out a person's heart anymore, because I was afraid that I would be trapped in it and couldn't extricate myself!

After a long morning in my room, I was half-asleep and depressed, and my stomach was rumbling with hunger, so I had to look for something to eat.

Hunger is the most primitive power, it can make people overcome all difficulties to fill their stomachs, no matter what, I have to face it!

When I came to the restaurant to eat something, I was always frightened, for fear that Buddha Qianxiao would come to the door in a menacing manner, but she seemed to disappear out of thin air.

After eating, I went to find the fox, in fact, I am not a person who can't stand the temptation, but there are some things that I haven't seen before, and the visual stimulation is too great!

Kitsune was applying a mask in the room, looking in good spirits, and I subconsciously went to look at her feet...... She wears disposable cotton slippers from the hotel.

The pink heels are very round, and for some reason the fire in my heart burns instantly!

"What do you look at, little shackles, is it pretty?" she gestured at me with her foot outstretched, not hiding the teasing in her eyes.

"It's beautiful! I've never seen it this before!"

"Since it's pretty, let's do it......" She hooked her little finger at me, and I swallowed and leaned over.

But I didn't expect her to suddenly tease Xiao Ming with her foot, and I was exposed at once!

"Hahahaha! What are you thinking in your head at noon!" The fox leaned forward and leaned back with a smile, and I instantly felt hot on my face!

In my heart, I have always been a very traditional man, and I can't be so open at all, but the flame burning in my heart is getting worse and stronger, and my mouth is dry and my throat is dry!

"It's a nice day, close the curtains. With that, I closed the curtains, and the room went dark.

"Rare! Come on!" the fox beckoned, took off her shoes and sat on the bed, obviously she was more tolerant of me!

"Hehe, can we change places? Let's go to the bathroom?" I said, and my mind was full of unforgettable images.

Kitsune looked at me meaningfully, put on slippers and left without saying anything, I couldn't help but hug her from behind, and my hot chest was clinging to her body!

I couldn't help but say that I immediately took action, and the unprecedented enthusiasm surprised Kitsune, but I was intoxicated with it......

I know it's not fair to her, but what's going on in her head will never be known...... Wait! Could L have thought the same way?

"What's wrong with you? The thunder is heavy and the rain is small, you don't mean to be funny, are you?" looked at me with a smile, and I waved my hand and turned to walk out of the bathroom.

In fact, there is an indescribable feeling in my heart at the moment, I think I may have gone crazy, always thinking of L in subtleties, or I am afraid that my thoughts will one day be seen through.

The fire in my heart came and went quickly, and when I really stopped thinking about a person's life, I suddenly found that there was such an easy place to deduce!

It's a terrible feeling to be seen through, and it's terrible to see through the fact that this kind of thought that can be easily figured out will expose my inner world!

I sat on the sofa and felt out that the cigarette had been lit, and the fox did not tease me anymore but looked at me quietly, as if she could see my heavy heart.

"What's the matter, little shackles?

"I'm fine. ”

"If you are stressed, you need to relax, I can help you relieve the pressure at any time! besides, you are still so young, don't put too much pressure on yourself. ”

"Hmm. I looked at her gratefully, and this comfort made me feel very comfortable!

Maybe that's the difference between me and L, I have friends around me who can help comfort me, and so many friends who have been born and died together, but he doesn't!

At this moment, I seemed to see the outline of L, his back, his loneliness, and his twisted life and pent-up resentment......

As the saying goes, there are more heroes than dog slaughterers, and L must be a terrifying existence after being taught by the Buddha! Especially the madness he showed after his outburst, I can even imagine his wandering form after being drunk and obsessed.

I asked myself if I dared to face such an opponent, because such a person has too many things to figure out, but it is precisely because I have figured out who he is that I instinctively react evasively......

"Little shackles, I see that your complexion is not very good, hurry up and relax and decompress, I will teach you to do yoga!"

"Good!" I extinguished my cigarette and was about to try it, but the evil smile on Kitsune's face betrayed her!

For some reason, I suddenly felt a sense of familiarity, this familiarity was like that cold and beautiful woman, her desires were so similar to the fox at this moment!

The difference is that the fox can still have a me, in the cold world of rivers and lakes, this kind of feeling not only exists mentally, but also physically!

Without waiting for me to say anything, the fox pounced on me and began to teach me all kinds of movements in yoga, and I have to say that she is really a master of 'yoga'......