Zhang Xian said: "Jian Mu, I'm not pestering you, I just think these two movies are about youth, and I like the director very much, so it's more appropriate for you to watch it with me." I bought it for him. Her child has a fever and can't come temporarily. You know, Cheng Ao is a dad at home now, and I rarely see him. It's rare to buy a ticket, and I really don't want to waste it. ”

Zhang Xian said sincerely, Jian Mu couldn't bear it for a while.

She was still about to speak, but Zhang Xian had already grabbed her arm and pulled her, "Let's go, don't hesitate." It's too late to start. ”

Jian Mu said that it was really not good, he couldn't go, but he was dragged into the car by Zhang Xian.

Zhang Xian was afraid that Jian Mu would get out of the car by himself, so he pulled Jian Mu's seat belt over and buckled it.

After that, I drove away.

Yang Huiqing clearly photographed all this, and there was no doubt about it.

Jian Mu was somewhat unhappy in his heart, but Zhang Xian was not Deng Zhou.

When she arrived at the cinema, Jian Mu thought that since they were all here, she would not shirk it.

Zhang Xian went to buy popcorn again, and the two of them sat on the sofa in the middle of nowhere.

Jian Mu took out his mobile phone and asked where Lu Xiufan was, and Lu Xiufan said that he would have a temporary meeting in the evening and would not go back early.

Jian Mu breathed a sigh of relief.

She hesitated again and again to tell where she was, and finally didn't tell Lu Xiufan that she was watching a movie with Zhang Xian.

She usually doesn't struggle with this kind of thing, and she will never think about not saying the last half a word.

The main reason why I didn't say it was because of the news I saw last night, and it is best for both husband and wife not to have contact with the opposite sex, which is easy to cause misunderstandings and is more likely to lead to an unstable marriage.

Thinking that Lu Xiufan might be angry if he knew, Jian Mu hesitated.

This matter may be hidden without squeaking, Lu Xiufan is also very busy every day, this meeting is still in a meeting, and he said that he will not go back early.

She pondered about taking a fluke, and thought that Lu Xiufan didn't know.

My brain turned a corner, and I felt funny, who I used to be with, and I had never reported to Lu Xiufan, why was I with Zhang Xian, but I was so weak-hearted?

She suddenly felt that she had so much to learn, and she had not yet learned how to maintain the relationship between husband and wife.

When she was in a daze, the mobile phone page was still stuck on Lu Xiufan's dialog box.

Zhang Xian called her a few times, but there was no response.

Jian Mu put away the phone, and when she looked up, she saw that Zhang Xian had been calling herself.

Yes, what is seen, is not heard.

"What's wrong?" Jian Mu looked at him strangely.

Zhang Xian looked at her for a long time, and wanted to ask her what she thought, but it was really a long time, and finally he could only say: "The movie is about to start." ”

Jian Mu nodded, stood up and prepared to go to the movie very seriously.

She didn't notice the irrepressible sadness in Zhang Xian's eyes from beginning to end.

The time of the movie is not very long, an hour and a half of film, which tells a lot of youth, a lot of madness when they were young, love, family and friendship.

Jian Mu thought that she would reminisce about her youth, but she was still a little distracted when she watched it.

She was thinking, if Lu Xiufan and Deng Shasha were sitting together at this time, how would she react?

Probably, it will be very uncomfortable.

She has now confirmed that she is different from others to Lu Xiufan. So she was almost certain that she would be uncomfortable knowing that Deng Shasha was with him.

These thoughts made her never pay attention to the plot of the movie.

After a movie ended, Jian Mu barely knew what it was talking about.

Zhang Xian originally thought that Jian Mu would think of his youth because of a movie......

Zhang Xian said that it was so late, so let's eat together.

Jian Mu shook his head and said, "It's so late, I have to go back, Lu Xiufan is probably still waiting for me." ”

The thing that Zhang Xian hated the most was to hear Lu Xiufan's three words from Jian Mu's mouth.

These are the three words that Zhang Xian hates the most, and there is no one.

Zhang Xian didn't have the need to leave Jian Mu anymore and sent her home.

After getting out of the car, Zhang Xian called Jian Mu, who was about to go back in a hurry, "Jian Mu, don't you have some feelings after watching this movie? ”

Jian Mu said: "The shooting is very good, but I want to go too far with mine now, and I have lost the value of appreciating it again." ”

Zhang Xian was stunned.

He understood what Jian Mu meant.

She was explicitly rejecting him, and was telling him that those youths had gone too far.

Jian Mu looked back at Zhang Xian again, reached out and pinched his palm. She was actually in a hurry to go back, but she still had to be patient with Zhang Xian. He was her youth, youth, and ignorance. What's more, this man is always entangled around him.

She put Zhang Xian's palm into her palm and said to him: "You are the youth I can't forget, but those youths have gone away." I hope you have a bright future. ”

Then she abruptly let go of his hand, "I'm probably better off with you now, only cruelty." ”

After speaking, she took out the key, turned around and opened the door of the villa, ignoring Zhang Xian at all.

After closing the door, she stood against the door for a while, hesitated for a long time, and couldn't help but lift the corner of the curtain to look out the window.

Zhang Xian still kept the window open and kept Jian Mu leaving, and he didn't move.

She sighed, for so long, she didn't even know when she had dragged this man out of her heart.

Naturally, she wouldn't know that it was Lu Xiufan's relationship.

She turned around and changed her shoes, and as she walked towards the living room, she was stunned—

I don't know when two people sat on the sofa in the living room: Lu Xiufan and Yang Huiqing.

The two of them stared at Jian Mu for a moment at this time, as if they had seen some wonderful performance.

When were they there? Didn't Lu Xiufan say that he wouldn't come back sooner?

The main thing is, did they watch what Jian Mu did from beginning to end?

Jian Mu's heart is more than 10,000 sentences at this time.

She resisted the panic in her heart and walked towards the living room. The slightest hesitation would only make the two of them suspect that she had done something indecent.

Jian Mu opened her mouth to Yang Huiqing and called Mom.

Yang Huiqing immediately snorted coldly, "I can't afford to be your mother, where did you go when you came back just now?"

Jian Mu could hear that there was a deliberate element in Yang Huiqing's words, if she hadn't caught some tricks, she would never have suddenly come over like this, and suddenly said this sentence again.

Jian Mu reacted at that time that he had to tell the truth.

She then said to Yang Huiqing: "Mom, I shouldn't have done anything strange, I just went to the cinema with an old classmate to watch a movie." ”

Yang Huiqing sneered and said, "I know you would say that, which one of you usually goes to a tryst doesn't say that?"

Jian Mudeng smiled, "Mom, how can you know so well what the person who went out for a tryst said?"

Yang Huiqing took out her mobile phone and played the video she recorded to Lu Xiufan as if she were invited, "You don't have to splash this dirty water on me." It's good that I recorded a video today to see how you explain it to my son. ”

I couldn't hear the sound clearly in the video at all, but Jian Mu felt that it was definitely himself in the video.

She couldn't see it, so naturally she couldn't go to Lu Xiufan's side to ask what video was filmed.

I could only stand quietly next to the side and wait for the two of them to speak.

Otherwise, it will inevitably appear that she has a weak heart.

Lu Xiufan's face was really not very good-looking after watching the video, he stared at Jian Mu for a while, his expression couldn't tell what taste, Jian Mu thought about it, probably it could only be Zhang Xian.

Lu Xiufan never spoke.

Yang Huiqing kept saying: "This is the good wife you believe in, you see, what did she do when you were away? I have to bring you a cuckold, don't you like it?"

Jian Mu didn't say much.

She knew very well that she would not tell Yang Huiqing to shut up if she said anything.

Yang Huiqing talked by herself for a long time, and finally felt that no one listened to what she said, so she stopped.

She herself was a little embarrassed, and probably felt that she was talking like a clown here, and no one cared what she said.

She stopped and pushed Lu Xiufan, "Why don't you speak?

Lu Xiufan finally stood up and glanced at her, "That's pretty much it, I'll send you back." ”

Yang Huiqing became even more angry when she heard this, "What do you mean by this?

Lu Xiufan said: "I will deal with this matter." Mom, you'd better go back and rest first. ”

Yang Huiqing actually wanted to say something, but when she saw what Lu Xiufan meant by sending off guests, she couldn't speak anymore.

After all, she was afraid that Lu Xiufan would hate her.

Lu Xiufan sent Yang Huiqing to the door and said, "You brought the driver, I won't send you." Go back on your own, be careful on the way. ”

Yang Huiqing still wanted to speak, but Lu Xiufan had already closed the door and did not give Yang Huiqing a chance to continue talking.

Yang Huiqing was a little angry outside the door, what is the use of raising a son, in the end it is still towards his daughter-in-law.

Lu Xiufan turned around and went in, and Jian Mu was already sitting on the sofa, looking relaxed.

She did watch a movie with Zhang Xian, but this matter has not yet reached the point where it must be reported online. And deliberately reporting will only make Lu Xiufan feel that she is weak-hearted.

Lu Xiufan sighed silently in his heart, walked to the edge of the sofa, took her arm and asked, "Where did you go?"

Jian Mu said: "Watch a movie, Zhang Xian." You don't know all about it. I believe the video your mom showed you is enough to explain it all. ”

Lu Xiufan said: "I really hope that only my mother knows about this and not that I know." Jian Mu, I don't like to see you with Zhang Xian. Anyone can chase you, but Zhang Xian cannot. ”

Jian Mu was relieved when she heard this, she thought that Lu Xiufan would hold on to this problem.

Jian Mu looked at him sideways, "But you obviously agreed to me to meet him before." ”

"At that time, I agreed because he saved you. Now disagree because he likes you. And I know very well that he will always have a place in your heart that no one can replace. Lu Xiufan said this sentence very seriously.

He knew that he needed to tell this matter, otherwise Jian Mu would not be able to distinguish the relationship between her and Zhang Xian, and between her and himself.

He was also embarrassed by Jian Mu, and always wanted her to know that he cared about this issue.

Sure enough, Jian Mu hesitated in her heart, she actually felt that she and Zhang Xian were always a little unclear, and she didn't think clearly.

Jian Mu thought for a while and said, "Xiu Fan, he is now a friend of mine that I can't part with. Nothing else. ”

Lu Xiufan seemed to believe it.

Jian Mu said again: "I am a hidden marriage. ”

Lu Xiufan seemed to understand, yawned and said, "Is there any steak in the refrigerator?"

Jian Mu said: "Also, the piece of Australia's fine beef from last time is still there, and I will make it for you." ”

Lu Xiufan nodded and said okay.

Jian Mu got up and went to the kitchen to fry the steak.

Lu Xiufan sighed.

Zhang Xian has always been a big problem.

Late at night.

Jian Mu woke up at night without knowing why.

She sat up and stared at the darkness in the room for a long time.

If you look closely, you will see how dull her expression is at this time. But Jian Mu clearly remembered what she was going to do, and the first reaction in her mind was that she wanted to find a knife, and the knife was hidden in the study, and she wanted to find the knife.

She got out of bed and walked all the way to the study.

She vaguely remembered that Lu Xiufan had brought a knife to her here before, but she didn't see it at the time.

While looking for a knife, she thought, why should she look for a knife?

Obviously, she doesn't need to chop vegetables or cook.

But Lu Xiufan hid the knife, and she had to find the knife.

And she always seemed to be able to guess where Lu Xiufan hid the knife, and quickly turned out the knife hidden in the cabinet.

The sharp tip of the knife, she used the tip of the knife to slide down her leg little by little, and her mind was full of that summer more than ten years ago, when she was only sixteen years old.

The ignorant age, the body that has just matured, the things of men and women that I still don't understand, and the future of the home that is in tatters and is supported by my mother.

Tears fell on his legs little by little, and the wound seemed to be irritated.

She cried harder and harder, and the strength in her hands grew.

I don't know who pressed the horn a few times outside, the sound of the horn was very loud, the strong light passed through the study, the curtains were not drawn, and the strong light outside the window hit Jian Mu's face.

The dazzling light instantly entered Jian Mu's salt chicken essence.

She stopped suddenly.

It was in that moment that she suddenly came to her senses.

After waking up, I quickly felt that something was wrong.

She found herself in the study, and she had a knife in her hand.

She shook her head, why are you looking for a knife?

She closed her eyes and opened them again, and she could clearly see that she was indeed holding a knife in her hand.

His face was full of tears, and the wound on his leg, although not deep, had a long cut.

Jian Mu was stunned for a moment, and jumped up from the ground almost in a rebound, how could she find the knife?

And this time, she remembered everything clearly.

She had just been crying, and when she was sixteen years old, the images of QJ kept playing back in her head, like a movie, and she felt terrible and frightened.

She will never forget that summer at the age of sixteen.

Because that summer, she seemed to have lost all hope in life.

She is only alive so that Jian Shi and Shen Mei can live well.

Now she began to yearn for happiness, how she wished that something had never happened. She can give her first time to Lu Xiufan, and she can make peace with him.

There was a lot of blood, and two drops fell to the floor.

In a panic, she took out a paper drawer from the table and wiped the floor clean.

She seems to know her sleepwalking syndrome now.

After taking care of the wound, she sat on the floor of her study and thought that the medicine that Elena had prescribed her later must have worked.

She didn't think about it anymore, packed her things and went to bed.

I slept exceptionally well.

When she got up in the morning, Lu Xiufan smacked her lips strangely, she should have sensed that someone had touched her things. But nothing was asked.

Jian Mu didn't mention it, as if this incident hadn't happened.

Work.

Wang Song watched the news, exclaimed, and scolded the beast, "There are really everyone, and there are still people in the six-year-old girl." What the fuck is this society?"

The news often recommends some similar news, so Wang Song saw a lot of similar news, all about beasts and scum, even infants and young children.

Every time Wang Song spoke, Jian Mu's hand clenched tightly.

In the end, she couldn't stand it anymore, and Jian Mu went out with a teacup.

She stood in the pantry, feeling the slightest pain in the wound on her leg, as if someone was scraping her inner thigh with a razor blade.

She actually knew very well that the pain was not coming from her legs, it was a panic that she couldn't suppress for so long.

After escaping the past for so many years, she thought she could forget, it turned out that this incident was always a scar in her heart.

She remembered that nocturnal wandering was a sign that her condition was improving, but she remembered nocturnal wandering syndrome, and then she remembered that summer.

After several glasses of water, she returned to her desk.

Wang Song didn't see anything wrong with Jian Mu, and chased Jian Mu in the afternoon and asked, "You seem to be in a bad mood so much, and your face is not right." Are you feeling unwell?"

Jian Mu didn't bother to tell her because she saw through the news and affected her mood. What's more, Wang Song is bound to ask if he says it.

In the evening, Wang Song also asked Jian Mu to go shopping with her, saying that she had taken a fancy to a bracelet and wanted to buy it for her mother, who was about to celebrate her birthday.

Jian Mu didn't have anything to do at night, so she agreed.

The two of them first found a place to have dinner, and after eating, they went directly to the store that Wang Song said.

It was a jewelry shop, and it sold some pearl-inlaid necklaces, which were somewhat similar to the ones Lu Xiufan had given to Shen Mei before.

Jian Mu also liked it very much after reading a few of them.

So she thought of Yang Huiqing.

She has been thinking about how to please her mother-in-law lately.

Speaking of which, Yang Huiqing gave her a bracelet, but she hasn't given Yang Huiqing anything yet.

After thinking about it, he decided to buy a necklace for Yang Huiqing, and bring one for Shen Mei by the way.

Lu Xiufan bought her the bracelet at that time, Shen Mei liked it very much, and after taking it for a while, the beads were all picked by her.

Jian Mu then decided to buy another one for Shen Mei, after all, she liked it.

I chose three necklaces, and the price was expensive, and Jian Mu asked the store if they could discount them.

The store said there was no discount.

Wang Song whispered to Jian Mu that there were very few discounts in this kind of store.

Jian Mu pulled Wang Song and said to the shopkeeper: "If you are like this, we will buy another one, after all, there are many of this style, and the other one still has an anniversary." ”

When the store heard this, it was a little shaken.

Wang Song heard what Jian Mu meant, so he pulled Jian Mu and said, "Then let's go to the one for the discount." ”

The shopkeeper immediately said, "Okay, I'll give you an eighty-fifty discount with my membership card." ”

Jian Mu and Wang Song took the opportunity to ask her for a gift.

Jian Mu bought the same one for Shen Mei and Yang Huiqing, and the price was several streets higher than Wang Song's, Wang Song sighed at the time and said: "Hey, the fraction you bought is the price of my necklace, this society is so interesting." ”

Jian Muhaha laughed and said to her, "The money I spend, that is, my monthly salary, this is the difference between me and yours. ”

After speaking, Jian Mu also sighed, "It's just that there is no way, after all, my mother-in-law is a wealthy family, and the things she buys are too unsightly, and she will be ridiculed. ”

Wang Song and Jian Mu sighed at the same time.

Life is not easy.

The two of them walked around the street at random, Wang Song was shy, and Jian Mu bought a set of clothes for her, which was not a big brand.

Recently, Jian Shi asked for less money, and Jian Mu had some savings left in his hand, which can be regarded as thanking Wang Song for his help on weekdays.

After shopping for a while, Wang Song went back.

The two of them went home separately, each looking for their own mother.

Shen Mei's necklace didn't say anything, and Jian Mu considered asking Lu Xiufan to give it to her. This Yang Huiqing's necklace, Jian Mu didn't know how to give it to her.

After all, there is little contact, and if you are not happy, I am afraid that you will be patted on the horse's back.

After Jian Mu went back, he put the necklace on the table, thought about it, and took out a leaflet that their family had stuffed into their handbag.

She had an idea and was ready to give it a try.

At night.

After Lu Xiufan came back, Jian Mu said while making supper: "Xiufan, we haven't been to your mother's place for dinner for a long time, do you want to consider going back for a meal?"

Lu Xiufan was stunned when he heard her say this, and responded casually, "If you want to go, I'll arrange it." ”

Jian Mu smiled, "Okay, let's see when you go back." ”

Lu Xiufan nodded.

Lu Xiufan quickly arranged this matter.

I went back on Friday night, and I brought a pair of clothes with me.

Lu Xiufan should have greeted Yang Huiqing in advance, and when Jian Mu went, a table of dinner was prepared on the table.

Yang Huiqing has always done a good job in this regard.

Jian Mu didn't expect that Mi Lele would also be there after entering.

Lu Xiufan naturally didn't expect it.

Mi Lele was making Yang Huiqing happy, holding her mobile phone to forward something to Yang Huiqing, Yang Huiqing was holding her mobile phone and laughing.

After Lu Xiufan entered, Yang Huiqing said, "Xiufan, you came just in time." Lele has always had something to ask you, but you have never answered people. You're back, just in time to have a good chat with Milele. ”

Mi Lele has not severed ties with the Lu family now, and it seems that entering and leaving the Lu family is still like entering and leaving his own home.

Jian Mu originally came in with a necklace to surprise Yang Huiqing, but now when she saw Mi Lele, the idea that she wanted to take it out was suddenly suppressed.

She put the things in her bag and stuffed them, and gave them when she had the chance, and she couldn't force them if she didn't have the chance.

At this time, Lu Xiufan put his arm around her and whispered, "Do you feel tired, do you want me to go out with you?"

Jian Mu shook his head.

She knew she couldn't leave today. Whether she is comfortable or not, she must stay.

After all, she wanted to have a good relationship with Yang Huiqing, not come over to quarrel.