Didn't go to dinner today.

Mom asked me what was wrong.

I said that both temples felt painful.

My mother cooked me a bowl of longan soup.

Then, I wrote the chapter just now.

Just blocked and deleted a person......

I can't say he's a troll, because he's a genuine reader, and he says, "If this book comes out in a revised version in the future, I'll definitely buy it and collect it." ”

It's just that he has a sentence that makes me, who is not in good health and mood, suddenly want to say something more.

He said: "After reading this chapter, I can't help it, I'm watching a person who has exhausted his thoughts perform, the author used to demand himself according to the standards of traditional publishing, and then maybe because of the pressure of updating, he was left to comfort himself and find reasons for himself." ”

It reminds me of some of the remarks I used to make.

A junior high school Chinese teacher once praised some of the descriptions in the story, and wanted to bring them to the class for students to appreciate, and then once, he thought that I should leave a blank in a narrative, but I wrote it, so he was very angry.

A reader who doesn't remember said: "I read other books in ten seconds, that is, I read your books attentively, and I scolded you a few words." ”

There are many similar statements.

I want to say: the natural nature of human nature, I guess that's it. But to me, you're 10,000 times scary than trolls.

The fact that I am seriously guilty is the biggest lesson that this book has taught me. Why should I take it, and can I demand myself according to publishing standards? Do you know how much traditional publishing writes in a day? Do you know how small the restrictions of traditional publishing are? How could I ever have delusional thoughts that I could write something that can be "appreciated," and why did I ever ask you to be serious and scold me? I just wanted to write a book of rubbish.

I might as well tell you about my current dream of writing a book: if one day, I write a book, and the book is evaluated as "I take my brain off and look at it, it's pretty good", I will be very happy, very happy. This is a quote I have seen many times. It's also a phrase I've always dreamed of. Or if the book had been called "The Age of Reverse Currents", I would have been very happy, very happy.

Okay, that's it, that's it.

Then some well-meaning readers and friends persuaded me not to write these unusual plots anymore, and not to spin around around 404, which also affected the good-looking nature of the work.

I actually agree with it, and I'm also in control.

But I just can't do it completely......

Two reasons:

One, I didn't know so much thunder before, and I always wrote that I couldn't control myself.

Second, now there seems to be only one left in urban literature: men and women are ambiguous, parents are short, the campus is slapped in the face, and business wars can be written.

Originally, I could finish Guomei, Su twist, then Shi Yuzhu, and then Baidu, and Rancid Fox...... Generally, this kind of writing will be evaluated as a good business handwriting. I also tried to make an outline, but found that I didn't like it.

For example, this MLM was laid out when I wrote about Fei Yong, and even this was collected before I wrote the book, a social phenomenon in the 90s, like laid-off, game halls...... I felt like they should be in my book, and I couldn't help it.

I also wish the counter-current was a story.

Maybe it can't be done well.

I don't ask for understanding, I just want to let go.

Slept.

I couldn't sleep, so I got up and deleted it. Because I know that to speak is to be stupid.

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