Chapter 203: Suspicion (2)
I didn't answer him, I just turned and walked through the door.
As soon as I approached, the door locked, and without looking back at his expression, I walked straight into the door.
In the house, Aunt Liu still hadn't slept with her arms in her arms, and was still sitting on the sofa waiting for me. When I opened the door and saw Aunt Liu sitting on the sofa in her pajamas and holding the child drowsy, but still insisting on waiting for me, I couldn't help but feel an indescribable warmth in my heart.
When they met, they were just strangers, but they suddenly became the closest relatives in the world. It has been so many years since my mother passed away, and the appearance of an elder for the first time made me feel the warmth of mother's love.
As soon as I pushed the door open, Aunt Liu woke up, and when she saw that it was me who came back, she immediately stood up and said, "Shubei, you're back, I stewed bird's nest for you, I'm afraid you won't know when you come back, so I've been waiting for you." ”
"Auntie, you don't have to wait so late, go to bed early in the future, put him on the bed when he falls asleep, it's too hard to hold. I said to Aunt Liu.
"Hold the warmth, the child likes to enjoy the warmth of the embrace. Now that he is about to learn to walk, in a few years, when he gets older and older, you can only watch him go farther and farther!" Aunt Liu said slowly, then put the boy in my arms, patted me on the shoulder, and said meaningfully, "When you are like me in the future, the people around you will walk one after another, and you will understand how valuable family affection is." At that time, the child was far away, the home was empty, and he would never be curled up in a small lump in your arms like now, and you could only watch his back and watch him go farther and farther away again and again......"
Aunt Liu suddenly became emotional at night, and I don't know if it was she who saw or felt something.
Aunt Liu also has children and daughters, but they all went abroad and had their own families, and there used to be liveliness and warmth in her small courtyard, but now only the two old men are left to guard the mottled courtyard.
Because of the lack of family affection, she pinned all her family affection on Tsai Tsai, this kind of plain life of the next generation, so that my Tsai Tsai enjoyed the warmth of an elder, and also allowed me to do a good job in my own career without distraction.
I looked at the sleeping boy in my arms and his red little face, and I had mixed feelings.
At that moment, an idea rose in my heart, and at that moment, I thought that Sheng Yun might still be outside the door, maybe he also needed a bowl of bird's nest to nourish him, and maybe he must have missed Zai Zai and Aunt Liu very much.
I put the boy in the cradle, I rushed to the courtyard gate, I shouted Sheng Yun's name, I searched around, but there was no trace of him, but the only thing that responded to me was the sound of the wind......
He was gone, and at that moment, the hope in my heart was in vain, and I looked at the empty street in a daze, and there was an indescribable sadness in my heart.
What's wrong with me? Maybe Aunt Liu's words touched the bottom of my heart, so I had such an impulsive move!
"Shubei, Shubei, where have you been?" Aunt Liu called me from the house.
I hurriedly answered, then went inside, and closed the door in solitude.
Aunt Liu had already brought the bird's nest to the coffee table, and a popular family ethics drama was playing on TV.
"Auntie, you can also eat a bowl, don't patronize it for me. I walked over and took my aunt's hand.
"Child, there's one thing I've been hiding from you, today...... I especially want to say it. Aunt Liu took my hand and said softly.
"What's the matter, Auntie?" I asked.
"Actually, every time I say that I take Tsai back to my old house, I actually go to Xiaoyun. Xiaoyun misses this kid and misses you too. Every time I held the child, I refused to let go all night long, and several times I saw that his eyes were red. Xiaoyun's face is cold, and he doesn't say anything, but in his heart, he is really a tender man. If you miss this kid, you will really pass through this village, and there will be no such shop!" Aunt Liu took my hand and said earnestly.
"You say it's like this flower, although it makes you very unhappy. But the kid was terminally ill and a poor kid. Shu Bei, Xiao Yun is exactly when she needs you and Tsai Zai. This kid is thoughtful, and he carries everything on his shoulders. You, it's the same, both of you are the kind of dead personalities. Once you have a knot in your heart, it will be very difficult to untie it. Seeing that I was silent, Aunt Liu continued, and then patted my hand and said, "Xiaobei, it's not that Auntie said you, sometimes this man has a hard heart, it's the surface." A woman's heart is hard, but it's hard in her heart. Your child is too strong and strong, in fact, women compromise and are softer, and there will be happiness at all. You say that you work so hard every day, and at the critical time, the man still uses it, and since the woman is married and has children, she has to go to the family. For example, if you say dreams, who doesn't have dreams, my aunt was in the art troupe when she was young, and she was a first-class star, who didn't say it at that time, if I hadn't married your father early back then, I might have been a big star all over the country now, and now several people who are worse than me back then are all active on the screen and become artists. Look at this woman who plays the mother-in-law on TV, she was my comrade-in-arms back then. But if you ask your aunt, if you don't regret following your father to have children and live an ordinary life in this life, your aunt will not regret it. Auntie thinks that in this life, I am satisfied with this wife. Shubei, Auntie said so much, I hope you can listen to it. "Aunt Liu may really be too emotional in her heart, so she said so many words to me.
My eyes were moist, but my heart was still hard as Aunt Liu said.
I had a moment of softness just now, and if Sheng Yun was still there at that moment, maybe I would have let go of all my principles again and sought this down-to-earth warmth.
However, he is gone, and he is no more......
"Auntie, in fact, I already knew that you took Tsai Tsai to see him. I know his feelings for Tsai Tsai, and I also know that you can't bear to let your child have no father. I don't blame you, but I thank you for being so candid. I held Aunt Liu's hand and said with a slight smile, "But sometimes people need not only fate, but also timing. I don't know if we'll be okay in the future, but right now, I have more important things to do. Auntie, can you take a bite too? ”
"I don't eat anymore, I look at you and Xiaoyun like I see my own children. How can a parent be a father who doesn't want his children and family to be complete and happy?" Aunt Liu stroked my hand and said, "But Auntie also understands that nine cows can't pull back what you, a child, identifies you." Auntie talks a lot at night, Auntie's words, you can just make a reference. The old man doesn't like what he says, and if he says something wrong, don't be surprised. ”
"If you say that, I'll have to change my name to Mom in the future," I looked at Aunt Liu, and couldn't help but moisten my eyes, "My parents left early, I always thought that I would never be able to experience the love of my elders again, but I didn't expect to meet Aunt Liu." Mom, I've wanted to call you mom for a long time!"
This night, there are so many stories and too many emotions.
I never dreamed that I would Aunt Liu hug and cry together, and since then I have become a "mother and daughter".
If I don't even have family affection unconsciously, then next, I will get everything I want, right? From nothing, to having my own home, having my own children, having my own career, and then to today, suddenly having my mother's love...... All this is really touching and trance-like.
And all this is the meaning of struggle!
I was extremely moved, the humiliation and warnings that Ling Yue had given me before had been put behind me, and I felt that I had nothing to fear, because no matter how many enemies I would encounter, how many difficulties I encountered, and how many difficulties I encountered, I believed that I could pass and still be able to get by.
As soon as the morning dawned, I got up early, and after running five kilometers as usual, I took a shower and went out to find Tai Feng.
Tai Feng told me that he was fishing with his old friend at Jinquan Farm, and asked me to go with him. So, I drove directly to Jinquan Farm, the most high-end and famous farmhouse in Hangzhou.
The inside of Jinquan Farm is very large, and after I parked the car, I went around the farm for a long time, and finally found Tai Feng on the edge of a pond. When I found Tai Feng, Tai Feng was sitting with a young man in a white sweatshirt fishing, both of them had a silent face on their faces, looking at the past from my perspective, like a static landscape painting, they were two black and one white, just in line with the situation.
Tai Feng waved his hand at me from afar, and I walked in their direction. As soon as I got closer, Tai Feng raised his head and made a silent gesture at me.
I knew that fishermen didn't like to be disturbed the most, so I sat quietly next to Tai Feng and waited with him.
The young man next to Tai Feng was wearing a peaked cap, and I thought it was his entourage or assistant, so I didn't pay much attention to it.
The scenery of Jinquan Farm is very beautiful, I enjoyed the scenery while waiting quietly, after a while, Tai Feng finally began to reel in the line, I immediately understood from the happy expression on his face, there must be a big fish to be bait!
Tai Feng really caught a big carp weighing more than three catties! When he dragged the fish out of the water, the young man next to him also exclaimed!
The wind blew violently, and the young man's cap was blown down to the water, and at first glance I saw that the man's face was somewhat familiar, and when he laughed and turned his head to look at me, I fixed my eyes, and my eyes widened in surprise!
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