031 I like you, you know?
Chinese For a moment, I felt that Si Chen's eyes were very complicated, at least not as I imagined that he hated me.
So he didn't leave quietly and avoided me because he hated me.
But as soon as he turned his head, he looked impatient again.
I smiled casually, "It's okay, I'm willing to ask you." I won't bother you in the future. ”
I wasn't hit by the car, and when I said I was leaving, I was also clean, and I secretly looked at Si Chen's shadow from the glass door of the store next to me, and I was very upset after making sure that he really didn't chase him, and I couldn't help but turn back after taking two steps.
The moment they looked at each other, he hesitated at first, and finally turned his back to me, and when he reached the corner of the intersection, he threw the dick I had just stuffed into him on the ground.
I think I'm out of love, and it's only now that I'm finally sure I like Si Chen.
At this time, I was completely heartbroken. I chased after it and picked it up, thinking about taking it home, but later I followed Si Chen's example and threw it on the side of the road.
I don't know how to fix it, and it's a waste product to bring back.
After returning home that day, I packed all the discs in my family collection and put them in a brown cardboard box, the summer vacation at the end of the second year of high school was already short, and it was impossible to have time to listen to these when the school started again.
I put the kraft cardboard box on the wardrobe opposite the bed, and within a few days a layer of dust fell on it, and I stepped on a stool to clean it up, and I didn't bother to care about it after a long time.
Qi Xiang didn't go home this summer, and occasionally ran downstairs to my house to call me.
As soon as he shouted, I went downstairs, and then I said don't shout, too many neighbors will hear, so he took a mobile phone and called me downstairs in our house, and a boy of this age will use a mobile phone, and he will be pointed at by the neighbors.
Later, a tacit understanding was formed between us, and every day at lunchtime, Qi Xiang would come to me, and I would carry my schoolbag downstairs with reference materials.
When he rode a bicycle, I asked him to carry me to the entrance of the library and find a place to have lunch together, sometimes I cooked some simple meals, and sometimes Qi Xiang took me down to the restaurant.
After eating, we went to the library for self-study.
I don't like to blow the air conditioning fan, this library happens to be very well ventilated and cool inside, which is indeed much better than reviewing at home. And the reason why I didn't shy away from Qi Xiang when I was with him was because I knew frankly in my heart that I only regarded him as a friend.
So I don't care what other people think.
I also clearly know that I can't get along with Qi Xiang, after going through those things before, even if I don't like Si Chen, I can't be like Qi Xiang.
But I don't know, Qi Xiang doesn't think so.
I also refused what my mother said about the trip, and then one time, when I was working on a problem in the library with Qi Xiang, the necklace around my neck suddenly fell out.
Qi Xiang glanced at it, frowned and asked me, "Why don't you wear the one I gave you?"
"Oh, I'm putting it away. ”
I remembered the last time my mother said that she would let the same uncle return the money to Qi Xiang for me, and I don't know what he would think when he received the money, whether he knew about my mother's second marriage, and the object of the second marriage was still the elders he knew.
To be honest, I don't want people to know, I always feel that having a stepdad feels pitiful, and I don't want to be pitied.
It was also at this time that he understood more about Qi Xiang's mood when something happened to his family, and he didn't want to be sympathized. Qi Xiang didn't go home this summer vacation because he didn't want to go back to touch the sadness, and he was even more afraid of being comforted by some elder family members.
I asked Qi Xiang about the money of the necklace on the side, and he shook it, "Didn't you transfer it to my card? ”
"Oh. I thought about it, and probably guessed that Uncle Tong didn't want Qi Xiang to know about our relationship, so he said, "I went to your house to peek before, what's wrong?
"It's going to be a joke. ”
It was rare for Qi Xiang to smile at me, and I smiled at him too.
Laughing and laughing, he suddenly came over and almost kissed me, but at the last moment I came to my senses and turned my head away. I'm glad I did.
And Qi Xiang's appearance looks more or less lost.
"You don't want to?" he asked me.
I smiled dryly, and pretended to read the book seriously, "Don't tease me, I'm different from those girls you know, I ......"
Before he finished speaking, Qi Xiang suddenly clasped my shoulder and kissed me very appreciatively.
I struggled desperately, my hand touched the water cup on the table, and then because Qi Xiang was too hard, the book pencil case on the table fell to the ground together.
Such a big movement naturally attracted the attention of others, and even the librarian came to look for us.
So after Qi Xiang let go of me, my first reaction was to run, and I didn't even want anything.
Qi Xiang wanted to chase after him, but he didn't, I arrived at the bus stop outside, and a car to my house happened to come over, and I was relieved when I got on the bus.
When I got home, it was dark, and then it rained heavily, and Qi Xiang came looking for me.
I hid at home and refused to open the door, so he said that he was here to deliver my school bag, and the things were left outside the door, and I could just pick them up myself after he left.
I said okay, I really waited a long time to open the door.
Unexpectedly, Qi Xiang was still there after opening the door, and he deliberately blocked me. I kept my hand open, leaving the door open only a small slit, and I closed it before he could put his fingers in.
Of course, I didn't get my bag back.
After a while, I heard Qi Xiang say that he was really gone and asked me to go get my school bag.
I didn't believe anything, and it started to rain outside, so Qi Xiang said, then you go to the window and watch, and make sure you take it after I'm gone, right?
I didn't speak, and after waiting for a few minutes, I hesitated to the window, trying to make sure if Qi Xiang was really gone. But it was raining too much outside, and it took me a long time to see that there was indeed a figure in the rain.
The height and figure are indeed the same as Qi Xiang's.
But he is walking in the rain, my family lives in this community for a long time, there is no big road around, so I can't get a taxi, and I have to walk for ten minutes to take the bus, Qi Xiang will definitely get sick in the rain.
When he was sick and had no one to take care of him, he would lock himself in his home again.
I thought about a lot of mess again, and finally went down with an umbrella to chase him.
He did get drenched in the rain, not only the rain was heavy, but the wind was also strong, and not long after I took this umbrella, it was deformed by the wind, probably due to the impact of a typhoon.
"You come upstairs with me first. ”
I have known Qi Xiang for more than a year, and although this period of time is not a long time for some people, he has long been my best friend in my heart.
Growing up so big, I really don't have many people who can be called friends, sincerely, there is probably only Qi Xiang, not even Si Chen.
I knew that Qi Xiang wouldn't mess around, so I took him home, asked him to take a bath, and then simply washed the clothes he had changed in, and dried them with a hair dryer.
The rain would have stopped almost when he came out.
I left the dry clothes at the bathroom door, knocked on the door and told Qi Xiang to wait for him to take them in and change them.
Once that was done, I went back to my desk and started reading.
When Qi Xiang came out, he had already changed his clothes, but his hair was still wet, so I said, "There is a hair dryer over there, you can dry your hair before leaving." ”
The rain outside has indeed stopped.
Qi Xiang took the hair dryer to blow, but it didn't finish for a long time, I stood up and looked back at him, asked him what was wrong, and he suddenly put down the hair dryer and put it down.
Walked up to me and hugged me face to face.
"Don't move, I'll just hug for a while. ”
"Qi Xiang, what's wrong with you......"
"Let me hug it. ”
Maybe I'm not as reserved as other girls, it's really nothing to hug in my eyes, so I just stood and let Qi Xiang hug.
He suddenly asked me, "Do you like Si Chen?"
This question has actually been entangled with us for a long time, but this time, it is also the first time Qi Xiang has asked me.
I didn't answer.
He continued, "I see, that box in your closet, it's full of discs." ”
I followed Qi Xiang's gaze and looked over, although the dishes were all packed in the box, but the box was given to me by Si Chen, and some of the dishes in it were also given to me by him, so Qi Xiang would know him.
Qi Xiang looked at the stereo and headphones on my desk again, "Because you like the same thing?"
I really can't answer, but Qi Xiang said some things about Si Chen one after another, all related to how he was obsessed with these things.
Some of them were also told to me by Si Chen, and I would feel very sad to listen to.
Even if I didn't cry, Qi Xiang would see the difference in my expression.
He smiled helplessly, and hugged me a little tighter, "It seems that you really like Si Chen." But Xiangxiang, I like you, you know?"
I shook my head very slightly, I don't know, I really don't know, when I knew that Qi Xiang had always had a girlfriend, I couldn't believe that he would like me.
I pretended to be calm and said, "We're friends." ”
"That's it?"
"Well, I think you're my best friend. ”
The atmosphere was suddenly a little sad, Qi Xiang suddenly let go of me, his head was no longer pressed against his chest, and I took a big breath of fresh air.
saw that Qi Xiang had already walked to the door to change his shoes.
I was just about to say that I didn't blow dry the shoes and he had already opened the door.
I don't know why, at this moment I feel that Qi Xiang's departure makes me very sad, I don't want to lose this friend, he is my only friend, and the only friend in the school that is too lonely for me.
I asked Qi Xiang, "School starts on Monday, will we have lunch together?"
He pruned again, turned his back to me, nodded, and said yes.
I didn't think that Qi Xiang would lie to me, although this was a malicious deception, but none of us could have imagined that with Qi Xiang's departure, it officially opened the prelude to all the pain in my life.
(It's only been a few days since the business trip update is not on time, so you can come and see it around 12 o'clock in the evening.) Weibo attention: I got procrastination in the second year of secondary school)
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