Chapter 141
It's okay to end your life full of holes because of your unintentional actions.
That's the end of it.
Don't feel distressed again.
Never be sad again.
Never cry again.
Don't miss it anymore.
Don't try to forget anymore.
Never hear and see nothing more about him.
Don't try to protect him from any harm in this world.
Don't face Zhu Lin's terrifying-looking woman again.
That's it, Yu Xuan, I'm leaving......
Yixuan lay down on the floor calmly, smiling, her already vague consciousness, and under her deliberate abandonment, the last remaining trace of sobriety was disappearing little by little.
"Shu Yue, let me wash your hair. He said to her, who was as ugly as a pig after being disfigured.
"Shu Yue, I don't want your thanks, I want you to get better quickly. ”
"Shu Yue, I'll sing to you, okay?"
"Yixuan, this year's Spring Festival, let's travel. ”
"Yixuan, I accompany you to see the snow scene every year. ”
"Yixuan, I'll cook steak for you. ”
"Yixuan, don't be afraid, I'm here, I will always be with you. ”
"Yixuan, don't be afraid, I will definitely protect you this time. ”
"Yixuan, I want you, now. ”
"Yixuan, you gave me the best gift yesterday. ”
……
In her drowsy brain, she clearly heard what he had said to her over the years, saw what he had done for her, and every frame and every sentence seemed to be portrayed into her broken life.
Even now, there is no hope of life, she has to live well, once she dies, all those memories about him will disappear with her!
So in this world, who will remember that the two of them once loved each other so deeply?
He forgot that love, but she couldn't forget it!
Trying to open his eyes, Yixuan looked for his bag by the faint light outside the window, fumbled and took out his mobile phone to call Ling Hui: "Help me." ”
Ling Hui received a call from Yixuan at more than three o'clock in the morning, which made him feel uneasy, and her silky voice on the phone made him even more anxious, and when he turned on the monitoring on his mobile phone, he saw her lying motionless on the floor in the living room, and there was nothing on her body on such a cold night. He jumped out of bed and rushed to the Yunxuan Hotel as fast as he could.
The customer service elevator can only go to the lower floor of the top floor, and the security door to the top floor will be locked by the manager on duty every afternoon when he gets off work.
rushed up to the top floor to Yi Xuan's door only to find that the door was locked, this habit may have changed because he followed his habit after knowing that Yu Xuan locked the door. The manager on duty did not have the key to any room on the top floor, Ling Hui banged on the door and called Yixuan's name, but there was no movement inside, he was so anxious that he was about to kick the door, and in a blink of an eye he saw Yu Xuan, who was standing in a daze after coming out of his room.
He grabbed him and yelled, "Bring the key." ”
Yu Xuan shook his head in a daze and said, "I don't have the key to her room." ”
Ling Hui stopped talking nonsense with him, and rushed into Yu Xuan's room as soon as he pushed him away, ignoring Zhu Lin's panicked appearance at all, looking around for Yu Xuan's key. Soon found that Yu Xuan's keys were placed on the shoe cabinet in the hallway, he grabbed the keys and picked out one of them very skillfully, rushed back to Yi Xuan's door, inserted the key into the door lock, and the door opened immediately.
Ignoring Yu Xuan, who was stunned next to him, he rushed to Yi Xuan, who was lying on the ground in the room, shook her vigorously and called her, and turned back to Yu Xuan, who was still stunned, and yelled: "Go and open the elevator." ”
After speaking, he ran into the bedroom first, pulled a quilt, wrapped Yixuan, picked her up, and prepared to go to the hospital.
After his toss, Yixuan, who was asleep, woke up again, and she said angrily: "Don't go to the hospital, I don't plan to commit suicide, but I shouldn't take diaze......pam with red wine" After gasping for a while, she said: "There are emetics in the medicine box, and then prepare a lot of warm water for me." ”
"Yixuan. Ling Hui's handsome face was full of anxiety and worry.
"It's okay, I really can. She gave him a weak smile to comfort him.
He quickly took out an emetic and gave her an emetic as she instructed, and then carried her into the bathroom.
Yu Xuan was stunned in the living room of Yi Xuan's room, his brain still lingering with the sluggishness after tonight's pleasure.
When Yixuan gave him the large set of keys, he said that they were his original keys, but he only used his office and his house in that set of keys, and never used the other keys again, nor did he explore the origin of the other keys.
When he saw Ling Hui use one of his keys to open Yi Xuan's door, his inner surprise was no less than seeing the scene of Yi Xuan's suicide, and that level of trust could give a glimpse of how close he and her had been.
Since she is such an important person in my life, why can't I remember everything about her!
Tonight was the first time he walked into Yi Xuan's room after waking up from a coma, this strange room gave him a sense of déjà vu, an indescribable familiar feeling, when his eyes fell on the dining table, on the sofa and the bed she slept on, that feeling was especially strong, he tried to think about it, but still couldn't remember anything, all he had was a feeling, he always felt that he had abandoned some precious things in his life in this room.
Yi Xuan's painful vomiting sound came from the bathroom, and Yu Xuan's head hurt in this sound. He squatted on the ground in pain with his head like it was about to crack, Zhu Lin panicked and hurriedly helped him back to the room.
Ling Hui was busy with Yixuan all night, and at dawn, he reluctantly left to go to work under Yixuan's urging.
Before leaving, he met Yu Xuan in the corridor who was about to go downstairs, he looked at him with deep eyes, opened his mouth, and left without saying a word.
Yu Xuan was so flustered today, he didn't know the reason, and when he met the employees on the way to the restaurant, he didn't respond to them with a smile for the first time.
He shook his head in distress, and suddenly felt that he had no conscience, and when he woke up from a coma, he knew from the doctors and nurses that he had been in a coma for more than half a year, and how hard Yixuan took care of himself every day, more than two hundred days like a day, never disliked him, never gave up on his treatment, and resumed walking normally in just ten days after he woke up, all activities were as usual, thanks to her insistence on doing the massage for him every day, he knew all this.
He also knew from her accommodation and concern for him that she was good to him, but he couldn't figure out where it came from.