"Yue'er. Sikong Yan smiled with a smile in his eyes, shook his head and said: "Don't do things that will make you feel regretful because of a momentary move, I will wait for the time when you really open your heart, not now." ”

Because I'm afraid that if you choose to speak out at this moment, you'll feel remorse when you go back and calm down, so I'd rather choose not to listen.

Many times, people will think that they have the love they have dreamed of at a certain time, and then they will dig out their hearts and lungs to tell each other everything they have.

But when you really calm down, there will be a little bit of trepidation.

Perhaps, it shouldn't be so clear.

Sikong Yan understands people's hearts very well, so he doesn't want Su Muyue to tell his story to himself at such a time, if he can, he prefers to talk about these things when the two of them are calmer, which is more real and rational.

"Brother Yan, I am really lucky to have met you in this life. Of course, Su Muyue understood what Sikong Yan meant, and immediately threw herself into his arms, and only after a long time did she suddenly ask: "Brother Yan, what happened when you said that you were wronged and sent to the heavenly prison before?"

Although she knew that the past might not be worth remembering for Sikong Yan, she hoped that she could get to know him more closely, and she also hoped that what she saw was not the decisive or gentle and introverted man in the eyes of the world, but the Sikong Yan who really belonged to her.

"Do you want to know?"

"Yes. ”

Sikong Yan hugged Su Muyue, looked at the fireworks that had dissipated in the sky, and said softly: "Let's go down and talk, I still have a gift for you." ”

"Good. Su Muyue obediently nestled in Sikong Yan's arms, and was carried by him and flew down the National Protection Tower.

Waiting for the carriage, Sikong Yan did not let people leave here immediately, but put his hand on the stove and roasted it, and then gently covered Su Muyue's little face, and said a little helplessly: "Xiao Yue'er, you are more afraid of the cold than I imagined." ”

Obviously, he just held her in his arms, and he used his internal strength to ward off the cold for her, but Su Muyue's face was still pale, and her little hands were cold, which made Sikong Yan feel distressed. ”

"I don't know why, but I seem to be particularly afraid of the cold. It seems that after experiencing the previous life, she has become extremely cold.

Sikong Yan didn't say anything more, just held her in his arms, slowly sent the internal force into Su Muyue's body, and deliberately sat next to the small stove, and waited until she slowly recovered, then breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's me who didn't think it well and caused you to suffer." ”

"How come!" Su Muyue turned around, stroked Si Kongyan's face with both hands, and smiled with crooked eyebrows: "I like that gift very much, so I don't feel cold." ”

"Silly girl. Sikong Yan poked her in the face, sensing that she had really recovered, so he chuckled and said, "Wait here, maybe you can see something interesting." ”

"Isn't this near the palace gate?" Su Muyue looked out, but pulled it back.

"You've just warmed up, don't go out to blow the wind. Sikong Yan pinched Su Muyue's little face, pointed to the pastries on the small table and said, "You didn't eat much just now, you must be hungry, come and eat something." ”

"Brother Yan, you haven't said why you were sent to the prison back then?" Su Muyue was told by Sikong Yan, and she also felt that she was only a little hungry, so she asked with some curiosity while eating pastries: "Did someone frame you?"

"Yes, when Lian Xiao had an accident, I secretly took someone to save him, which was a violation of military orders. Sikong Yan poured tea for Su Muyue and said softly: "As a result, because I was plotted by someone, I was delayed for too long, and I was slandered by the people of the Xu family as intending to rebel." ”

"Rebellion?" Su Muyue ate the pastry with her hand, and asked in surprise, "You are talking about Lian Xiao is Mr. Shi?"

"Exactly. Sikong Yan nodded, leaned against the wall of the carriage, looked at Su Muyue and said: "The people who plotted against me were later found out, but it's a pity that those people are all dead, and there is no living mouth, I took Lian Xiao to Linxian to find my life-saving benefactor, but unfortunately I was delayed for too long and didn't see anyone." ”

It turns out that he didn't break his word.

He didn't come to her right away because he had been wrongfully imprisoned.

He has not forgotten what he himself said.

"Don't you even know who your benefactor is?" Su Muyue's heart jumped a little with joy, but she still asked cautiously.

At this moment, she was still not sure that Sikong Yan still remembered what she had said, so she was willing to tell him that she was the one who saved him.

Because she didn't want their feelings to be mixed with the so-called kindness in it.

If Sikong Yan forgets, then she won't mention it again.

But if he hadn't forgotten, it would be a memory they shared with each other......

"She wouldn't tell me at the time, only asked me if I would come to her. Sikong Yan smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "I have been to Linxian in person, but I still haven't found her, and there are no children of the same age who are as thin as her, as if they will fall when the wind blows." ”

"Aren't you in a coma?" Su Muyue muttered, "Who knows if you forgot your promise back then." ”

"But I also said I would come back to you. Sikong Yan approached Su Muyue, with a little hope in his eyes, "You also said that you would wait for me there at that hour every day, why not?"

"You...... Do you know it's me?" Su Muyue's voice seemed to be blown away by the wind, with incredulous doubts: "How do you know ......?"

"I'm sorry. Sikong Yan hugged Su Muyue tightly in his arms and said sadly: "I have been to Linxian County more than once over the years, and I have also sent people to look for your whereabouts, but it seems that someone deliberately concealed all traces of you, so that I can never find them again." ”

Su Muyue suddenly buried her face in Sikong Yan's chest, and cried uncontrollably, she grabbed Sikong Yan's clothes fiercely, and sobbed as if venting: "Why, why didn't you find me earlier, you obviously promised me ......"

"I'm sorry, Yue'er, I'm sorry to find you so late. Sikong Yan's heart was about to be broken by Su Muyue's crying, at that time, he clearly held her hand before he fell into a coma, and promised that he would definitely find her, but in the end it was so many years late, at that time he thought he was strong enough, and now he understands how naïve his thoughts were at that time.

At that time, he didn't have the strength to compete with those people at all, and even finding someone was easily erased by them, should he be glad that they didn't have the ruthlessness to kill his Xiao Yue'er?

Su Muyue cried darkly, as if she had vented all the pain caused by the misidentification of the previous life.

In the previous life, Sikong Shengzhe had also been to Linxian, he stretched out his hand to her, rescued her from prison, and said to her with a smile: "This is my promise to you. ”

At that time, she naively thought that the person she saved back then was Sikong Shengzhe!

So much so that she later found that Sikong Shengzhe didn't seem to remember the original incident at all, and she just comforted herself and said that he might just forget.

It was only on that day that she realized that she had made the wrong person at all.

"Xiao Yue'er, don't cry, okay?" Sikong Yan was really heartbroken, lowered his head and kissed Su Muyue's lips, different from the previous gentleness, Sikong Yan also seemed to have integrated all his thoughts for so many years into this kiss, with an urge to destroy the world.

I don't know how long the kiss lasted, Sikong Yan let go of Su Muyue, looked at her somewhat red and swollen lips, couldn't help but caress gently, and said in a low voice: "I was wrong, it's all because I didn't find you earlier, don't you cry anymore, okay?"

Su Muyue's eyes that had just cried were like gems washed by the rain, extremely pure and beautiful, which made Sikong Yan kiss her eyes gently, put her head against her forehead, and looked at her seriously like that, looking at her own appearance in her eyes.

"When I saw you injured, I didn't know why, I just thought that I had to save you. Su Muyue gently stroked Sikong Yan's cheek and said in a low voice: "You were obviously in a coma at the time, but you still held on to me and told me that you would repay me, I thought you were very funny at the time." ”

"I can't save my life, and I still want to repay others?" Sikong Yan didn't speak, listening to Su Muyue's crisp laughter, there was only infinite satisfaction left in his heart.

"I just thought you were very bold, and I vaguely saw that you weren't particularly well dressed, and I thought you were a child of a poor family. Sikong Yan hugged Su Muyue and said self-deprecatingly: "I didn't expect that I would have a day when I would lose my eyes." ”

"That's because you've been fooled!" Su Muyue said angrily: "It's that Yin Qing, she sent someone to tell me that you are her father-in-law, and she bought me and Dong Solstice a lot of new clothes, although they were all snatched away later, but I also thought that maybe you wouldn't come to me again." ”

"You must be very sad. Sikong Yan held Su Muyue's hand and said empathetically: "Because I'm also very sad, I don't find you, I'm sad, in fact, even I don't understand what I'm sad about, as if I lost something very important and ruthless, and I have never given up looking for your whereabouts." ”

Obviously, she was just a thin child at that time, and he was only a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy at that time, but he was alone in his thoughts about saving her.

Perhaps, this is the fate that the world has never been able to explain clearly, right?

Su Muyue leaned on Sikong Yan's arms with satisfaction, and asked with some curiosity, "Brother Yan, do you remember what you said at the beginning?"

"Yes. Sikong Yan nodded and said word by word: "You have to wait for me to come back, I will take you away." ”

"So, why did you say this at the time?" Su Muyue looked up at Sikong Yan with some puzzlement and asked, "You didn't know me at the time, and you didn't know what my name was, why did you say such a thing as taking me away?"

Sikong Yan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked faintly: "Yue'er, if I said that I actually dreamed of you when I was in a coma, do you believe it?"

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