(Cat pounce Chinese Jiang Hao slept with someone else, and he admitted that he was very happy, without the slightest drag.

This is the one I knew before, and he is not only willing to look forward to the future, but also dare to act. But what's the matter?

He slept with someone else, and I died of disgust.

There is no misunderstanding, there is nothing unclear, and it is not that he is drunk and makes people fall for it, he just gives people to him because he is not happy, or he is just trying to be happy for a while.

That person is still a psychiatrist for both of us, and I finally understand why Jiang Hao took me away in advance every time.

But he said it wasn't like that, he was with her, just this once. Jiang Hao swore that it would be just once.

I stared at Jiang Hao: "Do you think it's less than once?"

I know it's a bit mean, in fact, I've been talking to Jiang Hao on the phone a lot these days.

I couldn't talk to my mom at all, my mom was too mean to talk to people. Jiang Hao's mother is different, gentle and generous, so much so that Jiang Hao and his father have been divorced for more than 20 years and regret it from time to time.

Jiang Hao always taught me to be tolerant of Jiang Hao, especially when there was a conflict between us, especially when Jiang Hao made a mistake.

You know, he was actually more fragile than me in those days.

I believed these words, and I still believe them.

But I think this is completely unreasonable, because that's what a mother should do, not what I, a wife, should do, not to mention that when a mother is gentle, I definitely have to match a strict father, where do I go.

My feelings for Jiang Hao are not the same as what his mother treats him, Jiang Hao has slept with others, what kind of gentleness and generosity do I have.

Then Jiang Hao told me one more thing, admitting that he misunderstood me some time ago, it turned out that he had really always treated me as a patient before. Just because the psychiatrist between the two of us concluded with Jiang Hao after the first meeting that his wife was depressed.

Now it's mild, but if it's not controlled, it may develop into something, and if it's serious, self-harm, autism, suicide, it's all possible.

Jiang Hao didn't want to give me medicine, so he treated me in a way that he felt was right, that is, for a while, he didn't leave me every day, so I even began to annoy him.

Later, I told Jiang Hao many times that I was fine, I was not so sad, and I promised him that I swore to him that I didn't want to be separated from him.

But he didn't believe it, because I was sick, otherwise how could I run to the children's room and cry secretly.

It turned out that at that time, Jiang Hao was already using a camera to spy on me, out of concern.

I laughed and cried while listening to him, "So that's what happened, even I thought I was really sick, you say, is it interesting?"

Jiang Hao was frightened by me like this.

I looked at him coldly, "You think I'm sick again." ”

He shook his head, he was also at a loss, what a person who made a mistake should look like, but he was really not a child, so even if he made a mistake, he was much more open-minded, because he could bear the consequences.

I'm not wrong, I'm really right, but I hate it when people accuse me at every turn.

It's been less than two months since I had a miscarriage, and I can't be happy all day long.

But I really didn't feel sorry for Jiang Hao, because from the very beginning, I felt that the two of us were together, and I was not alone in the loss of the child.

I don't let Jiang Hao wash my clothes, I put the wrong salt in my cooking, that can only show that I was originally such a person, I can't live a life of being served by others all of a sudden, I am a hard life in heaven.

The reconciliation between me and Jiang Hao this time was in a hurry, and the knot between us was never really untied, so he still regarded me as the Chen Xiang who was about to run at every turn and gave up easily when he said to give up.

From an unexpected pregnancy to marriage, this is the day when we really live together, even if it is someone else, when they just get married and live together, I am afraid they will also go through a run-in period, why should mine be magnified by everyone.

I'm working hard to get better, desperately trying to get better quickly.

But as long as I show a little bit of unhappiness, whether it is Jiang Hao or even others, I will think that I am deliberately embarrassing him, and the pressure formed in this way is actually far more than the initial blow.

No one wants to be treated as a patient, and no one can accept that when they are already trying to get out of the pain, some people who don't care about themselves keep poking me in the back and saying that I don't know what to do, that I don't want to live a good life, when they don't understand my situation at all.

These pressures from the outside world have long overwhelmed me, and I'm afraid that if it weren't for today's events, sooner or later I would have been forced into a real neurotic by the words of those outsiders.

Jiang Hao asked me, "What do you want to do?"

I shook my head and I said I didn't know.

When Jiang Hao bought me a ring, he deliberately chose a smaller one, which was a little tight, and it hurt a little when he first put it on and when he wanted to take it off, because he said that I wouldn't take off the ring casually and throw him away, and break up at every turn.

This is the same reason as the jade bracelet that Jiang Hao told me fuckingly.

So, in fact, I haven't thought about divorce yet.

I know it's possible to reconcile after a breakup, but the word divorce is really too heavy, and no matter what the outcome is, I won't say it easily.

I said to Jiang Hao: "I understand the meaning of marriage now, because it is much more difficult to say divorce than to break up." ”

I raised my hand and showed him the ring, "Believe it or not, this ring does have a grip on me." ”

Jiang Hao raised his eyelids to look at me, "Then we ......"

I interrupted him and continued, "Let's be apart for a while." ”

Seeing the pain in Jiang Hao's expression, I felt distressed again, "I don't mean to break up, nor to separate, you and I should calm down." In fact, the doctor was right, we both have some psychological problems, and if we get better after a while, we will continue to live. If it doesn't get better...... It's not going to get any better. ”

I didn't say mean things to Jiang Hao anymore, I have reached this point, there is really nothing to be mean, I believe that Jiang Hao loves me, so what he did today is enough to give him pain.

I can't leave in style.

I think it's really hard for people who are married to be chic anymore. I loved him, and it was so heavy, so heavy that I felt like I couldn't fly.

As for that psychiatrist, don't think of her as a flood beast, when you meet Jiang Hao, ten people will want to get something from him, do you dare to say that one day you meet a person whose net worth you don't dare to think about for dozens of lifetimes suddenly appears in front of you, will you not move your mind. She didn't want to harm me, she wanted to toss me into a real psychopath, but she just used the reason of helping me with psychotherapy to find an opportunity to get close to Jiang Hao, chat with him and talk to him, just like today, and finally talked about going to bed, and then got a sum of money.

I asked Jiang Hao not to trouble her, if this matter is worn out, the doctor will at most change places and start over, and the impact on him and his family will be different.

Jiang Hao said that I have changed.

I shook my head, "I haven't changed, you really don't know me." ”

On this day, Jiang Hao packed up his things and left, he only took a few pieces of clothes, and then said to me: "I'll take the sheets and quilts with me." ”

Don't get me wrong, Jiang Hao doesn't have any special habits, because he just moved downstairs to live, in addition to the floor where we live, the two floors upstairs and downstairs were also bought by Jiang Hao, he said that he was afraid of others arguing.

There are no quilts and daily necessities downstairs, so Jiang Hao took them all away, anyway, I will dislike him if he stays, and I am unlikely to accept him and others.

He took the old one, and I took out the new one, in fact, no matter whether Jiang Hao is gone or not, there is always a feeling of him in this family, and it is not so easy to ignore.

Before Jiang Hao went out, I stopped him and asked him, "I want to go to filming, is it okay?"

He didn't look back, he turned his back to me and nodded, "Be careful yourself, don't be bullied." ”

I smiled into the air, "I'm not that vulnerable. ”

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