At about five o'clock, Zhou Cunguang returned to the room, his hands empty, and C4 stood at the door, his hands were empty.

Call......

Back in bed, he only felt dizzy, too tired, really tired. A smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, this is not a child's smile, but a smile that belongs to the tired but worthwhile smile of a 32-year-old Zhou Cunguang.

The assistant's clothes were already available, and there were a few sensor keys for ordinary rooms, and the assistant had a lot of things on hand. Zhou Cunguang thought about it as he stretched out his hand and took a robot doll on the side, which was his favorite toy, hugged it in his arms, hid in the quilt, and gently pressed a button. The soles of the robot's feet emitted a faint light, and a map that Yan Jiucheng had figured out appeared on it.

Zhou Cunguang secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

They got it, great, the route was fine. Zhou Cunguang thought to himself, and involuntarily closed his eyes, eight months of hard work, eight months of sleeplessness. It's finally the last minute.

Zhou Cunguang only felt that he almost fell asleep at this moment.

It's really sleepy, it's sleepy, it's sleepy.

At the moment when he was about to fall asleep, his body trembled, he woke up instinctively, opened his eyes and looked at the toy's feet again, pressed it with his hand, the map disappeared, and a line of words appeared, and he squinted slightly to see the line of code that had been passed through.

"Tomorrow will be over, whether it is life or death, it can be regarded as the end. Zhou Cunguang muttered, pressed on his feet rhythmically, and after passing a string of codes, he closed his eyes.

"It's okay if you die tomorrow, you can get enough sleep. He thought to himself, as he thought, reaching out and probing his crotch into his crotch with a sad expression.

For a full eight months, for others, he is the top shadow, a rare person who is most suitable to be placed in this position, no one looks like a childlike like him, both physically and behaviorally, he is impeccable.

Zhou Cunguang knew why he accepted the invitation of the organization, but it was actually very simple, he felt that he was tired of living. A 32-year-old man pretending to be a tea boy of Guanyin, he is tired of pretending.

But life is like this, what about living, what about boredom, what about dying? and being afraid.

Accepting the invitation of the organization is a natural thing, as a man, that thing will not be better for a lifetime, and it is not very interesting to live, and it is good to be able to participate.

But what Zhou Cunguang didn't expect was that dormancy was such a painful thing, so painful that he almost wanted to die.

Loneliness, the most painful thing about being a dark child is loneliness. You are the only one, you have to face the surveillance of so many people, you have to deal with the temptation of so many people, every night, he will carefully recall everything that happened today, if he finds that someone's gaze is a little strange, or even stay on him for a few more seconds, it will make him tremble.

For eight months, he wished that someone could watch over him for a while, let him fall asleep completely, even if it was half an hour. For eight months, he wanted to talk to people a lot, and he didn't have to share any pressure, just relax and chat, which was enough.

But no, he was alone.

How can a shadow be so good? And the top shadow is even more tormenting. This kind of torment made him feel a sigh of anger in his heart when he saw Yan Jiucheng and Gu Miqing.

He quickly looked at Gu Miqing and Yan Jiucheng, their dark circles were not heavy, it was obvious that they were sleeping, and Gu Miqing saw that Yan Jiucheng had love in his eyes, okay, not only can he sleep, but he can also talk about love.

There is brotherhood, there are women, and they are blessed enough.

and Gu Miqing's chest, when he came down from above and leaned against her chest, to be honest, at that moment, Zhou Cunguang felt that he was going crazy. It turned out that the woman's breasts were so soft and with a faint milky fragrance that this 32-year-old man who had never touched a woman almost jumped out of his heart.

At that moment, he even secretly touched his hand in his pants pocket. Disappointingly, although it was warped, it was still the size of a child.

This made Zhou Cunguang's grievances and injustice to life instantly gush out, with the exhaustion and loneliness of these eight months, it was irresistible, he was afraid that he would be in a state of affairs, so he was extremely cold to Yan Jiucheng, and even deliberately kept his distance.

It's nothing else, he is afraid that he will cry with envy, and he is even more afraid that he will think about Gu Miqing, which will break the rules: people are brothers' women.

This is the armor that Zhou Cunguang has always protected himself, and he has been cold in school, keeping a distance from everyone. I remember that there was a kind girl sitting at his table, who did not despise him at all, and did not always wonder why he was not tall like everyone else, so she sat quietly beside him, and when there was a homework problem that could not be solved, she would ask him as naturally as if everyone else was asking.

"You have such a great brain, and you actually know so many solutions, I think you will definitely become a great person in the future. The female classmate's millet teeth are very cute, and her praise is so sincere, so sincere that it is like a beam of sunshine shining into his heart.

I have to admit that sometimes brothers will warm you, but unlike women's warmth, women's warmth is soft, and it can hold your heart and let you release the warmth of hormones instantly, especially for Zhou Cunguang in adolescence, women's warmth, oh no, to be precise, the warmth of a girl grabbed his heart and released hormones.

Although this hormone did not make his body change too much, it was still so small. But these were hidden in his pants, and his heart was aroused.

"It's so-so, I've done these questions before. Zhou Cunguang pretended not to care and smiled faintly.

"No, you're smart, really smart, and you're definitely going to make a difference in the future. ”

She really was a fairy, the only fairy he had ever seen.

That time was the happiest moment in Zhou Cunguang's life, but unfortunately, this moment was broken by a kindness. Once, he had a fever, and the girl was a day student, thinking that he had a cold, so she brought him two eggs from home.

"You can't eat eggs when you have a cold, don't you know?"

"I don't know. The girl smiled a little embarrassedly and pointed at Zhou Cunguang: "I still want to make up some nutrition, people can get better faster." ”

"Can you make it up?" A few boys, you look at me, I look at you, laughed, and one of them said casually: "What does it look like?" ”

At that time, Zhou Cunguang didn't speak, he just listened quietly.

"You're going too far!" The female classmate shook the pen in her hand, stood up suddenly, and her chest was so angry that she fell together: "How can you do this!"

At that time, Zhou Cunguang still didn't speak, he still just listened quietly.

It's just that since then, he has never spoken to this female classmate again.

The female classmate was very aggrieved and felt strange, I obviously helped you, why didn't you leave me? And what she didn't know was that the last thing Zhou Cunguang wanted was for her to help him, especially in this kind of thing.

This is his dignity, and it is also the dignity that he simply cannot pick up. The huge defects in his body made him sensitive and inferior, what to make up for what to grow, this sentence stung him deeply, and also woke him up to reality: a person who can't even grow up as an egg can't be called a man, and he doesn't deserve love.

Even a crush doesn't deserve it.

What is the way to protect yourself? Don't make friends with anyone, don't make friends with anyone, don't have affection with anyone. To be a ruthless person, you can suffer a lot of injuries.

Since then, Zhou Cunguang has remained alone and kept his distance from anyone. Thinking about it carefully, he has lived for more than 30 years, and that female classmate was so close to his heart, and there is no one else except her.

As for Yan Jiucheng and his party, Zhou Cunguang only regarded them as colleagues, what kind of comradeship?

He yawned and wanted to sleep. But he didn't sleep, he fell asleep, and if the dream was exposed, what should he do?

"It's over tomorrow, and it's good if we can die on the battlefield. Zhou Cunguang thought to himself, at this time, his face was still a child's face, but his eyes were completely different.

Cold, full of grievances, as well as helplessness for life and Mu Ran who wants to die on the battlefield, this is the real Zhou Cunguang, lonely and misanthropic. He just lay quietly, not daring to fall asleep with his eyes closed, waiting for the last moment to come.

Unlike Zhou Cunguang, who was alone here, Yan Jiucheng and his party were all relieved after returning to the room, and their faces were full of joy.

"I'll take a look at your injuries. Yan Jiucheng walked in front of Gu Miqing, looked at her bleeding arm with great concern, Yu Guang glanced at Xuanlin, and said to Lao Hang: "Old Jianghu, you have a lot of home remedies, help Xuanlin see if he has a tight hand, and if there is any medicine." ”

The four of them took out the medicine box, cleaned up for a while, and sat together.

"Tonight's game was really good. The old hanger smiled and took a few bottles of beer, and one of them took a bottle and touched the glass. Needless to say, the comradeship of several people has long been life and death together, and it has nothing to do with Fengyue.

"Let's gather our respective information, first, we know it in our hearts, and second, we have to send it to Zhou Cunguang immediately. By the way, Xuanlin, is there any information about Zhou Cunguang from the organization?" Yan Jiucheng kicked Xuanlin and asked.

In order to ensure Zhou Cunguang's absolute safety, Yan Jiucheng couldn't contact him directly, his equipment was reduced as much as possible, and it would be troublesome if he was discovered.

"I'll check. Xuan Lin opened the notebook.

Lao Hang bent down to take the pen and paper, and began to draw the road map she had just gotten, while Gu Miqing had more information to communicate, she had to draw the information that went down to the mine's eye, especially the track route she saw.

Xuanlin wanted to check Zhou Cunguang's information, as well as all the surveillance videos detected today, which corresponded to the information of Gu Miqing and Lao Hang.

And Yan Jiucheng has more to do, he has to watch all the surveillance videos, remember everyone, in case of emergency, and the most important thing is that he has to make a judgment based on these information: when to do it.

"There is no information on Zhou Cunguang's side, when to do it, the most important thing is still on his side. Xuan Lin raised his head and frowned: "But so far he hasn't sent any news to the organization, not even the roadmap of the R&D room." ”

"Aren't these any?" Gu Miqing was very surprised, knowing that Zhou Cunguang was the only person who could walk around the research room, according to common sense, he should have sent the outside route map early.

"He can't be asleep, right?" Xuan Lin looked at the time: "I see, I can't fall asleep, when I was in Rudolph's laboratory, I seized the time to send some information we had to the organization, and in such a short time at the transfer station, I also sent some information." Look at him, he hasn't sent any information for so long. ”

"Impossible, how can the top shadow fall asleep, you have to believe in his professionalism. Gu Miqing immediately shook his head, while Xuan Lin pouted, Zhou Cunguang was so cold this time, although he was very capable, it was difficult to have a sense of trust in him.

This sense of trust needs to be emotionally maintained, just like these people now, they trust each other, and they can deeply feel that everyone is in a team and has the soul of a team.

And in the soul of this team, there is no Zhou Cunguang.

"The message is coming. As he was talking, Xuan Lin was overjoyed, a top-secret code came over the screen, clicked on it, and a line of words jumped in front of him: start at noon tomorrow, at nine o'clock in the morning, one person will wait in Rudolph's laboratory.

"That's it, do it at noon?!" Yan Jiucheng was shocked. Obviously, this is an action that Zhou Cunguang sent to the organization, and the organization passed.

"In addition to this, is there any other information?" Gu Miqing seemed to have some intersections, this week Cunguang gave her a very bad impression, he was too ruthless and indifferent, but then I thought about it, ruthlessness and indifference are nothing, you just have strong ability. And Zhou Cunguan's strong ability in the later stage also reassured Gu Miqing.

This heart has just been put down, and now it is slipping up again.

"No, he did not provide any information that he had. Xuan Lin couldn't hold back his temper, he was so annoyed that even the sound of tapping on the keyboard was much louder: "I'll ask the organization, what's going on." He didn't discuss it at all, it was an order. ”

Yan Jiucheng didn't say it, frowning tightly.

Zhou Cunguang's personality does make people feel a great sense of distance, this kind of subtle aura that people will feel as soon as they come into contact with people, and what he is worried about is that if such an important shadow of a team cannot be integrated with the team, how to complete the next task?

You must know that the real battlefield is coming soon, and all you have experienced before is a drizzle, and how to take away scientists in front of everyone is the biggest difficulty. And this difficulty requires Zhou Cunguang's information, after all, in the current situation, without his information, it would be difficult for Yan Jiucheng to move an inch.

"The organization said, he said, we don't need to know this, just do our own thing, send a man to Rudolph's lab at nine o'clock, and wait for his orders. Xuan Lin finished translating the new code, and his face was extremely bad.

"This guy...... Lao Hang obviously wanted to swear, but when it came to his mouth, he swallowed it and said, "Why does this person make me feel very uncomfortable, is he reliable?"

"Yes, he doesn't provide any information, how can we cooperate?" Xuan Lin also answered unhappily: "At the very least, tell us the map, or the whereabouts of the scientist during the day." ”