09. He left me
After washing his hands and wiping them clean, Qin Jianghao pointed to a few eggs in a small basket with a spatula, and ordered me again: "Peel those eggs." ”
After doing it for a long time, it was the cleanliness of this product that flared up again? Peeling an egg, I thought I was going to knead the dough, so particular.
I silently walked over to peel the eggs, but the peeling and peeling of my face burned to the ground.
This one...... Slippery ...... I shared a bed with someone who was also slick yesterday and ......
Stop, stop, don't think about it, if you think about it again, your face will be too obvious!
But it's late, it seems that the red is already more obvious, and Qin Jianghao's eyes are very sharp, and then he pointed out mercilessly, "It's early in the morning, why are you blushing like pig blood?"
...... "How dare you exaggerate it?"
Seeing that I didn't speak, he said cheaply, "Or are you shy about last night?"
“……”
"Huh!" he sneered mockingly, turned and poured oil into the pan, and said nothing more.
Hehehe, hehe, you big-headed ghost, you're embarrassed to laugh at me, you salty pig hand!
I blushed so humbly at this time that I didn't want him to look at it again, so I had to turn my back and pretend to be dumb and not argue with him.
After breakfast, my parents were in a hurry to catch a plane, so Qin Jianghao drove them over. Before boarding, my mother held my hand and gave me thousands of instructions, which was very uneasy...... Qin Jianghao.
The general meaning is that I am afraid that I will not take good care of Qin Jianghao, so that he will be cold, hungry and tired.
Very good, now standing in front of me this fashionably dressed, worried-faced woman, I finally know today, she is really not my own mother!
Sending off the second elder, Qin Jianghao and I were about to go back, passing by a supermarket, I remembered that the toothpaste was almost gone, so I asked him to stop the car and I went to buy it.
Afraid that he would be impatient, I didn't dare to delay when I entered the supermarket, and directly asked the shopping guide where the toothpaste was placed. Then he took the brand casually, and hurried to pay and leave.
As soon as he went out of the door, he saw a slender figure walking towards Qin Jianghao's car, and then Qin Jianghao got out of the car, I didn't know what to say to her, and then the girl got into the passenger seat.
There was a slight vibration in his hand, and there was an unread message prompting, the sender Qin Jianghao: I left in advance, and you take a taxi back by yourself.
I watched his car go away, then I snapped my finger twice and gave him a hmm."
There was a hard object in the palm of my hand, which was the one dollar that the cashier had just asked me for.
Two years ago, one yuan could be used to travel from the east of the city to the west of the city by bus. And nowadays, how can you afford a dollar, which seems to be the cheapest means of transportation in the world?
In fact, when I was in junior high school, during the holidays, in order to save five yuan on the bus fare to buy snacks to eat, I would follow the neighbor's friends from the city to our community, the journey was nearly five hours. But the amazing thing is that none of us feel tired or because of snacking.
But as we grew up, we should have been even more powerful and stronger than before, but we would be tired and panting even after walking for more than half an hour, and the soles of our feet ached, and Yanran was more squeamish than when I was a child.
I walked from the airport to my home for an hour, and when I got to the door and opened the door, I wanted to sit at the door and not move, so I was able to hold on until I entered the door, and I was already a waste.
I get sleepy when I'm tired, so I take a shower and quickly fall asleep without a heart or lungs, and I don't wake up until the evening. The reason why I slept so long may also be because I didn't sleep well last night.
I was a little hungry, so I cooked a bowl of noodles to eat, and then washed all the dishes and chopsticks that I hadn't washed for breakfast in the morning.
Qin Jianghao hasn't come back yet, and I don't know what he did with Qi Jing, maybe he won't come back today......
Washed the dishes. I cleaned up and went downstairs, but because I slept all day, I didn't feel sleepy at all.
Just find a book to read, but you can't read it, and then you take out your phone to play.
After graduating from college, I rarely had any contact with my classmates, and the only one who has always kept in touch is Yuan Fang.
So I chatted with her about whether I had a match or not. Then chatting and chatting, somehow it turned to Qin Jianghao's guy.
Yuan Fang: Actually, the fact that you married him is unbelievable but takes it for granted.
Me: Where is it taken for granted?
Yuan Fang: Although I don't know him well, I think he should be quite cold, but this is also true. Originally, when I was in high school, I knew that there was such a senior who studied well and grew well, and I was also moved by compassion, but I didn't hear him when I said hello to him a few times, so I didn't talk to myself anymore.
Yuan Fang: But I'm not faceless, he didn't pay attention to many girls who greeted him, but you are the only one, every time you walk by him, you don't have to say anything. He'll automatically set his sights on you.
Yuan Fang: And I found out that he only talked to you alone at that time, and his face was paralyzed for ten thousand years and only had normal emotions when he was in front of you, so we all felt at that time that the girl in this world, he was afraid that he would only look at you.
I:......
Actually, it's just because she changed schools when she was a sophomore in high school, and she didn't know that there was another person.
Me: Every time he sees me, does his eyes look like this? (expression disgusted) expression is like this? (expression arrogant)
Yuan Fang: I'll make up, these two expressions. It's so aptly described!
I:......
So, are you really sure that he is looking up to me? Obviously, he is the most unhappy with me, right?
I chatted with Yuan Fang for a long time, and when I ended the conversation, it was almost ten o'clock in the evening, and I suddenly felt a little cold, and when I looked up and saw that the window was not closed, I walked over to close it. But I was attracted by the lights of thousands of homes outside the window.
I just stood in front of the window and watched.
There was a wind blowing, blowing the treetops of the big trees outside the window, and there were dogs barking in the building somewhere.
A very similar cry suddenly jumped into the memory.
In the past, there was only one road leading to the entrance of the district, and the people at the entrance of the neighborhood had a very big and strong black dog, and I don't know what breed that dog is now, but I only remember that it was very fierce in my memory.
Originally, it was the welfare of the whole community to raise such a big dog at the gate of a community, because the dogs are very recognizable, in case there are thieves or villains or something who want to mix in and do bad things, then when they step into the gate of the district, the dog will bark and remind everyone.
After all, more than ten years ago, people in many parts of China were generally poor, and there were still many thieves. But it is much better than the current society, which is more prosperous and powerful, the more greedy, selfish, and dark people's hearts become.
But I didn't like the black dog very much, because I was afraid of dogs, and the reason for my fear of dogs was that my sister had been bitten by a dog on the calf, and I was with her at the time, and I witnessed the whole process.
It just so happened that Qin Jianghao didn't seem to like dogs either, because every time I saw him pass by in front of the family, he would take advantage of the sleeping dog's inattention, throw stones at it, and then slip away like a gust of wind.
At first, I just thought that he was just just scared and disgusted like me, but then I realized that he hated the dog purely, because the dog didn't know what was wrong, and always liked people who wore black clothes, and probably didn't see anyone else wearing clothes of the same color as his coat.
And Qin Jianghao's mother prefers black, and most of her clothes seem to be that dark color in my image, so whenever she passes by the black dog, it will suddenly jump up like crazy and bark at her viciously, if it weren't for the chain around her neck, I'm afraid it would rush up and bite her.
Qin Jianghao is very protective of his shortcomings, and he can't see his mother being bullied, even if he is a person, he can't tolerate it, let alone a livestock?
So on a foggy spring morning, when he went to school, he poured the bento that his mother had made for him into a garbage bag, and then sprinkled some kind of powder into it, stirred it a few times, and then put the rice next to the black dog's den that day.
Dogs are very vigilant and have a very sensitive sense of smell, and they open their eyes immediately, but when they see something to eat, they are almost defenseless and bow their heads to eat. However, it is not surprising that the people of that era had nothing to eat, and who was willing to give the dog how much to eat, not to mention, Qin Jianghao's bowl of bento still had meat in it.
At first, I thought he was so stupid that he actually gave his bento to the dog to eat, but he didn't think so, and he didn't feel sorry for the bento at all. Even though he was grumbling hungry at school at noon, when I taunted him, there was still no remorse on his face.
I warned him not to give the bento to the dog again tomorrow or else he would sue his mother and split half of the bento. He was expressionless and used his spoon to shave the rice in my lunch box, without even saying thank you, the rice just ate to the place where I used green vegetables to draw horizontally, and there was no more than a single rice left.
When he came home from school in the afternoon, he walked to the gate of the district, and heard someone cursing loudly and asking who had poisoned his dog.
I squeezed into the crowd and saw that the majestic black dog, which was still alive and well in the morning, was foaming at the mouth and lying on the ground quietly. Probably because he struggled before he died, his black fur was stained with a lot of ash.
I withdrew from the crowd and turned my head to look at Qin Jianghao, who was much taller than me, so he didn't have to squeeze into the crowd to see the situation inside, and found that he was actually laughing.
He actually rarely laughs, but he laughs very well, and sometimes in order to make him laugh, when I read a joke book, I deliberately run to his house, and then read it out loud, saying that it was read to his mother, but I actually wanted him to think it was funny, and then laugh. But he seems to have a high laugh, not only never laughing, but also calling me an idiot.
I couldn't get a smile from him, and now he was smiling at a dead dog, but that smile made me feel a deep, deep coldness, so cold that I would rather he never laugh in his life, and just be a noodle stall forever.
Many people are naughty and fierce in their childhood, because they don't know how to be afraid, but in my opinion, Qin Jianghao's fearlessness is because of love, he loves his mother very much, and he can't tolerate anyone to bully and trample on him, even if he is a little disrespectful.