30, Gong Fei's concept of love
In the morning, the bed is warm.
Tossed until late last night, she fell asleep in his arms, he wanted to roll over, she seemed to feel cold, hugged his waist and pressed against him, he didn't move, Lehe looked at her for a while, hugged her and slowly closed her eyes.
At eight o'clock, Sun Shufen called three or four times to urge them, and the two of them came out of the bed.
One night, the kang and heating were cold, the room was cold and cold, Tang Wan shivered and put on clothes: "It's really cold." β
Zhang Dongming was happy: "This time I know that I sleep in the countryside in winter, why don't I take it off so naked." β
"It's not you yet. β
"Yes, yes, my fault. β
Getting dressed and going to the kang, Tang Wan folded the quilt, Zhang Dongming looked at the water in the kettle, it's okay, it's not too cold, it's no problem to wash your face and brush your teeth.
There was no kang or heating, and the two of them went out after washing.
The winter in the countryside always feels so cold, the north wind pierces the face, and the sky is blown gray, and it only takes six or seven minutes to go, and as soon as the two of them arrive in Gongli country, they go straight to the hot kangtou.
"It was cold last night. Sun Shufen added a fire to the stove pit: "I have to go back to sleep." β
"It's not cold. Zhang Dongming took Tang Wan's hot water cup and took two sips: "It's too cold this morning, and the wind is too strong." β
"It's too cold this time. Gong Liguo came back from outside: "The New Year has cooled down in the past few days, and it is said that it is more than ten degrees, but you can wear more." β
After a while, the meal was hot.
After eating hot, the two of them also felt warm, and they didn't go for a walk, and they chatted with Gong Liguo and Sun Shufen watching TV.
"I'll leave at noon, what's the hurry. Sun Shufen said to Tang Wan: "Wait for Fei Fei to come back in the afternoon, and then go back after eating together, it's okay, if you don't have a car, let your uncle find a car." β
Tang Wan pulled Sun Shufen: "I have to cut my hair or something when I go back in the afternoon, tomorrow is the New Year, and I can't clean it up." β
Sun Shufen said: "What is there to clean up, which girl has a girl like you, and then cut a hair curtain, a few scissors, hurry." β
Zhang Dongming was happy, and Tang Wan looked at Gong Liguo for help.
Gong Liguo lit a cigarette, took a puff and said: "It's too cold here for us, Xiaowan don't catch a cold after this toss, let's go back at noon when it's warmer, I'll go over with your aunt after the tenth day of the new year." β
At twelve o'clock, Gong Liguo walked only four or five minutes away from the station, but for fear that he didn't take a seat, Zhang Dongming and Tang Wan came out twenty minutes early.
When I arrived at the station, I found that there were not many people on the bus today, and there were many empty seats.
There are still ten minutes before the departure, Zhang Dongming got in the car and sat for a while, Tang Wan said: "I went to my grandmother's house and my aunt's house on the second and third days of junior high school, and it is estimated that I will come back at noon on the evening of the third day of junior high school or the fourth day of junior high school, and I will first set the fifth day of junior high school, and then see if my dad is okay." β
Zhang Dongming nodded: "Don't you say that it will cool down in a few days during the New Year, wear more clothes and don't catch a cold, you guy, it takes a lot of effort to take medicine and injections." β
"You're struggling. Tang Wan smiled: "Don't forget to leave some money for the third brother and sister-in-law when you go back, people help us look at the house so attentively." β
The two talked for a while, and when they were going to drive, Zhang Dongming got out of the lane: "I'll make a phone call when I arrive." β
Tang Wan nodded: "Yes." β
The bus left, and Zhang Dongming went to the market.
It's been the same for the past two days, and the New Year is an atmosphere, buy some couplets and firecrackers.
The market people still died a lot, and it was hard to walk, and in the weather of more than 20 degrees below zero, they bought some couplet firecrackers, and they were stunned to squeeze out Zhang Dongming's sweat.
I came back to burn the kang to make heating, and gradually the house became warmer.
Watching TV on the kang, Tang Wan called and said that it was too late to toss last night, and the warm room fell asleep on her back.
I don't know how long I slept, but I felt my nose scratch in a daze, and I still scratched it after scratching it a few times, and then I heard a giggling sound, and my consciousness gradually woke up.
When I opened my eyes, I saw a girl lying next to him, holding a hair and running back and forth on his nose.
"Sleeping pigs are the same. Gong Fei giggled.
Zhang Dongming patted the girl's head, looked at the time, it was more than two o'clock, and she slept a little more: "What time did you get home, why did you come here." β
"A little more. Gong Fei smiled and said, "It's not interesting to be at home, so I hurried to see if my brother Dongming has become handsome again." β
"What's handsome, I'm old. Zhang Dongming poured a glass of water under the kang: "Do you want to drink?"
"Hmm. β
Gong Fei held the water cup and took a sip of it: "My mother came back with Tang Wan?"
Zhang Dongming added a stove and came back: "Ah, I went back at noon, I thought you were in the car at half past three, knowing that you came back in the car so early, she was waiting for you, you both haven't seen each other for almost a year." β
Of course, what Zhang Dongming said was false, Tang Wan didn't mean to wait for Gong Fei at all, and never took the initiative to mention Gong Fei to him, and Gong Fei was not so close every time he mentioned Tang Wan.
Now Zhang Dongming feels more and more that there is a little strange between these two girls, these two people are pretending to be very good in front of them, but in fact, the relationship between the two is really not close at all.
He also asked Tang Wan about this, Tang Wan said that nothing was good, and asked Gong Fei, and Gong Fei also said that nothing was good.
Zhang Dongming doesn't know what is going on with these two people, it is estimated that their personalities are not very compatible, but the relationship between the two families is so good, so the two of them will also behave very well in front of the two adults.
It's not a big deal, but these two girls are people he cares about very much, and he naturally hopes that the relationship between the two will be better, and if he usually catches up, he will also help each other say a few good words or something.
Gong Fei put the cup back on the table, sat back and said with a smile: "I said on May 1st that you two must be good, take a look, this is all good, I will see my parents soon." β
"This heart you. Zhang Dongming said happily: "What's wrong with you, didn't you call a while ago and say that there is a guy in your company chasing you." β
"It's nothing. β
"What do you mean?"
Gong Fei said: "It's just not suitable." β
Zhang Dongming said: "Why, according to what you said, I feel that guy is good in all aspects." β
Gong Fei smiled and said, "It's too dark." β
Zhang Dongming was a little helpless.
In the six years that Gong Fei was in the provincial capital in his last life, that is, from the time she went to college to Gong Liguo's death, he didn't know Gong Fei's emotional experience, he had a lot more contact with Gong Fei in this life, he usually called or something, and he also knew that Gong Fei had never been in love.
Gong Fei is very good-looking, from college to now working, many boys have chased her, but this girl has promised all of them.
It's nothing, don't talk about it if you don't meet someone you like, it's normal, Tang Wan hasn't been in love before, the main reason is that Gong Fei doesn't like it and the reasons are a bit too much.
Either too ugly, or too handsome, or too short, or too tall, or too fat, or too thin, or too stuffy, or too talkative, or too unmanly, or too macho......
In short, all sorts of reasons, a thousand strange reasons.
Mainly, these are a bit too superficial.
In this regard, Gong Fei's attitude is also very clear: first look at the surface and then look at the inside, the surface does not meet the standard, so what is there to talk about the inside.
There's nothing wrong with that, but how can such an ideal boy be so easy to meet.
Therefore, Gong Fei has never been in love until now.
Through these understandings, Zhang Dongming also somewhat understood that in addition to Gong Fei's not strong personality, why she was so paranoid and extreme in her previous life when she faced her relationship with that Xu Wen.
Gong Fei is too idealistic and naΓ―ve about love.
It is such a character and such a view of love that caused the tragic fate of Gong Fei's last life.
Whether it is because of Gong Liguo, Sun Shufen, or because of his relationship with Gong Fei, Zhang Dongming has too much guilt and remorse for Gong Fei in his last life.
In this life, he can't guarantee that Gong Fei won't be hurt because of love, but he will definitely not let Gong Fei's tragedy happen again.
This is also the only debt he has to repay in his previous life.