His indifferent attitude angered me, and my voice was a little high-pitched: "I do this often, and if I did, I wouldn't let you come to see the bean buns anytime and anywhere." ”

A hint of disdain appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Doubao follows you, and has been in danger five times." You're not fit to be a mom. He paused slightly and said, "Some time ago, you boiled with bean bags, and I saw them all." You love him a lot, I admit that. However, loving him does not mean that you can look favorably on him. Because he's only a part of your life. Do you admit it?"

His crooked reasoning made me angry, but I had to admit that his last sentence made sense. I didn't answer him directly, but asked rhetorically, "What about you, do you want to say that bean buns are all of your life?"

"No, I can't do it either. Si Jianlian shook his head, "But grandparents can do it." They can see the bean bag as the whole of their life. ”

I realized that I was waiting here.

"What do you mean, if you have something to say, just say it, don't beat around the bush. I looked him in the eye and said.

Si Jianlian didn't look at me, looked at the bean bag that had been playing and said, "You are busy with work and want to have your own things, I understand." However, I don't think it's appropriate for you to throw the child to your aunt like this, and to take the child with you, and let him participate in the consequences of you offending people in the mall. Since yesterday at 8 o'clock in the morning Beijing time, I took the bean bag away from you, and for the past twenty or thirty hours, I have not answered your phone and not let you know the situation of the child, how do you feel?"

Of course I knew how I felt, and he asked me about it.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he continued: "The child is by your side, and I feel this kind of suspense every day. I can't accept that the child is raised by you anymore. You take your career too seriously. ”

"So what? do you want custody of your child?" I asked.

"No, I just want my children to eat and live with me, and in my house, it's my grandparents besides me. You should know that grandparents are much more reliable than aunts, right? Si Jianlian said.

His words were unflawed and reasonable.

However, I know it's all rhetoric, and who wouldn't say pretty words. His purpose was to make me willingly put the child with him.

"Si Jianlian, now that so much time has passed, is it interesting for you to bring up this matter again? I got the custody of Doubao, but did I stop you from coming to visit the child? Did I restrict you from communicating with Doubao? I didn't do anything. As for the child's involvement in danger, I know how you feel in your heart, and I am the same as you. And I felt even more pain and sadness in my heart, because he was born from my 10-month pregnancy and more than 30 hours of labor pain. He and I are even more mother-son. This time you took him and deliberately didn't contact me, I won't pursue you. However, you should not mention putting the bean bags with you to raise them. I took a deep breath and said with the greatest concentration, with the greatest patience.

"What if I have to?" said Si Jianlian slowly.

"I'm not going to let go. I said.

He was silent for a while, and his tone was particularly ugly: "Then I can only go through the legal process, the child is in danger of being with you, and I have the right to let the court re-determine the custody of the child." ”

"Si Jianlian, now that the child is older, the court will also listen to the child's own opinion, why should you embarrass the child. I said.

None of our voices are good.

I took a step back, looked at Si Jianlian who was close at hand, and suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness. A few days ago, I thought he was thinking about me, but now that I think about it, it's all an illusion.

After a long time, he softened his tone and said, "Tao Ran, there is actually a solution. ”

I looked up at him and thought he had a conscience.

"We can remarry. He said, staring into my eyes.

This sentence made me feel a chill. I'm a woman with a habit of cleanliness, so when I didn't invite my aunt before, I would mop the floor twice a day in the morning and evening, no matter how tired I was.

I am concerned about the hygiene of a house, let alone a man.

It's not that I haven't thought about this problem, but I can't convince myself to accept Si Jianlian again.

"Then you better go to the court, I guarantee that you can't win the custody of the bean bag. If you're making our relationship worse, feel free. I figured out what I wanted, and became calmer, "This time you took the child away, and you lost contact for almost forty-eight hours, don't forget to add it when you go to court." ”

Si Jianlian's face turned pale: "Tao Ran, can't your personality be a little more easy-going?" I'm just a momentary anger to let you know what it's like for me to be unreachable when Doubao follows you." ”

"I've never maliciously kept you out of reach. After I finished speaking, I stopped the topic, "After the medical examination of the bean bag, I will take him back to Beijing directly." If you want to try again to see if you can get custody, feel free. ”

After saying that, I walked towards the play area where the bean buns were.

Si Jianlian took two steps and followed.

I didn't want to go to court with Si Jianlian again for the custody of the bean bag, and after he caught up with me in stride, I slowed down and said to him: "With my relationship with Duan Jingchen, I advise you not to bother anymore." You're not a kid and know what the outcome would be if someone on top of it would be. ”

Si Jianlian has a heavy footstep.

I didn't have to look back to know that he must be gritting his teeth and looking at me secretly.

I'm a really annoying person, and sometimes I have to hit someone else, but I have to stick a knife in it after the blow.

Seeing us coming, Doubao raised his face from the little swing and smiled sweetly and exclaimed, "Mom." ”

Then he turned his head and called Dad to Si Jianlian behind me.

I took the opportunity to look back at Si Jianlian, his expression returned to normal, and he smiled at the bean bag.

I can't guess why Si Jianlian did this, maybe it was a momentary anger, or maybe his brain suddenly entered the water. However, I know that after I mentioned this, he also knew that it was difficult for him to get custody of the bean bag. Duan Jingchen knows very well what he treats me.

Now it seems that Duan Jingchen is a more reliable existence than her husband.

I thought of Duan Jingchen's help to me during this National Day holiday, and decided to thank him when I found an opportunity to return to Beijing.

But I hesitated, I was afraid that I would owe Duan Jingchen a lifetime.

Gu Yixiao was also relieved when he knew that I had found the bean bag, and said that he wanted to come over to have a look, but I only said that Si Jianlian was there and blocked him.

I could hear his loss and faint sadness, but I couldn't say a word beyond that.

I don't know what's wrong with myself, I used to look forward to love, but now I don't like it anymore. I still believe in its existence, and I also believe in Gu Yixiao's sincerity to me. However, there is more to life than love. When love meets something else, which one to choose is a difficult proposition to solve.

I'm bored and hated about it, but I don't want to change it.

The results of the inspection of the bean bag are out, and everything is fine.

I thanked the gods and Buddhas in my heart, took the bean bag, and ignored Si Jianlian all the way back to Beijing. Because, He Xiao called me and said that Luo Xiaotian had arrived in Beijing.

On the plane, I saw Gu Yixiao sitting in the back seat of me.

He smiled at me very normally, and Doubao still remembered his life-saving grace, and called Uncle Gu warmly.

Gu Yixiao coaxed the child very well, and Si Jianlian couldn't compare. Gu Yixiao knew all the games that children of Doubao's age were playing now, and after a while, Doubao was sold by him with games. In the end, he asked me pitifully, "Mom, can I change to sit next to Uncle Gu?"

I didn't agree yet, so Gu smiled and said, "No problem, I agreed." ”

Doubao begged me vigorously, Si Jianlian naturally disagreed, but he couldn't be forced, because this son had just gotten a lot closer to him, and he didn't want to give up his efforts.

In the end, Doubao won and sat down next to Gu Yixiao smoothly, replacing a golden retriever uncle who was originally sitting next to him between me and Si Jianlian.

Si Jianlian's face was extremely bad, but I was very down-to-earth, and I told the bean bag a few words, and closed my eyes safely to recuperate.

The moment I got the bean bag inspection report, I had already figured it out in my heart. In the following days, I will live as I want, leave everything to time, and sadness will not solve the problem. No matter what I gave birth to, I'm glad I have a baby.

Gu Yixiao was quite patient, and when I woke up and looked over, Doubao was already asleep next to him, with a blanket on his body.

When I looked at him again, he also had his eyes closed, but his face was frighteningly white.

As soon as I saw his bloodless skin, I thought of when I was in Gansu, when his clothes were stained red with blood and carried down from the roof of the building.

There is a place in the heart, slightly loosened.

"Tao Ran, don't think about it, don't be soft-hearted. I said a few words to myself, then closed my eyes and went back to sleep. There are eight hours to fly ahead of me, and I'm going to have to catch up on my sleep. When I go back to Beijing, it's all about things, especially the character of Luo Xiaotian, I can't take it lightly.

This was a long-distance flight with beans, and it was the easiest one for me, because Gu Yixiao did the whole thing.

When we arrived in Beijing, we went our separate ways at the airport.

Gu Yixiao had someone to answer it, and Si Jian connected to a phone call and suddenly became anxious. I went home with the bean bag.

Aunt Wang was waiting at home, and when she saw the bean bag that had lost a lot of weight, her tears almost fell: "Doubao, how are you feeling now?"

Doubao stood in place and clenched his little fist and said to Aunt Wang, "I'm fine, there's nothing to do." You see, I've grown little muscles. ”

This kind of words is in the tone of Gu Yixiao, and I look over. Doubao immediately said to me, "Uncle Gu said, I am a muscle." ”

"Have you forgiven Uncle Gu?" I asked.

He raised his head and said to me with a straight face: "I was angry with Uncle Gu because Uncle Gu didn't know why he made my mother angry. This time, my current Uncle Gu's kindness to me has not changed, and he was seriously injured that day in order to save me from another Uncle Gu. ”

Doubao is right to say this, but I smiled bitterly in my heart: Silly boy, if it weren't for me, how could Uncle Gu be good to you!

I know such a simple truth, but I can't accept it.

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