I didn't expect my words to reach his heart.

When I heard him say this, I couldn't help but smile and look at him with amusement, "What?

"I ask you, and you answer me. Sheng Yun looked at me with fierce eyes and said coldly.

"I'm just expressing my attitude towards people and things, which may be different from others, and I don't mean anything specifically. I looked at him and said calmly, then said, "When did you become so sensitive?"

He was dumbfounded by what I said, and was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "When it is of use to you, it is a priceless jewel, and when it is not of use, it is a worthless rock." Xu Shubei, your values are so realistic. ”

I didn't think so, I just didn't think love was a necessity right now, so I didn't value it that much. Even if I understand that I have affection for Sheng Yun, it is only the realm of the heart, and it has not yet risen to the stage where I want to use my body and mind to go all out.

But I didn't explain, just smiled slightly, and said lightly to him, "I'll go fetch water to help you wipe your face." ”

I don't think I need to explain, but in his opinion, it's tantamount to acquiescence.

He didn't pay much attention to me for the next few days. We were in the same space, each doing our own thing, he was recuperating wholeheartedly, and I was lying on the vacant hospital bed next to me, each holding a book, maintaining a tacit silence.

Every day, Tai Ziqian will deliver three meals a day on time, instantly telling us the current situation of the Sheng family.

The old man's funeral was particularly grand, and at the same time, Chen Mozhu's mother and daughter quickly occupied the high position of Shengshi Group with lightning speed, and quickly held a board meeting, abolished many systems and processes originally formulated by Sheng Yun, and cleaned up a group of middle and senior executives who Sheng Yun had entrusted with important tasks.

Sheng Yun went all out to recuperate from his injuries, so that he could catch up on the day when the old man was out of the funeral. His wounds quickly scabbed under the effect of special medicine, and coupled with his young and quick recovery ability, he was soon able to walk freely.

On the day of the old man's funeral, Shang Yang drove over to pick him up early in the morning, because of the time and the inconvenience of my pregnancy, I did not go with me, but stayed to go through the discharge procedures and pack my things. On that day, Shaiva was with me.

After going through the discharge procedures, the two of us started to pack our things. When I was making the bed, I found a small, old-looking gift box under the pillow, and when I opened it, there was a small diamond ring in the gift box, which didn't look particularly valuable.

This...... Was it an old thing? Who was he going to give it to, why was it hidden under his pillow?

"What is this?" said Shaylva, who leaned over and took the box from me, and asked in surprise when she saw that it was a diamond ring inside, "This is for you?"

"Obviously not, it was brought by him, it must have been forgotten to take it in a hurry just now. I said lightly, feeling a little bitter in my heart.

Xia Eva immediately closed the box, put it in my hand, and said to me: "My brother once had a beloved woman in the past, who was forcibly broken up by the Sheng family. I've heard Arou talk about this, but Shubei, seriously, are you going to go on like this with my brother forever?"

"What is going on?" I muttered, not understanding for a moment.

"Don't you think your relationship is weird, and you two don't seem to be in a hurry when the baby is about to be born?" Shaylva said, holding my hand with concern, "What the hell is going on with you? I can sense that you care about each other, how can you always be so awkward?"

"I can't tell, maybe...... It's because we don't have any knots in each other's hearts. ”

"Hasn't the Xu family already received the retribution they deserve? Huang Xiaoxiang is dead, as soon as Xu Tian enters the prison, you will also go back to your house, what knot do you still have?"

"Xu Changsheng is still there, and the Xu Group is still in his hands. Unless I recapture the Hsu Group, I don't want to think about feelings. Moreover...... Sheng Yun may not be interested in me, we are just a transaction, plus the comfort of loneliness. I said lightly.

"Shubei, others may not know you, but I know you better than myself. If you don't care about him, you won't be in the hospital for days and nights and still conceive his baby...... If my brother is not interested in you, it is impossible for you to keep the child, let alone acquiesce to you to accompany him in the hospital. But you ...... How long are you going to be so awkward?" said Shaylva, a little anxious.

When I saw her like this, I immediately squeezed her hand with relief: "Eva, I know that you miss me very much, and I hope I can achieve positive results with him." But I knew in my heart that although he and I were similar to a couple, it was difficult for us to be a couple. I don't know how to explain it, but if you want me to take the initiative to love someone now, to win his heart, I can't do it at all, I'm not the kind of woman who really loves first. ”

"But you love more than anyone else, and you're just deliberately avoiding your feelings. Shubei, sometimes I really don't like your passive character, you are like this, my brother is like this, you will always be in this endless cycle between you, you can't get close and you can't get away, so your heart will be very tired. Xia Eva frowned and looked at me and said distressedly, "And in the future, if he meets another woman, just like Arou, are you really willing to give it up?" Shubei, if you don't fight for it now, will you be willing when the time comes?"

Her words made my heart ripple, I had never thought about these things before, but when she said this, I thought of my heart turmoil every time Arou appeared, and said that I didn't care at all, it was false.

But how do you fight for it? There are many things that you want in this world that can be obtained through continuous hard work and struggle, but love.

What if I take a step forward and the other person takes 10,000 steps back? Or what if, when I really give my heart and soul to him, he falls in love with someone else?

Thinking of this, I shook my head firmly, and I said, "No, it is better not to fight than to be sad in the future." ”

"Shubei, you still don't understand your heart. Do you think you don't fight for it now, but ...... in the future Aren't you sad?" Eva shook her head helplessly, then sighed slowly and said, "Actually, I'm just like you. ”

"What's the same?" I turned my head to look at her, and then immediately realized something, and I subconsciously asked, "You mean Shang Yang?"

A slight smile appeared on the corner of Xiaeva's mouth, and she nodded and said, "Well, I don't know what the nature of me and him is. We see each other every day, and we quarrel every day, but every time we quarrel, we get to bed unconsciously, but I don't want to admit that he is my boyfriend, and he ...... me It's getting more and more sincere. ”

"Scared, right?" I sighed slightly, "I'm afraid that I'll be let down as soon as I give, I'm afraid that the other party's sincerity won't stay too long, I'm afraid that I'm afraid of the beginning and I'm even more afraid of the end...... And I'm always thinking about a question. ”

"What's the problem?" said Shaylva nodded, then asked me.

"If I can already afford my own life enough, and I can bear all the consequences that life has given me, why do I still need such a cumbersome and tiring thing as feelings?" I sat on the hospital bed, looked at Xia Eva and said helplessly, "People like us who have experienced strong winds and waves and have been in the workplace will habitually compare the pay and return for any investment, and have a strong enough sense of risk." However, we can accurately calculate the risk rate and return rate for other investments, but in the field of emotion, once you invest, it may be a bottomless pit. ”

"But even so, you still can't help but have a good impression of men, no matter how strong you are, you will crave spiritual dependence, no matter how tenacious you are, you will still be lonely in the middle of the night, even if I can give myself material satisfaction now, but spiritually...... I have to admit that if there is no Shang Yang by my side now, I may remain empty. So obviously, feelings can't care about giving and returning. Shubei, sometimes people have to live realistically, but sometimes, they have to be dreamy. Shaiva looked at me and said slowly.

"It's been a long, long time since we've chatted like this. I couldn't help but take her hand and say with emotion, "Only with you can I open my heart and say the confusion in my heart." ”

"I know you've had a great trauma that has caused you to have a great distrust of people themselves, and then my brother ...... He may be the same, and you are in the same way. But Shubei, what I want to tell you is that if I had been thinking about investment and returns between you and me, our friendship would not have lasted so long," Xia Eva finished speaking, lowered her head, and lowered her tone a little, "And before I and you, it was because I was calculating, that we had a gap. ”

"I know what you're trying to tell me, Eva, thank you. I couldn't help but be touched and hugged her.

She is nothing more than telling me that if I have been stingy with my feelings, then I will not be able to gain them. However, I still feel that there are too many obstacles between me and Sheng Yun, not only in the realm of feelings.

We packed up our things and went back to my house, I took her to visit my old house, told her about countless little things that had happened in this old house, and we went back to the days when there was no gap and no talk, until the evening, when the car horn sounded at the door, I quickly opened the door, and saw Sheng Yun wearing a smoky gray suit, wearing a black veil on her arm, standing in the sunset with a pale face, and before she could speak, she fell straight in front of me......

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