"He's always been so attentive. Meng Xiran responded casually, Mu Shinian seemed to have always been like this to her, she had always taken care of her like this since she was a child, in her heart, Mu Shinian was even closer than her brother.

"Miss Meng, don't blame me for being too talkative. I can see that the gentleman is not ordinary to you, really. ”

"Zhiwei, don't say this kind of thing in the future. I really just think of him as an older brother, and I've bothered him enough that I don't want to drag him down anymore. ”

Meng Xiran is not stupid, she doesn't feel it. She is really a burden, not to mention that there is also a child of Qin Yuehan, Mu Shinian is so good, she feels that she is not worthy of him, and she doesn't want to drag him down, so she has intentionally or unintentionally urged him to find a girlfriend during this time.

Zhiwei nodded, she looked at Meng Xiran with some pity, Miss Meng and Mr. Mu are so good, but this fate does not fall on them.

However, the affairs of their rich people are not something she can control, although she feels that it is a pity, but since God did not arrange them together, there must be a reason.

Mr. Mu may meet a better girl in the future, and Miss Meng will also meet a better gentleman.

Domestically, more than a month has passed, and there is still no news at all, not even the hospital in the town. Qin Yuehan was becoming more and more out of state, and there was a nameless fire in his heart.

Since Meng Xiran's flight information did not leave China, how could it be that there was no news of her in the domestic hospital? He had a terrible thought, could it be that the child was no longer there?

This kind of thought spread into his brain, and he became more and more irritable, how could it be? If the child was gone, what would become of Meng Xiran? Isn't it very sad and broken?

Thinking that Meng Xiran was alone in the face of these, that kind of powerless irritability made him a little emotionally out of control.

Meng Xiran, do you know that I'm looking for you? Can you give me a response for so long? I miss you very much, is it okay for you to come back? I won't let you be wronged, you come back, let's leave here and go to other lives. I'll listen to you from now on.

Qin Yuehan's thoughts about Meng Xiran were flooded in his heart, he had been thinking about her all the time for so long, thinking about what she was doing, thinking about whether she was doing well, and thinking about the memories Meng Xiran left him.

Every night, he lay alone in Meng Xiran's room, and he couldn't sleep even more, in her previous environment, surrounded by her shadow.

He thought he was strong enough to be on his own and didn't need anyone anymore. I didn't expect that I needed Meng Xiran so much, and I didn't expect that I wouldn't be able to live without her.

There was another sleepless night, and he sat on the cold floor, his back against the bed, smoking cigarette after cigarette. The huge room was pitch black, with only a little fire on the cigarette butt, and it looked really lonely.

Loneliness can be eliminated with companionship, but loneliness really has no choice. Qin Yuehan felt lonely, and this loneliness could only be solved by Meng Xiran.

The next day, he still went to the company as always, he had to be strong, he couldn't be so decadent anymore, otherwise he wouldn't know how to face Meng Xiran.

Every day when he gets off work at noon, he will pass by the front desk and habitually check whether there is a pink thermal box on it. He always imagined that one day Meng Xiran would come back and bring him the meal he had prepared himself, and then they would sit together and eat, both of them with tenderness and satisfaction in their eyes.

But every time she passed by the front desk, she was lost, and she still didn't come back.

Qin Yuehan sometimes hates herself, if she had been kind to her at the beginning, if she hadn't done those things that hurt her at the beginning. Will he be happy now, he will have a lover and his own children. He felt that he was really a failure, and he couldn't even protect his wife and children.

Meng Xiran has lived a very fulfilling life every day since the child was born, and she also thought about how Qin Yuehan would react if she saw this child, and she was happy...... Still irritable...... Thinking of the news that Qin Yuehan was looking for her last time, she felt ripples in her heart.

Although she is very satisfied with her current life, she is very happy every day, and she is really happy, but she always feels that something is missing. Some are not used to it, and I feel that there is an empty piece in my heart.

In fact, no one can tell her what it is to give up a person. She had to survive countless dark nights on her own, and then get up the next day as usual, pretending that nothing had happened.

Only after a person has survived all the hardships will he understand that feelings are a matter of two people, and one person will not persevere after all. Learn to let go of yourself, and then live positively, and strive to make yourself better, and better people and love will naturally follow.

Every time she holds the child, she thinks of that person, because the child is really like him, she thinks that the child must be a handsome little guy when she grows up, and she can't help but laugh softly when she thinks of this.

The child seems to know her mother's story, every time she looks at the baby like this, the baby will look at him very obediently, as if she is telling Meng Xiran that she is not afraid of him.

When the children were one month old, Mu Shinian took them to a well-known local photo studio and took photos of the baby in an album. Meng Xiran has to flip through this photo several times a day, and every time she looks at it, her mother's love will overflow, and she smiles gently.

Life passed so peacefully, and she had been away from Qin Yuehan for five years.

In the past five years, she has thought of Qin Yuehan less and less, and she can't remember what he looks like, maybe she really let it go.

And Qin Yuehan hasn't given up looking for her yet, and the Qin family has also persuaded him to let him give up, he has stuffed him with a lot of kind girls who are right in the door, and he doesn't want to see any of them.

There is only one place in his heart, since she Meng Xiran broke in, let's live for a lifetime, anyway, he will not let her go in this life.

It's been five years, Meng Xiran has been away for five years, and her emotions are not as strong as they were then, Qin Yuehan put her deep in his heart.

I never stopped loving her, from intense to silent.

Meng Xiran's little treasure is four years old, and she is alive and kicking every day, especially energetic. The personality is not like Meng Xiran and Qin Yuehan, a mouth is particularly able to speak, and sweet words make Meng Xiran and Mu Shinian very happy, there is really no way to deal with him.

Meng Xiran has made a lot of progress in her own business, she has learned a lot from her previous company, resigned from her previous company, used her skills to do interior design, and created her own brand.

She still wants to open her own studio, which is what she has always wanted to do, but realize the value of her life.

Her studio is all done by herself, from decoration to decoration, the style is unique.