083 Choice

The kind of despair and pain that Zhao Anyue thought she would wait for finally turned into a little bit of pain and landed on her wrist.

Du Xueqi used a dagger to cut off her left hand that was tied to the head of the bed.

Looking at the scattered chains, Zhao Anyue raised her incredible eyes.

"You ......"

"Let's go. ”

When Du Xueqi said these three words, Zhao Anyue seemed to think that she had misheard.

"You, you're going to let me go?"

"Yes. Du Xueqi let go of the knife in her hand in a dejected manner, and a gray color appeared in her eyes.

"But what are you going to do if you let me go......? Can you come with me? I can testify for you, Hoshino will believe you. Your parents are waiting for you, you don't have to pay for everything you can for Bai Luoya, a madman. ”

After all, Zhao Anyue's advice only got Du Xueqi's wry smile: "Zhao Anyue, compared to Bai Luoya, how can I not be a madman?" Seriously, it wasn't until this moment that I really understood why Bai Luoya and I would lose to you, because your love for Hoshino is the love that you really don't ask for. And all of us love more than we want to exchange love for a reciprocal relationship from him. I'm convinced of losing to you, so I'd rather leave the rest of Hoshino's life to a woman like you than let Bai Luoya succeed. You go quickly, it's too late. ”

"I ......"

Zhao Anyue held her stomach with both hands, looking at the escape path that Du Xueqi had opened for her.

"Remember, don't come back to Hoshino just yet. Don't go back to any of your friends either. ”

"Why?"

Zhao Anyue couldn't understand the last advice Du Xueqi gave: "You, what do you mean?

"Wherever you go, just go to a place where no one knows you and give birth safely. You must know that the person behind Bai Luoya is far more terrifying than you have always imagined, and no one knows who he is or why he does all this. So I can only remind you that until then, even Shen Xingye may not have the ability to protect you. Not to mention ......"

"What's more, I'm not sure ......" Zhao Anyue bit her lip and bowed her head slightly, "I'm not sure if he is between me and Bai Luoya......"

"Let this answer be left to time to verify. ”

Du Xueqi unfolded her black coat and handed it to Zhao Anyue: "It's cold outside, you put it on, and the cash in your pocket is enough for you to live for a few months." The shoes are swapped out, and this pair is lighter. ”

"Du Xueqi ......"

Zhao Anyue ran out a few steps and suddenly looked back at her: "You ......"

"Let's go, it's too late when someone comes......"

"Well, take care. ”

Zhao Anyue gritted her teeth, turned around and disappeared into the night.

Du Xueqi looked at Zhao Anyue's back, and the corners of her mouth slowly rose, making the scar on her cheek even more sad.

At that moment, she suddenly couldn't figure out what the meaning of herself in the past 20 years was?

Because I can't love it, I even did something like impersonation to the point of no dignity. In the end, he lost the good years and bright future he should have.

For that man...... How can it all be worth it?

But she understood too late, too late to complete another redemption with her life.

Zhao Anyue, I still want to be you again......

In front of him was a whimpering winter wind, and behind him was the sound of footsteps.

Du Xueqi turned around and looked at Bai Luoya. Under her already unconventional appearance, there seemed to be confidence and elegance in those eyes that she once admired.

Facing the muzzle of the black hole, she opened her eyes and looked at the vastness of the stars tonight.

Bai Luoya didn't delay her for too long, and there was only one way through this hidden villa in the woods.

Zhao Anyue has such a big belly, how can she run so fast?

So she quickly chased the stumbling shadow in front of her, and with a crisp gunshot, she put down the woman in front of her.

Zhao Anyue didn't feel much pain at first, as if someone had punched her shoulder.

But half of his body was like being paralyzed, and when he couldn't move for an instant, Zhao Anyue felt that the pain was really like a fire in his heart.

The baby in her belly moved even more, Zhao Anyue watched the blood on her shoulder in horror, she was afraid that her fragile body would not be able to wait for salvation.

"Where are you going to go?"

Bai Luoya stepped forward step by step, and her tone was cruel.

"Even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the child in your belly. For every drop of blood you lose, the baby in your belly is deprived of oxygen. ”

Zhao Anyue looked at Bai Luoya in horror, holding her stomach with one hand, and rubbing the ground with the other hand and rubbing it backwards with difficulty.

"Don't ...... Bai Luoya, I beg you not to touch my child!"

At the end of the woods, there was the sound of rushing water. It is the original waterfall of the villa scenic area.

Zhao Anyue knew that she had no way out, and Bai Luoya's persecution, every centimeter she advanced, was equivalent to sending her to a dead end.

"Don't ...... I beg you not to ......"

"Zhao Anyue, do you know now that you're afraid?" Bai Luoya said fiercely, "You shouldn't have coveted a man who didn't belong to you from the beginning! You know that Hoshino just uses you as my stand-in, and you are so shameless to use your White Lotus expertise." What are you pretending to be innocent now? I'll give you two ways, either come back and obediently give birth to this child and use his kidneys to save my daughter. Or, roll to the bottom of the cliff now and become a blistering, whitish corpse. ”

"You...... Will Hoshino really let you go if you do this?Bai Luoya, I beg you to accumulate some virtue for his daughter. None of us have ever been sorry for you...... Never ......"

"Do I need him to let me go? Bai Luoya is already dead, and Du Xueqi is also dead. What am I afraid of when a dead man kills another dead man?"

Bai Luoya stepped forward step by step, and Zhao Anyue dragged her painful and clumsy body backwards step by step.

"Don't ...... Don't come here! I'm ......."

The sound of the waterfall in her ears became heavier and heavier, and Zhao Anyue only felt that those cold droplets splashed on her face, and her whole soul became lighter.

Hoshino, how long will you be miserable if I die? You never knew what I looked like, and even if you dreamed of it, it would be a luxury.

Baby, mom can't let someone take your life as soon as you are born.

If in this life, the fate of our mother and son is destined to be so. Then your mother will take you with you, do you remember, in the next life, will you still come to your mother?

Mom promises you that in the next life, Mom will never endure such a humble degree for anyone, for any love......

Gritting her teeth, Zhao Anyue jumped along the waterfall.

***

"An An!"

Shen Xingye woke up from the sofa, and Ling Jue, who was leaning on the other side, followed closely by him.

"Hey, you're having nightmares?"

Shen Xingye was stunned for a while, ripped off his coat, and approached the two police officers at the monitoring phone to ask eagerly.

"Hasn't anyone called yet?"

"Nope. ”

The officer's answer made Shen Xingye even more uneasy, and the nightmare just now injected a real chill into his heart.

He couldn't remember what Zhao Anyue looked like in that dream, but he felt that the atmosphere was very depressing and desperate, as if he would never see her again.

Shen Xingye stood up and groped his way to the balcony outside to smoke a cigarette.

Ling Jue accompanied him, patted his shoulder and persuaded, "Don't worry, you said that if Lu Ya is really Bai Luoya, she can't be waiting for you to take the initiative to find her?"

"She may think that my act of marrying Zhao Anyue was a betrayal from the beginning. What the hell does she want to do! Zhao Anyue is more than seven months pregnant, and it is impossible for her to move easily with her, what is her purpose......

"Or, we can think differently. ”

Ling Jue thought for a moment and proposed, "We have always felt that Bai Luoya could have mistakenly thought that you had betrayed her at the beginning, and then fell in love with Zhao Anyue, so her heart was extremely unbalanced. will kidnap Zhao Anyue to vent his anger. This premise is based on the fact that she loves you enough to the point of being almost as perverted as Du Xueqi. So, what do you think is the most important thing for Bai Luoya today?"

"Kids. Shen Xingye thought for a while, "She took her daughter to depend on each other and appeared in my life in a different way." I think the most important thing for her should beβ€”right?"

"I thought we might as well just count it. I have a friend who is the director of the central hospital, and we can do a play. No matter how insistent Bai Luoya is, she will never give up any hope for her daughter. We can pretend to have a free consultation with an infantile nephrologist and give transplant priority to children who meet the criteria within a certain sample range, and we'll let the news out as long as she hasn't left City A-"

"Just do as you say. ”

Shen Xingye's cigarette gradually burned out, but he was no longer in the mood to lean in and take a puff.

"Hoshino, you can't be too depressed. Being a brother can help you with ideas, and can saddle up the horse for you. But the final decision is up to you. What the hell do you thinkβ€”don't tell me you haven't figured it out until now, these two women, what the hell are you going to do?"

Shen Xingye's silence really made Ling Jue feel the urge to smoke him: "I ask if you can measure right and wrong with three views, don't use emotion!"

"Even if I think in terms of emotion, I already have a decision and an answer. ”

Shen Xingye sighed: "To be honest, Ling Jue, in the year I have been with Zhao Anyue, I feel very relaxed and at ease. This feeling of being unconditionally tolerated and loved, and unconditionally trusted...... To be honest, I have never been with Bai Luoya.

You always say it's because I can't see...... So I used Zhao Anyue as a stand-in and as a free nanny. But have I ever told anyone that Bai Luoya is actually a stand-in. From the first time I saw her, I fell in love with her eyes, which were exactly like the girl's. The same clarity, innocence, the same pathetic experience of no father and no mother...... Have I ever told anyone that I have long been deeply in love with Zhao Anyue...... I hate my origins, my family with the same intrigue as the quagmire, and I hate my world even more for being so dark that I can't even give her a little light in her life like a normal husband.

Even the child in her belly, I ...... No protection and tranquility can be given. At this moment, you ask me what my choice is. I want to say that I just want An An to be okay, and I want her and the child to be safe. And Bai Luoya, I will give the people she wants from me, and I will not hesitate to give my life. As soon as she opens her mouth, tell me what she wants......"

"You really ...... Have you thought it so thoroughly?"

"Yes, the only thing that makes me feel guilty is the girl named Twinkle. After all, I am the father of her blood, and I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a father for a day. But shame is shame, and each of us must learn to face that real powerlessness. Ling Jue, there's really nothing I can do...... Let's go. ”

"Let's go?"

"Go find her. ”

"You-"

"You drive me there, but you don't have to go in with me. ”

Shen Xingye raised his head and greeted the night with a vacant gaze.

He had almost forgotten what kind of beauty the starry sky would be.

Will they twinkle around that crescent moon as if it were eternal?

"You, do you know where she is?"

"I guessed, but I guessed...... You shouldn't be wrong. ”

Shen Xingye asked Ling Jue to drive the car to the outskirts, close to the more remote halfway up the mountain in the original ecological resort.

"There's a small cottage there that I bought when I first started my business. Written with Bai Luoya's name. At that time, my company was just starting up, and it was very hard, and there was a lack of opportunities and funds. But I still remember her saying to me that I hope that one day when the prosperity returns, we will be content with this tranquility and go to a place with beautiful mountains and rivers and seclusion away from the chaos. So now it's time to work harder to save moneyβ€”"

Driving on the national highway, the wind has passed all the way. Shen Xingye felt that if he could see it at this moment, all the sweet memories should be colored, not like black and white film.

"That's when I told her that I don't have to wait until I'm old, now I can give you what you want. Regardless of whether there are ups and downs in life in the future, our tranquility has always been waiting for us in this beautiful landscape. At that time, I didn't have much money, but I still insisted on taking out a loan to buy this house, and some of it was borrowed from my third uncle...... Then something happened to her, and I never came back to do it. Perhaps, it has been taken over by the homeless people in the mountains?"

"Hoshino, light ...... The lights are on. ”

Ling Jue stopped the car, pointed to the faint house in front of him, and frowned.

The corners of Shen Xingye's lips provoked a slight smile: "I knew it, I wouldn't guess wrong." ”

"I'll send you in. Ling Jue pulled the car door.

"No, I don't. The last way, I have to go down on my own. ”

Pushing Ling Jue's hand away, Shen Xingye gently explored the way with his induction cane.

Some people say that the fear behind the darkness is only due to the unknown, so for Shen Xingye at this moment, he knows too well what he has to face, but he doesn't feel scared at all.

"You're finally here. ”

Bai Luoya sat on the old sofa in the living room, and in the cold night when winter was quietly falling, she changed into a white and pure fishtail wedding dress.

The moment she saw Shen Xingye appear at the door, she spit out this sentence with her voice that was already hoarse.

It's like greeting an old friend I haven't seen for many years, calm and calm.

"Where is she. ”

Shen Xingye didn't move, in the dark vision, he desperately wanted to recall the face that had been haunted by his dreams, but for some reason, he couldn't remember her beauty.

In just three words, it seemed that Bai Luoya's first hope was crushed in an instant.

She thought about the countless possibilities of seeing each other again, and he would ask her how she was, or tell herself how he was......

"I don't need to ask those kind words. Shen Xingye seemed to see through Bai Luoya's mind at once, "You walked into my life as Lu Ya and began to spy on the moment you started to make waves, and you knew what kind of result would be between us." Tell me, where is Zhao Anyue. ”

"Shen Xingye, don't you really think that every ruthless word you say to me now will force me to use a knife little by little, Ling Chi to get rid of that woman?"

"Let her go, as if it never happened to us. Shen Xingye said.

Bai Luoya was surprised for a moment: "You, what do you mean, you want to be with me?"

"Yes, as long as you let Zhao Anyue go, let this woman who should never have come into my life disappear from here forever. We can still be like before...... The same. ”

"Really?" Bai Luoya suddenly laughed wildly, "Then wouldn't it be the same if I killed her?"

"It's not the same. Shen Xingye said quietly, "It's impossible for me to watch you commit another crime and be indifferent. If the events of that year could give me another chance to make a choice, I would never listen to your one-sided words and deal with Professor Wen Fan. ”

"Shen Xingye, what qualifications do you have to accuse me here!" Bai Luoya finally broke out. She stepped on the hem of her immobile skirt and threw herself in front of Shen Xingye.

At this moment, all the grievances and jealousy, like the negative energy of the embankment, pressed on him one by one.

Do you really think that you can get such a good investment with your fledgling boy and not relying on the family business? In order to be able to accompany you to the top one after another, don't I know how to sell my conscience and how to make it difficult to sleep? In order to make a fake show, I even did not hesitate to jump from the second floor and gamble with my own life, just to keep our scene. For your sake, I have lost even the right to be a mother. But your grandfather did not hesitate to sacrifice me forever because he listened to Qi Siwen's false paternity test. Shen Xingye, even if I really have a sister and brother relationship with you, should I die!"

"What is Qi Siwen doing this? If you hadn't framed Professor Wen, would there have been so many things in the future!"

"Hahaha, Shen Xingye, I really don't know whether to say that you married a stupid woman like Zhao Anyue, and then your IQ also lowered? Or do you really think that all the situation of the Shen family today is because of Shen Qiufang's desire to avenge his boyfriend?"

Bai Luoya laughed so hard that she almost stood unsteadily, and then walked up to Shen Xingye step by step-

"I'll ask you again one last time, do you want to choose Zhao Anyue or me?"

"I've already said it, let her go, I'll be at your mercy. ”

"Accept me at my mercy?" Bai Luoya said angrily: "I don't think some people have forgotten that it has been less than a month since they lost their wives and children, and they were arrested with other women at the same time." Shen Xingye, I waited for you for seven years and didn't wait for you to put on a wedding dress for me personally, but you married Zhao Anyue without even knowing what she looked like!

You tell me to be relieved, you tell me to be calm. Then let me ask you, if you were me, how would you let me be relieved and calm down in that scene?

How lonely and desperate I was when I was diagnosed by the doctor?

"I'm sorry. ”

"I'm sorry? You finally remember to say sorry to meβ€”"

"No, it's not for you, it's for Twilight. ”

"Shen Xingye, you have a kind!"

As she spoke, Bai Luoya grabbed his tie and pushed him onto the sofa on the other side!

"Don't you want to see Zhao Anyue! Touch it well, wait for it to get cold!"

The moment Shen Xingye was pushed by her, his hands touched a body at once.

He was more and more afraid of this touch, just like when he went to find Qi Siwen that day, too......

The woman lay lifelessly, and Shen Xingye rubbed her chest all the way up her neck.

The eyebrows, the bridge of the nose, the cheeks...... It's really too similar to Zhao Anyue......

He hadn't seen Zhao Anyue, but he was completely able to rub out the contours of her face.

"An An, you're An An, aren't you? Bai Luoya! You-"

"Keep touching, touch to see if there's any gas. ”

The women under his command were already cold and stiff, and Shen Xingye's heart fell to the bottom with him.

At that moment, he didn't give up, and slowly touched the woman's abdomen along her body.

Flat?!

All that was left was a huge bloody hole, and one hand was fishy.

"Where's the child...... Bai Luoya, what did you do with her child!"

"Of course, it's cut out to transplant a kidney for Twinkle. ”

"Bai Luoya, you're crazy!"

Shen Xingye's world seemed to collapse in an instant, and he pounced desperately and stuck Bai Luoya's throat with both hands!

Although he can't see, as long as he bites to death and doesn't let go, what does it matter if he can't see it with his eyes?

"You kill her, you kill her!"

"Shen Xingye......!

"Why do you have to be like this! I've been with you for seven years, why don't you believe that I can accompany you through the difficult times and be able to face it with you! Why do you have to turn yourself into a devil!"

"Shen ......"

Bai Luoya was pinched by him until she could barely breathe, and her tears slipped quietly from the suffocating cracks.

It's a pity that she knows that Shen Xingye can't see her tears, and she can't feel the slightest distress.

She tried to struggle, but she couldn't shake off the man's uncontrollable strength. In a hurry, Bai Luoya did not forget that she still had a gun.

With a bang, Shen Xingye took a few steps back.

Darkness and pain came over him, and his paralyzed body struggled in the corner for a while before realizing what had happened.

"Do you want me to die! Shen Xingye, I won't do what you want! If you want to die, people like you will die first!"

Bai Luoya raised her gun again-