82. I have redeemed myself
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"You don't need to think too much, you just need to think about whether what I give you is what you need, do you want it?" At this time, Wan Wangshu seemed to be a caring big brother next door, and he was tirelessly persuading me.
Redeem yourself, get rid of the identity of a young lady, go abroad for further study, return from school, and even marry him...... All of this is so much that I need it for a person who has nothing.
However, I must not forget that I am a young lady.
"Brother Wan......" I slowly raised my head.
"You've been so good to me, so good that I sometimes forget that I still have a young lady. "It's the first time I've been so bold to disclose my thoughts in front of Wan Wangshu.
Wan Wangshu smiled with satisfaction: "This is exactly why I do this, no one is born to do anything, we have to work hard for what we want to get, as for the roads you said, in fact, it is not that there are no forks in the road, but the road you take, there are too many intersections, too many, so much that it takes your eyes, so you will not see the one you want for a while." โ
Is that really the case?
As I listened, my brain suddenly went blank, and a pair of eyes looked straight at Wan Wangshu, and there seemed to be extraordinary magic in his eyes, which made me can't help but agree with his point of view.
"I want a way. "Because I'm living too much pain right now.
"Keren used to be my best sister, if it wasn't for her, I might have been ruined a long time ago, but she replaced me with herself, and we came to Shanghai together, I originally thought that we would go on forever, although the road was bumpy and the footsteps were stumbling, I also thought we would persevere. "When it comes to painful things, the story of suicide will always be the first thing that comes to my mind.
Indeed, although I had already faced death at a young age, I was devastated by the loss of my parents.
However, those memories are a little far away after all, and I sometimes pretend to forget.
"Sending Qiao Ran away, I thought I could breathe a sigh of relief. "I finally sat up straight, and in the reflection of the glass, I saw my head resting on the leather pillow at the head of the bed, my hair loose, and my face pale.
"I don't want Qiao Ran to know what I'm doing, she will definitely ......" Actually, I don't know what kind of expression Qiao Ran will have when she knows that I am a young lady, at least, I don't even dare to try.
"You, you're young, why do you think so much. Wan Wangshu frowned with doting in his eyes, and reached out to gently smooth my forehead.
I pursed my lips and didn't refuse.
I'm tired, I'm young, and the word has long since become irrelevant to me, although, in fact, I haven't reached twenty yet.
"What kind of road do you want, the one I said?" Wan Wangshu saw that I was no longer talking, so he changed the topic back again.
I was silent for a long time, and then I realized that sometimes it takes so long for a person to make a decision.
However, if I continue to stay there, I will only sink deeper and deeper, and in the end it will be like a person in a swamp, and the more I struggle, the more I will sink down, and eventually, the swamp will drown the whole person, and there will be no chance to come up again.
By this time, I was only wet on my toes, and my hands were already on the life-saving rope, and I only needed a little force to follow the life-saving rope, and I was able to climb ashore quickly.
I'm still hesitating about something.
I scolded myself.
"I ......" I looked up, my eyes dodging.
I don't know what to say, I don't actually love Wan Wangshu, I feel that I don't love him in my heart, but I have to accept such a great help from him, I can't open my mouth.
"I want to, but, is that okay? I can't give you anything, I'm doomed to deserve it. In Wan Wangshu's calm and encouraging eyes, I finished my words at once.
Then there was a sense of relief.
"Someday you'll think, in fact, it's nothing, trust me. Wan Wangshu saw it in the depths of my heart at a glance, and he solemnly promised me.
I smiled, my heart was no longer pinching, as soon as my heart was loosened, my head was even heavier, I couldn't bear it anymore, and I just crooked, and the person fell.
Yes, my condition did not get better because of the drip in the hospital, but because of Wu Qingyuan's trouble, I was once again physically and mentally exhausted, and my condition worsened.
Wan Wangshu didn't know why he didn't send me to the hospital this time, but simply called his personal doctor to the villa to treat me, including injections and medicines, there was no nurse, and Wan Wangshu assisted the doctor and took care of me on the side.
The level of elaboration is that even the doctor surnamed Bai is there to boast non-stop.
"Ah, Mr. Wan is so caring to your girlfriend. โ
Hearing Dr. Bai's compliment, my face turned red, and a few traces of blood immediately poured out.
Wan Wangshu smiled calmly: "Actually, it's my fault that I didn't take good care of her, otherwise I wouldn't be so sick." โ
"It's not that I said, your girlfriend's body is a little bad, and she has been depressed recently, so she will be delayed, I think, you have time, when she is better, it is best to take her out for a walk, relax and relax, then there will be no illness." โ
Dr. Bai was tall and thin, but he spoke with a lot of energy, and they didn't avoid me when they spoke, and as I listened, the redness on my face didn't go down, and I began to come up again.
I secretly raised my eyes, wanting to see Wan Wangshu's expression when he heard this joking.
I saw that his gaze also happened to look over, and just like that, my gaze crashed straight into his eyes, and my heart was empty, and I was even more helpless.
Wan Wangshu glanced at me lovingly: "Lao Bai's words are reasonable, it is true that I haven't taken her out for a long time." โ
He calmly accepted Dr. Bai's words, and my heart jumped violently like thunder.
Probably Dr. Bai's medical skills are really clever, and Wan Wangshu is very concerned about my illness, taking care of me every day, feeding me with medicine, and my illness is getting better quickly.
By the time the summer was finally over, my illness was basically cured.
Autumn was crisp and autumnal, and we sat side by side on the top floor terrace of the villa, looking at the scenery downstairs.
The flower beds are in pieces, the autumn chrysanthemums are blooming, the maple leaves will be red, a good autumn color, at this time my mood is extraordinarily open, and there is no sadness when I see this autumn scene.
"Shin Shin is in good shape today. Wan Wangshu handed me a glass of warm water.
I obediently took it and drank it.
"Probably because of the illness, so, the mood is naturally better. โ
Wan Wangshu smiled lowly: "I don't know if Xinxin's mood wants to be better?"
I don't understand.
"Didn't Dr. Bai tell me to take you out for a walk when I'm fine, and I've already promised. โ
I was stunned for a moment, looking at Wan Wangshu's expression, it was a serious face.
Thinking of what he said before, what he said in front of me, was serious, I quickly withdrew my questioning eyes, smiled reluctantly, and excused: "Actually, I don't need to, I'm already fine." โ
"There's nothing wrong with being nice to yourself. "Wan Wangshu is starting to pour me soul chicken soup again.
I was stunned, I didn't know what it meant to be nice to myself, and if that was the case, then I was going in the wrong direction in the first place.
I suddenly felt like I wanted to talk about the past.
I stared at him.
"If that's the case, then I chose the wrong path in the first place. โ
Wan Wangshu didn't understand why I said this, I bit my lip and told the reason why I failed in the college entrance examination, and at the same time, I also brought the fact that Qiao Ran was molested by my aunt.
"At that time, I should have been able to repeat my studies with the help of Mr. Wang, and then I was successfully admitted to a good university. โ
However, things are unpredictable.
"I couldn't just take care of myself, my parents were gone, and I had a younger sister to take care of, so I went to the Fallen Angels. Then I came to Shanghai, and then I was stuck in the mud. โ
These things have not been long in the past, and the longest has only been two years, but I feel as if they are so far away from me that I would never have mentioned them again if it had not been for the excitement of today.
I already have a hunch that they're going to be out of my life, because they've been off the rails for too long to remember.
"Choose to forget about them, okay?" Wan Wangshu approached me.
"I'm going to take you abroad, out of here, and in a foreign country, you'll meet new people, you'll be exposed to new things, and then you'll forget all about the past and start over. โ
This has been Wan Wangshu told me many times about his plan.
As always, I asked him a question.
"Why, why are you so good to me, your goodness will spoil me. โ
Wan Wangshu stood up and walked towards the white jade railing of the terrace, without an answer.
Only the breeze blew in my ears, whirring.
"Brother Wan, I often heard people tell me in the past, don't try to escape some things, because it won't work at all. โ
Wan Wangshu turned around, and a pair of eyes with vicissitudes of life once again looked straight into the depths of my eyes.
I saw mine through his eyes.
"Look at you, you have a pair of beautiful eyes, you can talk, you can flash. โ
Wan Wangshu still didn't answer my question directly, and I suddenly became a little willful. The more he refused to say, the more I wanted to ask, and the more I asked, the more daring I became, and I seemed to know that no matter what I said, the good-natured Wan Wangshu would not seem to be angry.
"Brother Wan, is it difficult to tell the truth to me? You are so good to me, but I will never understand this to mean that you like me, or that you have fallen in love with a woman like me. โ
Wan Wangshu's eyes darkened, and my words stopped abruptly, but he still didn't speak.
The more curious I became, the more I knew that I had no love for him, and that he was not actually in love with me.
"You didn't fall in love with me because you weren't such an irrational person. "I continue to express my opinions. Moreover, I stubbornly raised my chin and looked at him fixedly, as if I was bound to get an answer.
Wan Wangshu smiled helplessly: "You are right, but I am willing to be good to you because you are very special." โ
It's a good excuse, but at this point, I'm really speechless.
Wan Wangshu because of my illness, many days did not go to the company, piled up a lot of things to deal with, now see that I am better, I am ready to go to the company, when I go out, but also told me: "I go to the company to deal with some things, you have a good rest at home, don't think too much." โ
I smiled and agreed, and couldn't help but tease him for being verbose, but he didn't mind and said goodbye to me with a smile.
I stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window and watched his car speed away, the feeling in my heart was very strange, and a trace of inexplicable melancholy suddenly welled up in my heart.
The wind was strong, so I shrunk and turned and went into the house.
But I saw that the phone seemed to have been ringing for a long, long time.
The melancholy in my heart was even stronger, but I still answered the phone.
It's Wu Qingyuan.
"Where?" he hadn't seen for a long time, but his voice remained unchanged, cold.
"You don't need to know. "The scene in the hospital started to haunt me again.
Wu Qingyuan didn't expect me to refuse so bluntly, and was stunned for a while before continuing: "I'm waiting for you in the villa, and I'm looking for you if I have something." โ
"I'm sorry, I've redeemed myself. I replied with a blank face.